Chapter 22: Making a Vow
After the last time I saw the guardian, I was very careful in doing things, I can bear it I usually endure, and the words are getting less and less, the head teacher talked to me, asked me what's wrong, I haven't been giving up recently, I answered the head teacher perfunctorily, saying that something happened at home, give me some time will be fine, please rest assured, the words of the guardian make me linger, will Ya leave me?
I am not completely sure in my heart, I will love her more carefully in the future, and I believe that Ya will not leave me.
After the evening self-study, I sent Ya back to my residence as usual, and then went back to the rental house by myself, and I still didn't feel at ease when I returned there, I sent a message to Ya,
"Ah, shall we come out and see you? Why? Didn't you just see it? I miss you? So, will you let me go? Pigeon? Do you know what day it is? What day! Fool's Day today, yes! It's April Fool's Day so soon? I did forget that it was April Fool's Day, but I really didn't lie to you! Sure? I swear to God, lie to you that I'm a puppy. Okay, where are you? I'm heading to the Tomb Mountain, what are you doing there? Do you dare to come? With you, I'm not afraid of anything, okay, I'll wait for you there," As for why I chose to go to the Tomb Mountain, in fact, I can't say the reason myself, it's just to follow the feeling, the Tomb Mountain is behind the school, the school was not developed before, and there is the Tomb Mountain behind the school, and very few people go there, and it's really scary there.
Ya, who is also bold, found me on the phone with me all the way, and I saw her indescribable joy at first sight, but Ya was not so happy,
"Yawning and saying, why are you here so late? Aren't you afraid? What are you afraid of? I almost didn't tell her that I am a person from Jiuyang, what are you doing here? I don't do anything, I feel like I can't sleep, as if I want to lose you, what are you talking about? How can you lose me, I love you so much, really? Really, is it okay for us to be together for the rest of our lives? I just want to talk about a love that doesn't break up! Yes? When you meet a good one in the future, will you choose someone else? No, I look like I, am I like? Like, hey! Today is April Fool's Day! Your birthday is April 8th, right? Well, it's almost there, well, let's go back quickly, it's strange and scared here, what are you afraid of? What about me? Tonight's wind is a little strong, there is an excavator in front of us, it is an expansion school, there are people in it, Ya is a little embarrassed, a girl and a boy don't sleep at night, come here to whisper, strange and embarrassed, let's go back! But I always feel that I still have something to say, I keep holding Ya and saying, let's talk more here, okay? Ya looked at me with two big eyes, how late is it? I have class tomorrow! How can I be here all the time, it's one o'clock in the morning now, let's go back, I still don't have the idea of going back, I've been thinking about our future, and I've been explaining to Ya, Ya is also listening to me very carefully, talking and talking We pointed at each other and said, no one is allowed to repent, and swear to God, I may be too serious about the words of the guardian, I'm afraid that Ya will really leave me, we just swore in the back mountain of the school, and made a promise to be together for the rest of our lives, it may sound like a bit of child's play," Where can this kind of youthful promise withstand the washing of reality, now think about it, I really envy myself at that time, and the irresponsible oath may only be said at that age!
We stayed here for a few hours, seeing how much we believe in each other now, at first Ya thought about it, and finally decided that we would be together for the rest of our lives, and talk about a love that will never break up.
A gust of wind blows, it feels deep in the shade, and it's not strange because the back is full of graves, it's normal to have this feeling, people's psychological effects can determine everything you perceive, it's really unfortunate, in such a period of time, you actually made such a vow, and in such an environment, the ghost believes it?
I don't know why I chose this time and place, maybe everything is already doomed, love is most afraid of not the appearance of a third party, but the looting of time, time allows us to have passionate years, and at the same time can wash away our love little by little.
"Don't you want to go back? I'm really a little scared, can we really be together for the rest of our lives? I kept asking the same question, the first time I asked Ya hesitated, and then asked, she replied without hesitation, I will be with you for the rest of my life, talk about a love that does not break up, suddenly I am as happy as a child, more like a child, the same naïve, and Ya is like a mother, generously hugging me in her arms, this is a small jasper? ”
"Shall we go back, we have class tomorrow, um! I will go back to our lodgings holding hands with Ya. "When we left, I vaguely heard people say, goodbye, I didn't look back, I asked Ya if you saw it?
