He didn't fall asleep one night, he tossed and turned and kept thinking about chatting with his friends, these things, do you really have the courage to do this? Can you break through such a layer of psychology?

Do you usually like each other as much as you do, and do they seem to love themselves like this? I really don't know about this thing, because it's hard to make a judgment about this kind of thing.

If it is only because of this relationship that we can get more harmony with each other, it is only because of this relationship that it is shaped.

But it's not because of the relationship, or because they naturally like each other.

So if there is no public relationship, will it be in the mutual attraction of each other?

And a girl who is so enthusiastic all her life and is so impulsive about life, can she really endure this kind of life with a sense of rhythm, and does this self-disciplined life belong to her?

I don't know, I have no way to judge the consequences of this thing, but I feel that there seems to be a lot of estrangement in this thing.

But he longed for it, and walked towards her through thousands of mountains and rivers.

Just when I couldn't sleep at all, the phone suddenly lit up, and the message of Ding Dong came, saying that everything was like my hunch, relieved my doubts, and opened the content of the phone.

"I like you......"

In just a few words, this is the cold water month, exhausted the power of the wilderness, overcame all kinds of difficulties and overcome many psychological obstacles, and sent this short message directly to him with infinite courage and a kind of expectation.

Through this short message, he could seem to see the shy answer on the girl's face and a kind of anticipation and uneasiness.

How do you reply, in this case, should you really rush over with enthusiasm? Or give the other person a better time and space to think about whether this trust, this worship and this dependence still exists when this relationship does not exist, but it is completely a real emotional factor in it.

Maybe the other party may not be able to realize such an impulse at all, or maybe the other party is just a desire for a kind of love, or it may be with more of a romantic romantic emotional factor in it.

But what he gave may not be this part of the relationship, as for what he gave him, it may be a very stable, safe, and future kind of feeling, but whether this kind of thing is a match, I am really not sure.

Trembling by his fingers, wearing it for a long, long time and not knowing how to reply, a confused seems to be like a thousand moves in this regard.

The silent night was so quiet, and the lights and fires had long since been extinguished.

So in this season's night, everyone has fallen asleep quietly, but the men and women on the other end of the phone are still nervous about each other's reply, not knowing what kind of reply the other party will have, and they are all in a mood waiting.

He seemed to have found his impulse and enthusiasm for a moment, in line with the words of almost everything that his fingertips called to press on some content, and immediately wrote a kind of inner emotion that he wanted to express very strongly.

I want to reply to I love you.

It's as if you really seem to have a stronger impulse in yourself, to suppress yourself, don't make any wrong judgments at this time, if you make a wrong judgment at that time, you will make a mess of the so-called relationship, then some things are really hard to recover, and the beauty you want may be lost at that moment.

Yes, sometimes fireworks are prone to cold.

So at this time, he forced the impulse in his heart, and restrained himself with reason and a calm manner.

By the way, she is very young, and she has not really experienced a real kind of heartbeat and love, and maybe she is also dependent on herself.

Although I graduated from college right away, and I am an adult when I go to society immediately, but these things are really not so simple, and the problem explained by age is not so much that you can do it as a matter of course, this thing contains too much of your emotion, and it is not something that you can solve right away.

Let's just talk about whether you will stay in this city after you graduate, whether you can stay in this city, whether you can have a career that you like, if you don't stay in this city, wouldn't it be to live separately from each other, and whether you can really accept such a separation in this emotional aspect.

You don't care, but the other party has such a kind of persistence, when you find that this kind of feeling is just a shot of enthusiasm, not what you want to pursue, when that kind of feeling has reached the point where everyone doesn't care, completely leaving a blank water, what an unbearable thing.

It may be better to cut off this so-called dependence between them, so that the feelings of each other are more mature, and each other has a better space, so that the other party is more familiar with themselves before accepting this feeling.

If the love between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight?

Finally, I looked at this thing for a long time and lost my mind, and I sent a short message at once.

"I will always be your friend, for the rest of my life, in the past and in the future. ”

Without hesitation, he sent this short message directly, as if he had cut off his own wound, and smashed his shoulder with a knife as if to stop one of his impulses.

Ding dong.

When this Leng Shuiyue knew this short message, when he saw these words, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, a feeling of suffocation that could not be spoken, could it be that all his passionate impulses and secret love for each other turned out to be just a void, the other party had never liked himself at all, it was completely his own unrequited wishful thinking, it turned out to be so.

