Chapter 484: Scruples
Chapter 484 has scruples
Listening to Meng Huaien confessing softly to Qingwan, Ling Lingqi beckoned to Feng Yuansheng, Si Jinchen, and Gu Qianqian, signaling everyone to come out of the room and give Meng Huaien and Qingwan a chance to be alone.
After Ling Lingqi and Feng Yuansheng went out, Meng Huaien let Qing Wan go.
"Qingwan, I'm sorry, I made you feel wronged back then, I shouldn't have let these rumors hurt you, I thought about the Qing people, and I didn't defend myself.
Lan Hong and I were really not what you saw back then, nor what you heard.
You heard our wheezing, I was helping Lan Hong do breath training, and you also knew that there was an opera in the school celebration that year, which required not only my acting skills, but also a strong lung capacity.
Think about it, if I really cheated, how could I be in the school auditorium in broad daylight......"
Before Meng Huaien's words were finished, Qing Wan reached out and covered Meng Huaien's mouth.
"Huaien, let it pass, no matter what happened to you and Lan Hong, I don't care now. ”
Qingwan told Meng Huaien about her decision, what she wanted to tell Meng Huaien was that she had already crossed that hurdle by herself, and she didn't want to bring up the old thing again.
"No, Qingwan, it has to have an explanation for this matter, I wanted to explain it to you in person back then, but it turned out that you left the news...... Someone saw you throwing your child into the river and being rescued again. I'll look for you mother and daughter along the river......
I've been looking for you for more than a year, asking everyone, looking for a place where I can, but I haven't seen your whereabouts. After the incident, I went back to Qingcheng to find my uncle and aunt, but I didn't know that the news was that my uncle and aunt had moved.
None of the neighbors in Qingcheng know where you have moved? I picked up Lan Lan on the way back to Beicheng when all my thoughts were lost.
It's all my own bad eyes, I don't know that the Lan Lan I picked up is our daughter.
Because when I picked her up, I saw that the child was very clever and a girl, so I named her Linglan.
When the child was older, I told her that I had picked her up...... This is really a trick of creation, I didn't think Linglan would be our biological daughter. ”
Meng Huaien's words made Qingwan feel even more sad when he heard it, when the Qing family learned that Qingwan jumped into the river and attempted suicide, they asked someone to take Qingwan out of Beicheng overnight, first returned to Qingcheng for a period of time, and then went abroad.
"Huaien, I'm sorry, in fact, Linglan, this child was specially placed by my father's trustee in the place where you appeared, and deliberately let you take it home......
Dad said that I was already very sick and not suitable for children, in order to treat my depression, my parents accompanied me out of the country, and never returned to Qingcheng or Beicheng. ”
When Qing Wan said this, Meng Huaien's hands couldn't help but tremble.
"What are you talking about? Are you saying that my parents calculated that I picked up Linglan? Why didn't they leave a note and tell me the truth? Do you know how I got here all these years? I couldn't sleep all night long, and when I closed my eyes, I looked like your daughter.
I didn't expect that in two months, the child's face would grow and I wouldn't recognize my daughter. I...... I've ...... all these years I don't deserve to be a father!"
Meng Huaien slapped himself with self-blame, he didn't expect that he was clumsy, and he didn't even notice that his own daughter was beside him.
"Huaien, okay, don't be like this, you slapped you, hit you, and hurt in my heart. How could I have not remorseed and blamed myself all these years? If it weren't for the unexpected reunion between my daughter and me abroad, maybe ...... Maybe we've really passed it in this life. ”
Saying that, Qing Wan threw herself into Meng Huaien's arms and whimpered and cried, she felt that she and Meng Huaien had been missed for many years, and each other had hurt their daughter because of a misunderstanding.
Here, when Qingwan and Meng Huaien were complaining to each other about their shortcomings, Nie Rongsheng had already taken Feng Lanhong to Beicheng Hospital in a cloud machine.
"Hong'er ......"
Nie Rongsheng saw that Feng Lanhong had been in a daze since he got on the cloud machine, and he called Feng Lanhong with concern.
Nie Rongsheng not only knew about the Beicheng Drama University back then, but he was also in the auditorium.
"Rong Sheng, you shouldn't have suppressed this matter back then. If I had clarified the misunderstanding in person, maybe my sister would not have run away and committed suicide by throwing herself into the river. ”
After becoming a mother, Feng Lanhong understood Qingwan's state of mind better at that time.
"Red, don't think too much. I don't allow you to be caught in that kind of scandal whirlpool, so the only protection I can do is to let the news never disappear. ”
Nie Rongsheng never regretted his original decision, after all, there has never been a clear person who clears up the affairs of men and women, and no matter how normal the relationship between men and women is, at a specific time and on a specific occasion, it will always make people reverie.
In addition, one of the masters of the incident is the school flower of the Northern Opera, and the other is a highly respected professor of the Northern Opera, such a character setting will definitely ferment the story into various versions.
"But...... You protected me, but you hurt my sister because of it, I ...... When I think about this, I feel sick. ”
As she spoke, Feng Lanhong's tears fell again, she couldn't count how many tears she shed today, she only knew that she hadn't been so sad for a long time.
Back then, after she learned that Qingwan had an accident, she hugged Nie Rongsheng and was sad for a long time.
Originally, it was a very ordinary, ordinary thing, but because of Nie Rongsheng's identity, everything became special and sensitive.
The people of the Nie family were against Feng Lanhong and Nie Rongsheng dating at that time, if this matter was really exposed, I think the Nie family would not let Feng Lanhong pass through the door.
Under the lesser of two evils, Nie Rongsheng selfishly chose to protect himself and protect his reputation as Feng Lanhong.
"Hong'er, there are some things that we can't interfere with, maybe this is destiny.
It is the test given by God, they have not withstood the test, it can only show that their relationship has broken down, and it is precisely because they do not trust each other that they will be suspicious of each other and unforgiving. ”
Nie Rongsheng persuaded Feng Lanhong softly, he didn't want Feng Lanhong to blame himself in the past, so he would feel distressed.
"There is always a need to face it, and it will come sooner or later, I hope that this time I can talk about the past openly and honestly in front of my teacher, and explain the misunderstanding of the year. Aren't you also one of the witnesses back then?"
Feng Lanhong looked sideways at Nie Rongsheng, Nie Rongsheng did have a lot of responsibility for what happened back then, and he was also the first person on the scene.
"Now that I am unofficial and light, I will explain the misunderstanding clearly in front of the teacher and the teacher's wife, and I will give you a witness. Lan'er, promise me that you won't blame yourself anymore. Now let's make up for the teacher and the teacher for the rest of our lives. ”
Feng Lanhong nodded to Nie Rongsheng, she rested her head on Nie Rongsheng's shoulder, "Okay, let's make up for them together." ”