380. The so-called life

(Two chapters in one)

Sachiko Kamaike and Natsuo Okamoto live in the same apartment, a single apartment rented by the office, and there is also an ancestral house subsidy. Although it is an inconspicuous little model, however, the treatment is not too bad.

At the end of the party, the men present were responsible for sending the girls back. This is the rule of the friendship in this year, and agreeing to come to participate is acquiescing to such rules of the game.

Tokuma Records' office workers stopped by Sachiko Kamaike and Natsuo Okamoto, so the three got into the same car.

"Onda-san, I'll just say that Ko-chan is very good at singing, right?" On the way back, it was still Natsuo Okamoto who talked to the office workers of Tokuma Records, and out of ten sentences, only two sentences were said by Sachiko Kamaike.

"It's really amazing. Enda said, "And that Akamatsu-san, when the two of you sing together, you really have two strokes." ”

"Akamatsu-san was the lead singer of the band, and such a person would never have imagined that it would have something to do with the band. Natsuo Okamoto said.

"It's amazing that such a person works part-time in the company and hasn't been promoted by GENZO's Iwahashi-san. Onda mentioned Iwahashi Shinichi and was unimpressed.

"Akamatsu Sang is a student of Waseda, and if you look at it, she is an eldest lady from a good family, so how can she really enter the art world in the future? ”

Okamoto Natsuo said something for Haruko Akamatsu, turned his head again, and smiled at Sachiko Kamachi: "But, Ko-chan, you and Akamatsu-san are very compatible." ”

The mention of Haruko Akamatsu reminded Sachiko of the mutual understanding she shared with her introverts tonight.

Although Haruko Akamatsu was not in the car, or rather, because she was not here, Sachiko Kamaike recalled the mutual understanding, and felt even more precious that the tacit understanding that had existed when they met for the first time in this way.

Not living with real people, but recalling with memory, but making Sachiko Kamaike have a better impression of Haruko Akamatsu.

"If you want me to say, the two people who made the most progress in tonight's party were Kamaike-san and Akamatsu-san. Onda jokingly explained the facts, and added by the way, "On the contrary, the men present only gained illusions." ”

"Haha!" Okamoto Natsuo laughed exaggeratedly when he heard him say this.

Enda was obviously not laughing at himself, but at the office worker at the construction company. When I went to the karaoke, Haruko Akamatsu offered to take his car, and the office workers of the construction company consciously came out on top at that moment, and the spring breeze was proud.

However, looking at the next development, everyone vaguely realized that Haruko Akamatsu did not go carpooling with him because she had a good impression of the office workers of the construction company, but more because she had a good impression of Sachiko Kamaike.

The office workers of the construction company also found that the peak of their lives was just an illusion, but fortunately, Haruko Akamatsu was aiming at Sachiko Kamaike and not at other men, so this result only made him feel a little disappointed, plus a little funny.

Sachiko Kamachi also knew what Enda was talking about, but it was inconvenient to take such a stubble, so she just laughed. However, for her, it was an unexpected bonus for her to be able to meet Haruko Akamatsu at tonight's party.

"However, Yuki-chan is so good at singing, it would be a shame not to be a singer, right? Natsuo Okamoto still remembered his friend's dream and the purpose of bringing Sachiko Kamaike to the sorority, and took the initiative to mention it.

"Well, although it's a pity that you can't become a singer, it's not so easy to become a singer, it's very difficult. Onda was vague.

If Sachiko Kamaike were eighteen years old now, maybe it would be a different story. However, at the age of twenty-one, he has already debuted as a model, and no matter how you look at it, she has no chance to be a singer. Onda didn't really think that Sachiko Kamaike could be a singer at the beginning, but just casually bragged to Natsuo Okamoto for friendship.

"Yes, it's hard to be a singer. ”

Natsuo Okamoto didn't know how to reply, but Sachiko Kamachi spoke first. Her tone was gentle, but surprisingly firm, "Besides, it's good to be a model now." ”

"Kochi-chan?" Natsuo Okamoto was a little surprised.