She said what she heard, and you want to scare me, am I different from ordinary people? My mind was full of questions, this goodbye blinded me, and when I came out, I thought maybe I heard it wrong, so I didn't care, everyone has some secrets that don't belong to them, and secrets don't belong to themselves, what kind of experience should it be?
I can't find the answer for a while, let it develop, one day the secret will be revealed by time, and the most important thing now is to make a private agreement with Ya for life.
I gave Ya the Buddha that my mother asked for for me, and said to Ya that he represented me, and he could take it when he wanted me, which feels a bit old-fashioned, and it's a plot that can only appear on TV, but that's the case.
I'll help Ya bring it, and she likes it.
"I will cherish it, don't worry, sword! I only love you in this life, and suddenly I feel that this love is enough for my life!" "On the way back, I felt that someone was following me, but I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid, I was really afraid, what
"The body of Jiuyang" Lao Tzu is not rare. He also said that after I was eighteen years old, I could see things that others couldn't see if I wanted to.
I couldn't believe it at the time, it felt like it was. The omens of the past few days have made me a little restless, take my phone to see what time it is, see that it is two o'clock in the morning in MD, go to the guardian and ask him to think of a way for me?
I'm a little scared of being so late, forget it, I'll go to him after class tomorrow. Let's find a way to solve it, otherwise how else will I live.
I also heard that the school used to be a hospital, and I also heard that some students in the old dormitory used to take exams and hang themselves if they were not ideal.
The more I think about it, the more scared I get. I'm almost 18, is tonight an omen? I like to look out the window during self-study last night, and I can always see white clothes playing basketball on the playground opposite.
I wondered why she was playing basketball there every night, halfway through the second quarter, but I could never see her face or hear her voice, and I was horrified to think about it.
I didn't attend the last class in the morning, and he wasn't surprised to find the Guardian, it seemed that he thought I would look for him, and naturally, came.
I didn't say much before I told him about my situation, and he said that it's not good to have this ability?
Are they the same as us? No, you can only see the picture now, not hear it
The voice of "them" speaking,
"Them"
"It's a low sound wave, you can't recognize and hear it without scientific equipment, oh my God, the more I listen, the more confused I become, and the picture has to be put to the millionth power of 10 to see it. Now the instrument is almost invisible, and how many people envy you for having this ability. To hear a voice, you may not be able to hear it until you are 28 years old, with a 10-year transition period. Practitioners can only enter once every 10 years, and if they can't enter the session in 10 years, it's almost that session, and they can't move forward. I don't want to see it, I don't need to, I feel like I can't bear it now, I can't bear it. You can turn it off, but you'll have to suffer. Well, I'm not afraid, he opened an opening in the lower right corner of my head as he spoke, I don't know what the hell he put it in, and when he needed to take it out and tell him, Lao Tzu has never taken it out in his life, the opening is a bit big, I have to wrap it in gauze, and there is an extra scar on the right side of the heart of the brain. Ya asked me, and my answer was that I hit it with basketball and went to the hospital for five stitches. Do you think I'm disfigured and don't like me anymore, her answer surprised me, saying that it was more individual. "For a while, I spent time with white gauze on my head, I couldn't eat chili peppers, I couldn't eat soy sauce, but it suffocated me, but fortunately, it was the school sports day, and I recuperated at home for a week.
I don't know what he put in it, I don't feel pain, I just feel something in it, it beats inside, and I don't feel it after a while.
When I got better, I couldn't see the girl in white playing basketball on the playground anymore in self-study, maybe she was just a certain picture, which was repeated every day.
Repeat the broadcast, then why is it only on the day of the sun, and it only comes out when the weather is good. Forget it, I'm normal now, don't care about those, study hard, be with Ya well, and have a lot of children in the future, what guardians,
"The Body of Nine Suns" Lao Tzu is only an ordinary person. I've never been to the Guardian since.
Until later.