Chapter 189: Anger
The nurse left quickly, and Song Yu looked at the ward across the door, wanting to go in but was afraid of annoying Tang Xu again, so he still didn't dare to go in. Just outside the door all the time standing.
The nurse was frightened, not knowing if she was afraid to come back or if she had forgotten. In the past, people came to clean up after so long, but today they don't.
Tang Xu's eyes were inconvenient, so Song was afraid that he would get out of bed and step on the glass slag and hurt it. She hesitated for a moment, then gently pushed open the door to the room.
The light in the ward was on, and Tang Xu was lying on the bed, as if he had already slept.
There was a ground of glass slag and water on the ground, and Song Yu walked in and lightly cleaned up the glass slag.
She didn't dare to make any sound, her movements were gentle. When he raised his head after cleaning, he found that Tang Xu didn't know when he sat up and was 'looking' at her.
His eyes were deep, and Song Yu was startled when he didn't expect him to sit up. Stiffened, just stood still. Although he knew that Tang Xu couldn't see it, he didn't dare to look at him.
She thought that if she didn't move Tang Xu, she wouldn't be able to find her, so after a few minutes of stalemate, Tang Xu asked coldly, "Who let you in?"
His face was pale, probably because he hadn't slept well, and there was some bruising under his eyes. The whole person is haggard and violent.
Song Yu didn't know if he knew who she was, so he lowered his voice and said in silence, "I'll come and clean up the room." ”
She thought that Tang Xu would lose his temper, but he didn't. His handsome face showed some tiredness, and he said, "Pour a glass of water." ”
He probably didn't hear her voice, Song Yu lowered his voice and said hello, and hurriedly went to pour water.
It is uncomfortable for a normal person to suddenly fall into the dark, she didn't give it to Tang Xu directly after pouring the water, she hesitated a little and took the straw and put it inside, and then brought it over.
Tang Xu didn't have any reaction to her putting a straw in the cup, and quickly finished drinking a glass of water with the straw. After he finished drinking, he didn't pay attention to Song Yu, and lay down on the bed again and closed his eyes.
Song Yu didn't dare to stay in the ward longer, and left the room lightly after cleaning up the garbage. The light in the ward was too bright, knowing that Tang Xu couldn't see it, she hesitated slightly, but still reached out and turned off the light. Only a small lamp remained.
Tang Xu in the house should be asleep, and there was no sound inside. Song Yu's tense nerves loosened a little, and he sat down on the bench outside.
She hadn't slept all night, keeping an eye on what was going on inside. Tang Xu seemed to have slept well this night, and he never got up again.
Xiao Yun came over early the next day, probably knowing that Song Yu was still there, so he brought her breakfast. Song Yu said thank you.
Xiao Yun nodded politely and entered the ward.
After Tang Xu washed up, the doctor came over to check the ward, and then conducted various examinations. Song Yu stayed in the corridor and wanted to follow, but he was afraid that Tang would lose his temper, so he didn't dare to go after all.
The examination was done in the morning, and Tang Xu was pushed back to the ward.
Song Yu had already taken advantage of the time he was doing the examination to tidy up the ward, and only when he heard that they were coming back did he withdraw from the room.
Although Tang Xu's eyes couldn't see, he still had business. Xiao Yun reported to him on official affairs, and the documents that he needed to sign were brought out to him.
The two stayed in the ward until the afternoon, when Xiao Yun came out of the ward. Song Yu originally thought that he was leaving, but he didn't, he stood at the door of the ward and said to her, "Madam, Mr. Tang will let you come in." ”
It turned out that Tang Xu knew that she was still here.
Song Yu was a little apprehensive in his heart and entered the ward.
Tang Xu was no longer sitting on the bed, but in a wheelchair. Xiao Yun didn't come in with her, and gently closed the door after she entered.
After Song Yu entered the ward, his footsteps paused slightly and walked over.
Tang Xu's face didn't have any expression, just sat like that. There was a chair next to the table, which should have been where Xiao Yun was sitting just now.
Song Yu walked over and sat down.
