Chapter 118: Indulgence
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Mr. Chen Sihe once said that Zhang Ailing "chattered about sex and food, opening up a private space in the field of literature", and Anne was the same, her novels are full of a sense of materialism.
This stems from the fact that Shanghai is an avant-garde and materialistic city, and Anne also admitted to Lin Weidong that she likes the fresh information and feelings that Shanghai brings to people.
So, in her works, Anne is more devoted to the depiction of material life, perfumes, jewelry, expensive clothes and shoes, coffee, HΓ€agen-Dazs, and so on.
Other substances that Anne repeatedly mentions include books and CDs, but these seem to be closer to the spiritual level.
Needless to say, Anne's material and spiritual life was very rich, but the physical emptiness was not duly satisfied.
Two years, two full years, let Anne feel like being in a dry desert, desperate for the moisture of the rain, such as today's rain, she is crazy and greedy in Lin Weidong, get everything she wants.
Fortunately, Lin Weidong is also young and strong, otherwise, he may not be able to cope with her.
For Anne's endless plea, in addition to his own needs, Lin Weidong is more in the mood to repay his gratitude and give back to Anne with his young body.
As the old saying goes, the grace of a drop of water is reciprocated, Lin Weidong just did his best to repay Anne for helping him, and it was not something worth promoting.
Lying on the bed when he was tired, Lin Weidong asked Annie with doubts: "Sister Annie, why do you keep asking me to beat you, you seem to like this very much......"
Hearing Lin Weidong's words, Anne, who had passed the peak, was obviously a little embarrassed to look at Lin Weidong, thought about it seriously, and then said: "I don't know why, it may be related to the experience when I was a child, I just like this feeling." β
Lin Weidong asked curiously, "Sister Annie, did you experience any trauma when you were a child?"
The reason why I asked this is because Lin Weidong felt that Anne had a slight masochistic tendency.
Anne denied with a smile: "That's not true, it's probably because of my previous experience that my personality has become a little different from that of ordinary girls." β
It turned out that after being taken home from her grandmother's house in the country, Anne was never close to her parents, her father was busy with the business of the embroidery factory, her mother was impatient, and the family atmosphere was not harmonious.
In her prose, she recalled more than once that when she was a child, her parents rarely took her to the cinema, playground, or park, and when she reached adolescence, she could be in the same room without saying a word for several days.
Therefore, her personality has become introverted, independent and sensitive, running away from home, falling in love, looking for compensation from the outside world, and also reading a lot of literary works and secretly popular underground literature, which also affects her senses to a certain extent.
After another cloud and rain, Anne said earnestly: "Lonely City, you are not allowed to mention my matter with you, can you promise me?"
Lin Weidong swore and said: "Of course you can, don't worry, Sister Anne, I'm not that stupid, even if I really say it, others won't believe it." β
After a while, Lin Weidong continued: "Sister Anne, after that, can we still be like this?"
Anne thought for a moment and said, "Let's talk about the future." β
In fact, Lin Weidong didn't have a particularly strong will, so he nodded: "Well, then let it be." β
After a moment of silence, Anne asked again, "Lonely City, will you continue to write books?"
Lin Weidong thought for a moment and said, "I should write again." β
"Have you figured out what type of novel to write?"
"I haven't thought about it yet. β
"What about you? Will you keep writing?"
"Yes, I love to write, and I enjoy the joy that writing brings me. β
It is true, as Anne herself said, when she is not at work, she always gets up at five or six in the morning, starts writing at eight o'clock, writes until noon, rests for half an hour after lunch, and writes until four o'clock in the afternoon.
She felt like she was in a deep mountain cave, almost non-stop, and when she was tired, she lay on the sofa for ten minutes, and then continued. This is the way she is used to writing, "cave dwelling", day and night, as manual work.
In the end, she was dragged forward by the novel, just like having sex with Lin Weidong, a gushing feeling appeared, which had never been seen before.
After each work, Anne felt satisfied, and the words she wanted to say were spoken, and there was a sense of emptiness.
Readers' feedback is an important source of motivation for her, and she likes to quote letters from readers in her books, telling them about their reading feelings or the impact she has had on them.
Anne cares about this feeling of feedback, she is eager to be loved and valued, so she asks Lin Weidong to be happy with her.
In fact, Lin Weidong was not disgusted by Anne's strange request, and was even a little excited, but although he felt exciting at first, he felt that it was no big deal once the novelty passed.
In the middle of the night, Lin Weidong woke up by the urge to urinate in his bladder, turned on the light, the room was silent and empty, looked at Anne lying on the bed, and then looked at the large black and white photo on the wall, which was taken for her by her boyfriend before he went to the UK, and there was a fragile and innocent smile on her face in the photo.
The next day, when it was about to dawn, Lin Weidong slept in a daze, and was woken up by Annie's touch, and then inevitably, he came twice.
In just over 20 hours, Lin Weidong launched a total of 11 times, and when he last output, Lin Weidong found that he had nothing to contribute.
In fact, Lin Weidong doesn't like to do this kind of thing so often, because uncontrolled indulgence is really hurtful.
In Lin Weidong's view, everything must be controlled and restrained, there are no rules, there is no circle, and if the freedom is too much, it will become degenerate.
Moreover, Lin Weidong is not particularly obsessed with her body, and he himself does not need it that much.
When Lin Weidong went downstairs, Anne was still asleep on the bed, but he felt a little floating when he walked.
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