Chapter 253: Mentality

Liu Hao's mood is extremely bad, although Liu Hao doesn't want to believe this fact, but Liu Hao also knows that the results diagnosed by the super divine medical system are basically not wrong, and the super divine medical system has not made a single mistake, so to speak, this diagnosis is completely not wrong.

Liu Hao dragged a heavy heart to the staircase, before Liu Hao was going to call Li Mengchen to eat with him, but at this moment Liu Hao no longer had any mood to eat, when he walked to the staircase, Liu Hao did not go downstairs, but chose to go upstairs and go to his office.

opened the office that he hadn't been to for two days, and then closed the office door, Liu Hao, who felt that he was hot-headed, came to the water dispenser, took out a disposable paper cup, and then took a full cup of cold water, and then Liu Hao began to drink it directly.

After a large paper cup of cold water under his stomach, Liu Hao felt that the heat on his forehead and face had not been relieved at all, and Liu Hao also felt that his heart was also beating rapidly, Liu Hao stretched out his hand and attached it to his fast-beating heart, and the heart was beating rapidly, making Liu Hao feel that he was particularly flustered now, and he was also flustered.

Liu Hao's eyes inadvertently looked at his desk, and then Liu Hao thought of something, and then Liu Hao put the disposable paper cup in his hand directly on the ground, and then came to his desk with some unsteady feet, and then the whole person fell on the office chair as if there were no bones, and then reached out and opened a drawer under the desk, and took out the box of cigarettes that had not been smoked for almost two months.

From the cigarette case, Liu Hao took out a cigarette with his somewhat trembling hand, and then lit the cigarette with a lighter, then put the cigarette on his mouth, and took a sharp puff, and then Liu Hao slowly spit out the smoke, such a cycle, Liu Hao felt that his somewhat flustered emotions were suddenly relieved a lot.

After feeling much better, Liu Hao leaned his body on the office chair weakly, his eyes looked at the cigarette that kept smoking, and he kept asking himself in his heart: "What should I do next? What can I do now?"

In the previous time, Liu Hao still planned to find a way to see how to treat Director Li Ziqiang after learning what kind of illness Director Li Ziqiang was suffering from, even if it was a terminal illness, but now Liu Hao learned that Director Li Ziqiang had an incurable disease, and it was also an incurable disease of advanced stomach cancer, Liu Hao's heart gradually dispelled the idea of discussing how to treat with Director Li Ziqiang.

Isn't that a joke when I still think about how to treat it? Maybe this is a state of mind? When we don't get a definite diagnosis, the mentality at that time is to try to investigate, and even if we find out, there is no problem, even if we have a terminal illness, we have to receive treatment.

But once it is really found out and diagnosed, the previous subconscious thoughts in Liu Hao's mind are gone, because in the subjective part of Liu Hao's brain, in fact, most of the subjective consciousness thinks that this cancer has been medically characterized as an incurable disease that is 100% incurable.

Now Liu Hao also knows, that is, now that he has directly told Director Li Ziqiang what he knows, then Liu Hao can also imagine that the relationship between the two will immediately become awkward, and even get farther and farther away, until they are close to an unfamiliar relationship.

Such a relationship is unacceptable to Liu Hao, but if Liu Hao is made to turn a blind eye and remain silent, it is obviously impossible.

Director Li Ziqiang can be said to be the second very close in addition to the grandmother who raised him, and now such a relative is about to come to the end of his life, but Liu Hao, who is a doctor, is powerless, which makes Liu Hao's heart extremely painful and uncomfortable.

Liu Hao's incomparably painful and uncomfortable mood may be more violent than that of ordinary people, why do you say that? Because Liu Hao is a child who has no parents since he was a child, he has not had the experience of growing up without parents since he was a child.

After the adult joined the work, he spent two years in the hepatobiliary surgery department and was directly ignored, so the people who grew up and experienced in this environment cherish everyone who cares about him more than others.

Just when Liu Hao's eyes were a little confused looking at the cigarette smoke that kept coming out of his eyes, the door of Liu Hao's office was suddenly pushed open violently!

Hearing this sound coming from the door of his office, Liu Hao didn't need to look at it at all to know who had come in, and at the same time, Liu Hao also subconsciously put the cigarette in his hand on the ground, and at the same time, Liu Hao stomped on the cigarette that was still smoking with his foot.

People who have never smoked cigarettes are particularly sensitive to the smell of cigarettes, and when Li Mengchen walked into Liu Hao's office, her delicate brows wrinkled directly, and at the same time she spoke: "I said, Liu Hao, why is there such a big smell of smoke in your office?"

Hearing Li Mengchen's words, he knew that Li Mengchen hated smoking the most, so Liu Hao hurriedly waved his hand, opened his mouth to deny, and explained: "How is it possible? I don't smoke at all, you know." Before you came, a family member of a patient came to my office, and while I was talking to me, he was smoking, and I saw the patient's family with a worried face, so I didn't have the embarrassment to stop him from smoking. ”

While explaining to Li Mengchen, Liu Hao also got up and opened the window of the office behind him.

And after Li Mengchen heard Liu Hao's words, he also stretched out his little hand and slapped his nose twice, and frowned at the same time: "Really, I hate this kind of smoke the most, it really smells bad, and it's very smoky." ”

Li Mengchen walked towards the water dispenser a little thirsty, when Li Mengchen came to the water dispenser, he saw the disposable paper cup on the ground that was still on the ground by Liu Hao, and saw the disposable paper cup on the ground, Li Mengchen squatted down and stretched out his hand to pick up the disposable paper cup on the ground and threw it into the trash can on the side, and then said dissatisfiedly: "This patient's family really has no quality, not to mention smoking in someone's office, and throwing paper cups on the ground indiscriminately, it's really not good." ”