Chapter 24 Mother
Zhao Hongchen also stretched out his little finger to hook Liu Wenyuan's finger, and the two looked at Zheng Panpan together, Liu Wenyuan asked, "What, don't you agree?"
"What is there to disagree with. Zheng Panpan wiped the tears from his face and stretched out his finger to hook Liu Wenyuan's finger. The three of them said together: "The hook is hanging for a hundred years." ”
When he let go of his fingers, all three burst out laughing. Liu Wenyuan patted Zheng Panpan and Zhao Hongchen with both palms and said earnestly: "Okay, okay, the most important thing is to know that your parents love you very much, maybe the way they love is wrong, but this kind of love is the most selfless and sincere love, don't hate them because of this love, this is not right, I will find an opportunity to talk to them, let them know your thoughts and souls, and let them give you a broader world so that you can fly freely." ”
Zhao Hongchen nodded and said: "Actually, now I have somewhat understood my parents' hearts, although I am still very angry that they sometimes interfere too much with my freedom, but I don't hate them so much." Zheng Panpan used silence to express his dissatisfaction with his parents.
"Hehe, sometimes this love is the most difficult thing in the world, have you ever thought about it, do you think that your parents' love for you makes your life feel painful, but what you do is not to make your parents miserable? Your rebellion, your rebellion, your bent desire to break free from the shackles of family affection, is not to make your parents at a loss, to make them sad and depressed, so they will limit you with more love, and you are more resistant and struggling, maybe this is a strange circle, it is your behavior that makes your parents put more shackles on you. Maybe you don't understand what I'm talking about, maybe you won't understand until a few years later when you have this responsibility and this love.
But I don't want you to wait until that time to understand and understand, what you have to learn now is not how to make your parents understand you, but how you should understand your parents, to understand this love, to cherish this love. When you really understand this, maybe you will feel a different way about the love of your parents. Liu Wenyuan comforted the two with warm words, but the artistic conception of these words had a sense of seeing all the vicissitudes of life.
Liu Wenyuan's words made Zheng Panpan and Zhao Hongchen a little confused, maybe they couldn't understand Liu Wenyuan's words, but the meaning of the words was still understood, the two looked at each other, hoping to find the deep meaning of these words from each other's eyes, but they were puzzled as far as they could see. For the two of them, the lack of tempering over the years, and trying to understand Liu Wenyuan's understanding of love in this life is probably not something the two of them can do now.
Liu Wenyuan saw the confusion of the two, and smiled: "Okay, you don't have to worry about this, since I promised to untie this knot for you, I will fulfill my promise, but you have to remember that your parents are the external cause, and the heart knot is your internal cause, if you close your own heart knot, then no matter how hard I try, only you can really open your own heart knot." You two are so smart, if only you had time to think about what I said, you would understand. ”
Liu Wenyuan and the three of them talked about it, and the steps of the three of them were very fast, and soon Liu Wenyuan sent Zheng Panpan and Zhao Hongchen home separately, Liu Wenyuan also said a few words of greeting when he saw their respective parents, and apologized for returning home so late today, and did not mention Zheng Panpan and Zhao Hongchen's heart disease. The parents of the two people are polite, but they all know Liu Wenyuan to some extent, and they know that this person is not an ordinary person, especially Zheng Panpan's parents trust Liu Wenyuan very much, so the two sides laughed and parted, and they did not show excessive worry about the two of them returning so late.
Liu Wenyuan returned home, quietly thought about the old man's soul tonight, and connected the whole thing in series, but he still felt that he didn't have much clue about the whole thing, and he couldn't guess what the old man's obsession was. Perhaps most of what the man said was false, and judging by the woman's actions, the old man was probably related to the disappearance of the child. Liu Wenyuan thought to himself: "It seems that I have to find out about the situation again tomorrow, and first see what the neighbors around his house say." Liu Wenyuan also gradually fell asleep after thinking of a way.
At this time, Xiao Yi was tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. The contrast between the old man's dejected ghost and his cramped and dirty living room was so strong in front of him, compared to his son's luxurious living room in this town. "That's his father, it's his father", Xiao Yi couldn't help but repeat these words in his heart, why can people do such a bad thing to their father? This is something Xiao Yi couldn't have imagined, unconsciously his mother image quietly came into his mind, recalling the bits and pieces of his life with his mother, Xiao Yi suddenly rose to the feelings of longing, the indifference to his mother who left home in the past is now gone, and the mood of missing his mother is full of chest. She is about to come back, think about it, she hasn't seen her mother for almost four months, her mother hasn't changed, is she a little old? Have you lost weight? Haven't you been sick? Xiao Yi's heart became stronger and stronger, and finally he couldn't help but turn over, grabbed the phone and dialed his mother's number.
After a long answering ring, a familiar but unfamiliar female voice rang on the other end of the phone: "Hey, who's who?"
Xiao Yi suppressed his excitement: "Mom, it's me, Xiao Yi." ”
"Oh, son, it's so late, what's going on, is there any trouble, is there a lack of money, or is it ......" Xiao Yi's mother guessed the purpose of Xiao Yi's call on the phone.
Xiao Yi listened to his mother's barrage of inquiries and smiled bitterly, why did he look like this in his mother's heart? Can he only make a phone call to his mother after encountering these things? Could it be that he and his mother have such a relationship? Xiao Yi suddenly realized the indifference between himself and his mother, he rarely thought of his mother, and only when he was in trouble did he think that he still had a mother, Xiao Yi felt ashamed and guilty about his actions.
Seeing that Xiao Yi was silent, Xiao Yi's mother was a little anxious: "Son, you are talking, what happened, is the school looking for trouble for you again? Or did you beat the vice principal who fired you?" ”
Xiao Yi said: "Mom, nothing happened, I just miss you, we haven't talked for a long time, so I want to call you." ”
“...... Son, you don't have anything, right? What the hell is going on, is it serious? You're not going to burn down the school, are you? Tell you the truth, you're not going to make me crazy. Xiao Yi's mother obviously didn't believe Xiao Yi's confession just now.
"There's really nothing, if something happens, won't Liu Suxue call you, I really just miss you, really, really, really I didn't beat the vice principal and didn't destroy the school, don't worry, I'm learning with another master now, what he teaches is far more useful than what the school teaches, it's not something that steals and fights, it's serious knowledge, alas, okay, Mom, don't worry, when will you come back?" Xiao Yi felt that he was about to collapse.
"The day after tomorrow, you really don't have anything? How do I feel that you are weird, unlike you on weekdays, there is really nothing, there is something to tell your mother. Xiao Yi's mother couldn't accept Xiao Yi's appearance at this time.
"Alright, alright, don't say anything, goodbye, I'll wait for you to come back. Xiao Yi hurriedly hung up the phone as if avoiding the plague, and breathed a long sigh of relief, he really didn't expect that he was so unbearable in his mother's heart. Xiao Yi couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Just as Xiao Yi was about to go back to see if he could fall asleep, the phone rang loudly.