Shen Youchu never thought about this proposition - if he hadn't met Chen Hansheng, what would life be like.

She thought about what her life would be like when she met Chen Hansheng.

It's very ordinary and it's very simple.

When I was in college, I studied hard and helped Chen Hansheng do things;

After graduation, see what Chen Hansheng has planned, just follow it yourself.

In the future, getting married and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng's parents, supporting her mother-in-law, and running the family are such simple and traditional concepts in her mind.

She didn't have great ambitions, and she didn't want to accept trendy ideas, but she met a boy like Chen Hansheng who didn't follow the rules very much, and the people and things that were entangled around him.

Shen Youchu raised his head, the junior sister in front of him was such an existence.

"Senior sister, in fact, I really like Chen Hansheng more than you, and I am willing to do anything for him. ”

Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, and after finishing speaking, he turned around and left 101.

Shen Youchu stood silently for a while, just wanted to continue cleaning, but felt that his chest was stuffy again, and his breathing seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't lift it in one breath no matter what.

She slowly squatted down with a broom, and after a while she got better, and insisted on cleaning before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.

The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual, carrying a rare bag in his hand, and Shen Youchu also bought him breakfast as usual.

"What's the matter with your complexion?"

Chen Hansheng asked suddenly, Shen Youchu's spirit looked a little haggard.

"It's okay, it's too hot. ”

Shen Youchu whispered.

Recently, it is the end of summer, and if there is another rain, Jianye will officially enter autumn.

"I can't change my clothes casually recently, and at this time, my mother used to force me to wear long sleeves with a stick. ”

Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast with his hand, but at this moment, he also showed his wrist.

In fact, with the scumbag's usual thoughtfulness, the wound on his wrist has been treated, and it is difficult to find it if he does not deliberately observe, so he dares to swagger in front of Shen Youchu.

Chen Hansheng knew that Luo Xuan had created a misunderstanding, and Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and didn't say anything.

After Chen Hansheng finished eating, he raised the bag in his hand and said, "Today I am going to the New Century Electronics Factory, and there are projects that need to be involved." ”

"Hmm. ”

Shen Youchu nodded, but just as Chen Hansheng was about to go out, Shen Youchu suddenly said behind his back: "In the evening, shall we eat together?"

"At night?"

Chen Hansheng felt a little strange in his heart, but he really hadn't done anything to be sorry for Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: "It's not good to say at night, this project is very important, maybe I will have to stay up all night at night, and I will eat it when I come back after I am busy." ”

Shen Youchu said "um", she sent Chen Hansheng to the door, looked at his departing back, rubbed her chest and sat back on the chair to rest.

Chen Hansheng went to New Century Electronics Factory to participate in the initial workshop of the MP3 project, and he participated as an office administrator to take notes, synthesize the opinions of all parties at the meeting, and finally draw an intentional conclusion.

This job can't be done by ordinary administrative staff, because there is no way to fully understand Zheng Guanyuan's intentions, so it must be completed by Chen Hansheng, a "male girlfriend", and he is also the initiator of the MP3 project.

This kind of 1,000-person factory to set up a new department, or to carry out project demonstration, often takes a long time.

It is often a two-hour meeting with a 15-minute break, another two-hour meeting, preparing for dinner, continuing the two-hour meeting after eating, taking another 15-minute break, and so on.

Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was mentally prepared, he knew that the remuneration of 200,000 yuan would not be too easy, and this was also a learning process, so there was no burden on him to do it, but Zheng Guanyuan was a little reluctant to go.

"I'm so sorry, you've been so busy from morning to night that you almost forgot that you were a college student. ”

Chen Hansheng smiled: "If it weren't for the fact that there were often class or student union affairs to deal with, I would have forgotten about it." ”

At about 11 o'clock in the evening, the first demonstration meeting of the New Century Electronics Factory finally reached an intentional decision, allocating all the resources in the factory to set up a new department, and bidding for the production of MP3 display manufacturers.

MP3 is mainly composed of central processing unit, display, memory card, New Century Electronics Factory focuses on the research and development of the most core central processing unit, the display business is provided through bidding cooperation manufacturers, Jianye has several local electronic display companies.

"I'll ask the factory driver to take you back. ”

Zheng Guanyuan is very satisfied with Chen Hansheng's efforts today, although he didn't say anything, but the summary of opinions is very perfect, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep understanding of the overall project.

"Then thank you, Mr. Zheng, I'll come back tomorrow. ”

Chen Hansheng was not polite, it was not convenient to take a taxi so late, so he asked the driver in the factory to send him back to school.

