Chapter 122: Grievances
After Shi Anan came out of the hospital, he ran to the steps in front of the side door and sat down, then buried his head in his knees and sobbed quietly.
Yu Xiaofan chased out the door, looked around and saw her, breathed a sigh of relief, and followed depressedly.
He cautiously sat down beside the other party, looking like he wanted to say something.
After a while, Shi An'an noticed him and began to sob, "I'm also sad in my heart!"
"I know. Yu Xiaofan groped around from his pocket, took out a pack of tissues and handed it to the other party.
Shi An'an didn't answer, this night was like a dream for her, first experienced terrible scenes in a mental hospital, and finally escaped death, but got the news of her mother's death.
She thinks God loves to joke with her too much, what is this called, full of dangers?
Shi Anan raised his head and turned to Yu Xiaofan, and said aggrievedly: "I actually love my mother very much, but the more I love her, the more I hate her!"
Yu Xiaofan remembered that when he was a child, the other party was very clingy to Liang Shuzhen, and he followed the farts every day and called "mother" one by one.
Although some people will ridicule her for not having a father, in Shi An'an's eyes, having a mother is enough.
After all, Liang Shuzhen has given her the best in the world!
But this beauty was broken after waiting for high school, and I don't know who was the first to spread it, saying that Liang Shuzhen is someone else's junior, and Shi An'an is a wild seed.
She can stand not having a father, but she can't stand that her mom is a junior.
Adolescent girls have strong self-esteem, and Shi Anan can't stand the strange eyes of others at all. When she went home and questioned her mother, she didn't deny it.
At that moment, she felt that her sky had fallen, and it was also from that time that she went from a good student to a troubled girl.
"I know you always advise me not to care about other people's eyes, but the knife is not cut on you, of course you won't feel pain!"
Hearing this, Yu Xiaofan's heart chuckled, he bit his lower lip, withdrew his gaze, and didn't dare to look at the other party's eyes, feeling a little weak in his heart.
The other party is right, how can there be any empathy in the world, and he just stands and talks without backache.
Shi An'an didn't give him a chance to breathe, and then asked, "What would you do if this happened to you?" You are my classmate, and I believe you have also seen how other classmates think of me. ”
Yu Xiaofan's throat seemed to be blocked, he swallowed his saliva with difficulty, and said hesitantly: "I, I should, should...... I'm sorry An An, I don't know what I'm going to do. ”
"Huh!"
Shi An'an smiled bitterly, she shook her head, and then said to herself: "Do you know, when I was a child, my mother was an idol in my eyes, like those Hong Kong stars who are called goddesses, I don't think they are as beautiful and excellent as my mother." She was my hero, but suddenly one day, my hero fell, and fell all in a filthy body, how can you make me accept it?"
She sniffed at this, and the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't stop flowing down, like beads with broken threads.
Seeing this, Yu Xiaofan hurriedly took out a tissue and wanted to wipe it for the other party. As soon as his hand was raised, Shi Anan immediately made a "pause" gesture and rejected him.
"No!"
Hearing this, Yu Xiaofan withdrew his hand in a daze, his hands clenched into fists, his lips were closed, and he looked forward sadly.
"Even so, I never thought she would leave me. Yes, I hated her, so I tortured her, she told me to go east, I wanted to go west, I did it on purpose. I'm angry with her, angry at why she was so uncompetitive back then!" Speaking of this, Shi An'an's emotions suddenly became excited.
"I didn't like that backpack at all, but she wouldn't buy it for me, so I wanted it. But what I don't know is that she actually bought this bag for me and had a car accident, do you think she is stupid, if I let her buy it, she has to buy it? She is taking revenge on me and leaving me alone in this world. ”
Shi An'an's eyelashes fluttered, and his body trembled unconsciously with the crying.
Liang Shuzhen, who was not far away, heard these words, and called out "An An" with difficulty, then covered her mouth in pain, slowly slid down, and cried bitterly.
She cried so much that her heart ached, looking at her daughter's thin back, her heart throbbed.
It doesn't matter if she's dead, but what will happen to her daughter for the rest of her life? She's just coming of age, who will take care of her?
Liang Shuzhen fell into despair, she looked up at the sky, and her face was stunned......
Yu Xiaofan couldn't sit still, he tried to comfort the other party, and said a little awkwardly: "It's okay, Aunt Liang is gone, I will always take care of you in the future." ”
Hearing this, Shi An'an felt a little ridiculous, the other party looked just as old as her, how could she take care of her? She wanted to go back, but as soon as her eyes touched the other party's serious eyes, her heart softened.
Yu Xiaofan, he is sincere!
