Chapter 170 There will always be helplessness in life, and love cannot be a guarantee of friendship

After the two second-duty youths left, I looked at Yue Lingxi and asked, "Lingxi, what are you doing here again?"

"Came to see you, and you just took away my first kiss. Yue Lingxi stood in front of me and looked at me slightly and said.

"But, I didn't mean to. ”

"Intentionally or not, it was my first kiss. ”

"You said last time that you kissed a boy for the first time, how many times did you kiss for the first time?"

"Hmph, I just kissed you on the cheek last time, not at all, this time it's the real kiss. Yue Lingxi said a little angrily.

"I see, just like a dragonfly in water, I didn't even react, it's already over, isn't it okay?"

"Then do you still want to deeply feel the beauty of it?" Yue Lingxi asked very seriously, looking at me.

In the face of her bold seduction, I showed timidity, hurriedly avoided her gaze, and said awkwardly: "Lingxi, don't make trouble." ”

"I'm not making a fuss, I'm serious. ”

"If you are serious, you will lose, we should be simple, and we can be friends in the future. ”

"What does this mean?" Yue Lingxi looked puzzled.

This means that our relationship is limited to friends, and there should be no excessive intimacy between friends. ”

"Why not, many lovers are from strangers to friends, and then developed from friends!"

"But there is a barrier between us that cannot be broken, and it lies like a moat between you and me. ”

After hearing this image metaphor, Yue Lingxi lowered her head and fell into deep thought, her expression was very complicated, her red lips trembled, as if she wanted to speak and stopped, after a long time, she finally raised her head again, squeezed out a smile with difficulty, and said: "Okay, I will cherish this sincere friendship between us." ”

"Well, I would, too. ”

"Would you have fallen in love with me without the barrier you said?"

Her question was serious, and it was hard for me to reply immediately, so I said, "This assumption is pointless, let's stop dwelling on meaningless topics, okay?"

"Oh no, I just want an answer. Yue Lingxi asked willfully, and then showed a look full of expectation.

Looking at her stubborn and pitiful appearance, I really couldn't refuse ruthlessly, after some serious thinking, I said: "Lingxi, the difference between you and my life level is like a cloud and mud, even if there is no barrier, and we are happy with each other, and finally walk together, it is difficult to spend a life together easily and happily." ”

"I don't want rational analysis, I just want an answer in a hypothesis. ”

"If there are no worldly constraints, no obstacles, I will fall in love with you. At this moment, I finally answered her question in a very serious tone.

After getting my answer, Yue Lingxi was very happy and said, "It's good to have your words." ”

Seeing her excited and happy appearance, I hurriedly said: "This sentence is extremely irresponsible, don't change it for this!"

From Yue Lingxi's excited expression just now, I felt as if she was going to do something extreme, but if she really made any changes, how should I deal with it, it was really a very difficult problem to deal with.

"Don't worry, I won't put any pressure on you, I just hope you can be happy. ”

This sentence formed an invisible pressure, Su Su didn't know how to deal with it, and Yue Lingxi forced some inexplicable questions one after another, which was really a headache.

"Lingxi, have you eaten?" I had to change the subject at this moment.

"I'm waiting for you to eat with me. ”

"Why don't you go to the Gudao Restaurant? ”

The Gudao Hotel was recommended to me by Yang Shuai, the name is derived from the Ancient Tea Horse Road, and some local delicacies such as Mizhi Tofu and Midu Curly Hoof in the store taste very good.

After arriving at the Gudao Hotel with Yue Lingxi, she once again attracted the attention of everyone in the venue, she was very glamorous and dazzling, and I had just returned from the mine, dressed like a migrant worker, and the two looked very incompatible when they stood together.

This meal was very uncomfortable, because as soon as I looked up, I would feel the contempt or ridicule spreading from all directions, but Yue Lingxi didn't care about this, she ate very happily.

"Brother Du, with you with me, I feel very delicious about everything I eat. Yue Lingxi said with a little happiness.

"You idiot, that's because what I'm bringing you to eat is delicious. "I ruthlessly ruined the warmth she created.

Yue Lingxi didn't make any comments on this kind of low emotional intelligence behavior, just restrained the excited look on his face, and continued to eat the food on the table.

If I hadn't seen her domineering in front of others, I would really think that she was a weak woman like a bird. It is said that the nature of the country is easy to change and difficult to change, so what is the strength that makes her able to bear all the grievances in front of me, and never reveals the arrogant posture that she should have shown? Looking at Yue Lingxi who was eating delicious food obediently in front of me, I couldn't help but fall into contemplation again.

