Chapter 281 True Emotions

But Ye Jingbei didn't plan to let her have any chance to escape, so he decisively took Leng Shuiyue's hand directly, took her directly to the car with a calm face, closed the door, and drove the horse at a speed of 120 directly to the embankment next to him.

Well, after all, it's still at this point, can't they really get along very easily?

Do you really have to use this way to face this kind of unbearableness with your own blood?

Maybe it can be regarded as a whole thing, and it would be better if it didn't exist, when the public facts have been revealed without hesitation.

I am really embarrassed, maybe the other party may not hesitate to affirm his attitude to himself.

Leng Shuiyue really felt as if she was standing on the edge of a cliff, waiting for a merciless sentence.

Leng Shuiyue finally has an answer in the depths of her heart, the other party will finally not have any patience, is this a broken end or the beginning of the peak and loop? I don't know anything.

can only hang in the heart, like a boot on the roof, which will not fall for a long time.

At this time, the lights were already on, and the two of them sat silently in the car, and the atmosphere seemed to be a little awkward.

Leng Shuiyue really didn't know how to break this deadlock, because everything was caused by herself, and the two of them were originally a good friend.

However, since I sent that text message, it seems that these feelings have changed.

And now he also has a very indifferent, cold and even impatient expression, isn't this lazy man who is not very elegant and warm?

This contrast changes so much that it makes people feel a sense of solemnity, or dare not get close to this man.

Finally, about 5 minutes passed, but it seemed that 1000 years had passed, and I finally waited for a faint reply from this man.

"Is everything you said that day true?"

Leng Shuiyue's head is really buzzing, is this man questioning one of his own emotions, or is he playing a game of his own love for this love, or is he asking himself in what way?

I really don't know how to answer this question, do you want to educate yourself in this way, no, everyone is an adult.

I might want to say that this is not a joke, but I want to say that it is just a topic for an April Fool's Day in advance.

But this kind of thing really wants to say these things in a very ridiculous way.

But deep down, I must not let myself say this kind of thing no matter what, who wants to ridicule this kind of thing, who wants to go to what kind of game to make this joke.

I am so sincere and so broken about this feeling, with a full sincerity and enough courage to send this short message.

"Who could make a joke about their own things, I mean really take this thing seriously, of course they have already refused, and this is already a good ending. I don't think this kind of thing will take this kind of thing to make this kind of entertainment news.,Now I've told you my feelings, and it's okay.,A male god like you.,Should have rejected a lot of girls.,It's normal.,I'm just one of the rejections.,So it's very understandable when I think about it.,We can still be friends in the future.,Right?"

When Leng Shuiyue expressed this matter, her voice even carried a crying tone, and she said it very sadly, it is true that the other party's male god refuses, and girls can be regarded as a daily life.

Then the other party has no need, and there is no right or obligation, and he must take care of himself with a glass heart, right?

He looked at the lights in front of him at the beginning of the crowd, and there was silence for a moment before it was very gentle.

"You're still young. ”

Leng Shuiyue was a little annoyed, and finally prepared to preach to herself again at this critical moment, and finally seemed to be here again with the appearance of this teacher.

Involuntarily blurted out.

"I'll be 21 years old in the second half of the year, I'm already an adult, so you're not much older than me, you're just a 27-year-old, you think you're an old man at this time. ”

This is indeed the case, this is just a teacher-student relationship, but the age difference between the two of them is not huge, only a difference of 6 years.

The difference between her cousin's marriage and her future husband is actually 8 years old, and she is also happy to live happily.

Is the 6-year-old between herself and her as unfathomable as a chasm?

He smiled and said that he couldn't help but shake his head for such a bold act of this girl, it is indeed still the kind of unscrupulous, a kind of enthusiasm for youth and the future.

"In fact, at an age like yours, I have experienced it before, and I have been ignorant, and there is also such a kind of liking for a certain person, which is a very common feeling, but I am your teacher, you may have some kind of dependence on me or some kind of worship and appreciation, but this is not really a factor that can maintain this long-term feeling, this is only at a certain stage, the kind of feeling that is shown at a special moment, which is completely different from the kind of faint relationship between lovers that we want to understand, you know?”

