Chapter 1393: Comrade Xiao Han, you don't agree
"What do you think I'm doing?" Han Zihe could vaguely guess the old leader's intentions, but after thinking about it, he felt that this idea was really not very reliable.
Xiao Cheng responded on the side: "Yes, what do you think my little uncle has done?"
The old leader shook his head and laughed: "It's not that no one is used here! It's just that we lack a contact person, I think Comrade Xiao Han is very good! Our side is the mother-in-law's family, you are a stranger, it is the mother's family, and we can rest assured that she is in it." ”
Where is this?
Han Zihe felt that this leader was also whimsical!
If she only has herself, then she will play, but the question is, what about the children around her! There are five children, who should she hand them over?
The two older ones are okay, but what about the little ones in the back? Especially Qingqing, the little baby who is waiting to be fed, let her leave it alone? Is it possible!
Therefore, Han Zihe's first reaction was to shake his head: "I can't do it!
"Because of the kids?" the leader was not slow to respond.
Zheng Yuan listened from the sidelines and disagreed: "That's right, chief, my sister-in-law's family has five children!"
The leader pondered for a moment: "If there is a difficulty, we can solve the difficulty! In this way, I will support the five children, will it be successful?"
I don't want to be fed by you!
Han Zihe said in his heart.
Zheng Yuan said with a smile: "Chief, I really need help, I, Lao Chu's old partner, naturally have to be the first to step forward, but my sister-in-law is a weak woman, and she has no power to restrain the chicken...... "Phew! You pressed me to the ground last time!
Even if she has a toothache, she has to continue: "Let her go, in case there is a mistake, what will the children do? They no longer have Chu Zheng's father, do they still want to let their children lose their sister-in-law? Besides, Lao Chu sacrificed, we should have taken care of our sister-in-law, but if the sister-in-law has a mistake, how can we be worthy of Lao Chu?"
"But what if there is a clue about Comrade Chu Zheng here?" the leader suddenly came out with such a sentence, and everyone was stunned.
"What, what do you mean?" Zheng Yuan didn't react.
Han Zihe was stunned for a moment, and instantly became ecstatic: "Old leader, you, what are you saying, what are you saying...... Chu Zheng he, he's still alive, yes, isn't he?"
The ruddy eyes, the trembling lips, and the trembling voice all showed Han Zihe's excitement and nervousness.
His eyes were locked tightly on the old leader's lips, for fear of hearing negative words from his mouth.
"Hehe, I didn't say anything specific, you can understand it yourself!" At a critical time, the old leader pretended to be stupid.
Zheng Yuan: "......"
Turning his head to look at Han Zihe, who was already completely immersed in the news of Chu Zheng's resurrection, Zheng Yuan wanted to remind her not to be happy so early, in case the old leader fooled people!
Although he slandered the old leader like this, he had the meaning of spending the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, but it was ...... Well, the old leader shouldn't be so tasteless, and he won't make up false news to call people's daughters-in-law, maybe, Lao Chu is still alive?
Not to mention Han Zihe, even Zheng Yuan was excited when he realized this possibility.
"Well, I'll be a little more thorough then. Seeing that Han Zihe didn't respond, the old leader thought that she didn't believe his words, so he planned to sell more information, "At the beginning, Comrade Chu Zheng fell off the cliff, although there was a long-term explosion underneath, but at that time, when our people went down to investigate, they did not find any traces of Comrade Chu Zheng, so we boldly guess that he should survive in that cliff incident."
However, firstly, this is only our own unilateral speculation, and secondly, we do not know where he has gone, and we cannot contact him, so we cannot protect him, so in order to create a relatively safe recuperation environment for him, who is probably still alive, we declare that he has died. ”
Speaking of this, he looked at Zheng Yuan: "Comrade Zheng Yuan, you must keep this matter secret, no matter who it is, even if it is the person next to the pillow, don't say it." ”
Zheng Yuan naturally knew the seriousness of the matter, and immediately nodded and said, "Chief, don't worry!"
The old leader nodded and looked at Han Zihe: "Comrade Xiao Han, the situation is such a situation, if you ask me to vouch for you, Comrade Chu Zheng will definitely be able to come back, I don't dare to give you a packing ticket, but what we know about his specific situation is like this."
