I looked back: "Don't worry, I really have nothing to do tonight, I really have some things to deal with today, I am really too tired for this expedition during this time, please let me go, give me a life, I have to sleep for three days and three nights tonight." ”

She lay directly on top of me, and said very softly: "No, you have to come tonight, how can you not be free, this thing must be done, how can we sisters have fun without you?"

When I finished saying this, I happened to see a person walking over next to me, of course, this person is one of my rumored boyfriends, of course, it is Ye Jingbei, I really feel very strange when he looks at me, I immediately rolled my eyes to him, I guess I don't know each other very well at all, I don't know each other, and that person directly made a phone call and went straight in, as if our appearance was not worth mentioning at all.

And this her, after others walked over, I came next to me, with a little fan girl on her face.

"Wow, did you see it, the look of Ye Jingbei just now on the phone is really handsome, super handsome, I don't think it's okay, I think I'm going to have a nosebleed, I think I'm going to be dizzy at this time, I think I'm already for his Qingdao, I feel that I've been shocked to be incomparable!"

I can only roll my eyes, I think this Lily is really extremely naïve, is it necessary for such a man? Sometimes many times you don't think it's the devil, it's really beautiful, the devil is actually very cruel.

She said, "You know what? Get all kinds of news and rumors, and I heard that the other party used to be particularly domineering, and it seems that there is a particularly big thing you may not have heard of, I heard that I like a girl, and this girl is really beautiful, she is a weak and can't help but look like, it seems that she is still a college student, and you don't look at you, it seems that no one is upright in the heart, and I think from the perspective of yesterday's attitude towards you, I think that from today onwards, I must not just look at an appearance, but must look at an inside。 ”

I completely admit it, I really haven't heard of this, about Ye Jingbei's ability to speak, I like a beautiful college student.

I asked, "So you mean that he once liked a college student, but what about now?

Lili said: "Actually, I don't know much about this matter, because wasn't this matter very right at that time, boiling sheep?" I also heard that there are paparazzi who specially take such pictures, and these places have been published on those front-page headlines and a report, of course, I don't particularly know the truth of this thing, I just heard that it seems that Ye Jingbei is very fond of this college student, and even made a lot of sacrifices for this college student, and even donated a teaching building for this school, and has always wanted to be with this girl, but you also want to think about it, these two people can't be together, the biggest reason is because this girl's family background is very powerful, what else can be, then you also know my identity and background of Ye Jingbei at that time, he was mixed with the rivers and lakes. ”

When I hear these things, I really feel like it's really bloody, such a story is really the same as what is said in the novel, one is a bastard mixed with rivers and lakes, and there is a *** with a face in this society, no matter what, even if you are two people who love each other very much, but you can't be so simple forever, because after all, the background of two people's identities cannot be integrated in this society.

Later, I also heard Lili say that in order to get rid of such an identity of himself, Ye Jingbei worked hard to create his own team and build his own group, so that he has such an image today, and then worked hard to make himself make greater contributions to this society and make his image more positive, so he will bid again and again.

Lili just said some of the things to me.

"Leng Shuiyue, let me tell you, this thing is true, I heard that there was an accident at that time? Later, I don't know what the reason was, this incident caused it, this female college student's father and mother lived, and this Ye Jingbei is also because of a very important thing in this world, so the two of them were originally very good at the beginning, but now, it has suddenly become a routine like a Korean drama. ”

I frowned and asked, "What kind of routine are you talking about?" Why can't I hear clearly?"

Lili lowered her voice very low: " Later, I heard that after the accident, this girl was also in the car, the car accident asked her, both legs were broken, and then she never stood up again, as if I heard that a lifetime can only be spent in ethics, you think about such a painful thing so beautiful as spending a college student, at this time it became like this, and I heard that Ye Jingbei often quietly took care of her so he painted such a story, so what else can he do in many cases, then it must be directly understood, the two of them will eventually be together, but what, I think there must be some problems between the two of them, because this accident is definitely a reason among them。 ”

I snorted.

