Chapter Ninety-Eight, We Didn't Expect the Reason to Separate to Be So Cruel
Wang Taika nodded: "So this proves that I don't like you." ”
"That's what I thought at the time. Chong'er smiled, confident: "Why? I can't figure it out, why I might as well smile at you when I've worked so hard......, but Victoria? If you're really single-minded, why can't you let go of me? It's a paradox. ”
Wang Taika said: "Chong'er, maybe my attitude made the trouble misunderstood, well, I admit today that I am a scumbag." Sometimes I'm going to be nice to someone all the time, but it's not true. I mean you, you know, I didn't say anything special to anyone like that. No, no, I mean...... Actually, you should know that I'm not a person who is particularly related to anyone. Right, a little indifferent. But maybe I have a misunderstanding and misunderstanding about your concern. It's not good, I know it. So what I want to say is, I misunderstood, I really treat you as a relative. ”
"So what?" asked Chong'er, "what do you want to say about these expressions?
"No, it's my problem. I'm misleading you. Wang Taika said: "I actually ...... I never thought it would be anything, after all, you are an idol, and I am just an ordinary cameraman, right? But further along, I didn't think about it. Yes, exactly. I...... Uh, that is, I mean...... Well, I mean ......"
"Don't stumble, don't be nervous, you say slowly. Chong'er was meaningful: "I'll accompany you to act." ”
"No, I don't even understand what I'm saying!" said Wong Tae-ka, "When I was in Deoksugung Palace, I did ...... Maybe it's a little too ambiguous. Forehead..... How to say it, this can't say how I am, the main thing is that you are good-looking. You know that I'm bipolar, right? As I said earlier, when I have a seizure, I might not be able to help it..... Who's hugging, who is kissing? right, and then it's hard to speak, it's excited, of course, I haven't thought about you! Absolutely not! I'm just ...... I really want to kiss you!"
"So it's all bipolar disorder?" Chong'er asked rhetorically, "It has nothing to do with you?"
Wang Taika scratched his head: "So...... Isn't it too cowardly?"
Chong'er smiled: "Seventeen, do you know? Because of you, I have been studying bipolar disorder for a long time. So you lie in front of me, there's no point. ”
Wang Taika was stunned: "What do you mean?"
"That's your explanation. It's my turn. Chong'er said: "Like you said, at the beginning, I was really inferior. Well, I have low self-esteem. Because I didn't know why, I lost. It's not like I haven't liked anyone, I can understand that feeling. But if you don't even compare, you lose completely. I even thought it was my former demon, so I really resigned myself to my fate, and I felt that I deserved it!"
Wang Taika asked, "What kind of demon?"
Chong'er shook her head: "That's another story." But now, I know a lot about you. ”
Chong'er slowly fell into contemplation, and the picture scroll of memories unfolded again, one scene after another, and those trivial things were also revealed! Like a valve being opened, countless thoughts collided with each other, and slowly turned into a somewhat absurd, but extremely reasonable so-called truth.
It's so cruel, so cruel that Chong'er thinks it's ridiculous and ridiculous. The torture and pain of the past, compared with the truth of this scrutiny and horror, is more like a pediatric experience, like a mockery!
Chong'er looked at Wang Taika, her eyes burning: "So now I understand, it's not that you have never been tempted by me, but ...... It's that you must have some reason why you have to choose Victoria. So what is the reason?"
"Nothing!" Wang Taika directly denied: "You think you are Sherlock Holmes! What are you doing!
Chong'er smiled and said, "Seriously, I couldn't figure it out before this. Even self-doubted. But when I saw that the pills in your bottle had not decreased, I finally understood in my heart. It seems that my guess is correct. ”
Wang Taika's pupils shrank, and he asked in a deep voice, "What...... Guess?"
Chong'er asked: "I only ask you two questions, if you can say it, then everything will be my own affection, and it will be a family in the future, and we will never bother again." If you can't answer, it proves that you have me in your heart. ”
Wang Taika did not speak.
"First question, do you really like Victoria, do you have to be with her, or is it because of ...... The ultimate knot of your bipolar disorder is Victoria, so the most missing thing for you is to face it, right? After breaking up for so many years, you dare to come to South Korea now because you can't face Victoria. When will you be able to face her calmly, and your bipolar disorder will be half as good as you! Will getting the lost lover again make you have no regrets in your heart?"
Wang Taika still didn't answer.
"The second question is, you have stopped taking your medicine on time recently, are you worried that your bipolar disorder will really be cured? After all, if you have bipolar disorder, you can only run wild on the desperate road of pursuing Victoria, even if there is an abyss in front of you, and you can't turn back. But once healed...... Will you choose me, or will you choose your Jien-chan, or will you ...... Taeyeonoy?Or who else I don't know?"
Wang Taika looked at Chong'er and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
Chong'er smiled, slightly mocking: "Don't answer? Do you not want to answer, or do you not know how to answer? So you are a coward, right? ”
"Song ......" Wang Taika's eyes were in a trance for a moment, and then there was only helplessness in his eyes. It's not that you don't want to choose, it's that you don't have to choose!
"You think you're overthinking. Wang Taika reached out and took out a pill from the medicine bottle, threw it directly into his mouth, and then said: "Do you think it is written? How can there be such blood? That's it, don't even do it in the future." ”
Chong'er looked at Wang Taika, her tone was serious and desperate, and asked, "Seventeen, I don't care if you really have a grudge in your heart, or what kind of method you want to use to achieve your goals. Even if you're really a bad person, I don't even think we're really going to be together. Even if you like it, you don't really get together. I get that. I just wanted to say...... Don't lie to me, please. ”
Chong'er's eyes were red, and she endured surging tears and unbearable sadness, still half-jokingly.
"Think of it as a superficial woman who is obsessed with your beauty, before saying goodbye...... One last request!"