Chapter 203: Apathy
There was only the sound of pages turning over in the room for a while, Song Yu stood for a while, went to change his pajamas, and lay down on the other side of the bed.
The lights were bright and dazzling, and I thought that Tang Xu would not turn off the lights until a while. But he didn't know if he was sleepy or what, and he turned off the light after Song Yu lay down.
Only the sound of each other's breaths remained in the darkness. Song couldn't sleep, so he kept his eyes open. However, Tang Xu next to him didn't take long before he let out an even breathing sound.
Song Yu's heart was empty, and a slight pain spread out in his chest. She froze, just staring at the ceiling motionlessly.
I don't know how long it took for her eyes to open and hurt before she closed them. Slept in a quiet room.
When he woke up the next morning, Tang Xu was still there, he had already woken up, but he didn't know why he didn't get up.
Song Yu didn't know when he slept last night, but he had no dreams all night. After waking up, the unconsciousness of her brain suddenly stopped the moment she saw Tang Xu, her body stiffened, and then she got up without saying a word, and went downstairs after a simple wash.
It's still early, and it's quiet downstairs. She was going to help in the kitchen as usual, but Auntie got up early and everything was ready. There was not much to do in the kitchen.
So she stood by the window and looked at the gloomy weather outside.
At half past seven, everyone got up one after another. Everyone had something to do, so they didn't stay long, and they had to leave after breakfast.
The old lady called Tang Xu and Song Yu and said, "Have a good life in the future, if you don't go to work, you will come back often, and let Auntie cook food for you." ”
The old lady's tone was like coaxing a child.
Tang Xu responded with a smile, and Song Yu also squeezed out a smile.
Tang Xu's hippie smile made people have nothing to do with him, the old lady deliberately glared at him, and said to Song Yu: "If Ah Xu dares to bully you, you will tell grandma, grandma will definitely beat him with a cane." ”
The old lady probably thought that the divorce had turned the page.
Song didn't know what to say, and finally responded with the old lady's kind gaze.
The old lady didn't leave the two of them, and told Tang Xu to drive slower and let the two leave.
When Song came, he took a taxi over, and this time he went back under the eyes of the old lady, so he naturally wanted to be with Tang Xu.
Tang Xu acted realistically and opened the car door for her.
She was a little uncomfortable, but she didn't say a word and got into the car.
The car drove out of the Tang family's old house, and Tang Xu's face fell with the smile on his face when he looked at the old lady. The usual apathy was restored.
The atmosphere in the car was very stiff, and Song Yu, who had been silent for a while, opened his mouth and said, "I'll get off in front." ”
She didn't look at Tang Xu, she kept looking at the road ahead.
Tang Xu didn't know what he was thinking and didn't speak. Although he knew that it was not easy to take a taxi here, he probably didn't want to see Song Yu, so he stopped the car in front of what Song Yu said.
Song Yu whispered thank you, and then got out of the car.
Tang Xu didn't even look at her, stepped on the accelerator after the car door closed, and left.
Song Yu stood in a daze for a while, she shivered when the cold wind blew, and when she came back to her senses, she began to stop the car.
It was still early, there were very few vehicles passing by, and she stood in the wind for about half an hour before a taxi stopped. When she got into the car, her whole body was frozen and stiff, and it took a while for her to gradually warm up.
She didn't think to ask when Tang Xu was in the car, and then she remembered that she forgot to ask him when he would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the divorce certificate. The divorce agreement has also been signed for so long.
She wanted to call, but in the end she didn't call, and only sent a message to Tang Xu, simply asking him when he would go to get the certificate.
Tang Xu was probably still driving and didn't go back. Song Yu didn't expect him to reply immediately, and put the phone back in his pocket after sending a text message.
Tang Xu didn't know if he didn't see it or didn't want to deal with it, and he didn't respond until the evening.
Song Yu didn't ask any more questions, and let him go.
This is a matter of time, and now he only signs the agreement and does not get the certificate, probably because he still has some scruples. Whether she is married or divorced, she is in a passive position. I couldn't help her before, and now I can't help her.
