Chapter 179: Why Not You

"I also know more or less about your affair with Qin Beimu, so I can understand your gaffe. Moreover, I don't mind if you treat me as Qin Beimu, in fact, I still like you a lot. I can take care of you in his place. ”

"Shut up. Nan Yitang scolded, no one can replace Qin Beimu, even if he has an identical face.

"Don't be angry, if you don't want to, I won't force you. ”

"I don't know you at all, why do you keep helping me, why do you want to save me?"

"Isn't this hard to understand? I like beautiful women, you are so beautiful, what a pity if you die. Qin Beiyue raised the corners of his mouth and smiled evilly: "Moreover, I also think that if a hero saves beauty more times, the beauty will naturally be impressed by me, and maybe she will be willing to promise me personally." ”

"Let's be honest. ”

Nan Yitang held his hand and took a deep breath to control his emotions.

"Okay, okay, I said no, don't be so fierce. I'm helping you because of Qin Beimu. Although he is gone, before leaving, in addition to leaving a letter to his parents and brother, he also left it for me. He was afraid that you would offend the people on the painter's side in the future, so he asked me that if you really offend people by any actions abroad, let me help you and protect you. ”

Nan Yitang looked at the person in front of her who had a completely different personality from Qin Beimu, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable, almost a moment after spending more time with him, the more she was able to determine that this person was not Qin Beimu.

But

Even if they have exactly the same face, they are not alone, from personality to habits, and the affection revealed in those eyes.

She lowered her eyes, the light in her eyes seemed to be extinguished, and she could no longer speak.

Qin Beimu has always done more than she imagined, but she knew it too late, and everything was already too late.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, you've saved me so many times, and I haven't said thank you yet. Nan Yitang stood firm, with a reluctant smile on his pale face, and bowed down to thank him.

"You don't have to be so polite. ”

Nan Yitang didn't wait for the banquet to end because he was not feeling well, so he left first.

She originally thought that it was Qin Beimu who was still alive, and it was God who gave them another chance, but she forgot that there is no regret medicine in the world, and God will never be so merciful to give everyone a chance.

Qin Beimu didn't come back, her burning hope was extinguished again, and the pain of losing Qin Beimu was like a fine and dense wire wrapped around her heart, and the cold suffocated her.

"Tang Tang, don't think so much. An Zhiyi hugged Nan Yitang and comforted her, "Things will pass, that person just looks very similar to Qin Beimu, you may not have too many opportunities to meet in the future." ”

Nan Yitang rested his head in An Zhiyi's arms and smiled: "Don't worry, I'm not so vulnerable. ’

"Otherwise, we'd better go to the bar. ”

"Don't be, last time you went to drink with me, Qin Yue was so angry and took you away, you don't have a long lesson. ”

An Zhiyi was a little embarrassed, "Oh, it's okay, leave him alone." He was at the banquet of the old man of the Qin family today, and he couldn't get out. ”

"Last time, he took me to the hotel, and I haven't thanked him yet. Find an opportunity to invite you to dinner. ”

"He's taking you to the hotel?" An Zhiyi frowned.

"yes, what's wrong?"

An Zhiyi's face was a little indescribable: "When did he send you to the hotel." ”

"He said, send you back first, and then come back to me. ”

"He lied, ...... that night" An Zhiyi blushed a little embarrassed, "He obviously stayed with me all the time and never left at all." Tang Tang, you were deceived by him. ”

"Not Qin Yue?"

That night, Nan Yitang saw Qin Beimu like a dream, and when she woke up, she thought it was a dream that she had drunk too much, but Qin Yue lied, it wasn't him, it was who sent her to the hotel.

Could it be that it was Qin Beiyue? Nan Yitang felt a chill when he thought of such an intimate picture.

Some of Qin Beiyue's behaviors are indeed a bit frivolous, could it be that night, she really regarded Qin Beiyue as Qin Beimu, hugging and hugging him, right?

Nan Yitang felt a chill, how could she be so stupid?

Nan Yitang wanted to cry without tears, and his face was even more ugly.

"What's wrong with you? Tangtang, are you feeling unwell?"

"It's not. Nan Yitang didn't dare to think about it now, she was too uncomfortable.

"Alright, alright, don't drink, I'll send you home and rest. ”

Nan Yitang was a little afraid to go home, that home, without Qin Beimu, was just a house.

She was lying on the bed that she had entangled with Qin Beimu countless times, hugging his clothes.

"Are you really, never coming back? Am I mistaken? What should I do?"

"Everybody told me to forget about you. But I can't forget, I can't forget, what can I do?"

"You are so cruel to me, why are you so kind to me? and let me kill you with my own hands, and let me spend the rest of my life alone with endless thoughts of you. ”

Nan Yitang cried, unable to control his tears.

She was sick, and woke up that night with a high fever, feeling thirsty and uncomfortable.

Nan Yitang got up, sat on the edge of the bed for a while, felt cold, put on his coat, and went downstairs with a cup to find water to drink.

His legs and feet were weak, Nan Yitang's trembling hands poured water, drank a few sips, and sat in the kitchen, very uncomfortable.

Nan Yitang looked at the night blankly, not knowing what he was doing now, his head was very heavy, and he felt uncomfortable everywhere because of the high fever.

She lay on the edge of the table, looking at the kitchen, thinking of the picture of them cooking here together in the past, Qin Beimu at that time always looked at her with gentle eyes, they used to use cigarette ash to wipe each other's faces, and then looked at each other's embarrassed appearance and couldn't help but smirk.

In Nan Yitang's mobile phone, there is still the circle of friends that was originally posted, which is Qin Beimu wearing an apron.

She gently stroked the photo and couldn't hold back her tears.

"What should I do? I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I can't hold on anymore. Why, why isn't he you?"

In the future, Nan Yitang will never see Qin Beimu again?

It's been five years, Nan Yitang still can't accept it, she has just been avoiding such a reality.

Nan Yitang fell asleep crying and lay on the table.

The door was gently pushed open, and Qin Beimu crept in, looking at the thin figure.