059: Light
He woke up in the darkness, his memory blank.
Outside the cave is a mountain forest, and the mountain forest is very dangerous.
The boy had seen someone walking down the road suddenly blown into flesh, and he had seen a large bird fly somewhere, accompanied by a strange sound, and a small metal object penetrated its body and caused it to die and fall to the ground.
It's a cordoned down place, where the law of the jungle eats the strong.
The young man's eyes were unwavering, and death could not leave a trace in his eyes.
He didn't fit in here, even if it had a certain atmosphere that he was familiar with.
Loneliness is always taken for granted, and gore can be seen everywhere here.
Every time he went out of the cave to hunt for the sake of meaningless survival, he would return to the cave on time except for the necessary food.
In the dark and cold cave, the boy leaned against the uneven wall, tilted his head and looked at the gap above him, quiet as a lifeless statue, waiting for the night to leave, the moment of dawn to come.
The gap was the only window in the cave, from which the sky could be seen, and when the first rays of sunlight fell into the boy's eyes and caressed his face.
Day after day.
It was the warmth that the boy felt for the first time when he woke up.
Bright, holy, magnificent.
The pale golden hue is particularly clear in the dark.
Reach out and touch it, and it will pass through the fingers.
The gentle temperature caresses every part of the skin.
The dust in the air floated visibly in the beams of light, and it became cute.
Only at this moment will the boy's mood become clearer.
This is his most precious treasure alone.
At night, the moonlight welcomed him home and slept with him. The first dawn broke through the darkness and woke him up.
......
A sudden snowstorm easily took away his treasure, and it was a sudden blow.
It turned out that the secrets he held dear could be shattered so easily.
He tried to climb up to the gap and sweep away the covered snow, but to no avail, and in a few moments the snow would cover the place again.
Once, twice, three times...... The tireless repetition made the young man's fingers blurred with flesh and blood, and the wound of the bone was deeply visible, and there was no unnecessary change in the young man's expression.
He stubbornly insisted on the only thought in his heart - this was his, and he couldn't be snatched away without his permission!
As a result, the wind and snow did not stop, and his hands were overwhelmed and inactive.
Without.
was snatched away.
The boy looked at the sky with an expressionless face.
The wind and snow fell into his eyes.
The coldness stimulated his eyeballs, but it suddenly ignited his cold heart, tearing a gap in his chest.
It was an empty rage, an indignation! Wrapped in frost, hiding the wind knife, tearing his chest!
Why did you snatch his only treasure?!
Eventually, the boy left the cave.
He wasn't going to come back.
Without that light, this cave would no longer have any meaning.
There is no light to welcome him home, no light to accompany him to sleep, no light to wake him up.
......
Time can smooth everything, and the indignation of that day seems to be gone.
The boy became a demon in the mouth of others in this area, no one really saw him, but he knew that there was a mysterious black shadow that he would run away from once he met it, and he should not be curious to explore what should not be explored. - This is a rumor that the teenager learned from another boy.
A teenage boy with blond hair, blue eyes, and white skin, a smile that doesn't seem to fade from his face, blue sky-like eyes, and light blonde hair like sunlight made the teenager let him go for once.
Then the blonde boy took the initiative to follow the boy's trace, stopping at the boy's territory and following him.
The boy had a book in his hand, and he would pray regularly, and from time to time he would say things like God loves the world and the Holy Spirit cleanses sin.
He would smile softly at the boy, "Everyone has a guardian angel of their own, and that is a gift from the Father to us, and He will give us forgiveness." ”
The boy did not speak, and looked at everything around him calmly.
On that day, the blonde boy stabbed the boy in the neck while he was asleep, and that was the force and position that would never allow him to survive. The boy who opened his eyes reached out and held it, and then the blonde boy's chest was broken open by the boy's hand.
The blonde boy's eyes were round, his blue eyes were full of disbelief, as if there was some firm belief shattered, and then turned into **** resentment.
The sky is no longer clean and covered with dark clouds.
The boy looked at it lightly.
"You've been lying to me, you're pretending to trust me!"
"You devil, not even the merciful Holy Spirit will forgive you!"
"You will fall into hell, and you will not die well!"
"Sin will be destroyed, and the devil in human skin will be stripped away......"
The boy frantically brandished the knife he had begged for from the boy, his smile distorted, and he uttered all sorts of vicious curses.
The boy coldly clenched the hand that broke the boy's chest.
I didn't look at the boy who fell to the ground.
The boy leaves this temporary residence that smells of blood.
He didn't trust, he didn't know how to betray.
......
The wind and snow will not stop as if they are falling, just as the killing and plundering, the lack of resources, and the harsh environment here will not stop.
None of this meant anything to the boy, he had no past or future, and he never thought about what he would do in the future.
He stood in the icy pool to wash away the smell of his body, and looked up with a feeling.
Not long after, a dangling drop fell from the sky.
The broken white fabric was a pale gold reflected in the dazzling sunlight.
Puff –
The boy stood still.
The little thing floated up, swaying in front of him with ripples in the current, blocked by his body.
The young man opened sideways expressionlessly.
The little thing didn't float away.
He lowered his eyes and saw the leg of his trousers being grabbed by a small hand.
After a brief two-second silence, the boy lifted the little thing.
Very light.
It's soft.
The skin that was obviously cold by the wind and snow unexpectedly made him feel warm.
This hint of warmth made the boy not continue with the next act he had originally intended, but instead held her armpit and lifted it up.
It's so small.
The boy had never seen such a small man here.
Long wet black hair, pale face with many tiny wounds.
At this time, the eyelashes, which were as wet and extremely black, trembled and opened.
Tears swayed in the amber, like a light golden light of dawn, and the fine floating dust became lovely and agile inside.
"Whew. ”
The boy was stunned.
He had never heard such a light and soft sound, as if deeply attached and infinitely pitiful, so that the dead and silent heart was slightly turned down.
Then two soft, non-threatening arms wrapped around his neck, and the little thing was buried in his arms.
“...... Little brother, it hurts. ”
For the first time, the teenager was at a loss.
For a moment, the warm, bright light in the cave flashed in his mind.
Words of the blonde boy.
- Each of us has a guardian angel of his own, which is a gift from the Father and will give us forgiveness.
......
He was re-embraced by his light.
This time, he will definitely hold on to it and will not be snatched away again.
......
............
The relentless blizzard swept through my mind, colder than I remembered, more hollow and bitter pain than when the light in the cave was buried.
The pale eyes closed in blood.
When you open it again.
His light was gone.
That's not his little Hotaru.
That's not his sister.
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The man lying on the bed opened his eyes, and his dark eyes were bottomless, so dark that there was a vague remnant of the scarlet madness in his dream.
The arms that were tightly wrapped around the high pillow in his arms were forced again, almost breaking the soft pillow from it.
Garan looked somewhere with her eyes open without any sleepiness, her eyes did not have any waves, and she seemed to be too emotional, but she was too calm to see the fluctuations.
Suddenly, a movement that was inaudible to ordinary people came from outside the door, and Garan let go of the pillow and got out of bed, stepping on the floor without slippers, and if you looked closely, you would see that his steps were bigger and faster than usual.
The door opened suddenly, and a girl in pajamas stood at the door, raising her hand to knock on the door.
The living room with the night light on was dimly lit, and the girl's beige pajamas were plated with warm light, she raised her head slightly to look at Garan, and then bent her eyebrows and smiled, "Brother." ”
Garan didn't speak, his dark eyes looked at the girl at the moment, and even he didn't notice the light bursting from the depths, dispelling the black haze little by little, and gradually burning, imprinting the appearance of Gararu into the entire bottom of his eyes.