She resisted and struggled before getting married, but ultimately failed. And now, she just wants a peaceful and unwavering end.
Song Yu's cold was originally good and bad, probably because he was frozen in the morning, and he began to run his nose again. She was already tired of taking medicine, so she simply didn't bother to take care of it, and she didn't take medicine or go to the hospital.
As New Year's Day passed, the flavor of the New Year began to slowly become stronger. The supermarket sells a variety of New Year's goods, and things are gradually starting to become more.
The end of the year is always busy.
Song Ting's kindergarten was also on holiday, and Song Mian took him back and gave Zhang's mother a holiday. Song Yu has not been able to spare time, and finally stayed up until the weekend, so he bought some toys, fruits, snacks to see him.
When she passed, Song Ting was loosening the soil and planting flowers in the yard with her uncle, and when she saw Song Yu, Song Ting called her sister, and then ran towards her.
I haven't seen him for a while, but he's grown a lot taller. A pair of small hands are full of mud, and the eyes are shining.
The longer his facial features opened, the more Song Yu could see his father's shadow from his body. She was inexplicably a little sad. The sadness she couldn't contain, and it spread from her heart endlessly.
She cheered up and played with Song Ting for a while, and she didn't go into the kitchen until he was about to go and plant flowers.
Zhao Ran was still busy in the kitchen, and when he saw her go in, he gave her the freshly fried balls and let her taste them.
Only here, Song Yu felt a little at home.
She took the balls, but in the end she still said thank you unceremoniously, and began to help Zhao Ran.
Song Mian hadn't come back at this time, Zhao Ran looked out of the courtyard, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Ah Yu, have you heard that your cousin has a girlfriend?"
Song Mian's age is not young, he used to change girlfriends and she was worried, but now she is worried when he doesn't have a girlfriend. She arranged a few blind dates for him, and he went all night. But nothing came of it.
She wanted to urge him, but Lao Song didn't allow it, so let her not worry about it. Say it's a child's business, and the child will handle it himself.
The two had a few awkward fights about this, and once they even offended his high blood pressure. So much so that she didn't even dare to mention it in front of him now, for fear that he would be unhappy when he heard it.
Song Yu and Song Mian didn't have much time on the phone, and they hung up the phone just to talk about the recent situation. I didn't even think to ask him about his girlfriend.
Now I couldn't help but be stunned when I heard Zhao Ran ask, came back to my senses, shook my head, and said, "No." I didn't ask him. ”
Zhao Ran looked out the window again and said, "He's been mysterious lately, I guess he may have a girlfriend." With a smile on her face, she said, "Your cousin refuses to tell me and your uncle anything, you find a chance to help your aunt ask." He is also so old that he should have gotten married a long time ago. ”
She is worried, people like Song Mian already have children at her age. But the father and son were not in a hurry at all.
Song Yu responded at this time.
Zhao Ran didn't continue on this topic, the conversation turned to Song Yu's body, and asked with some worry: "Ah Yu, don't you plan to have a child yet?"
She was actually worried that it was a physical problem.
Song Yu didn't expect the topic to go around to him, and he couldn't help but be stunned. She quickly came back to her senses, she wanted to tell Zhao Ran that she and Tang Xu had signed a divorce agreement, but in the end, she was still afraid that she would worry about herself, so she swallowed her words back. He made a gesture that nothing had happened, lowered his head and said, "No." Not yet. ”
Hearing that it wasn't a physical problem, Zhao Ran was also worried, and asked tentatively, "Do you not want it or Tang Xu doesn't want it?"
Song Yu didn't expect that there was something waiting for him, so he said with a stiff smile: "I don't want it, he has a lot of things, and I plan to go to work first." ”
If you tell a lie, you need to tell a lot more lies to fulfill that lie. However, Zhao Ran didn't ask any more, and said: "You should have children after you have been married for so long, otherwise your mother-in-law will definitely have to be in a hurry." ”
There was still worry in her tone, worried that the Tang family would be dissatisfied with Song Yu.
