I was very moved, I was very moved, I had such a friend, I was pretentious and hugged directly, and she patted my vest and said with a happy smile.

"This matter is all in the past, don't you think that this kind of thing will cause too much psychological burden, can't you be like a normal person? And even if Han Liu and I can't get it, then you can have a normal boyfriend, why do you have to meet those married women, you have to be very affectionate and loving, you don't have to, are you still afraid of hanging a tree?"

I am very calmly describing that the relationship between me and Ye Jingbei is completely different, and I don't feel that there is any reason, if I say these words, like when Han Liu is telling, there is still a kind of grievance and a kind of unbearability.

But when I told Lisa, it was really like I was telling someone else's story, and I tried to keep my mind as calm as possible.

Lisa listened in more and more amazement, staring at me with an unbelievable expression, especially when she spoke of the last moment when I cut the veins of my hand with a knife.

Lisa took a hard breath and stepped back from my arm to open the necklace I had never removed.

The necklace was waiting for an ugly scar, well, a scar that climbed on my arm like a curvy earthworm, and she stared at the scar and followed it down my face.

I jumped at my sister and said calmly with a very simple emotion.

"I haven't been able to play the violin since that time, because I don't have any strength in my hands, I can't even hold the glass of water when I brush my teeth, and you keep asking me why I'm not playing the violin, and I never tell you anything because I can't play anymore. ”

Lisa's eyes were red, and she hugged me tightly all of a sudden, with a crying voice.

"Why didn't you tell me until now!"

Lisa's strength was so strong that I was almost out of breath from the thunder, so I had to comfort my sister.

"Look at the fact that now as long as I don't play the violin and don't use a lot of effort to do things, it's no different from a normal person, it's the same way, it's not a big deal, it's long gone, really. ”

She smacked me hard again.

"How can you deceive me like this, do you know? I feel sorry for you when I know the truth now, and I can share it for you then!"

Actually, I'm not in a very good mood, but in the end, isn't all this in the past? And no matter how painful and uncomfortable it is, and how confused it is, it will eventually become a thing of the past.

When I finally had the courage to state the matter, when I had friends with whom I could share such an ordeal.

I realized that it is really not very easy, as long as you grit your teeth and persevere, you can become a thing of the past.

Lisa is my best friend and will always stand in my shoes and think about these things for me.

My sister said: "Leng Shuiyue, I will definitely help you no matter what, no matter how far this matter develops, I will definitely try to get you out of such a predicament no matter what." ”

In fact, we really don't have any way in this world, we don't even have a way out and a room, I really feel like shaking my head about the future, because there are so many unknowns, and I don't want to think too much about the future plans.

When this kind of public opinion on the Internet gradually calmed down, it was a more hot topic, and the tax evasion of a certain conscience caused an uproar in the entire entertainment industry.

And after such a topic lasts for a long time, many netizens have asked for a boycott.

So in such a situation, my affairs were gradually forgotten by others, and the straw thread that crushed me was actually wiped out in a few days.

Don't be too obsessed with it, because the situation that existed at that time, when you skip this angle, you will find that it suddenly opens up.

My schoolbag is still thrown on this desktop, in fact, my phone has long been out of power, and when I charge this charger, I turned on my phone, only to find that there are more than 20 missed calls.

Only three of them are lisa's.

The rest of the rest are all Ye Jingbei's.

Lisa said: "After you left that night, and I thought about it and decided to call you, it turned out that you didn't go out with your phone at all, and then I went out to look for you, and I looked around the school, and I never found you, and I didn't know where you really ran away like a rabbit in the blink of an eye." ”

Of course, I didn't blame the hunt for my life, because anyone would be shocked to hear me say that, and when I looked at the phone full of missed calls, I didn't know why I had a very uncertain, with a certain sadness in my heart.

I was scared, but I felt like I couldn't hide from it anymore, I had to face it sooner or later, I had to see him, didn't I?

