Chapter 644: Jealousy (4)

When resting at night, Bo Yan honestly sat on the edge of the bed, bowed his head and admitted his mistake: "I was wrong." I shouldn't have slipped. ”

"Is that a slippery hand?" Don't think that Xia Siyu is usually stupid, just think she's a fool. Xia Siyu's intuition is very accurate, whether Bo Yan's hand is slippery or deliberate, she can still tell the difference.

Bo Yan glanced at her and said, "I shouldn't have thrown your phone into the hot pot." ”

Xia Siyu was angry: "Why are you throwing my phone!"

Where did Bo Yan dare to say that he was angry with Qin Baizhou, he had to say, "I'm jealous." ”

"You're jealous, you're jealous! Tell me, why are you jealous of your phone?"

Bo Yan was confident: "You refuse to have children with me, but you like other people's babies so much, and you take pictures to show off, and you say that you may have babies with other men in the future." ”

Xia Siyu rushed over angrily, grabbed his hair fiercely, and rubbed his black hair to the ground, "Are you sick? Don't you know what our situation is now? I'm twenty-seven now, my goal is acting, how can I have children? I don't want to give up my career, my career is the first in my eyes, only if my career is successful and I don't have to worry about it, I will consider quitting the circle and having children!"

Bo Yan calmly: "I know, I'm not in a hurry, I just hope that you can give me a chance." Whether it's five years, ten years, fifteen years, I'm willing to wait. ”

Xia Siyu said directly: "Bo Yan, I know you like me very much now, but I haven't made up my mind to be with you in the first place." We're just allies now. There are common goals, and there are common enemies. Of course, I have to admit that we are very compatible in every way, so I don't mind maintaining this relationship with you. However, I didn't even think about the child's affairs now, and it was not included in the plan at all. Even in the future, I will think about it carefully. You like me now, five, ten, fifteen, will you still like me then? Don't be in a hurry to show your determination, I know, today you like me, tomorrow you may like someone else. You like me now because I'm good-looking, but what about when I'm not young? Though I say myself, even when I'm eighty, I'm the best-looking old lady. However, it may not be in your eyes. ”

Love is fluid, hormonal, dopamine, not eternal. Love has peaks and valleys, and it will gradually change over time, with constant quarrels of size and size.

She can't guarantee that others will like her, but the only thing she can guarantee is that she will always love herself the most.

Even if others look down on her, she will not look down on herself.

She can't even guarantee that even if Bo Yan still loves her in five, ten, or fifteen years, will she still like him as much as she does now?

Now they are happy together, isn't it okay to think about the future so far away, and a child?

She likes to tease the baby, that's because it's someone else's baby, she just needs to tease. But if it's her own, then it can't just be happy, it's a responsibility.

Xia Siyu's pessimism about his family and children is also because of the shadow of his childhood.

What if her parents love each other? In the end, isn't her mother's life also a tragedy? Isn't the father-daughter relationship between her and Xia Youbiao irreconcilable?