Chapter 419: Goodbye Ex
Knowing that he is playing now, he can't plan it in the process, completely in the process of the game, completely sinking into his own game again and again.
I even think that at the beginning of the acquaintance, he may have done something with a very curious and ambitious psychology for this cold water month, maybe it was just the beginning, and at the beginning it was purely a gesture of wanting a protection, and it was just a small play.
But I didn't expect that in such a situation, he was the first person to become benevolent, who would have thought that the person who was originally playing this game was pecked in the eye by an eagle, who would have too many ideas in this situation? That's for sure.
So at this point, I felt like I couldn't sit back and watch any longer, I had to find a way to break them up, and I knew I had to do it, even if it wasn't possible for her to like him at all?
But sometimes he loves too much, and it has really been entrenched in the soil by the same old tree, and it is difficult to break through the soil again, and if he forcibly leaves, the tree may die.
In fact, I'm really uncomfortable, I really feel that I can't accept it, I'd rather he do things in the process even if it's the head office, even if it's a stern second-rate movie actress to fool me, or divert my attention, I feel that I've been in this process, I'm already struggling, but I don't know if I know such a situation back then.
He knew that this was the daughter of the enemy, and no one knew all this and everything, but why was it still there, why did he still do it.
He cared about him too much, what was this for, what kind of situation was it for, and he didn't even care about many things.
When I was going to marry him 10 years ago, he said something very straightforward to me.
"I'm sorry Ouyang Feifei, maybe I really can't give you a happiness, I have never liked you, and if you want to do this, I hope you can think clearly, I will never be able to intersect with any of you, if you are willing to accept it." ”
What he said was so straightforward that it made me feel terrified, and I felt a feeling of eternal ice, and I didn't expect that the words he said would go directly to the bone marrow.
But I was still too young, I was still too ignorant, I thought that this kind of thing could be changed, and that I could gain his understanding in my own way, and that I would make him fall in love with me again, just as I had done it again and again!
It's been 10 years, and everything has been in vain, some of it hasn't had time to come true, and everything is just a dream.
All this turned out to be true, but it was an ending of a fool's dream, a space for my own imagination.
Later, our Ouyang Group helped him, but he stayed away from me at this time, because he thought that this marriage was just a reason, and he just betrayed himself to continue the family's bloodline, so this process made him feel very painful, and it was difficult for him to accept this deal.
I've been thinking about whether I'm really going to force him in this way if I really start from scratch, whether I'm going to get to know each other in a more relaxed way, and then get in touch with each other slowly and a little bit later, he will start as friends in the future, why can't we even be friends now, and this ending was decided from the beginning, and I even thought that if I could, I should be able to do better.
Just when I was so moved, this Sissi suddenly told me another particularly bad news.
Say that Leng Shui Yue is pregnant!
Really, you can imagine our relationship as a husband and wife for ten years, but I never got this opportunity, because Ye Jingbei never entered my space, nor would he ever touch me, and so far I am still a girl, which is really a shame for me!
How could it be that I was pregnant, and I didn't get any of it, and we were empty.
I finally know now that in the three years they have been in office, Leng Shuiyue has been doing a good job in the whole college time, and teaching them to collect very, very well, and this one has been so many years, if it weren't for the coincidence of the name, I basically wouldn't have been able to do this. Be our coach on this right um.
Yes, I only understand now, I thought he was simply indifferent, I completely thought that he didn't know that I was watching him and he had been guarding me since he was studying, because he knew that I would do such a thing, so he had already started to lay out these things, just quietly.
Loneliness has finally turned the blood in my bones into the most ruthless poison, I will not let go, I will definitely become the most powerful heroine, I want to become Zhen Huan.
I decided to take a look at this cold water month, because I have completely lost my mind, I can't help but come forward to do things now, I don't have time to wait for others to help me deal with it, because I can't hold it back in the morning, I want face-to-face communication, I want to face to face to defeat both of them at the same time, and I let them beg for mercy in front of me.
