"You're right, this life is not my own, it seems that Qin Beimu gave it to me, I am not qualified to say no, I will live, find the mastermind behind the scenes, and I will let them all be punished as they deserve. ”

Nan Yitang doesn't know what else she can do for Qin Beimu, if living is torment, maybe it is also a punishment from God, so that she will live with the thoughts and guilt of Qin Beimu for the rest of her life, as well as the love that can never be spoken.

Qin Beiyan stayed with Nan Yitang for a long time, but in the end, Nan Yitang couldn't hold it and was about to faint, so he helped the person up and sent him back to the hospital.

Nan Yitang woke up groggily and saw An Zhiyi with red eyes beside his bed, crying worriedly.

"Today, what day is it?" Nan Yitang's eyes couldn't stand the stimulation of too strong light, and asked reluctantly squinting.

"Thirteenth, what's wrong?"

Nan Yitang sat up from the bed suddenly, because she was too anxious to get up, her head was dizzy.

"What's the matter? What are you doing in such a hurry?"

An Zhiyi hurriedly supported Nan Yitang and looked at her worriedly.

"Today is the day of his funeral, I'm going, I'm going to see him off. ”

There is no way to see Qin Beimu at close range, Nan Yitang is unwilling, at least Qin Beimu's funeral, she wants to go over, even if it is just a glance from a distance.

"Don't worry, I'll take you there. ”

An Zhiyi helped Nan Yitang, and there was no way to say no.

The status and reputation of the Qin family, there are many people who come to mourn Qin Beimu, they can all express their sorrow openly and honestly, and worship Qin Beimu, but Nan Yitang can only watch from a distance and can't get close.

When she saw that the box containing Qin Beimu's ashes was slowly put down, her heart suddenly swelled with indescribable sadness, the person she loved finally became a handful of ashes, she never saw the last side, and finally to the end, which made Nan Yitang extremely soberly realize that she still lost Qin Beimu after all, and she would lose him forever and ever, that was the biggest punishment God gave her.

Nan Yitang knelt on the ground, covering her heart, she was about to suffocate in pain.

"Tangtang, what's wrong with you?

"An Zhiyi, I hurt so much, my heart hurts so much. ”

"Go to the hospital, let's go back to the hospital. An Zhiyi was frightened and said helplessly.

"It's useless, it's useless, no one can cure it. Nan Yitang choked up, looking at the direction of Qin Beimu's tombstone with tears in his eyes.

She waited until the funeral was over, and when everyone left, Nan Yitang had the opportunity to secretly run to Qin Beimu's tombstone and offer the bouquet of flowers that were almost wilting because of the long wait.

"I'm sorry. Nan Yitang almost saw Qin Beimu's photo on the tombstone, tears couldn't help but pour out, Qin Beimu on this photo was still serious, just like the image of Qin Beimu in front of many people, but Nan Yitang remembered more clearly that he looked at his gentle eyes and the smile on the corner of his mouth, which he had never shown to others, and only belonged to her.

"I'm sorry, I know I don't deserve to be in front of you, but I always want to come and see you. There are some things that I didn't understand before, but now I mean this sentence, and I love you. If you like me to live, I will live well, I will protect myself, and I will make those enemies pay the due price. If you're still willing to wait for me, will I go to you when I'm done with all these things? Can you wait for me again?"

Nan Yitang gently stroked the photo, slowly closed her eyes, and let the tears slide down her cheeks.

In the past, she could be weak because there was always someone by her side to protect her, but never again.

Nan Yitang is like a completely changed person, she began to slowly start to pick up all the things of the company she put down, and made Nanling bigger and bigger, and all the discussions about her went from love to the mall, so that everyone was impressed by her, and just like that, five years passed unconsciously.

She didn't move back to Nan's house, she still lived in the house she and Qin Beimu lived in, Qin Beimu made a will before the accident, which left a lot of things for Nan Yitang, including this villa.

Nan Yitang stayed alone in the place where the two of them once lived, remembering their past, she had lived a fulfilling life in the past five years, and she was not idle at all, except for missing Qin Beimu, she was looking for the whereabouts of that woman, and at the same time she had to deal with Shen Anbin, that is, the painter back then.

The painter fell into the sea with Qin Beimu, and many people thought that the painter was also killed together, but they didn't expect that a year later, the painter appeared again, and he rose rapidly and began to make waves again.

Nan Yitang chose this person as his ally at that time and killed his beloved man, and now that this person is back, he began to eye the industry that Qin Beimu once left, and there were a lot of actions before and after, Qin Beiyan had not yet started to shoot, Nan Yitang gave this person a head-on blow and closed a batch of his goods, just like he did with Qin Beimu at the beginning, it was a bit of a risky behavior, which was equivalent to declaring war with Shen Anbin.

"Shen Anbin is very angry now, I'm afraid that according to his character, he will definitely not let you go, he is very likely to send someone to harass you in the next few days, you better be careful. ”

Xia Minghan poured a cup of tea for Nan Yitang and said, "I really didn't expect you to make such a quick move." ”

"What didn't you expect? From the first time he appeared, I already wanted to deal with him, but I never found a chance, this time he did it himself, you can't blame me. ”

"But you are too reckless to do this, you originally had no grudge against him, and he did it this time that he was the Qin family's property, it has nothing to do with you, you are unknown, this is equivalent to a provocation. ”

In the past five years, Xia Minghan has seen Nan Yitang seem to be a different person, more and more decisive and without any emotion, and many things are not in order at all, which makes him very worried.

"Who said it has nothing to do with me? It's Qin Beimu's thing, and no one can touch it. ”

A coldness erupted in Nan Yitang's eyes, "Besides, he is also the murderer of Qin Beimu, I can't let him go." ”

"Tang Tang, I know that this incident hit you hard, but I was also involved in the incident back then, do you want to take revenge on me?"