Tang Xu could distinguish the voice, and after she sat down, he pushed over a document, and said expressionlessly: "Signed." ”
What he pushed over was still the divorce agreement that Xiao Yun gave her that day.
Song Yu pursed his lips and looked at the divorce agreement without moving.
Tang Xu was impatient and said, "Didn't you say that you will sign it when you see me?" This is something that has been prepared a long time ago, hurry up and sign it." Move out of there as soon as you sign it. ”
He mentioned this matter again, and Song Yu remembered that she had never seen Kong Fan, whether it was in the hospital over there or in the hospital here.
She was distracted for a moment, and then came back to her senses, looking at the big words of 'divorce agreement'. After a long pause, he said, "I won't sign it now." ”
Her voice was low.
These words angered Tang Xu, he looked at Song Yu, sneered, the corners of his mouth hooked up mockery, and said: "What are you? Do you think I need your sympathy?" After a slight pause, he said word by word: "Your mother, your brother, do you think that you haven't sucked enough blood on me?
His tone was vicious, and his handsome face was full of disdain.
Although he knew that he couldn't see, Song Yu still didn't dare to look at his eyes. The humiliation and pain spread, and she remained silent without any excuses.
Tang Xu was annoyed when he couldn't hear his voice, and sneered: "If you don't speak, are you deaf? Or do you want to continue and pretend to be deaf and dumb?"
His clenched fists were bruised.
Song Yu was still silent, and after a while, he repeated: "I won't sign now." After a slight pause, she continued, "If you want to sign, wait for your eyes to heal." ”
Tang Xu sneered and said, "Do you think you have the qualifications to sympathize with me?"
His words were mean.
The expression on Song Yu's face did not change for a moment, and he replied calmly: "No." ”
She made Tang Xu speechless, he grabbed the divorce agreement on the table and smashed it to the ground. Scolded: "Get out." ”
Song Yu didn't roll, squatted down and picked up the pages of the paper that were scattered everywhere.
When she picked it up and saw Tang Xu's name signed on the last page, she was stunned. Soon continue to pick up another piece of paper.
She didn't throw away the divorce agreement, picked it up and sorted it out one by one in order and put it aside.
After doing all this, she didn't leave, but went to the side and poured a glass of warm water and gently placed it next to Tang Xu.
Tang Xu's face was angry, and after she put the water down, he directly swept the water cup to the ground.
Glass slag and water splashed on the ground, and Song Yu's body stiffened violently. Just as he was about to squat down to clean up the ground, Tang Xu scolded outside the door, "Are all people dead?"
Xiao Yun quickly came in in a hurry, and didn't dare to let Song Yu clean the glass on the floor anymore, and said, "Madam, please go out." ”
Tang Xu's thin lips were pursed tightly, obviously on the verge of rage. There was Xiao Yun in Song Yu who was not worried that the glass would hurt him, so he didn't speak and left the ward.
She was a little dazed, and sat down on the bench when she went out.
Probably because Tang Xu didn't want to see outsiders, he didn't see anyone else in the hospital except Xiao Yun. Even my aunt didn't come.
Xiao Yun is too busy to run to the hospital and the company alone, and Tang Xu is irritable and irritable, and the nurses here are afraid of him. Except for changing dressings, they rarely come to the ward.
After seeing with his eyes, even if he just simply takes care of himself, it is inconvenient, Song Yu will quietly appear in the ward when Xiao Yun is not there and Tang Xu needs it, and leave the ward immediately after doing something. Gradually, Tang Xu acquiesced to her existence. No more dropping things at every turn.
Tang Xu looked no different from before when he wasn't throwing a tantrum, and he wasn't even as picky as before. The food in the hospital was probably too light, and he obviously didn't have much appetite, but he never spoke. Just eat very little.
After he acquiesced to Song Yu's existence, Song Yu invited his aunt to cook at home and send three meals a day. Auntie's craftsmanship is much better than in the cafeteria, and he eats more than in the cafeteria.