Then he smiled helplessly, wiped the tears on his face, and said softly: "You just take care of yourself." ”
"An An!" Yu Xiaofan called her in a snort, and then said: "None of us can choose our own birth, Aunt Liang's affairs must have her last resort, I know I'm a little nosy, but I still want to say." ”
As soon as the words fell, he stared at the other party with blazing eyes, and Shi An'an was stared at by him so that his back was hairy.
Yu Xiaofan Nunu mouthed, plucked up his courage and said: "Didn't you ask me what I would do if this happened to me, although I don't know if I can ignore the verbal violence outside, but I can be sure that I will not show my evil side to my family." I won't hurt the people I love because of anger!"
After saying this, Yu Xiaofan's eyes seemed to be full of stars and shining.
Shi Anan lowered his head, rested his chin on his lap, and said helplessly: "I never let her treat me like that, the better she treats me, the more disgusting I feel, I feel that she just wants to make up for me." ”
"You're wrong!"
Yu Xiaofan interrupted her firmly and asked rhetorically, "Why do you think that Aunt Liang must make up for you? She actually has no such obligation." ”
Well?
Shi Anan raised his head, with a surprised look on his face, and looked at the other party with a puzzled expression.
"I may not say it well, but it's certainly true. Even if Aunt Liang treats you very generally and harshly, you can't help it. Not all parents can do what she does, and she does it just because she loves you, and you don't deserve this love!"
This passage poked Shi An'an's sore spot at once, and made her feel empowered!
"Wow", she cried again, it's late, it's late!
At this time, Yu Xiaofan deeply realized that the "good" that was not recognized by the other party was just redundant in her eyes.
He shook his head self-deprecatingly, these words had been held in his heart for a long time, and he had never had a chance to tell the other party.
If I had said it earlier, would it have ended differently!
As children, are we parents who overconsume it, in fact, many times, they are not obligated to do that part!
Shi An'an woke up too late, but can she say that she is wrong?
Liang Shuzhen staggered to her feet, she staggered to Shi An'an's side, sat down and gently hugged the other party into her arms, and kept muttering "I'm sorry An'an, I'm sorry ......"
The night sky at four or five o'clock in the morning is bright, and the sun will still rise tomorrow, but Shi An'an can't see hope.
Yu Xiaofan took off his coat, draped it on the other party's body, and said in a deep voice: "Let's go back." ”
......
Liang Shuzhen looked at their departing backs and fell into deep thought. She is an only child, and her parents have already passed away, so she must not hand over Shi An'an to her relatives over there.
She was worried that the other party would not be well taken care of, and after struggling for a long time, she finally made up her mind......
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As soon as she got home, Bai Jingge was exhausted, and as soon as her butt was next to the sofa, she fell up.
Jing Xingzhi looked at her with a shocked face after following over, after all, from his angle, he could only see Bai Jingge leaning in mid-air, so how was her body fixed?
"Amazement!" he called her.
"Huh?" the other party barely opened his eyelids, and said in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong?"
"Isn't your position uncomfortable? And how did you manage not to fall?"
Bin Jiao on the side rolled his eyes angrily, and scolded and scolded: "Because someone is leaning on, ahhhh ”
After saying this, he lay on the ground and began to cry, and the fat lady glanced at him with disdain, and stepped on his face unceremoniously.
Bin Jiao, who was like a dead corpse, directly ignored it, leaving only the gray whites of his eyes in his eyeballs, lying there motionless.
Bai Jingge pointed to the side and replied, "There is Yan Jiu to lean on, and he can't fall down." ”
Jing Xingzhi: "?"
He was stunned for a moment, then immediately reacted, and said in a trembling voice: "You, you two, you two are together?"
"Hmm. ”
Bai Jingge sat up straight and nodded.
"Oh my God!"
Jing Xing stumbled for a moment, and then covered his head. Although he was a little shocked, this was also what he expected, after all, he had noticed it a long time ago, and the other party had told him before.
It's just that he doesn't want to admit it, and he always thinks he still has a chance.
Suddenly, Jing Xingzhi found that the breath in his chest was suddenly exhaled, and for some reason, he actually found that he felt a sense of relief.
After realizing this, he smiled bitterly, he once said that if that person was Yan Jiu, he would only give blessings.
The body and mind were completely relaxed, Jing Xingzhi breathed a sigh of relief, he turned around and went to the refrigerator to get himself a can of beer, and drank it in one gulp, feeling a little bitter.
"I'll go back to my room and rest first!"
Throwing down this sentence, he left the living room, and Bai Jingge nestled in Yan Jiu's arms, one arm hanging tightly around the other party's neck.
"It's time for you to go back to your room and rest!" Yan Jiu couldn't help but remind.
Bai Jingge rubbed the other party's chin and said coquettishly: "You go with me." ”
"Huh?" Yan Jiu was so frightened that he pushed the other party away and moved to the side......