I just said this sentence directly, and I hope that the other party can understand and wake up to her troubles in this relationship.

Leng Shuiyue looked at Ye Jingbei dumbfounded, and actually said a remark in this regard, could it be that he did not accept himself, and he also questioned himself.

Could it be that this kind of feeling is the so-called admiration, appreciation, curiosity and a more favorable feeling, which will cause him to fly over and run towards him without hesitation?!

Leng Shuiyue thinks that the content of this kind of thing is too absurd, it is too far-fetched, I have lived for 21 years, do you still think of me as a little girl who is still eating lollipops?

I'm going to work next semester, I'm an adult woman in a society, and I'm a person who is about to enter society, and I have my own responsibilities and obligations.

Not the girl who always needs someone to pamper her.

Could it be that he is such an image in his eyes? The incident of Suihua really made his mood fall to the bottom.

It turns out that all my wishful thinking is not only embarrassing, but also super embarrassing, and it turns out that others actually treat themselves as a girl.

This so-called love needs to be equal, since the other party has not given himself enough equality, can this kind of thing still last?

There is still dignity to be had.

Leng Shuiyue did not hesitate to press the lock button of the car directly, and wanted to rush out directly, but it seemed that it directly controlled the lock button at a faster speed, and directly locked the car, and it was impossible for her to get out.

"I'm opening the door, I'm going out!"

Leng Shuiyue angered such emotions in her heart, angry with my lamp, although I love him very much, it doesn't mean that I have to accept myself in a way.

"Listen to me, have you thought about the consequences of these things? I'm your teacher, and if I reject you, think about how we're going to get along with each other in the next semester, you know what? What attitude do you use to deal with it? Didn't I say that we can't even be friends like now? You completely treat me like a femme fatale, and hide from you......

He almost blurted out, telling one of his innermost secrets, but he still faintly restrained his emotions.

"I don't care so much, I've thought about it now, no matter how bad I am, it won't be faster than today's thing, because it has clearly rejected me, what else is there to say, it's normal, I'm just one of the rejected terminators, I already feel very comfortable accepting it, so I think it's OK." ”

There is a kind of bitterness in his voice, why do you have to face to face in this situation to uncover the relevance of your own unbearable.

I've avoided this aspect so uncomfortable, do you have to open the skylight of this thing and tell yourself that you can't accept this kind of feeling anymore, right?

Can't you do it if you like it silently?

Is it cruel to strangle in this way?

He looked at the girl in front of him, as if he didn't know how to express it, but said it unnaturally.

"Then Leng Shuiyue, you tell me, if I accept it, does it tell me that your life will be happier, and it will be a little better than now, if you think I accepted you, what will the people around you think of your things, if we are together, you have to bear this pressure, it may not be the pressure now, you may be attacked by a lot of friends around you, yes? You don't even understand your jealousy and even a lot of things, you don't understand that you even think that there are many kinds of attacks in life, have you ever thought about it? It may be worse than the current situation, have you ever considered how much social pressure you will bear if you are with me......

Leng Shuiyue instantly fell silent.

He used a very suppressive word to suppress his inner emotions, to slowly say these words, come out, of course, a kind of restlessness that cannot be hidden, and he thought about it so much in one breath.

Of course, Leng Shuiyue didn't think about many things at all, and our whole group was also full of enthusiasm to love a man to express his love, hatred, and hatred.

I don't care too much about that kind of words and deeds, this sentence, and I don't care about too many people's thoughts and opinions about myself.

"Ye Jingbei, these things may not have been so mature in my thinking, but this thing will not constitute a reason why I like you, and it will not constitute an obstacle to liking you and continuing to like you and be with you. I think as long as two people who love each other are together, many things can be completely let go, why should I bear their pressure, do they help me in my life? No, this is a right for me as an adult, the so-called envy and jealousy, maybe they will hate me when they get this feeling, but they are also complacent......

Leng Shuiyue has no scruples to understand what she means, and when she says this kind of thing, she doesn't care about what others point fingers at.

Does this stuff have anything to do with you? Hammer relationship.

"Then Ye Jingbei, are you afraid of other people's eyes? Are you worried about other people's scruples, you didn't dare to accept me, so you used such a vision and the world to measure my pursuit of you from the beginning, right?"

