Chapter 279: I'm going to get better
Nan Yitang's forehead was covered with cold sweat, her expression was painful, she was struggling in her own world, because she was tightly hugged by Qin Beimu, she gradually lost her strength, slowly calmed down, and her eyes became clear again.
"What's wrong?"
Looking at Qin Beimu's worried gaze, in this heavy night, she looked like a worried person who had just woken up.
"It's fine. Qin Beimu saw that Nan Yitang had come to his senses, so he let go of his hand.
"What's wrong with your hand? How is it bleeding?"
Nan Yitang was stunned for a moment when he saw the stickiness of his palm, only to realize that it was Qin Beimu who was bleeding.
"It's okay, I just accidentally bumped into it. ”
In the wound, there were broken porcelain pieces embedded in it, Qin Beimu "hissed", and finally felt the pain in his wrist.
"Did I get it?"
"It's not. ”
Nan Yitang was not sober at that time and didn't remember anything, but if she realized that she did it herself, she would definitely feel guilty.
"Fool, I broke the cup when I was pouring water just now and accidentally scratched it. ”
"Then I'll go get you gauze and dress the wound. You see, there's still broken porcelain in there, I'll deal with it for you. ”
Nan Yitang brought disinfectant water and tweezers, and carefully treated Qin Beimu's wounds.
"How could you be so careless? There was so much blood, but fortunately the wound was not deep. ”
"It's fine. ”
Qin Beimu looked at Nan Yitang with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
"You're all injured, what are you smirking at?" Nan Yitang said angrily: "You must be careful in the future, but you must not do this again." ”
"Well, good. ”
Qin Beimu agreed very happily, why was he so happy, probably because he liked to see Nan Yitang love him too much.
From that day on, Nan Yitang often regarded him as an enemy and a murderer of her own children when she was unconscious, so she was so scared that she was full of vigilance and wanted to kill him.
Qin Beimu was afraid that she would hurt herself, and every time she stopped it, it took a lot of effort, and she often hung colors on her body.
Even if it is once or twice, he can barely find an excuse to deceive Nan Yitang, but after many times, Nan Yitang also began to doubt.
Although she herself can't remember anything, every time she does something abnormal, Nan Yitang will have a short memory gap, and she always doesn't know what she did during that time period.
Nan Yitang is so smart, he is connected to all kinds of unusual, and in this way, he naturally guessed that there was something wrong with his body.
"You're hurt again?"
When Qin Beimu was secretly bandaging his wounds, Nan Yitang pushed open the door and walked in, Qin Beimu still wanted to cover up, but Nan Yitang looked clear, he knew that there was nothing to hide, Nan Yitang must know something.
"It's just a little injury, it's not in the way. ”
"What's wrong with me?"
"This has nothing to do with you. ”
"I know I did it, don't hide it from me. What's wrong with me?"
"Tang Tang, you're thinking too much. ”
"I did it, I must have done it. Although Nan Yitang can't remember it, Qin Beimu's appearance already says everything.
"What the hell is wrong with me, how could I hurt you?"
"Tang Tang, don't worry. Qin Beimu cleaned and comforted Nan Yitang, afraid that if she was excited, it would affect her mood again, "You are just in a bad mood during this time, the doctor said, there is nothing serious." ”
"I am, split personality?"
"The doctor said that you were stimulated too much, so occasionally you will not be conscious. However, it is not permanent, as long as you adjust your emotions, everything will be fine, don't worry. ”
"So, is it really me? You've been hurting all the time all this time. Actually, it's me?"
"Yes. Qin Beimu held Nan Yitang's hand and said, "Don't be afraid. You're just sick, soon, you'll be fine, I'm with you. ”
"I ...... I'm sorry. Nan Yitang looked at the wound on Qin Beimu's body distressedly, annoyed and sad, "I'm sorry, I don't know how I became like this." Why didn't you tell me, why didn't you just tie me up when I was crazy?"
"How can I be willing to hurt you. Besides, these are minor injuries, and none of what you have given me is a harm to me. ”
"I'm sorry. ”
Nan Yitang's eyes were red, after losing her child, she could feel that something was wrong with her, and she tried very hard to adjust herself, but she didn't know why, the situation was getting worse and worse, she wanted to forget the nightmare, but she almost forgot about herself.
"Don't be upset. Tang Tang, are you willing to believe me? I will accompany you for treatment, and we will definitely get better. ”
"Good. ”
Nan Yitang nodded.
Seeing a psychiatrist was a very difficult process for Nan Yitang, she had to recall her most painful memories at that time, how her child fell in front of her, how the child cried and begged herself, that scene is a nightmare every time she thinks about it.
For the first treatment, when Nan Yitang came out, he was lying on the edge of the pool and vomiting, almost throwing up his stomach.
"Tang Tang. Qin Beimu patted Nan Yitang's back, distressed, "We won't come, we won't come in the future." ”
He would rather be covered in injuries than watch Nan Yitang suffer like this.
"No, I need to get better as soon as possible. How can I stand up like this, how can I avenge my children? I don't want to see myself in such an embarrassed way again. I can't be defeated by those enemies, I have to hold on. ”
Nan Yitang grabbed Qin Beimu's hand and raised a smile, "Beimu, Qin Beimu, don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”
Qin Beimu stroked Nan Yitang's face, and the indescribable feeling in his heart was so uncomfortable.
"Let's go home. ”
"Tang Tang behaved so well today, I'll cook your favorite food for you personally, okay?"
"Hmm. Nan Yitang nodded, "Don't worry, I won't have an accident in the room alone, I'll call you if I'm uncomfortable." ”
Qin Beimu was cooking in the kitchen, but he kept paying attention to the movement upstairs.
When the "bang" sounded, Qin Beimu was startled.
"Tang Tang?"
Qin Beimu ran upstairs while calling her name, and when he opened the door of the room, he saw Nan Yitang wrapping his hands around the bed with strips of cloth tied to the bed.
Nan Yitang has always been ruthless to herself, and when she realized that something was wrong with her, in order to prevent herself from hurting others, she directly wrapped her hand with a strip of cloth.