When he arrived at the gate of the financial courtyard, the driver turned his head and said, "Secretary Chen, it's here." ”

Chen Hansheng was thinking about things, and grinned when he heard this title, what is the secretary doing if he has something.

After a sleep, it was dawn again, and in the morning Chen Hansheng came to 101 with his bag again, and he found Shen Youchu lying on the table.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Chen Hansheng hurriedly walked over.

Shen Youchu raised his head, his ruddy face was slightly pale, and his whole person was filled with a sense of powerlessness.

"It's okay, you have breakfast first. ”

Shen Youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag.

Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu's forehead, it was hot as if he was having a fever.

"Let's go, go to the hospital. ”

Chen Hansheng made a decision immediately and immediately dragged Shen Youchu to the Jiangling District Maternal and Child Health Hospital.

Along the way, Chen Hansheng inquired about Shen Youchu's symptoms in detail, in addition to fever, there were a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, and weakness.

These don't seem to have special characteristics, so Chen Hansheng hung up the expert internal medicine number.

Although the registration fee is relatively expensive, the attitude of female internal medicine specialists in their 50s is really not good.

After listening to Shen Youchu's situation, she directly opened an order: "Go for an X-ray first to rule out organic lesions." ”

Chen Hansheng was taken aback: "It's so serious, do you still need an X-ray?"

The female expert raised her eyelids and glanced at him: "I said that it is ruled out, if there are no organic lesions in the chest cavity and lungs, it must be the best." ”

Chen Hansheng nodded and didn't say anything, what the female expert said made sense.

There were many patients in the radiology department, and there were loud and noisy people, some people holding phones and talking loudly, some people sitting on cold stainless steel chairs, and some people running back and forth on the stairs.

The hospital, which is a place of hope and disappointment.

Shen Youchu looked at the room full of people, she was a little afraid, and turned her head to look at Chen Hansheng: "I feel much better, is it okay to go back to school, you have to go out too." ”

Chen Hansheng was originally going to the New Century Electronics Factory, but he was taken aback by the doctor, if he couldn't see the report, he probably didn't have the heart to do anything else, so he stretched out his hands and gently wrapped his arms around Shen Youchu's thin waist: "It's okay, you are the most important." ”

Maybe because of being in the hospital, the action of "hugging" is very warm, although Shen Youchu is also very shy, but he also gently hangs his head on Chen Hansheng's shoulder, closes his eyes and listens to the heartbeat.

Generally, there are two copies of the results of the X-ray, one is the report sheet and the other is the black and white film, and some people are waiting here just to get the black and white film, plus the steady stream of new patients coming in, so it seems crowded.

The X-ray was irradiated by two female doctors, not very old, very anxious, shouting in a sharp voice: "After the shooting, you go to the window on the right to get the report first, the registered doctor has seen that there is no problem, and you will come back to get the film, because the time of the film is a little slower." ”

"Also, be careful not to cut the line, because there is no name on the film, so be careful not to get confused. ”

However, the environment was too noisy, and not many people heard the doctor's instructions, and the female doctor didn't want to repeat it a second time, so she arranged for someone to enter the shielded room on her own.

Chen Hansheng looked at the time, and said to Shen Youchu: "I'll go get the report in a while, and by the way, I'll find a registration expert to see, you are waiting for the film here, and you can save time by staggering the action." ”

Saving time is one thing, and on the other hand, he wants to know the results as soon as possible.

Soon, Shen Youchu's report came out of the window, and when he heard the name "Shen Youchu", in fact, Chen Hansheng's heart contracted rapidly, and he took a deep breath and walked over to get the report.

As soon as he received the report, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to look down, and it was not until he saw the words "no abnormality in the lungs" in the examination results column that he felt that his heart had fallen again.

Chen Hansheng was also a little funny when he thought about it, and turned his head to look at Shen Youchu, she was still obediently waiting to get the black and white film.

There were a lot of people in line, and Shen Youchu looked a little coquettish with his head down, and he was also a little silly and cute.

Chen Hansheng smiled softly, took the report and asked the internal medicine expert.

"There are no organic lesions, and this chest tightness should be caused by both causes at the same time. ”

The female expert still has a few brushes, and she quickly analyzed: "The first is that the recent pressure is too much, fever and anorexia are complications, which can make her try to live in a different environment." ”

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "She is still a college student, unless she rents a house outside, how can she change the environment?"

The female doctor shook her head and said: "Changing the environment is not necessarily a change of living environment, sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing environment." ”

Chen Hansheng was silent.

"Also. ”

The female doctor continued: "There is another reason, your girlfriend is in good shape, I recommend that intimate clothes be tailored in an underwear store, because the underwear on the market at present may not fit perfectly, and the tightness may also be a reason.