Maybe it's because he's discovered the content on the Internet, maybe he's tried to contact me in any way, but I just don't want to touch anything related to him anymore, and I think I just need to throw the phone aside now, and I'll just give up a lot of ideas.

I even felt like a snake on the phone, or something that scared me so much, I was a little scared, and it was deep in my bones.

I didn't hide for too long, because the phone was knocking, and I didn't hesitate to think about it again.

I watched his name flash on the screen, and I felt an amazing feeling in my heart, and I felt a kind of fear, I was like a wild animal flying into a trap, I wanted to climb out of this trap, but I couldn't find the rope to climb on.

Lisa wanted to answer the phone immediately, and when my sister wanted to grab it, she grabbed the phone with difficulty, and finally the phone was snatched for me, and I locked myself in this bathroom after the phone was snatched up, and I didn't let anyone answer it.

Lisa kept banging on the door there: "Leng Shuiyue, are you a little backbone, okay? I asked you to ignore him, why do you have to pay attention to that person again, do you think this is interesting? You are really cowardly!"

I took a deep breath and I finally pressed the answered call.

Ye Jingbei's appearance is the same as usual, it is the kind of profound visual stability and calmness, without a little wave, as if nothing has ever happened, just like usual.

"Where is it?"

"I just came back, in the dorm. ”

"I want you to go home right away. ”

"I'm sorry, Ye Jingbei, I'm not in that mood now", I don't know where I got the courage, I didn't have any obstacles when I said this, and every word and every sentence was so sober.

"I'm sorry, I'm studying for a long time, I'm going to have a final exam, and I want to stay for a few days. ”

He didn't use his mind at all, but I heard the faint smile on his phone with a very relaxed look.

"It's funny, do you think I should come to the school to pick you up in person, you should be out of class at 5:30, I happen to be free at this time. ”

He was actually warning me, he was daring to warn me, and he thought that he was still holding on to my shortcomings as before.

I took a deep breath, trying to control my out-of-control emotions, trying not to blame him.

"I'm sorry Mr. Luo, I'm really sorry, I really don't have time to see you again during this time, and I also have my own things to do. ”

"Very good," he said simply quickly and simply, "you'll only come out if I come and pick you up personally, won't you?"

He has always been very, very advantageous in all aspects, and when it comes to that type, I thought about this one thing in a hurry, if he comes to school, then it will definitely cause unnecessary news, and it will cause Lisa to be extremely uncomfortable, I don't want to cause too many problems at school because of this kind of thing, so I decided to quit.

"I can go see you now, you don't have to come again, I'll be out of class soon. ”

I guess he should be satisfied, my weakness and a kind of compromise, maybe he is very happy to think that I am another lamb to the slaughter, maybe the other person is happy on the other side of the phone drinking a bottle of wine.

"In that case, I'll be waiting for you at home. ”

I hung up the phone without hesitation, and after I walked out slowly, Lisa was blocking me at the bathroom door, and he looked at me with hatred.

I said lightly to my sister: "I'm sorry, I really don't have a lot of ways, I have to meet with him, this matter must be settled." ”

"You're just too cowardly, it's so cowardly, the more you retreat from such a person, the more you get inch, let me tell you that we have nothing to talk about at all, wouldn't it be happier for us to go directly to the legal process, Hefei seems to have something to meet with him, no need to meet, I'm afraid of a P!"

I can't help it, I look at the window, my gaze is faint.

"I'm sorry, if that's the case, then my uncle probably won't be alive. ”

My tone, my deliberate lightheartedness, I really seemed to be describing a very simple thing, but my sister wanted to kick me directly, wanted to beat me up, and with a kind of hatred that iron could not be made of steel.

"Leng Shuiyue, I'm so disappointed in you, I really think you should have some courage to deal with this matter, you are hopeless, you are not a savior of anyone, you can't save anyone, you can't even save yourself, can you still save others? It's too weak, it's because of this that you are pinched by others, you know?"

Yes, not at all a savior for anyone, because I can't even save myself!

Anyway, especially Han Liu can't leave me anymore.

Yes, I have nothing.