"So Leng Shuiyue, you really can't see it, yesterday this person actually did this kind of thing to you, and he wants to love that girl so much, and love others so much, as if he wants to marry someone else into the family, that girl has not let go, I heard that it is because of the death of her father and mother, think about it, how can such a heart-wrenching relationship still happen to you, it is really hateful. ”

I hummed again.

Of course, when I heard this, I felt a feeling that I didn't know how to say it, and the impact of this fact was too great, and I had a very bitter feeling spreading, and I felt that I was a thief, and I just stole a piece of other people's happiness.

Of course, this fact makes me more aware of the position I am in, I understand what I am gaining, what I am losing, what I am pursuing, and I am not going to let myself be stubborn to the point of being vexatious.

I sighed without leaving a trace, it was true that everything was so beautiful in this resort, step by step I sat by the window, and I suddenly felt that something was not the surface of what we imagined.

Later, when I went back to the dormitory, I changed my clothes, I was stunned, I looked at myself through the mirror, and I realized that I was married, and my marriage was really too bloody for me.

If I knew that before marrying him, I already knew that he already had another college student in mind, then I would never marry him anyway, that's for sure, I don't want to be a substitute, I can even accept a marriage without love, or a marriage with only responsibilities, but I never want to be a stumbling block to this other person, I never want others to feel that I am separated from others.

To put it bluntly, I really don't want to be a bloody third party in a story, and I'm inadvertently playing such a role now, which is something I'm so tired of hating.

I sat in my room and drank a cup of coffee, unsweetened, shook it, drank it in one go, and felt more or less sober.

I decided that I wanted to end this marriage, I decided that I wanted to have a good talk with Ye Jingbei, I didn't want to be a stumbling block for them, I could quit.

I looked at my watch, and it was already an hour before the end of work, so I took a taxi and walked straight to the direction of home.

I really don't have much time to play with Lili anymore, I have to solve a more important thing now, the most important reason, I have to talk to Ye Jingbei about all this that is going to happen today.

This weekend is a meeting of our family, so everyone has to go back, so when I came home, I found that the family was basically all there, but I didn't expect that one of my older brothers, who was far away, also came back.

In our family, we have children, one of whom is a boy and two girls, and I said that my father likes girls very much, and of course after seeing boys, I think I must have a girl no matter what, who will end up with me and my sister.

Of course, my sister has inherited the best brocade from her father and mother, and she is often very beautiful, and she is very good at speaking, her language skills are very high, especially her communication skills, and she is very favored by her father.

As for me, it was just a surprise, I shouldn't have come to this world, but I was thinking about whether to beat me off, because my existence might affect one of my mother's bodies, so I was very worried, this might directly knock me out, it might affect the health of the mother's womb, and I had to stay in such a situation.

My arrival will never be there, within the scope of my family's plan, my arrival will always be an accident, so I sometimes feel that I am definitely not the child everyone expects, I should be considered redundant, um.

Fortunately, there is really nothing particularly bloody in our family, the relationship between our three brothers and sisters is still relatively good, we often contact each other through some WeChat, some modern media, of course, we have our own things when we grow up, maybe we don't have a lot of time to meet, but we still have a strong blood relationship.

I said a few words to my brother, and after we chatted, I asked my sister how she was doing.

My brother is still very worried.

"Now, the situation in Lengshuixi is not particularly good, and the people are not particularly stable, or you go to see and persuade and don't think too much about the heart, now a medical cosmetology with very developed medical technology can be corrected anytime and anywhere, and it will be very good soon to repair it a few more times. ”

In fact, I also thought in my heart, maybe my appearance may not be worried, and it will affect my sister's injury, because every time my sister sees me, she thinks that I robbed her of a beautiful marriage, and thinks that I am in Shengji, and I always feel that my appearance may not be good.

I quietly pushed open the door of the room, and I saw that my sister was painting this picture there, exactly like a child, and the whole state seemed very calm, and the state of painting was like when she was a child.

I found that my sister's state seems to be a little degraded in IQ, not as sharp and intelligent as before, and sometimes it is because she has taken too many drugs, and the whole appearance seems a little dull.

My sister was still humming and singing.

"When the moon goes, I go, my brother walks with me, we go to the lake together, we go to play in the mud, we go to buy baskets, we go to buy mustard, we both return the house together. ”

It's strange to me that I've never heard this song, at least not since I was a kid, and I don't know where my sister learned it.