Ye Jingbei looked at the young woman and didn't know what to say, if he said that he didn't care at all, he just cared about her situation, cared about her feelings, and cared about whether she was doing well.

So will there be too much irresistible breaking through all taboos by saying it yourself?

She seems to have said her feelings without hesitation through contact like today, because she already has a kind of courage to break the kettle.

"I know and treat me very well, I am very grateful to you for your help and care for me, I see these things in my eyes, but only the heart is really clear, the so-called gratitude of these things and not have any meaningful relationship with love, I understand how my heart thinks, I like a person, I love a person, it has nothing to do with this kind of thing, so if you worship you as a kind of appreciation, then you only like it, I am not like this. ”

Leng Shuiyue's voice had a certain crying tone, but in the end it stopped, because there were some words that really didn't know how to say.

There are so many situations and emotions that I want to express.

Forget it, don't put any pressure on the other party, and don't give the other party any moral kidnapping, just say what you need to say, and you can become friends in the future, let it be.

In the end, Leng Shuiyue still didn't tell the most secret thing in her heart, stabilized her emotions and said to him very calmly.

"I'm sorry if I'm causing you some kind of trouble in this world, I really think I'm so

Y, if I could, we still had a good time this semester, and I can rest assured that I will work hard to get this scholarship. ”

"If you feel that my presence in class may affect and embarrass you, of course I will try my best to be in this classroom, and I will try my best to study seriously, pretending that this has never happened, I will never take the initiative to find you to do any English tutoring, or any bold and presumptuous behavior, I will definitely exist like a little transparent. ”

Leng Shuiyue even expressed it to someone he admired in his youngest time and space.

But to promise in this way that he will not interfere with the other party, he really feels that this kind of love makes him feel very humble.

Although it seems that he can't control some psychological rhythm, but after saying this, he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, no matter what the days to come, then it would be good for him to have this position, and he would love him forever, this is his fate.

He turned his head suddenly, and looked at her fixedly, an expression that was about to come out, with a faint kind of burning, an unspeakable, indescribable emotion.

"Are you done?"

"Huh?"

"If you don't finish talking, you need to be fast, you want to be fast, don't you like the logo very much? ”

He interrupted himself so forcefully, and with an extremely suppressed joy in his heart, he already knew that this girl loved herself and liked herself, not some kind of faith, nor some kind of so-called boring appreciation, but it was indeed so close to herself, this is a kind of love, real love.

"Here we go!"

"Ahh

It was really a 120-yard rush, and it just so happened to be a no-man's land, and it was only a distance, so that the whole mood was vividly expressed with this high-speed sign.

Of course, the speed of the car was so fast that it was heading directly towards his house instead of returning to the campus.

When Leng Shuiyue realized this place, she seemed to be a little surprised, why did she come back to his home?

and this man were silent throughout the drag racing process, as if he was faintly suppressing his emotions, with a very excited look, and then he drove the car without knowing why.

When he stopped the car, he took his hand and walked directly to his home without hesitation, as if he had a sense of impatience.

Leng Shuiyue's head was completely dizzy, she really didn't know what this man was doing, and she didn't know why she brought herself back, so she could only choose to believe that the moment he stepped into his door, there was no time to change his shoes in front of the door as soon as the door closed, and there was no way to turn on even the light.

In the darkness he looked at himself quietly, looking down at himself with a certain burning heat in his eyes.

Leng Shuiyue's heart hung in the air, and her voice trembled a little in a high place, as if if she didn't even turn on the lights, it seemed that there was something indescribable, like in a TV script.

Something indescribable happens to a couple in love, and this situation seems to be very close.

"Ye Jingbei ......"

I had already heard the sound of my heartbeat, and I didn't know how to deal with my hands and feet, I didn't know how to put it, but I felt a sense of suffocation.

"I ......"

Before he could express his words, he fell into his arms and hugged each other tightly.

At that moment, I didn't believe that these things were real at all, thinking that this was all in my heart in the dream, and there were countless rehearsed shots in the dream, and there were countless thoughts, and I would definitely fit in with such a situation.

Really, is it real? hugging each other tightly.

This feeling is so real, does he love himself?