After staying in the ward for a long time, Song Yu gradually learned about Tang Xu's condition. His head was injured in the explosion, and there was a blood pressure in the inside that reached the nerves, causing blindness in his eyes. Now it is treated with medication every day, but if the medication does not work, there is only preparation for surgery. The success rate of the surgery is only 70%.
This means that if there were any accidents, he might have lived in darkness for the rest of his life.
He protected Song Yu under him that day, and it wasn't just his head that he hurt. There are also mottled scars on his back, which have always been wrapped in bandages. It's just that he usually wears clothes, and if it weren't for the nurse to change the dressing, Song Yu wouldn't know at all.
Her heart was full of mixed feelings.
I don't know what the reason is, Song Yu stayed in the hospital and never saw Kong Fan. Not only did she not see her, but no one even came over to the Tang family's old house.
She originally wanted to ask Xiao Yun, but in the end she didn't ask anything.
Tang Xu, who was in the dark, had nothing to do, he didn't sleep much, and he was in a wheelchair many times. Just 'looking' out the window.
I don't know if it's because he's used to the darkness or what, but his temper isn't so short-tempered anymore. It's just that the momentum of the whole body is still intimidating. The nurses were afraid of him. It's light to enter the room. I didn't dare to make any noise.
No daylight is difficult for him, so Song Yu found it to play it for him. Seeing that he didn't reject Song, he relaxed a little, and offered to push him out for a walk on a rare sunny day.
Tang Xu was expressionless, and when he heard this, he swept towards her.
Although he didn't say anything, Song Yu still stepped forward with a blanket and pushed the wheelchair outside.
In winter, the sun has no temperature, and it looks bright, but the temperature outside is still low. After going downstairs, Song Yu carefully put the blanket on Tang Xu's lap.
He was impatient, but he still didn't tear the blanket off.
It's a private hospital here, and there aren't many people. Because of the sun, there were three or two patients basking in the sun on the lawn.
Song Yu pushed Tang Xu to walk among the green plants, and the laughter of children came from afar. Song then wanted to tell Tang Xu about the plants and flowers around him. But he was afraid that he would not be happy and said nothing, so he was silent.
Pushing Tang Xu for a while, he suddenly said, "Go buy water." His tone was commanding.
Song Yu didn't react for a while.
He was impatient and said, "I'm thirsty." ”
Song Yu reacted at this time, hurriedly responded hello, and pushed him to go back.
Tang Xu was very impatient and said, "You go by yourself." After a slight pause, the corners of his lips curled up with sarcasm, and he said, "Where else can I go like this?"
Song Yu looked around, there were plants and there was no danger. So he said a word and came back immediately, and trotted all the way to buy water.
Tang Xu was not at ease when she was alone, so she took water in front of the vending machine and trotted all the way to the small garden. Her movements were fast, and it didn't take more than five minutes to go. She was still far away, so she looked towards the place where Tang Xu was staying. She was taken aback by this look, Tang Xu was no longer in place. Her pace quickened.
She originally thought that Tang Xu wouldn't be able to go far even if she left, but she ran so far along the path full of greenery and didn't see anyone.
Song Yu panicked at this moment, and looked around as he ran.
The little garden was only that big, but she didn't see anyone when she walked around. asked the patient who was basking in the sun, but said that he had not seen Tang Xu.
He couldn't see with his eyes, it was inconvenient for him to slide in a wheelchair alone, where would he go? Or did someone push him away?
Song Yu was in a big mess, and he took out his mobile phone and was about to call Xiao Yun, when he saw Tang Xu and a fourteen- or five-year-old girl coming from around the corner.
The little girl was holding a balloon in her hand, and the expression on Tang Xu's face was rare and soft.
Song Yu breathed a sigh of relief and walked up quickly. "Where did you go?"
The softness on Tang Xu's face disappeared in an instant, and he glanced in her direction and said, "I don't even have the freedom to go anywhere?"
Song Yu closed his mouth at this moment.
The little girl's family soon came over and she left quickly. Song Yu opened the cap of the bottle and handed the water to Tang Xu's hand.