"Brother Du, what are you thinking? Why don't you eat quickly? If you don't eat again, I'll almost finish eating. Yue Lingxi noticed that I was looking at her blankly, and couldn't help asking.

"Didn't think about anything. I immediately said in a panic.

"Didn't you think about anything? ”

"yes, I wonder if I have the power to draw you in. ”

"Hehe, it should be the so-called opposites attract, right?"

"you, it's gravity, opposites attract is a broad definition, and it doesn't refer specifically to the two of us. ”

"Do you remember when I was in the hospital?"

"I must remember that time when we had only known each other for two days, you had to pull me to drink, it doesn't matter if you drink, you actually drank yourself into the hospital. As I spoke, I looked down with a wry smile on my face.

"Do you remember what I said to you at the time?"

"I don't necessarily remember all of your words. ”

"And what is the most memorable sentence for you?"

"I'm going to shout indecent. "I naturally thought that she had been using this phrase to coerce me at the time.

"Hehe, it turned out to be this, you have a grudge!"

"Lingxi, at that time, you threatened me again and again with this sentence, which made me hate you very much, but in the days that followed, you never lost your temper with me again, and you always maintained a gentle attitude in front of me, which is difficult for you. ”

"Well, in front of you, I can't help but be able to restrain the temper of the eldest lady that I have cultivated since childhood, and I myself find it unbelievable. ”

"Didn't you pretend it on purpose?" I asked, puzzled.

This sentence really ruined the atmosphere, Yue Lingxi instantly rolled her eyes depressedly, and then said: "I told you at that time, the moment I saw you, there was an incomparable sense of closeness in my heart, do you remember?"

I do remember this sentence, and even Yue Nantian said something similar in his dream, Yue Nantian said that the fate of the two of us is constantly entangled, and it is fate.

Is it really fate that we met, but why does God still arrange an insurmountable gap between us? Thinking of this, I feel that even if it is really fate, in fact we are not walking on the predestined path, and we are completely unable to return to the established trajectory at this moment.

"Lingxi, just take the bits and pieces between you and me as good memories. Then I raised the glass of water on the table, made a toast gesture, and said, "The mountains and rivers are still there, and the friendship will last forever." ”

After Yue Lingxi saw my movements, she also raised the water glass on the table and said, "Thank you for having you." ”

The water glasses touched, and we drank it all up, just a glass of water, which made us feel like we were drinking.

"Lingxi, rest at night, you can go back tomorrow, I can't send you this time. ”

"Why?" asked Yue Lingxi with a little disappointment.

"Because I still have a job. ”

"However, work doesn't happen overnight, and life is important. ”

"Yes, work doesn't happen overnight, but every day needs to be taken seriously. "It's hard to imagine that I still have the consciousness to say such high-sounding words.

"Have you been through anything lately?"

"What can I experience if I don't change every day?" I asked, confused.

Yue Lingxi thought about it and didn't answer my question.

The way she wanted to speak and stopped making people look very depressed, I couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?"

"Ah, it's nothing, you just live and work well. You don't have to arrange for me, I'll go back to Spring City in a while, it's not too late. ”

"Don't you feel tired? ”

"It's okay, as long as I can see you, I'll be in a good mood. ”

Looking at her state, she didn't show any tiredness, and there was nothing wrong with going back, so I said, "If you want to go back, start early, don't drive too fast on the road, and rest in the service area when you're sleepy." ”

"Okay, got it!" she said with a slight loss of heart, seeing that I really didn't have the idea of sending her.

After the meal, before the night fell, I urged Yue Lingxi to set off as soon as possible, she did not continue to hesitate, got into the car very decisively, waved at me through the door, and slowly started the car.

Looking at the blue BMW that was gradually moving away and disappearing from sight, I still felt a trace of pain in my heart. Yuenantian, Yuenantian, you are really a pit, this is what you said Lingxi and I will achieve each other and rely on each other? If the two of us continue to entangle, it will only make people evaluate it as immoral.

In order to have a good name for each other, we should still try to keep a distance between us, not too close, although the heart will hurt, but the pain will eventually get used to or recover.

Watching me gradually disappear in the rearview mirror, Yue Lingxi couldn't hold back her sad emotions anymore, tears finally blurred her eyes, she stopped on the side of the road, lay on the steering wheel and cried, wiped away her tears in an instant and returned to a cold and noble posture, and sped away with the accelerator.