Later, I really hated this woman named Leng Shuiyue, and I wished she was going to die immediately.
I met Leng Shui Yue'er, and I was very serious about dealing with him, I talked to him a lot, of course, half of it was telling the truth, half of it was telling lies, and who knew it so clearly.
Of course, I also know that this Ye Jingbei will definitely know what I am going to do, and he will definitely guess what I will say, but I don't care about this kind of thing, I just don't see it far away, and everyone doesn't have any decent, right?
I didn't take any further risks because my patience with this was completely zero.
I know I'm in a mess, but it's better than the current situation, I can't just watch this woman give birth to the child, and take all these things from me, I can't allow this to happen in front of me, so I have to make a quick decision.
Of course, I also know very clearly that the relationship between Leng Shuiyue and him is completely bad, and she will never leave this bloodline.
It's that I can't take this risk, and I have to reduce this risk to zero in front of me.
Because I can't afford to lose, I'm 30 years old, and I have to get my better things quickly in these effective years.
Later, at the board meeting of our family, he actually went to ask for leave and was absent, I heard that it was because of illness, and after a long time, the company also held a supplementary board of directors, I saw him again for the first time at this time, and found that he looked a lot haggard, and the whole temperament seemed more indifferent, to be more unapproachable, it turned out that in the past few years he had recuperated through a recuperation, through the injection of funds given to him by our company, and through his talent, he quickly caught a fortune, and his wings have been full。
His father was still very kind to him, still polite, and he treated his father with the same kind of respect, but with a sense of politeness and alienation, everything was calm as if nothing had happened at all.
It's really like a calm lake, without any waves.
When this board meeting was over, I deliberately called him down, and I was very happy.
He looked very tired and disdainful, and I thought if I was not mistaken, he should know what I had done, so he just said to me casually, with a look of arrogance.
"If it's something you want, if you feel like it's something that makes you happy. ”
Standing there, I watched him leave step by step, he didn't go with me to collect any virtues at all, and every word he said with me seemed so redundant and so wasted of time.
The lights of the hallway darkened his figure.
Lonely and sad.
I never knew that I was actually wearing a thick down jacket and I was standing in the air conditioner, I was still shivering with cold, I felt my heart like falling into an ice animal, I felt that I couldn't even find a little warmth, I even felt that I could even breathe that kind of cold air.
Is it enough to make you feel happy?
I'm afraid I'll never be happy in my life, I don't know that I'm going to smash this glass to the ground, I'm going to watch this glass incident, I'm going to watch it all turn into a slag in front of me.
In fact, I already know that he has counted all the accounts on my head, and all the things I have done that I have done or that I have not done, and he will give me all the interest, including the loss of the child, of course.
In fact, for me, we all know each other very well what each other has done, just say that I won't do anything, that is, I am standing there silently, then I know that Leng Shuiyue will never be able to keep this child no matter what, this is impossible.
I panicked, I felt that I was doing this now, I had completely stoned myself into my feet, I suddenly felt a sense of impending disaster in my sky, thunder and lightning flashed in the sky, a violent storm was coming, even though I was a proud woman of the sky, but I had no place to hide from such a storm.
Yes, it's all about aiding and abetting.
It is obviously impossible for her to love him, why does he still treat this matter so persistently and affectionately step by step, this is completely a matter of disagreement, and it is completely impossible to integrate with each other.
So I thought of another thing, and I decided to ask him to understand one thing clearly, which is that Leng Shuiyue has never loved him, and it has never been this fact, and I want him to understand again that this fact is impossible to change.
Like, just like I did 10 years ago, I have to be patient with this situation, I have to be patient to do this, I have to be serious about the planner.
What he values most is what I want him to lose, just like he lost his father, and then you don't obediently come to me?
I want him to know that what he values most is Leng Shuiyue, so I let him know that Leng Shuiyue has never liked him, never.
At the same time, I know that what he values most is his father's inheritance, and I know that if I do this, I will let him know that if he does not agree to my brother's consent to me, he will never be able to keep his father's inheritance, so will he become a treasure for me at that time?