"It's true that Kamaike-san is not only good at singing, but also in good condition even as a model. Onda echoed and followed Sachiko Kamaike's words.

Sachiko Kamachi knew from the beginning that the opportunity was not here with Onda, so she didn't take Enda's attitude to heart, saying that it was good to be a model, which was not a scene, but I really thought so.

Although the identity of a model is at the bottom of the entertainment industry, it is precisely because of the low status that I don't know which path I will take.

The dreams of the entertainment industry are precious, and the dreams of the entertainment industry are worthless.

However, Sachiko Kamaike is not working as a model with a tormented mentality, but is doing it as part of her dream, so she does not feel that she has taken a detour, nor does she regret it.

"It's true that Yuki-chan is in super good shape. ”

Natsuo Okamoto admires Sachiko Kamaike from the bottom of his heart, in all aspects.

The taxi stopped at the bottom of the apartment building, and Sachiko Kamaike and Natsuo Okamoto got out of the car to thank and say goodbye to Onda, after which the two girls walked into the door of the apartment together.

Being a model is not the same as working a fixed 9-to-5 office worker, sometimes it may start work before dawn, and sometimes it may be the end of the night when the last train stops.

Therefore, the decision to quit is not just a change from one job to another, but a change from one life to another.

When she decided to resign from a real estate company to become a model, Sachiko Kamaike told her parents and younger siblings about it without concealment.

The mother who supports her daughter's decision at all times,Even if she doesn't understand,,Will try her best to respect.,Brother and sister are not qualified to dictate her sister's life.,The person who really doesn't understand her decision or even shows opposition is the father.,And Sachiko Kamachi is an adult.,Don't tell your father to start her own life path.。

However, even if she imagined that she would face incomprehension and unsupport from her father, Sachiko Kamaike did not want to be an escaper.

She doesn't think it's dishonorable to enter the entertainment industry to be a model, and it is precisely because she believes in this thing that she hopes to have a bright start at the beginning no matter what.

Even if you don't feel understood and supported, start this new life with dignity.

As the eldest daughter of an ordinary family, graduating from junior college, finding a job for a short time, and then starting a long life as a housewife, this is the life path that the old-school father envisions for the eldest daughter in his heart.

In other words, the life trajectory of a mother who met and married her father is probably like this. In the father's view, letting the daughter repeat the mother's life is an extremely safe and realistic way.

In the previous twenty-one years, Sachiko Kamachi was indeed a decent "eldest daughter".

And now, the eldest daughter who is well-behaved suddenly says that she is going to be a model, and Sachiko Kamaike's father is puzzled and has a feeling of betrayal.

It is not necessarily because of what his daughter did really "betrayed" him, but it was better to say that it was this choice, which deviated from what he was convinced of, so when he heard this, the father's reaction was more disappointed than angry.

But even so, Sachiko Kamaike, in the face of her father's disappointment, still made things clear as they were, "...... If you don't do this, if you don't have a dream of giving up after trying, even if you do get married and become a housewife in the future, you will still feel uneasy because you haven't tried it. ”

That's why she wants to try no matter what, and she has to take this step no matter what.

Although the father did not understand his daughter's decision and did not support it, he did not show fierce opposition, with an attitude of "you have the final say in your own life".

However, since I want to quit my job to become an artist in order not to become unstable in the future, I must not let this choice become something that I will regret and feel unstable in my future life. ”

The father is old and knowledgeable, even if he is strict, he really loves his daughter. As a father, he didn't think that his daughter wanted to join such a world because she was dazzled by prosperity.

Therefore, even if she said that she had the final say in her own life, she still told her daughter one more sentence.

From such advice, Sachiko Kamaike felt the restrained and subtle love from her father, and in addition, she also seemed to have received a blessing from her father.

She took this sentence to heart, put it with the figure of her mother, who waited outside the tunnel every day to pick her up, and saw them as something like a "talisman", and then headed for Tokyo.

After signing with the firm, she could no longer live the life of spending hours a day commuting to and from work, but with the help of the firm, she moved into her current bachelor apartment.

