Chapter 20: Desperate Love
Li Xiaonuan's body stood stiffly in place, seeing Xiaonuo crying, his heart was twisted into a ball, Xiaonuo is not a crying child, a child who will not frown when he falls, because he misses his mother and cries.
Li Xiaonuan raised her head and avoided Xiaonuo's gaze, afraid that the tears in her eyes would not help falling.
Who knew that a small ball was suddenly wrapped around her waist, a soft and glutinous villain, but she hugged her waist tightly, as if she was afraid that she would leave.
The tears in Li Xiaonuan's eyes couldn't hold back any longer, the big ones fell out, and the back of his hand wiped the unstoppable tears on his cheeks, until the handkerchief that appeared in front of him made Li Xiaonuan pause.
Li Xiaonuan took the handkerchief quietly, and glanced at Ji Xinglan with teary eyes.
The latter didn't look at Li Xiaonuan at all, not because he didn't want to see it, but because he didn't dare, he couldn't help but hold people in his arms and coax him. is even more afraid that a sincere heart will be ridiculed and used, and he is not sure how long such an endless watch can last, afraid that Li Xiaonuan's ruthlessness is too taken for granted, so that suddenly there is no reason to continue to persevere.
This is an unrequited love that is doomed to despair.
"Xiaonuo, mom hasn't eaten dinner yet, let mom go eat first. Ji Xinglan's tone was a little blunt, he wouldn't coax the child, Xiaonuo was born and raised in the old house.
Although he often came back to see the children, he always felt that the relationship between the two men was not too cowardly.
When Xiao Nuo raised his head, Li Xiaonuan had already wiped her tears and tried her best to be natural, but she could no longer pretend to be indifferent, Xiao Nuo was smart and sensitive, seeing that her mother was not unhappy, the smile on her little face was sweeter than honey.
"Mom, Xiao Nuo didn't eat either, can I go eat with you?" Xiao Nuo looked at Li Xiaonuan pitifully.
Li Xiaonuan's refusal was unspeakable, secretly saying that Xiaonuo was sick, sick people are always very vulnerable, and children at this time are easy to leave psychological shadows, not to mention that Xiaonuo can't be allowed to skip medicine or eat, and after trying to make excuses for himself and convince himself that he can't refuse, Li Xiaonuan nodded.
"Yes, I know that my mother loves me the most, Uncle Housekeeper, I want to eat, remember to make more meat for my mother, my mother doesn't like to eat vegetables. ”
Xiaonuo was so happy that he even felt Li Xiaonuan's preferences clearly, and said it unconsciously.
After speaking, he was afraid that Li Xiaonuan would be angry, so he hesitated for a long time before he spoke.
"Dad said that it was a bad habit for Mom not to like vegetables, and Mom would eat more vegetables in the future. ”
The corners of Ji Xinglan's mouth twitched, when did he say such a thing?
"Don't be verbose, go and eat, and take the medicine after eating. Ji Xinglan urged impatiently.
The little guy was a good baby in front of Li Xiaonuan, and he became a bear child in front of him.
"Dad, who beat you up? Grandpa still tells me every day how good you are, bragging. Ji Chengnuo pursed his lips and ran to the restaurant before Ji Xinglan went crazy.
Ji Xinglan couldn't help but stare at the back of the stinky boy, but found that the people around him were staring at him with unkind eyes.
Ji Xinglan suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, he was ridiculed by his son, who did he give it to?
At the dinner table, Li Xiaonuan served Xiaonuo vegetables for the first time, which provoked Xiaonuo to eat a bowl of rice, but fortunately, the child would have digested it after taking two more steps, otherwise Li Xiaonuan would really blame himself to death.
In the end, after the housekeeper persuaded Xiaonuo to take the medicine, Li Xiaonuan rarely accompanied Xiaonuo until the child fell asleep, and Ji Xinglan sent Li Xiaonuan back to Xingrui.
On the way back, Ji Xinglan couldn't help but speak:
"What did you just put at the head of Xiao Nuo's bed?" Ji Xinglan asked with some curiosity.
Li Xiaonuan rarely gives Xiaonuo gifts, except for birthdays, it seems that he has never given them once.
