Chapter 1: Rebirth 2007
"Hey...... The wind on the rooftop is really strong...... Blowing her mother's stomach hurts...... "In the distance, the lights of the gorgeous city buildings are shining, and the rotten rooftops are silent.
In the darkness, the rotten iron door of the roof suddenly "creaked" open by something, and the fierce wind suddenly poured out of control into the staircase.
A gust of wind swept the unpleasant dust down the staircase, and a man at the top of the staircase coughed uncomfortably, and was immediately blinded.
The man grumbled with a frown.
Lin Xi hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth and nose with the suit on his body, hurriedly hid behind the door, frowned and sighed: "How long has no one been here?"
"Things in big cities are like this! It looks glamorous, but in fact it is dark and dirty......" Lin Xi held the dusty handrail with one hand, and the dust and dirt were stained with the expensive suit on his body, and his hands were full of grain.
Lin Xi didn't care, and pushed open the squeaky iron door hard, and with a "bang", the iron door seemed to hit something, just pushing open a gap that one person barely squeezed through.
"What is it?" Lin Xi frowned, through the crack in the door, he could just see the bustling skyscraper outside the door, and it was dim under his feet and couldn't see clearly.
"Forget it...... It doesn't matter anymore. Lin Xi waved his hand indifferently, and squeezed directly against the iron door, countless dust swaying around the tip of his nose.
"Whew...... It's really useless...... There's no room for that. Lin Xi's huge belly was directly stuck.
A broken gap in the rusty iron door "snorted" and cut through the trouser legs, and the sharp notch immediately cut through the flesh and skin.
A strong pain came from his feet, and he couldn't see Lin Xi's painful face faintly in the dimness, and there was nothing left when the bright lights of the city arrived.
Squeezing over with great effort, Lin Xi took a breath and looked down at his feet, but he couldn't see anything, but the pain on his face could come clearly.
Stamped his feet, a little painful, too lazy to check, the cool breeze of the night blew, rolling up countless dust, and the tight robe made a rustling sound.
Lin Xi didn't speak, nor did he care about anything else, the pain under his feet was nothing in front of life, and he took a step.
Stepping over several thick pipes, his pants rubbing against them, and there was a rattle of something unknown under his feet.
"Tsk...... The city at night, there are not even pigeons...... I thought the pigeons lived on this rooftop during the day......"
"It seems...... This kind of place, the pigeons don't want to come...... Hehe......" Lin Xi lowered his head and pursed his lips, shook his head and smiled.
He sighed deeply, held the edge of a high platform with both hands, gritted his teeth and climbed hard.
"Whew...... ...... "Lin Xi breathed a sigh of relief.
Lying on the high platform panting, it doesn't matter if he is so dirty, the tie around his neck seems to be shackled to a neck full of fat, and panting feels extremely laborious.
"What...... Get out!!" Lin Xi pulled off the tie around his neck fiercely, cursed and threw it into the darkness in the distance.
Like a fish on the shore panting heavily, with a deep red mark on his greasy neck, Lin Xi turned his head to look at the tie that he had thrown into the darkness.
Coincidentally, it happened to hang in an unknown place.
A gust of wind came from it, like a ghost that killed people at night, or a white flag on a grave.
Looking at the tie hanging in the air, a touch of sadness and sadness emerged in Lin Xi's cloudy and tired eyes, his face was wrinkled, and the sadness that could not be concealed was written on it.
"Huh...... Hahaha!!"
"Hahaha......" Lin Xi turned his head and covered his face and suddenly laughed softly, looking at the tie hanging in the dark, with endless sourness on his face.
"Hahaha...... It's hilarious......"
"You give me life, and you give me bondage...... Give me hope, and let me fall into the abyss......"
"I can't live without you, but I can't do anything about it, what the hell am I working for???"
"Why ??? hehehe!!hahaha......" Lin Xi covered his face and cried bitterly.
The sound of the wind rustling with all the sounds, completely burying all the sadness into the hearts of the broken, this is the sorrow of all men.
The skyscrapers in the distance reflect the bright lights of the city, the hustle and bustle and traffic, and the bustle of coming and going beats the pain of the heartbroken.
"Life...... Fuck the shit!!"
After crying bitterly for a long time, Lin Xi stopped his tears, sat up, and looked at the prosperous scenery in front of him, with a trace of inexplicable complexity on his face.
"Alas...... It's over...... Never mind...... Forget it!" With a long sigh of relief, Lin Xi took out a bottle of milk from his body.
Lin Xi held the milk in front of his eyes, his eyes were dim: "Drinking is a commemoration of the loser...... Drink and be sorrowful! Drink and be sorrowful......" Lin Xi muttered to himself.
"The elimination of Nima...... Self-deception bullshit......" Lin Xi sighed lightly.