If it is true that he is all to me, will he turn back and love me again, will he accept me again, this is the same as back then, I gave him a marriage, and we are tied up like this, even if he has never risked this life.
It's that I can't deceive myself anymore, I know that he can't do it, he will only hate me even more, become doubly indifferent and indifferent to me, so that I don't know anything about the east, west, north, south, and middle.
I was quietly smoking a cigarette in the dark, I was smiling like a cheetah, but I have no way to ask for this poison in our hearts, I can't make myself kinder, we have a way, I just keep going, I want to blacken.
If all this is the best thing to do, then let him die with her.
After signing, of course, the lawyer gave this information to Ye Jingbei to sign, and Ye Jingbei signed this qualification and handed it to my lawyer, and the whole procedure was very fast.
I took this copy of my final verdict from my lawyer.
It is true that there are too many erosions in this document, 10 years of real husband and wife, and the last goodbye, but it is just black and white, if more content is just a question about the division of property, it is just this simple thing.
He used the most real and most life-loving property he ever had in exchange for another woman's stability and tightness, which was too much.
I suddenly really wanted to cry, I really felt like a failure.
He has never treated me like this, he has never hated me all the time, he hates me so much, what is the only thing he said to me when Leng Shuiyue appeared in this incident?
"Ouyang Feifei, you tell me what you want the final result to be, what kind of requirements you want to achieve, you just need to say the conditions. ”
It's been 10 years, I've exhausted my best youth, I've exhausted my heart, I've exhausted all my strength, everything is just a mirage, it's just a dream.
Later, my face was all ruined, yes, I had several cosmetic surgeries, but I still couldn't get back to my original appearance, I had some scars on my face, and I even thought that I was Li Mochou in the smiling and proud rivers and lakes.
Li Mochou was also a lifelong loneliness because of love, I am now the same as him, I am looking at myself through the mirror whenever I am looking for money, I realize that I have really become very strange, although this scar is a little bit, it can be slowly corrected through cosmetic surgery, but it still can't be restored to the previous appearance.
Ouyang would often comfort me: "My sister is the most beautiful person in the world, you are the same as the original." ”
But only I know that I will always be wielding the way I used to be, no matter how beautiful I am, whether I am beautiful or not, I will be simple and ordinary to me, and he will never stay in front of me for a moment.
In fact, I know that there can never be anything in his eyes, and I can never exist alone.
When the operation between us was completely completed, he couldn't wait to leave, and I had something I wanted to say to him, so I plucked up the courage: "I'm sorry, there are some things I want to tell you in person." ”
I insisted that everyone should not be in this, and he just looked at me with a very vigilant look, as if I was going to do something to the end, in fact, in the eyes of others, I should have this possibility, I have been crazy about this person for 10 years, I looked up and laughed.
But he was still that faint, with a kind of indifference and detachment: "It's okay, you guys go first." “
In the whole big office room, there were finally only the two of us, and the world had never been so peaceful, and I felt like I was back in the best of times, and I knew that if I hadn't said this today, I would probably never see each other again, and I would have been a real stranger forever.
All the prosperity and extremes have become a barren land in my heart.
I looked at the man in front of me, and now he never wanted to look at me in the first place, he leaned back against this window and looked at the world beyond.
It's all my own choice, I never regret anything I did in this regard, maybe I'm really a demon, a devil, but I've done it, I only follow a need in my heart, I only insist on a more lonely and constantly doing things in my heart that even I find incredible.
"Ye Jingbei. ”
I looked at his back, I slowly smiled, if this was the last time we met, then I could only tell him my last wish, that is, I would never regret it, I wanted to keep the brightest smile in front of him.
"Ye Jingbei, if life really goes back to the past, I have never regretted my choice, I have always told myself very firmly that I still love you!"
One part, two wide, each rejoicing.
Sure enough, there is a gamble in life, I just lost more completely, is there still a chance to flop?