Chapter 192 has nothing to do with you
Qin Beimu was annoyed by his carelessness, Nan Yitang must have discovered the clues at an early age when he tried to do this, but he was fooled, when did Nan Yitang start to suspect it, at that time, she shouted Qin Beiyue's name also deliberately to stimulate her, just to keep her from confessing.
"Why didn't you speak? Do you want to fool me now? You don't know I really thought you were dead. After all these years, I know I was wrong, but I haven't been able to find a chance to apologize to you, I'm sorry for you. You can hate me, why do you lie to me like this? Treat me like a fool and say that you are Qin Beiyue, do you hate me so much? You want to punish me in this way. ”
When Nan Yitang saw Qin Beimu's expression, she knew that she had guessed correctly, and Qin Beimu's silence represented acquiescence.
"Qin Beimu. Where have you been all these years? Why don't you come back? I was wrong, you can take revenge on me, punish me, do whatever you want to me, why lie to me that you are dead?"
Nan Yitang choked up as he said, his cheeks were full of tears, "Why didn't you tell me, wait until I did something wrong before telling me the truth, you didn't have a chance to let me admit my mistake, you were so cruel to me." ”
Nan Yitang grabbed Qin Beimu's hand tightly, as if he wanted to pour out all the grievances in his stomach, "Qin Beimu, you are a fool." ”
Qin Beimu's heart felt a little depressed, as if he was blocked, he really wanted to hold Nan Yitang in his arms, comfort her well, kiss away her tears, and let her stop being sad.
However, now is not the time, he can't be with Nan Yitang yet, Qin Beimu is dead, he has no upright identity, he can only appear through Qin Beiyue's identity, those people are still looking for him, and they can't involve Nan Yitang.
"Don't leave me again, okay? I have a lot to say to you, I like you, I love you, I like you for a long time, I will never betray you again, do you believe me? Let's start again, okay?"
Qin Beimu didn't speak, the stunned emotion on his face faded, and he slowly calmed down, which made Nan Yitang a little uneasy, she didn't know what happened to Qin Beimu in the past five years, and she didn't know if he still loved herself.
It's just that with their short time together, Nan Yitang's heart vaguely felt that Qin Beimu still couldn't let go of her, otherwise he wouldn't have protected her in front of so many people, and he cared so much when she deliberately called other men's names.
"Qin Beimu, don't stop talking, can you ignore me?"
Nan Yitang carefully held his hand flatteringly, "Do you hate me?"
When Qin Beimu raised his eyes to look at her, his gaze was already very calm, which made Nan Yitang scared.
"Do you think I shouldn't hate you?" Qin Beimu asked coldly and ruthlessly, "Nan Yitang, in the past, I really liked you, for that eye, I can't wait to cut out my heart for you, I have done so much for you, but you have never been willing to pay me a moment of sincerity, every time you say you love me when you are in my arms, you are lying to me, calculating me, thinking about how to harm me!"
Nan Yitang's heart tingled for a while, she knew all this, and she suffered a lot in those days for this, but when Qin Beimu stared at her with such indifferent eyes and said these words, the lethality was doubled.
"I'm sorry. Nan Yitang choked up and said.
"Do you know why I survived and didn't want to come to you again? Because I want you to remember me for the rest of your life, remember how you killed someone who really loved you, I want you to feel guilty, I want you to suffer. ”
"You can hate me, and I'm willing to accept your revenge. However, I still want to ask, do we still have a chance? I love you, I can't live without you. I want to be with you, can you give me another chance?"
Nan Yitang put his attitude very humble, and carefully pulled the corner of his clothes, "I can do anything." As long as you forgive me, I can do anything, and I will never do anything to be sorry for you again. ”
"Nan Yitang, there is no regret medicine in the world, the past is over when it's over, and now we can't be together, let it go. ”
Qin Beimu slowly pulled Nan Yitang's hand away from his hand.
"No, I don't want to let go. Nan Yitang clung to it, refusing to let go, crying more and more.
"Don't cry. Qin Beimu sighed.
"Qin Beimu, you still like me, don't you? It was you who appeared by my side again and again to save me, you were the one who secretly came to me at night, and you were so protective of me at the banquet today, angry for me, angry because I shouted Qin Beiyue's name. Isn't it because you still have me in your heart?"
Nan Yitang cried like a child, choked up, "Even if you still like me a little, I won't leave you." ”
"Huh. Qin Beimu sneered, pushed Nan Yitang away, and stood up, "I was full of true feelings and you didn't believe it, how can you be so easy to deceive now?" I just think that the taste of your body is quite delicious, and after five years, I still want to taste what it tastes like." I put on a random show just to sleep with you as someone else. I'm angry because my stuff is always my stuff, and if you dare to change your mind, it's an insult to me. ”
Nan Yitang looked up at him in amazement, she didn't expect Qin Beimu to say such insulting words to her, her face turned a little pale.
"I didn't expect you to find out so quickly, and since that's the case, I'll make it clear to you. Afterwards. I won't come to you again, and you'll treat me as if I'm dead, don't look for me again, and please don't interfere with anything related to me. You don't have to avenge me, I'll do those things myself, and I have nothing to do with you. ”
It has nothing to do with you, this cold sentence completely separates the distance between them, they used to be so close, but now it has nothing to do with you.
"No, how can it not have anything to do with me. Qin Beimu, I love you, I, I want to do this for you. ”
"But I don't need to, it's too late. ”
Qin Beimu shook off Nan Yitang's hand, turned around and wanted to go out.
"Don't go, don't go. Nan Yitang chased after him, hugged Qin Beimu tightly, crying and pleading, "Don't go, please, Qin Beimu, don't leave me, okay? Please, I know it's wrong, please give me another chance." ”