Chen Hansheng relieved himself at this time, stuffed the report sheet into his bag and left.

In fact, the external cause is very easy to solve, it is nothing more than spending money to customize, but the internal cause is Chen Hansheng himself, which is a little difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't tell the two reasons directly, so he just explained vaguely: "Don't worry, there is no big problem, I'll go to the factory over there first." ”

Shen Youchu nodded, and just as she was queuing alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back walked diagonally, holding a child in her arms and a report in her hand, her face was very anxious.

The middle-aged women asked one by one: "I'm sorry, can I cut in line, the doctor said that there are some problems with my report, so I should quickly take the film and show her carefully, because she is going to leave work at noon." ”

No one paid attention to the front, and when the middle-aged woman walked to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of expectation, Shen Youchu didn't speak, and moved a little back to make way for her position.

"Thank you, thank you. ”

The middle-aged woman was busy thanking her, but the people behind were not happy: "College student, if you want to be a good person, then you should completely let it go and stand at the end to line up again, we all have something." ”

Shen Youchu didn't argue, and stood at the end of the line with his head down.

However, the order in which the report was taken was set, and Shen Youchu's kindness, and the X-ray films of several people, including herself, were all messed up, so when it came to her, the female doctor looked up twice and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the house.

"Are you here alone?"

The female doctor asked with a serious face.

Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: "My boyfriend is also there." ”

"What about others?"

"Go, go. ”

"Where's your inspection report?"

"Not with me either. ”

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "Then what are your daily symptoms now?"

"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness. ”

Shen Youchu replied, her heart suddenly beating hard.

"That's it, the symptoms are pretty much the same. ”

The female doctor nodded: "Although I can't see your report, but the film shows that you have begun to spread." ”

What the doctor said later, Shen Youchu didn't listen to it in a fog, and there was only one impression in her head - the spread of cancer cells.

“······ In such cases, we recommend that you be hospitalized for further examination······"

Finally, the doctor summed it up like this.

"I have cancer, what about my mother-in-law, what about my sister, and him. ”

Shen Youchu's head seemed to be emptied, and he slowly walked to the hall of the hospital, the ambulance stopped at the door with a shrill siren, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher to the emergency room, shouting loudly: "Get out of the way, please don't get in the way." ”

Immediately after that, a large number of people poured in, and Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd, suddenly feeling as if he was transparent.

At noon, the sun was in full bloom, and the white sunlight penetrated the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round spot of light on the ground, Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, her legs suddenly lost strength, and she slowly sat on the side of the road nearby.

Looking at the vehicles shuttling back and forth, the hot duck blood fans on the food stalls, and the pedestrians hurriedly passing by, Shen Youchu breathed two mouthfuls of stuffy air, and she felt that her soul had just returned.

"Is all this going to have nothing to do with me?"

Shen Youchu was trying to convince himself to accept this fact, when he suddenly felt that his mouth was a little salty, and he didn't know when the tears were falling.

She picked up PHS, and as long as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's mobile phone, because there was only his mobile phone number here.

But at this moment, she suddenly remembered the Korean dramas that Hu Linyu watched a while ago.

"Youchu, if I have leukemia like the heroine of "Blue Life and Death Love", I will find a place with the most beautiful scenery and die quietly. ”

"Why don't you tell your parents?"

"I don't want them to be sad, these diseases can't be cured anyway. ”

Hu Lin said in a hearty voice: "You can't talk to your lover, because this will drag them down, find a legitimate reason to break up, after all, when everyone can't do anything, it's really cruel······"

"Just right. ”

Shen Youchu thought silently in his heart.

At noon, the doctor from the radiology department came back from eating, and after checking the information, he suddenly said, "Oh no, someone took the wrong film in the morning, and Shen Youchu's report is still here." ”

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At around 7 o'clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who had a one-day meeting, finally walked out of the office and looked up: "It's raining." ”

"Yes, the first autumn rain. ”

Zheng Guanyuan followed: "Do you want to stay for dinner at night?"

Chen Hansheng waved his hand: "I can't eat it at all, my head is full of numbers." ”

Zheng Guanyuan is not reluctant, Chen Hansheng has paid a lot in the past two days, and the effect is obvious, 200,000 is really worth it.

The driver in the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng said goodbye and left.

The continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have returned to his previous busy life, a little irritable and a little tired, but thinking of seeing Shen Youchu for a while, Chen Hansheng suddenly had some expectations in his heart.

"Boom. ”

A thunderclap woke Chen Hansheng up, the car was almost at the school gate, and the driver wanted to send him in, but Chen Hansheng refused, and he asked the driver to drive back directly.

trotted all the way to 101, and Shen Youchu was really inside.

