Chapter 61: Pregnant?

Lian Cheng didn't expect that he would have such emotions towards the patient, the atmosphere in the ward was not good, and Ji Xinglan was obviously on the verge of an outbreak.

"Your body has reached the limit of the drug load, if you don't reduce the dose, you will be poisoned by the drug!" Liancheng reminded solemnly.

The ward fell silent again, and Ji Xinglan was exuding cool air all over his body, until Liancheng spoke again:

"I prescribed some alleviating Chinese patent medicine for Miss Li, you can take it from me!"

The evil qi on Ji Xinglan's body instantly subsided a lot, his eyes flickered, and it took a long time to look back at Li Xiaonuan.

"Wait here. The tone was not very good, but it was obviously not the evil spirit just now, until it was confirmed that Li Xiaonuan nodded in response, and then followed Liancheng out of the ward.

The two of them walked all the way to the corner, and Liancheng slowly stopped.

Ji Xinglan frowned:

"What the hell is going on?" he grew up with Liancheng since childhood, and with just a look from Liancheng, he could see that something was wrong.

"This is Li Xiaonuan's inspection report. ”

"Have any other questions?" Ji Xinglan's face turned pale, and he was a little afraid to listen to Liancheng's next words.

Seeing Ji Xinglan's pretending to be calm, Lian Cheng was a little incredulous, it was Ji Xinglan who couldn't blink his eyes in the face of bloody wind and rain!

Taking a deep breath, it was the first time that I felt so stressful as a doctor explaining the condition to a patient in detail.

"The problem now is indeed a bit tricky, Miss Li just did the B-ultrasound list showing a small shadow, it is not ruled out that it is a newly implanted embryo. ”

"She's pregnant?" Ji Xinglan's eyes flickered, and before he had time to be happy, he thought of something, and his face instantly turned pale.

"Because the shadow is too small, the urine test is negative again, and it is still uncertain. ”

"If it's really pregnant-" Ji Xinglan's tone was a little difficult, and he didn't know how to ask.

"If you are really pregnant, the side effects of psychotropic drugs will directly penetrate the placental barrier, and the child is likely-" Liancheng sighed, and he couldn't say anything more.

Ji Xinglan was stunned, the whole person was a little out of state, as if he suddenly understood that sentence, what it was like to have an empty heart.

It was not only Ji Xinglan who was hit, but also Li Xiaonuan who was hidden in the shadows around the corner, just now she felt that Liancheng seemed to have something to say, so when the two of them left the ward, they would secretly follow out, but she didn't expect to hear these words.

Looking down at her flat lower abdomen, maybe there was already a little life here?

If Xiaonuo is a gift from God, then if there is really a child in her belly now, is this punishment too unforgettable?

Didn't the antidepressant medication she was taking every day become a weapon to kill her children?

Just when Li Xiaonuan was still sinking in this devastating news, he heard Ji Xinglan's light tone but spoke very firmly.

"I don't need children. ”

In a word, Li Xiaonuan's heart was a little cold, Ji Xinglan hated her, yes, I don't know when she started, why did she forget, if she owes anyone in her life, not only Xiaonuo, Ji Xinglan is also one of them.

She used her hatred to ruin the happiness of Ji Xinglan's life, which is a debt that her body can't repay, so when facing Ji Xinglan, she will always have a little burden, even if she really uses it, she wants to do it as much as possible. Otherwise, the guilt in her heart will make it difficult for her to move an inch.

It's just that when she really heard Ji Xinglan say that she didn't need the child she had, she was still a little panicked in her heart, and as for the reason, Li Xiaonuan was also a little dazed.

Li Xiaonuan, who turned to leave, did not hear Ji Xinglan's next words.

"All I need is her. ”

Liancheng was a little surprised, he really didn't expect Ji Xinglan to do this.

"It's just my speculation now, it's just the worst possibility, it's not sure yet, maybe it's just a cyst, you can find a reason to bring her in again in seven days, and everything will be settled in seven days." Liancheng just told Ji Xinglan the most serious consequences in advance.

"Okay, don't let her know. Ji Xinglan said and turned around and left directly.

Looking at Ji Xinglan's back, Liancheng actually saw a strong sadness that could not be dissolved!

After Ji Xinglan and Liancheng separated, he did not go back to the ward directly, but went to the secluded small square outside the hospital alone, and it was not until no one was in a corner that Ji Xinglan dared to reveal the pain in his eyes.

Although he often said that Xiaonuo was disobedient and only knew his mother, in fact, he loved Xiaonuo no less than anyone else, and even because it was the most precious gift left by Li Xiaonuan to him, it was too late to hurt his heart.

Thinking that Li Xiaonuan had such a precious gift in his stomach, the first reaction in his heart just now was uncontrollable ecstasy, but thinking that this was a child who was destined not to have, there was only pain left in his heart, his child was going to leave this world before he was born, even if it was an uncertain fact, it made Ji Xinglan feel a sense of guilt that even breathing was extravagant.

A tear fell silently into the flowers under the big tree, and disappeared quietly, just like the heavy pain in his heart, the suffocating sadness that only he could know.

When Ji Xinglan returned to the ward, Li Xiaonuan was already asleep, and his eyes couldn't help but drift to the position of Li Xiaonuan's abdomen, afraid that he couldn't hold back the emotions in his heart, so he turned his head and walked to the sofa in the corner and sat down.

Li Xiaonuan, who pretended to be asleep, was secretly relieved until he was sure that Ji Xinglan sat on the sofa and did not make any more unnecessary movements.

The tears in his eyes fell silently on the pillow, and his heart hurt so much that he couldn't even pretend to be strong.

The two people in the ward, each immersed in the sorrow in their hearts, two hearts that were opposite, but for the first time, they took a step closer to each other, because a small life that might disappear before it was born. Even if they are far away, they also warm each other's hearts.

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After resting in the hospital for an afternoon, because Li Xiaonuan's condition did not require hospitalization, and her retching symptoms were indeed due to side effects caused by psychotropic drugs, the two of them walked out of the hospital at five o'clock.

"This is a Chinese patent medicine prescribed by Liancheng, which can relieve the symptoms of retching, but it is only relieved. Ji Xinglan stuffed the medicine that Liancheng gave him into Li Xiaonuan's hand, with a hint of deep meaning in his words.

Li Xiaonuan pretended not to understand, and only stared at the medicine that Ji Xinglan stuffed in her hand.

"I don't want to take medicine. Li Xiaonuan's face turned pale, and the self-blame in her eyes flashed.