Not anymore.
She was afraid that she would make Song Yu uncomfortable if she said more, so she didn't say any more, changed the topic, and talked about Song Mianlai again. instructed Song Yu to ask Song Mian, and if he had a girlfriend, he would persuade him to bring it home and show it to them.
Song Yu smiled and agreed.
Song Mian rushed back for dinner at noon, and the Song family's villa was rarely lively. He seems to really have a girlfriend, and there are text messages on his mobile phone from time to time during dinner, but he doesn't look at it. But after eating, I went upstairs, presumably to make a phone call.
Song Yu was going to the kitchen to help clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but Zhao Ran didn't let her, so she took Song Ting outside for a walk to eat.
Song Ting has been holding her hand, asking this and that from time to time. Song Yu replied patiently.
After the two of them walked outside, Song Ting suddenly asked, "Sister, can I meet my brother-in-law?"
His memory is good, and he still remembers Tang Xu.
Song Yu didn't expect the little guy to ask Tang Xulai, and he didn't know how to answer for a while. Finally, he squeezed out a smile and said, "He's very busy...... Will you see him later when he's free?"
Song Ting nodded, thought for a moment, and asked tentatively, "Sister, did you quarrel with your brother-in-law?"
He was a very precocious child.
Song Yu couldn't help but be stunned, touched the little guy's head, and said, "No." ”
The little guy didn't believe it, looked at Song Yu with a pair of eyes, and said worriedly: "There must be a quarrel." Grandma Zhang said, if you don't take me to see my brother-in-law, it will be a quarrel. ”
It turned out that Zhang's mother had been worried about her.
Song Yu's eyes were slightly moist, he squeezed out a smile and patted the little guy's head, and said, "No, don't think nonsense, little kids." He's busy, I'll take you to see him when he's free, okay?"
The little guy hesitated a little and said yes.
While the sister and brother were talking, Song Mian came over and asked with a smile, "What are you talking about?"
Song Yu was reluctant to mention Tang Xulai, smiled, and said, "I didn't say anything." ”
Song Mian didn't ask much, and saw that there were children playing outside, so he took Song Ting out to play.
Song Ting is much more generous now, with Zhang's mother taking care of him, probably because he has been talking to him about Song to them for a long time, and he is also very close to them.
It didn't take long for Song Ting to blend in with the children, Song Yu withdrew his gaze, looked at Song Mian, and now asked, "Cousin, do you have a girlfriend?"
Song Mian's face was a little flustered, he pinned his face to the side, and said with a reluctant smile: "No." He paused, reluctantly calmed down and looked at Song Yu, and said helplessly, "My mother asked you to ask me?"
It is estimated that he was not less nagged.
"The eldest aunt is very anxious. Let me advise you to bring back a girlfriend and show them if you have one. Song Yu replied.
A touch of obscurity appeared on Song Mian's face, and after a while, he squeezed out a smile and said, "Of course." ”
He didn't want to continue the conversation and asked, "How are you doing at work?"
Song Yu said okay at this time, was silent for a while, looked at Song Mian, and asked, "Are you with Sisi again?"
She saw the panic and obscurity on his face just now.
If it is a normal relationship, sooner or later he will have to bring people back, and there is no need for him to deny it.
Song guessed it.
Song Mian was silent and didn't speak for a while. After a while, he asked, "Ah Yu, am I pretty useless?"
His face was full of bitterness, obviously he wanted to forget, but the more he wanted to forget, the more he couldn't forget. He also tried to start a new relationship, but he found that he had no feelings for people.
Emotional matters, where is the reason and wisdom do the master. If reason could really rule the rules, then there wouldn't be so much pain.
Song Yu shook his head, and asked after a while, "Then what are you going to do?" In fact, both she and Song Mian knew very well that if they wanted to live a peaceful and quiet life, Sisi was not a good match.