The hanging, a question that has been floating in the depths of my heart for a long time, finally fell down heavily at this time, everything has been clear, it is clear, and the other party does not love himself at all.

It turns out that the other party really takes care of himself as his friend once told him, this man is so perfect, it will be the same for anyone personally.

It's not just because I was very naïve and romantic at the time, and I didn't believe in all this, but now I finally use this fact to confirm my absurdity and boredom.

After practicing for 10 minutes, the screen of the mobile phone gradually went black, and I couldn't read this information anymore, did I really not have the courage to look at it every time, it seemed like every time Ling Chi was executed.

This is already the final verdict, what else can you think? The cold shell of the mobile phone is placed on his skin, and there is a deep and inexplicable coldness.

Leng Shuiyue really had no way to understand, in the middle of the night, he came to his city not far from the two-hour highway, and found himself directly in the Internet café.

At that time, I seemed to have all my feelings in that moment, and I felt that they were finally together like lovers of life and death, it turned out that those things were all deceptive, they were all an illusion of themselves, and this teacher was so fraternal.

Just like his friend, 789 once said to himself.

"You don't think that some things seem to be true, but in fact, it's just a very common thing. Ye Jingbei is a very good man, he is excellent to everyone, you may cause some illusions, you may think that Dandan is very good to you, but in fact, you are full of mistakes, you will fall into this strange soil, you will be cocooned, you will be miserable. ”

Sure enough, I really don't believe in this evil, I take these English scripts over and over again, practice myself over and over again, who would have thought that I would do such a thing.

I finally pushed this relationship to the brink of the brink, and I really don't know how to face him after tomorrow.

Then I sent such a short message in the past, because I really expect this kind of feeling, as for the relationship, I will definitely take it seriously and vigorously, and I won't be a coward, even if it may be rejected, you have to know this real idea.

Still lost, and lost completely.

If this kind of love is like an exam, if you fail the exam, then you can make up the exam, then you can make a new answer, but the final answer is not an exam, this has become a definitive answer.

Then next time I won't have this opportunity to make any contact with him again, the next contact submission is very embarrassing, and others may look at themselves in what way.

Leng Shuiyue silently covered her face and began to cry, as if she disappeared immediately from the beginning, this relationship was deeply regretful and deeply attached to it, but she couldn't help but say goodbye.

The most painful thing in the world is not what is the so-called parting, but that you don't love me when I stand in front of you, and this is the farthest distance.

So you have to face him every time you go to class, and it's a full 45 minutes, you can't bow your head to do something on your desk, you have to go to see him very frankly, and you really have to look at him for these times, and you have to restrain all your travels, psychologically it's really a kind of black embarrassment of Ling Chi to execute a large area.

Maybe his abnormal behavior has ushered in a kind of attention among friends.

789: "Hey, what's wrong? Why is your face so pale? Are you sick again? It feels like you're absent-minded, as if you haven't noticed the sparkle in this class, do you think you should go back to the dormitory and rest first?"

Qin Xiaowei looked at her in surprise.

"No, why do I still eat a lot of food in the dormitory, why don't I feel that you are going to get sick?"

The head of 122 smiled faintly if he said anything, he really didn't have anything to do at this time, and he didn't want to say anything to his friends.

It seems that in the process, he really seems to be slowly soothing his wounds.

All in all, anyway, since the start of this English class, Leng Shuiyue finally asked for leave for the first time and was absent.

The lecture lasted about 20 minutes, and while everyone was taking this note, he kept his eyes on her position, and then looked at this time, probably he shouldn't come, and he should have this feeling, why didn't she come?

There is always a little bit of a deep sense of loss in her heart, and then she minds one of her own existences, does she mind her own reasons?

Was it because of the rejection of that text message? Was she really sad and sad?

Why is this? I really feel very lost and uncomfortable, but this is a family that must be strong to make this lesson completely good, and not let any feelings leak at this time.

After class, Xiaowei handed over a note and said apologetically.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ye, Leng Shuiyue is sick, so I'll leave you a note to ask for leave. ”

He spoke in a loud tone, frowning and looking at it, it didn't seem like a lie, but deep down there was a little bit of worry.

"Why are you sick?

The other roommate next to him looked at Qin Xiaowei in surprise: "Why do you say that Leng Shuiyue is sick, won't you?"

Xiao Wei glared at the other party, then turned her head and smiled at Ye Jingbei.