No, until why, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt that something was wrong, and after turning around, he found that 101 had been completely cleaned, and even the basin had been wiped again.

"What do you do cleaning on a rainy day?"

Chen Hansheng said disappreciably: "Anyway, I will be trampled on again, have you eaten dinner?"

"Eat. ”

Shen Youchu raised his head, his mouth moved, and he wanted to say something.

Chen Hansheng was very observant, and while wiping his hair with a towel, he said, "Don't babble, if you have anything to say." ”

"I, let's break up. ”

Shen Youchu said suddenly, his voice was like a candle in the wind, without any strength.

"Click"

A flash of lightning flashed, and then a low muffled thunder sounded in the sky, faintly shaking.

"What?"

Chen Hansheng was 100% sure that he had misheard.

Parted?

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists fiercely, pressed his toes against the corner of the table, so that he could have some support, and repeated again: "Let's break up." ”

Chen Hansheng finally heard clearly, he slammed the towel on the table with a "snap", and glared at Shen Youchu: "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely scared in her heart, she had to bear her own panic, but also face Chen Hansheng's incomprehension, and nervously grabbed the corner of the table with her hands.

"Let's break up, okay?"

Shen Youchu couldn't hold it anymore, and let the tears fall, dripping into the cracks of the floor along his chin.

Chen Hansheng calmed down: "Can you tell me the reason?"

"Tooth marks on your wrists. ”

Shen Youchu raised his head, tears were already covering his entire cheeks: "It was bitten by a girl, and the girl during the quarantine, whenever I think of these things, I will be worried in my heart." ”

"Worried about what?"

Chen Hansheng asked with a cold face.

"I'm afraid you'll leave me. ”

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng and said pleadingly: "Please, can I live alone." ”

Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing environment." ”

He walked over and helped Shen Youchu wipe his tears, and said, "You didn't leave me when there was such a big problem during the quarantine, and now you will definitely not leave because of the tooth marks on your wrists." ”

Chen Hansheng knows Shen Youchu very well, after all, he firmly occupies the initiative in this relationship: "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding, there must be a reason for your nonsense this time, it should also be a misunderstanding, can you tell me?"

Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that lovers can't do anything about.

So she didn't speak, she just cried and shook her head.

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open, and Shang Yanyan closed the umbrella while entering the door: "It's raining really hard outside, I'm here to avoid ······"

When she looked up, she was also stunned, she didn't expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu was not used to shedding tears in front of others, so he stood up and walked to the door, turned his head and glanced at Chen Hansheng deeply.

This time, there was dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievances, but in the end it turned into a sentence.

"You're going to be good. ”

After Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain, and the figure looked small and lonely in the rain.

"Do you want to go ······?"

Shang Yanyan was just about to speak, when she saw Chen Hansheng pulling out his legs and chased after her.

"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, broke up?"

This information filled Shang Yanyan's mind, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, but as soon as she gritted her teeth, she suddenly took off her high heels, carried them in her hands, and chased after her bare feet.

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory, and he shouted loudly behind his back: "If you have any problems, we will definitely solve them if you say them, but as soon as you leave like this, my side is not a place where you can come and leave if you want." ”

"You left this time, don't think about coming back next time!"

Shen Youchu paused for a moment, but he still rushed into the girls' dormitory without looking back, and at the staircase around the corner, Shen Youchu couldn't hold back any longer, squatted on the steps and hugged his knees, crying helplessly.

"I really want to have a next time, Chen Hansheng. ”

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Seeing Shen Youchu leave like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little dazed and let the rain wash over him.

"Kick, kick, kick"

Shang Yanyan also chased after her, she saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and suddenly understood something.

She pulled Chen Hansheng up and walked to the corridor of the small garden, and Chen Hansheng reacted.

He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke it, but the rain wet all the cigarettes, and they drooped softly to his mouth, Chen Hansheng was annoyed and directly crushed the cigarette in his palm, and the tobacco leaves were all over his hands.

Shang Yanyan was suddenly very distressed, this is Chen Hansheng, a ruffian mature bastard, when has he ever looked like this.

She hugged Chen Hansheng from behind, leaned tightly against her back, and comforted her mouth: "If you want to cry, cry out, I'm still by your side." ”

"Stinky sister, what's the matter with you?"

Chen Hansheng violently broke free of Shang Yanyan's embrace, and the water in his hair couldn't help dripping down his face: "Why is Lao Tzu crying, from today on, I am a single scumbag again, I should celebrate!"

It's just that that night, Chen Han, who has always been in good health, has a fever of 40 degrees.

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