Tear off the package of milk, tear a hole directly with your teeth, and spit out the package in your mouth.
Lin Xi raised his head and drank it, "grunt...... the sound surging in his throat, and in just a few seconds, a bottle of milk was drunk.
Lin Xi put down the milk package on the side, put it away carefully, and looked at the somewhat dim road under his feet, occasionally one or two small black dots passed by.
Lin Xi staggered to the edge of the platform, his eyes were dizzy, his face was unnaturally flushed, and the wind was blowing, and he was crumbling.
"Ouch...... Forget it...... Although I felt a little guilty and didn't leave a last word to my family......"
"But...... Forget it, just die quietly, and they should find out about the millions left......"
"As a son...... One last bit of guilt......" Lin Xi muttered to himself.
Shaking his head self-deprecatingly, he looked at the street below, and his ID card was already in his pocket: "The kidnapping life has ...... Just let him disappear......"
Looking at the place below that seemed to be quite empty, Lin Xi moved a position, looked at his feet, and suddenly smiled lightly: "It's good to find a place that doesn't look so bloody......
Looking at his feet, Lin Xi looked up at the dim night sky above his head, and jumped with a smile indifferently......
"It should be over......" Lin Xi smiled faintly in his head, a strong sense of weightlessness, and the sound of the wind whirring in his ears seemed so relaxed and comfortable.
"Failed life...... the last thought in my head, accompanied by a "bang", splashed a little bit, and everything disappeared......
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"Bang bang......" A violent knocking sound suddenly came into Lin Xi's mind, as if something was urging impatiently.
In front of a wooden door with the word "Fu" hanging white, a slightly obese middle-aged woman with loose hair and crossed waist frowned and shouted loudly to the door: "Lin Xi...... Don't get up day by day??"
"I've gone out for a spin, and you're still nestled in the bed, and you don't go to class every day, right?"
The middle-aged woman screamed, her face flushed with anger, and in the middle of the room, on a wooden bed facing the window.
Wrapped around his head is a figure.
The noise outside the door seemed to disturb the figure on the bed, and the figure moved dissatisfiedly under the quilt, and then fell silent again.
Lin Xi's heart inexplicably swelled with a touch of irritability.
The middle-aged woman outside the door listened to the sound of the bed writhing inside the door for a moment, and then returned to calm.
Suddenly, there was a burst of anger on his face, and he opened his mouth and drank: "Hey...... This kid hasn't listened to him for a day, has he?" opened the door with a big hand and looked at the place where the quilt was wrapped on the bed.
Three steps and two steps, pouting at the figure's buttocks, without hesitation, is "pop, pop" a few "big mouths!"
The figure in the quilt suddenly writhed, how could it be painful to hit the thick quilt?
The middle-aged woman shouted, "You can't get up, it's past eight o'clock, and you don't go to school every day."
"Get up and eat!" the middle-aged woman shouted as she frowned at the figure on the bed.
Lin Xi on the bed was covered in the quilt, and he didn't know why he was extremely irritable in his heart, and a sentence seemed to appear in his mind subconsciously.
Lin Xi unconsciously opened his mouth and shouted impatiently: "Today Saturday, what school do I go to???
"I can't sleep more if I shout every day?"
The middle-aged woman looked at her son on the bed, and was about to open her mouth to continue scolding with a dissatisfied face......
"Forget it...... Later, if I go out and come back, you haven't gotten up to clean up before you ......" The middle-aged woman thought for a moment and said with a cold snort.
There was a loud "bang......", and the figure on the bed who was kicking his legs hard to vent his anger suddenly kicked his face on the solid wood bed.
With a bang, the figure on the bed suddenly felt pain, the middle-aged woman was startled, and the figure on the bed suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up.
Lin Xi was dazed and only felt as if his calf bone had kicked something hard, and a sharp pain suddenly came from his foot.
Lin Xi was suddenly excited, skillfully lifted the quilt in his hand, and sat up as if reflexively.
The sunlight outside the window shines through the small low-rise buildings in the city, and the sound of motorcycles and the noise of the noisy crowd is clear outside.
"The First Snow ...... of 2002" was noisy, with hawking on the streets and alleys, and regular advertisements in black letters on a red background hanging on top of the shops outside.
The fluttering little bunting, the middle-aged woman in front of her is unusually familiar but unfamiliar.
On the table in front of the bed is a retro-like trumpet lamp.
The silver-white "Little Doctor" cassette player sits on top of several curly textbooks.
In the corner of the room lay mahogany furniture, a mirror with some cracks in the front, a "tick-tock" clock hanging on the wall, and a small guitar.
A yellowish and blackened calendar of the Year of the Dog hanging on the wall was pasted in that corner.