Luo Tian changed his comfortable posture, took out another cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, and looked at the purple smoke quietly, silent.

As a doctor, Ziyan also knew that letting him say his feelings was tantamount to sprinkling salt on the wound, so he said euphemistically: "Mr. Luo Tian, if you have anything unspeakable, we can talk about something else first." ”

"Whew. Luo Tian exhaled a puff of cigarette, then closed his eyes and said, "I don't know how I feel, I just know that every day I look forward to the next day to be better, although this is a little tiring." ”

Luo Tian snuffed out the cigarette butt and said in the direction of the door: "You two come in, don't lie on the door." ”

Yan Aoxue and Mia heard Luo Tian's words and knew that they couldn't hide it from him, so they pushed the door and walked in, but they sat far away, for fear of disturbing Ziyan's questioning.

Luo Tian turned to Ziyan and asked lightly, "Do you have any special opinions about a person with blood on his hands?"

Ziyan already understood that Luo Tian was going to start confessing to himself.

"There are many kinds of people in the world, if you kill your life for your own selfish interests, then I hate it, and if you have to resist it in order to survive, then I understand. ”

Mia and Ziyan have talked about Luo Tian's past, so Ziyan knows more or less what Luo Tian wants to express.

Luo Tian nodded: "Now you can continue to ask what you want to ask, I won't hide it, come on." ”

With the change of Luo Tian's attitude, Mia nervously grabbed Yan Aoxue's hand, Yan Aoxue was still very calm, and she had completely hidden her emotions the moment she entered the door.

"Can you tell me about the first time you found yourself out of control? Ziyan looked at Luo Tian seriously, and didn't dare to look away for a second.

"Out of control? It may be that I don't understand what you say, what you know as being out of control, is it madness or bloodlust, for me, my loss of control is fear. ”

"I'm not afraid that I'll be alive the next day, I'm just afraid that the people around me will leave me again, I haven't felt affection, but I've felt friendship, they are better than family. Luo Tian smiled, and his eyes slowly looked out the window.

"Well, I can understand you, and I will continue to ask you some things that you don't want to recall, and I hope you will forgive me. Ziyan sat directly on Luo Tian's side, and asked slowly, paying attention to Luo Tian's emotions and small movements while asking.

Half an hour had passed since the conversation, and Luo Tian had answered all of Ziyan's questions truthfully.

There are too many secrets and sadness hidden in Luo Tian's words, after Ziyan heard it, in addition to being shocked, her eyes gradually moistened, she really couldn't imagine how Luo Tian survived.

That is to say, for so many years, he has been alone most of the time, and he has been trafficked to the tiger and wolf den in Langsha since he was a child, and he is fighting alone in order to survive, which is an isolated and unending war for him.

Sometimes I think about it, how wronged I should have been at that time, it was painful and lonely, he didn't even have a person around him to talk to him, no one could help him, and no one could understand him, but fortunately, he met those brothers and sisters later.

Yan Aoxue and Mia's tears slowly slid down their cheeks, even though they already knew some of Luo Tian's past, now they heard that Luo Tian still had a lot to say to herself, she could imagine the picture, Luo Tian was alone in a closed room, curled up in the corner, holding her hands tightly.

"According to what you just said, you have tensed your nerves a lot of the time, if you can't keep calm in a high-pressure environment according to the physical characteristics of normal people, have you ever taken medicine?" Ziyan looked at him nervously and asked the last step.

Luo Tian didn't speak, just walked to the side and took out his black box, opened it, took out a small black bottle from the bottom layer, and threw it into Ziyan's hand.

After Yan Aoxue and Mia saw the bottle, they were a little out of strength and almost didn't sit down.

After Ziyan asked if he had taken any medicine, Luo Tian took it out, which obviously means that Luo Tian did have medicine to stabilize his mood.

Ziyan looked at the delicate medicine bottle, reached out and gently unscrewed it, put it under his nose and smelled it, suddenly felt that the world was spinning, hurriedly closed the bottle, and asked very seriously: "What is this, why does it have such a strong reaction when you smell it, have you taken it for a long time?"

Seeing her like this, Luo Tian also sneered: "It's called the devil and the angel, to put it simply, it's a kind of poison, don't smell it anymore." ”

After Luo Tian finished speaking, he looked at Yan Aoxue and Mia, and smiled gently: "But I didn't take it, I just kept it all the time." ”

As soon as these words came out, Yan Aoxue and Mia breathed a sigh of relief, otherwise they would really find it difficult for them to accept Luo Tian's drug use, not that they looked down on it, but they were really worried about Luo Tian's situation.

Ziyan is also relieved, if it is continuously controlled by drugs, it will be extremely difficult to recover slowly, after all, drugs are dependent, and the side effects are extremely strong, once taken, it will definitely leave indelible wounds on the body.

I was thinking about treatment, but it was too late.

"Is it convenient for me to take some of the medicine back and ask someone to test it, I want to know the ingredients, and then design a treatment plan for you according to the characteristics of the medicine." Ziyan asked Luo Tian's opinion.

"Take it, but I still have to warn you first, any news about this drug must be kept secret, and no one will know that such a drug exists, otherwise there will be endless troubles, remember, I am not joking. Luo Tian was already saying in a warning tone.

Ziyan nodded heavily, and then carefully took a medicine from the bottle and put it in the data bag.

"Mr. Luo Tian, I'm glad you can tell me what is in your heart, and I will definitely do my best to let you out of this shadow. ”

After Ziyan and Yan Ao Xuemia said goodbye, they walked out of the villa, and the conversation with Luo Tian in their minds kept circulating.

In the room, Mia cautiously walked to Luo Tian's side, her hands clasped tightly together, today's matter was her own decision, she knew that Luo Tian must be uncomfortable in her heart, and she also wanted to make up for Luo Tian, but she didn't know how to speak.

Yan Aoxue also walked over, hugged Luo Tian gently, leaned her head in his arms, and didn't say a word, she just wanted to hug this man who made her heart and feel distressed.