You can think about whether or not to take over the matter of finding someone...... Of course, if you don't agree, we won't force it, after all, you are not from the army.
However, I hope that when you consider whether or not to take over this decision, please put the child factor aside, and I ask you to believe that the army and I will give you a good placement for the children.
Moreover, the time of leaving this time will not be too long, specifically, you can refer to the time when Comrade Chu Zheng went out on a mission before.
As for safety...... Hehe. ”
He looked at Han Zihe, then at Zheng Yuan, and said with a smile: "I still have heard of it! Besides, I believe that the senior uncle of the head of the Momen should not be some defenseless weak woman, right?"
Zheng Yuan: "......"
Well, he's a shame!
Han Zihe hesitated for a long time before he spoke: "Old leader, let me think about it." ”
The old leader nodded, didn't urge her, quietly lowered his head and drank tea, and gave her time to think.
Han Zihe was also speechless when he saw this, this person clearly wanted her to make a decision today.
Turning his head to look at Zheng Yuan, Zheng Yuan felt her gaze, looked back, and slowly shook his head at her.
His meaning was obvious, and he told her not to agree.
However, of course Han Zihe understands this truth intellectually, but the strong emotional impulse has greatly impacted her reason, and she doesn't dare to guarantee whether she will regret it after refusing this time.
She didn't want to regret it, but what about the children?
The placement method mentioned by the old leader, Han Zihe didn't want to accept any of them.
Her children have parents, why should they live in a sponsorship garden? Even if they are the same as Xiaobai's siblings, they can live at home by themselves; but Xiaobai only needs to take care of a small water drop that has been used to sending people under the fence since childhood; but Ning Ning Duoduo is very squeamish, and in terms of sensibility, she is not as good as Xiao Shuizhu...... plus a Qingqing, not to mention whether Han Pin and Zhan Zhan have the ability to do it, even if they can, the adults will not agree.
Besides, can she really agree with Han Pin and Zhan Zhan, they sacrifice their own future, just to take care of their younger brothers and sisters?
As for the choice of living in his house that the leader said, Han Zihe didn't even think about it, let alone their family, even Zheng Yuan, the best brother of Chu Zheng, stretched out his hand, and Han Zihe was unwilling to entrust the children to them, after all, it was very uncomfortable to send people under the fence.
Even if the host is very warm and thoughtful, the children's hearts are still born with an inferiority complex, and even other psychological problems.
Moreover, Han Pin's situation is especially in the Chu family.
Han Zihe has reason to believe that Father Chu can do something to put aside the Korean products and forcibly bring the children back!
Han Zihe can't tolerate this!
has been married to Chu Zheng for so long, if she still doesn't know the true face of the Chu family, she will really live in vain.
After the identities of Chu Zheng's three brothers couldn't be hidden, Chu's mother and Chu Huan had already drawn a line with them, and they had sued Chu Gang and Chu Zhu for pension before.
The reason why she didn't sue Chu Zheng was because she sent the pension money for him on time every month, which naturally included the money to support Chu's mother.
Therefore, if a few children arrive at the Chu family, Han Zihe believes that Chu's mother will not be vicious to the point of ignoring it, and even, if Chu Huanbu is mixed, she will be very good to several children.
But the question is, is it possible that Chu Wan is not involved? The Luo family has been defeated, she still has a pair of children to raise, and usually, most of Chu's mother's pension money is subsidized to her, so she often asks Chu's mother to make money from her sons, but she has never been able to achieve it.
What would she do if a few children appeared in her sight? Han Zihe couldn't imagine it.
As for Chu's father, I don't know if it's because of the tearing of his face, he knows that he can't count on Chu Huan, and he is afraid that his three sons will have a bad heart for him, so he guards the money tightly, and his share, even his wife, don't want to go a bit.
Expecting him to watch the child, it is better to expect Chu Gang and Chu Zhu to have a conscience! Because Han Zihe is sure that if the child is explicitly asked to make him responsible, he will definitely let the children take turns to live in Chu Gang and Chu Zhu's house.
Speaking of Chu Zheng's two brothers, Han Zihe said from his heart that they are not bad people, although Chu Zheng's younger brother is estranged because he has not been in contact for a long time, he is not completely ruthless, at least, the two of them still have a sense of shame.