Tang Xu probably guessed that she was nervous and scared just now, and after taking a sip of water, he swept in the direction where she was standing, the corners of his lips hooked up with sarcasm, and said, "What, worried about me dying?"
Song Yu said in a low voice.
Tang Xu snorted coldly and did not speak.
With this episode, Song Yu didn't dare to go anywhere in the next time, and followed him every step of the way. Tang Xu didn't tell her to do anything again.
Tang Xu was silent again, his eyes staring blankly into the distance, not knowing what he was thinking.
After staying outside for so long, Song Yu said, "It's cold outside, go back." ”
The golden sunlight sprinkled on Tang Xu's body, stretching his shadow long. He didn't speak, and he didn't say whether to go or not to go.
Song was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he stepped forward and pushed him back.
When the two returned to the ward, Xiao Yun had already come over, and he brought a stack of documents and waited for Tang Xu's approval.
Song Yu pushed Tang Xu out because he was worried, and he was about to call her at this moment. After seeing the two of them come in, he breathed a sigh of relief and put the phone back aside.
The two had something to talk about, so Song Yu walked out of the ward very interestingly, sat on the bench outside for a while, looked at the ward, and went downstairs to buy fruit.
When I came back, I met Xiao Yun at the elevator, he seemed to have something to deal with, and he was in a hurry. Seeing Song Yu nodding and shouting, his wife entered the elevator.
Song Yu glanced at him suspiciously, and walked quickly to the ward.
Tang Xu was still in a wheelchair as before, but when he reached the window. He had a cigarette in his hand and was 'watching' outside slowly puffing out the smoke.
Because the doctor told him, he hadn't smoked in a long time. I don't know if it's a bad mood or something to suddenly smoke today.
Song Yu subconsciously relaxed his steps and gently put the fruit he bought aside.
Tang Xu heard her footsteps, but didn't pay attention to her.
Song Yu didn't know what to say, and wanted to tell him not to smoke but didn't dare to speak. So he quickly peeled the fruit and brought it over, saying, "Eat some fruit." ”
Tang Xu ignored her and dusted off the cigarette ash in his hand.
Song Yu stood aside with a fruit plate.
After a while, Tang Xu took off the cigarette butt in his hand, but he didn't eat the fruit, and groped his way to the side of the bed in his wheelchair.
Song Yu touched his nose and put the fruit bowl aside.
After dinner in the evening, Song Yu was about to wash the dishes when there was a knock on the door of the ward. She thought it was a nurse coming and said something to come in.
The person who came in was not a nurse, but Kong Fan. She was wearing a thick down jacket, her eyes were slightly red, and when she saw Tang Xu, she called out to the third brother.
Tang Xu's body stiffened slightly, and he didn't speak.
Kong Fan was accompanied by someone, but the person who came did not follow up with the ward. As if she hadn't seen Song Yu, she slid her wheelchair directly to Tang Xu, pursed her lips with red eyes and asked, "Why didn't you tell me?"
Her eyes were foggy, as if tears were going to fall at any moment.
Song Yu knew that he shouldn't stay here anymore, so he put down the utensils and walked out of the ward lightly.
The people who came with Kong Fan stood outside the door, and when they saw her come out, they nodded at her as a greeting.
Song Yu couldn't stay here, and he nodded at the person and stood by the window at the end of the corridor.
She originally thought that Kong Fan would leave soon after coming over, but she didn't. She stood by the window for half an hour, her whole body was blown cold by the cold wind, and when she came back, she saw that the person who accompanied Kong Fan was still standing outside the door.
The door to the ward was not completely closed, it was hidden. She could hear Kong Fan's voice in the hallway. She seemed to be reading to Tang Xu, and her voice was soft. I just don't know if I've cried or what, with a slight nasal voice.
She read softly, slowly and seriously, and Song was in a trance, and the quiet and warm picture in the ward appeared in her mind, and at this moment she suddenly had a sense of being quiet and good.
The corners of her mouth tugged, trying to pull out a smile, but in the end she couldn't. Without going further to the ward, he turned back to the window at the end of the hallway.