Her brother is a bottomless pit that never hesitates. Once he and Sisi get married, if he can't settle her brother, I'm afraid that his parents will also be affected in the future. That's why he didn't bring people back.
He didn't know what to do, and if he did, he wouldn't let his mother ask him or bring anyone home.
His heart was full of bitterness, and he shook his head when he heard Song Yu ask. After a while, he said, "Let it be." The topic was depressing, and he added, "Don't talk about it." ”
He looked at Song Yu, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "How are you and Tang Xu?"
It's not that he didn't hear rumors about Tang Xu and Kong Fan, and he wanted to call Song Yu several times, but in the end he didn't call. He couldn't help much, and if he asked, it was in vain.
Moreover, with Song Yu's character, even if she asked, she might not tell him.
Song Yu didn't speak, looked at Song Ting, who was having fun for a while, smiled, and said, "The divorce agreement has been signed." ”
Song Mian hoped that Song Yu could get a divorce, but he was stunned when he really heard him. It was as if he couldn't react for a while.
Song Yu didn't wait for him to ask anything more, lowered his head and kicked the stone at his feet, and continued: "There is nothing to divide between us. She smiled lightly and said, "When I get the divorce certificate, I'll be free." You hide this for me, don't tell your uncle. ”
Tell them, they will inevitably worry,
Tang Xu and Kong Fan are not clear, and if they don't divorce, she will only suffer a lot of grievances. Song Mian was relieved to hear that the divorce agreement had been signed, and said, "That's fine." ”
Instead of compromise, it is better to leave cleanly.
Song Yu smiled and did not speak.
The two of them had their own hearts and minds, and did not talk about the topic again. For a while, he looked at Song Ting, who was running in the original car.
Song Yu actually wanted to ask Song Mian and Sisi again, but knew that he was also embarrassed now. In the end, I didn't ask anything. As he said, just go with the flow.
Song Yu returned home in the evening, and this time he did not take the car by himself. Song Mian also wanted to go back to the city, so he sent Song Yu.
His heart was probably depressed, and after the car entered the city, he looked at Song Yu and asked, "Do you want to go to the bar and sit?"
Except for Fu Jing'an, he is surrounded by fox friends and dog friends, even if he is drunk and wants to find someone to talk to, he can't find it.
Song Yu responded well.
Later, he had to send Song Yu home, Song Mian didn't go far, drove the car to the vicinity of the house Song Yu rented, and found a bar to take Song Yu in.
At this time, it was still early, and there were not many people in the bar, and it was deserted.
Song Mian came over just to drink, and after sitting down, he ordered a glass of spirits for himself, and Song Yu ordered fruit wine with a relatively low alcohol content.
Although Song Yu was used to drinking spirits, he did not refuse to come and did not say anything. He picked up his glass and drank silently.
Song Mian drank stuffy wine and didn't speak.
Song tried to find something to say, but in the end he didn't say anything.
The two drank wine for a while, Song Yuzheng wanted to ask Song Mian if he wanted to leave, and as soon as he raised his head, he saw Tang Xu not far in front, smoking a cigarette.
Song didn't expect to meet him here, and couldn't help but be stunned. I don't know how he got here. It's not close to his company or his new house.
I don't know if I noticed her gaze or what, Tang Xu, who was smoking, suddenly looked over to her. Song Yu hurriedly withdrew his gaze and lowered his head.
I don't know if Tang Xu saw her, so he quickly retracted his gaze.
Song Yu didn't want to stay here longer, so after sitting for a while, he looked at the time, and said to Song Mian: "It's not early, cousin, let's go." ”
Song Mian responded with a good word, drank the last sip of wine and put down the cup.
As soon as the two were about to get up and leave, Song Mian's phone rang. He couldn't answer the phone here, so he took out his mobile phone and walked out quickly.
Song Yu didn't want to arouse Tang Xu's idea, and waited for Song Mian to walk out, so he lowered his head and walked out.
When she walked to the door, she looked back into the bar, Tang Xu probably didn't see her, still smoking in place. There was no one around him, he seemed to have come alone.