I asked my brother, "What song is she singing? Why haven't I heard of it?"

My brother didn't know, "It seems to be some folk song, some local dialects." ”

To be honest, I grew up with my sister since I was a child, and I know that my sister never sings these rustic songs, this is the song after the local flavor is so strong, in my sister's worldview, I feel that these things have lost their identity, how can I sing these things?

The elder brother frowned and thought, "I think, is this the time when she is in the hospital for treatment and recovery, is it that she has stayed in that place for too long, and will be sung by those patients, or children, so she will sing over time." ”

I sighed as I often sighed, and I walked straight to my sister's side, and I squatted in front of her, and I looked seriously at the long scar on my sister's face, twisting and pinching like an earthworm.

"Sister, I'm Leng Shuiyue, I've come to see you, should we go play together?"

She looked at me in confusion, trying to think, as if she didn't know anything about what was happening in front of her, and the whole state was a little confused.

"Who are you?"

I felt a sense of sadness, I felt very sad, why did my sister have such a situation, my sister couldn't remember anything, I could only hold her hand.

"I'm Leng Shui Yue, I'm Leng Shui Yue, we grew up together, we do a lot of games together, do you remember? really don't remember me at all?"

"Leng Shuiyue, who is Leng Shuiyue? Do I know Leng Shuiyue?" her whole eyes were very sloppy, trying to think about what kind of position this name seemed to be seriously judging in her life.

I looked at her with a look of expectation, and I hoped that she could figure out something from this memory, at least understand something, and at least I would not be so sad and uncomfortable in my heart.

But soon my sister held my hand directly, and pulled it out, grabbed my hair directly, and dragged it down viciously.

"I know you, Leng Shuiyue, you are a bad woman, you are a murderer, you robbed me of my things, you are a liar, you are a traitor, I don't want you at all, you robbed me of my best things, and also robbed me of my happiness, you give me back you bad guy!"

And at this time, my sister was completely out of control, and hurriedly grabbed the one next to me and paced me fiercely, I really got busy at this time, but my sister was still rushing towards me and eating indiscriminately, I ran quickly, I ran to the side of the shark, but he was still in front of me fiercely, painting and drawing, I was sweating profusely.

This feeling makes me heartache and fear, why did my sister become like this when my heart hurts, I am afraid, I feel like I am playing with a death thing.

The elder brother also rushed over directly from behind, hugged his sister who was already crazy from behind, and also heard a few people running downstairs, and directly controlled her regardless of everything.

I was taken straight down by the people who rushed me, and I felt really sad that something like this would happen.

I never expected that my own sister is still changing Fengyue now, and the person she hates the most in her heart, and the person who wants to die the most is actually me!

In fact, if this is such a pitiful marriage, I think it really doesn't matter, I at least think that if my sister really marries Ye Jingbei, this marriage will also be an extremely failure, then my sister will not be able to bear it at that time, I don't think it has much to do with you, obviously this is a very failure.

My sister-in-law said to me.

"Lengshuiyue, you really can't go in anymore now, I tell you don't let Lengshuixi have any kind of action, and now it's hard to calm down, if you run in, people will give you a direct word, it's a bad injury, keep a little calm, and talk about it then." ”

I'm really sad to look at my sister who is now sick.

Auntie also looked sad, "You don't know the current situation, we are still looking for experts for treatment, now we can only rely on God to help with this, the previous treatment plans are basically useless, now Lengshuixi has not recovered, this IQ has been retreating, this life is really ruined!"

I was a little sad and asked, "But why does my sister always think that I hurt her, why do you always think that she is stubborn?"

Auntie lowered her head and said lightly, "Maybe it's because you gave Ye Jingbei like this, maybe it's because you robbed her of her happiness in her subconscious, Suihua Yizhi, you can't get over this hurdle psychologically, right?"

I nodded, "Maybe so." ”

Auntie said: "You don't have to worry too much about this matter, and you don't have to feel too guilty, because this matter has nothing to do with you, because in the end, it is she who has no fate to marry Ye Jingbei, which is really a pity." ”