"The cold water month has not been in a very good state for the past two days, it seems that I vomited and burned, I drank a lot of things and vomited, and I also had a fever, and now I am lying down, and I try to try to not be good in the past few days, so I want to ask for two days off. ”

He nodded, as if he hadn't said anything more, to show that he understood the matter.

After returning to the office, he went directly to the parking lot, and when he passed the pedestrian street, he was unexpectedly watching Qin Xiaowei really enter the pharmacy, and asked the pharmacy clerk to buy some medicines.

Is it your own fault? Why did you get sick at this time? Why? Is it really your own reason that caused such a result? Originally, both sides were very good and peaceful, and I really messed up this matter.

Without hesitation, he directly dialed Leng Shuiyue's phone.

I suddenly remembered Leng Shuiyue, in fact, I wasn't sick, I was just studying by myself in the dormitory, and I wouldn't miss my homework, and I suddenly heard this phone ringing, and I was in a hurry, so I opened it and took a look.

My God, this is a call from Ye Jingbei, and I was really stunned by these big words.

The two of them hadn't had a phone call for at least a week since that happened.

It's really ruthless.,Now I immediately pressed this button.,I don't want to listen to this thing.,It's really no one to train.,It's hard to say anything about this thing.,It seems that the book doesn't know what to do at this time.。

It seems that I really don't want to answer any calls.

It's a pity that when I just wanted to play dead and didn't want to contact anyone, my friend came in a hurry, and looked at himself as if he was smiling.

"Why are you sick and cold? I brought all the leave slips with you, and you ran a few laps around the playground when you were here, and then you stayed in the dormitory every day, and you were about to get moldy, and you didn't have this kind of thing to stay in the dormitory and didn't take medicine, and you read books here, and you became a fool. ”

Her refusal on the spot, for a nonsensical request, she is sure that she will not go.

"Please, is your balance insufficient? It's such a cold weather outside, you let me go outside to exercise, I won't go out if I don't die, I'd rather get moldy in the dormitory." ”

"Oh, I know, it turns out that you are fake sick, in fact, you are not sick at all, so what if you are not sick, I will call Teacher Ye immediately and tell the other party that you are not sick at all, and you are completely eating and drinking spicy food in the dormitory, you are skipping class, and you are still watching these TV series in good spirits. ”

“......”

"Alas, what you said, I'll go, then you have to do a good job tomorrow, I'll call Teacher Ye right now, lest Teacher Ye say that I lie and say that I have a bad character, and if I don't get a good grade in the final exam, then I'm even worse, I still have to get a good grade this semester!"

What else can Leng Shuiyue's black jade say on his face, it is completely the pig teammate's face is black, and he immediately went to hold his friend's hand.

"Ah, woman, let's go to the playground with you now, I can't kill you if I turn a few laps, how about we run a 5km run tonight? If you can't run 5km, be careful I'm going to beat you." ”

Lao Tie finally laughed, it is true that he should have known the content of this matter, although there are some things that the other party did not say, but he still has such a spiritual experience, and he feels that friends are just trapped by love now.

A lot of things between getting along day and night, a lot of small changes and emotions, seem to be felt, but I didn't expect this to be the reason, and this is probably the case for girls in love.

"Leng Shuiyue, can't you not attend classes this semester, you don't attend classes this semester, how do you get a graduation thesis, this is about to graduate, you are going to take the translator exam, you can't pass this exam, then you haven't given up all your efforts, you can't keep avoiding it, right?"

Qin Xiaowei unceremoniously went straight to the point.

"Please, how can I not go to class, let me tell you, I am really sick and uncomfortable in the past two days, I don't go to class, my mother will definitely kill me, and the tuition fee is so high, I don't go, I don't lose to death, I really have no worries, what do you want?"

Qin Xiaowei couldn't bear to watch her friend's dodge anymore, like an ostrich.

"You call it self-inflicted trouble, you agree that it is called being rejected by others after being enthusiastic, just like fireworks are easy to cold, you still have the guts, you actually have the guts, you don't have the guts to go to class, I tell you Ye Jingbei, but the national boyfriend in our school doesn't have the courage and guts, you don't have the courage to do a little better, and you are snatched away by others, I don't remind you to cry where you don't have to go!"

“......”

Leng Shuiyue touched her nose next time, what else can you say, Lao Tie is Lao Tie's own emotions, these bits and pieces of emotions can be seen clearly by the other party.

The two of them really ran 5 kilometers in one night, and they were so tired that they turned over on their backs.

However, in this process, it seems that listening to the other party's chattering scriptures like Tang Seng over and over again can be regarded as torture.