"Concentrate on driving. The stereotypical female voice replied.
The corners of Ji Xinglan's mouth twitched.
"It's okay today, right?" Ji Xinglan tried to find a place for himself.
Li Xiaonuan's face changed, and there was a suspected flush on his cheeks.
did not answer Ji Xinglan's question, but the answer is self-evident.
The atmosphere in the car was a little ambiguous for a while, Ji Xinglan pulled his tie a little bored, and finally arrived at Li Xiaonuan's Xingrui Villa.
Ji Xinglan was the first to get out of the car, and then simply picked Li Xiaonuan out of the car.
Li Xiaonuan tried to struggle, but was stopped by Ji Xinglan with a word.
"Don't try to challenge my endurance, or we'll have to get back in the car. ”
Li Xiaonuan's face turned red instantly, and she didn't know whether she was angry or ashamed, but she didn't dare to struggle anymore, after all, Ji Xinglan, a mad dog, really did it.
Li Xiaonuan's shy appearance looked at Ji Xinglan's heart fluttering for a while.
Holding it firmly in his hands, he quickened his pace under his feet.
Li Xiaonuan was held in Ji Xinglan's arms, listening to Ji Xinglan's steady and powerful heartbeat, a heart seemed to be infected, and it was beating thumping.
Although Li Xiaonuan and Ji Xinglan have no feelings for each other, the two have long been husband and wife, Li Xiaonuan has to admit that she has never rejected Ji Xinglan's touch.
Even every time she can't help but respond because of Ji Xinglan's emotion and gentleness, when the two of them do the most intimate things, Li Xiaonuan always has the illusion that Ji Xinglan loves her very much and regards her as a treasure.
Women have always been emotional animals, and they rarely use their lower body to measure their feelings like men, and intimate relationships without emotion basically do not exist, she doesn't know if she wants to occupy her reason, or in fact, she doesn't care about Ji Xinglan as much as she imagined.
She doesn't want to delve into it, her relationship with Ji Xinglan is not too complicated, Li Xiaonuan is a calm and even indifferent person, love is superfluous to her, and it can be strangled in the cradle at any time.
She is very satisfied with the way she and Ji Xinglan get along now.
Ji Xinglan hugged Li Xiaonuan all the way back to the guest room, and carefully put the person on the bed, with a trace of heat flashing in his eyes, looking at the little man on the bed who was still a little shy despite having met him frankly many times, and his heart was indescribably infatuated.
In fact, Ji Xinglan is not a person with strong desires, but Li Xiaonuan is really intriguing.
It's not just because she is too beautiful, but whenever the two of them are entangled, Li Xiaonuan's subconscious response will give Ji Xinglan great stimulation and encouragement.
will give him the illusion that Li Xiaonuan also likes him, and he can't help but thirst for more.
Leaning forward, by the moonlight, Ji Xinglan looked at Li Xiaonuan with some obsession, with despair in his piety.
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When Li Xiaonuan woke up, it was already the second day, and she was a little shocked to see that she was sleeping in the guest room, and there was a sleeping Ji Xinglan lying beside her.
Ji Xinglan held her in his arms, and the two of them were intimate as if they were really a loving couple.
This realization made Li Xiaonuan's face cold in an instant, she was unguarded against Ji Xinglan to this point, she was damned.
Carefully taking Ji Xinglan's arm away, Li Xiaonuan's legs landed on the ground, because he was so tired that he almost didn't fall, but was fished back by a strong arm.
Ji Xinglan's somewhat hoarse voice sounded in Li Xiaonuan's ears.
"Where do you want to go?"
Li Xiaonuan was not wearing clothes, and her back directly hit the chest of the person behind her, and the intimate contact made Li Xiaonuan blush with shame.
Looking around for his mobile phone to no avail, he simply struggled in annoyance and anger, but he was restricted everywhere because he didn't wear clothes.
"Don't make a fuss. Ji Xinglan's voice became more and more hoarse, mixed with a trace of pain, and Li Xiaonuan suddenly calmed down.
After easing for a long time, Ji Xinglan spoke again.
"Little wild cat, do you want me to let you go?" Ji Xinglan asked softly against Li Xiaonuan's ear.