At the age of twenty-one, he really began to live independently.

The decision to quit his job to become a model is undoubtedly the opening of a new door to life, in all respects.

She received a short training as an artist and became a model, and on the set, she wore whatever clothes the costume designer had prepared, and posed in various poses at the photographer's request.

Twenty-one years of life, I never thought of doing such a thing one day. But even if she is shy, even if it takes twice as long to get into the groove as someone else, she doesn't feel that what she is doing is shameful.

In the world of modeling, where there are many temptations, every step of the step, once there is a deviation, you will get lost in the model world.

She felt that the day of the showdown with her father came from her father's advice, as well as the figure of her mother waiting outside the tunnel every day when she was an office worker, all of them invisibly guarding her.

Along with the dreams that sustain her to enter the world she is in now, these three things make her never get lost in this new world, even if she occasionally gets lost in Tokyo.

Even if she was introduced to Onda by Natsuo Okamoto, when she realized that Onda had no chance here, she would be able to end the matter decisively.

"Well, good night, Yuki-chan. ”

In the hallway, Natsuo Okamoto says goodbye to Sachiko Kamaike.

"Good night. Thank you so much for today. Sachiko Kamaike said.

At the mention of this, Okamoto Natsuo felt a little regretful, "It's a pity, that Enda-san didn't say anything at all......"

"However, I think it's good to be a model. Sachiko Kamaike said to her, "I think so from the heart." Moreover, even if you can't become a singer, maybe one day you will be on TV, and you may gradually become an actor. ”

Natsuo Okamoto was sure that Sachiko Kamaike was not talking about the self-comforting scene, and breathed a sigh of relief, "That's right, that's right." If you want me to say, I also think that maybe I can become an actor or something someday, isn't there the kind of person who has turned from model to actor?"

"So, just take it easy and keep working on it tomorrow. ”

Sachiko Kamaike smiled when she said this. This is a hearty smile that you can't see at a social gathering where people gather, and when you're with friends who can relax you.

......

Even if the path of a singer doesn't work, like what he said to Natsuo Okamoto, he went on TV to become an actor, it was with the idea that he could sing across borders after becoming a famous actor in the future.

Saying goodbye to Natsuo Okamoto and entering the door, Sachiko Kamaike thought so in her heart.

I don't know if it's a bit of a tendon. However, she thought so from the bottom of her heart. It was her persistence in her dreams that gave her the courage she has now.

Closing the door and entering a world where there is only herself, Sachiko Kamaike sighed, revealing a hint of loneliness.

Even if I didn't think that the opportunity was here at first, when I confirmed it, I still couldn't avoid a sense of failure.

However, then, she cheered herself up in her heart, and the opportunity was precious because she didn't know where it was.

After washing up, Sachiko Kabaike thought of something, walked to the entrance, took her handbag, took out the address book from it, and took down the address book hanging on the wall, and sat down at the low table.

The people who came to the party tonight exchanged contact information with each other at the beginning, and Sachiko Kamachi found Haruko Akamatsu among the numbers and copied the numbers into the address book in the apartment.

Although today is the first time they have met, the two have unexpectedly speculated. What's even more amazing is that although it feels very speculative, the two of them don't get acquainted right away.

It was this sense of alienation that was maintained invariably, but it made Sachiko Kamachi feel that maybe she could become friends with Haruko Akamatsu.

That Akamatsu-san sang so well, and he was the lead singer of the band, and he followed Iwahashi-san, but even then he didn't become a singer.

Sachiko Kamachi couldn't help but think to herself, such a Akamatsu-san, I don't know what her dream will be?

She went to be the lead singer of the band, and followed Iwahashi-san to work part-time at GENZO, all of which are related to music. So, is it a necessary way for her to do these music-related things like this, and it is also a necessary way for her to move towards her dream?

I had work early the next morning, and I didn't know what time I would be back after the end, so before leaving, Sachiko Kamaike set up a TV video and recorded today's "Band Heaven".

Even after embarking on a new path in life, the habit of watching the show "Band Heaven" has still been maintained.