But the problem is that these two people are willing to be commanded by their wives.
Chu Zhu's daughter-in-law Zhang Hui, that is, her second sister-in-law, is not a bad person, but she can't pity her children and nephews, she has no love for her own nephews and nieces, and Han Zihe doesn't expect her to be willing to take care of her nieces and nephews.
As for Zhao Ruo, although she is much better than Zhang Hui, she has always been cold, except for smiling at Chu Gang, that is, towards her child Chu Jianqing and Chu Jinyuan, she wants to come to Leng Bang, Han Zihe knows that if the child is put there, she will definitely not treat her differently, but she will not greet her with a smile.
After all, in her opinion, the two of her own children are both interveners in the world of her and Chu Gang, not to mention her nephew!
So thinking about it, the Chu family is a tiger's den, a wolf's den, and it can't be touched at all!
Well, take them ...... Take it to Momen?
As soon as this idea came up, Han Zihe hesitated.
Originally, she wanted to take the children away and show her master.
However, the previous plan was different, which was to bring it over for a few days.
But now look at it...... If you agree to the leader's request, it means that the children will live in a strange door for a long time.
Although her master is here, the children not only can't stand the grievances, but they can't say that they will become little overlords, but ...... What kind of situation is the teacher, she has never seen it at all, and she has never been in contact with it, so she can't let go of it in her heart if she takes the children over to live for a long time so rashly!
Or...... Put the child in the Han family?
Han Zihe still couldn't make up his mind.
In other words, she can't leave herself, and she doesn't want to leave the children.
From the bottom of his heart, Han Zihe can't do it, and he doesn't want to do anything like throwing away his children to find her husband.
Whether it is from her own will, or from the articles she has written and the opinions she has expressed, she does not look down on the kind of woman who leaves her children and dies for her husband!
In her opinion, it is really contemptible to throw away the child irresponsibly, just to put a great halo on her poor and ridiculous vulnerability!
In the world, people are not only the role and responsibility of the husband's wife or the husband of the wife, but also the responsibility of supporting their parents as children, the responsibility of raising their children as parents, and the responsibility of making their own contributions and showing their own value as a member of society.
Love is beautiful, but it is not the only one, not the only condition necessary for human survival.
Otherwise, love is precious, freedom is more expensive, if it is freedom, both can be thrown!
Only those who are very lacking in spirit will chirp crookedly with love and turn a blind eye to their own responsibilities.
Therefore, at the beginning, knowing Chu Zheng's sacrifice, although Han Zihe collapsed for a moment, he was quickly supported by her strong will.
Who doesn't love a beautiful lover?
But she can't do what she is responsible for being blinded by love!
Speaking of which, this feeling is the most painful.
On the one hand, I clearly feel and feel the pain of my heartbreak, and on the other hand, I still consciously ask myself to live a step-by-step life, take care of the people who need to be taken care of, and shoulder the responsibilities that I need to shoulder.
I fully feel the richness of this world, but the partner around you who can share the responsibilities and enjoy the wonderful life no longer exists, and the pain is the blunt knife cutting the flesh, and it is the pain that touches the depths of the soul.
Han Zihe is a calm person, with strong willpower, and rich experience so that she will not easily get lost in the powerful interference, and it is precisely because of this that she will react in a very fast time and firmly believe that Chu Zheng is still alive.
He's alive!
From time to time, these words flashed and echoed in the depths of her mind.
He's alive!
As long as he's alive, he'll be able to come back!
As long as he is alive, he can run once, and he can successfully run out of the enemy encirclement twice!
As long as he lives, their family will be reunited, and they will be able to be reunited!
Yes!
......
Han Zihe slowly lowered his head and wiped off the wetness in his eyes.
She thought about the child in her heart, but she couldn't rest assured that Chu Zheng was at ease.
It's been so tangled, and it's been a long time.
At this time, somehow, in her mind, Zhan Zhan's cute little face appeared, and then, Han Pin, Duoduo, Ning Ning and Qingqing's faces slowly appeared, and even, at that moment, she seemed to hear their immature and crisp laughter.
At this moment, Han Zihe raised her head, her eyes gradually became firm, and at this moment, she slowly made a decision in her heart.