Chapter 184: Kill Yourself

In the Xuanling Sect, Zhuge An came to his senses a few months ago, this once suave, powerful and high-ranking noble son, now his status and power are still there, but his weak body is not as good as an ordinary person.

For months, in addition to the torment from the pain, the greater torment came from the despair in his heart.

He lay on the bed, and could only rely on outsiders to send spiritual energy every day to continue his increasingly painful life.

"I'm already a waste!" At the beginning, he was shouting in his heart all the time, he was extremely unwilling, his hatred for Xiao Nan had been filled with every cell ...... in his body.

In countless visions, he tortured that enemy to death. Let Xiao Nan die countless times, he has imagined a thousand means .......

But gradually, it was like a monstrous storm and a time when it subsided.

His extreme hatred turned into extreme sorrow again, "I don't want to die, I shouldn't die, I am the concubine of the Zhuge family of the Xuanling Sect, even if the sky falls, I should be a cultivator who will never die......." ”

"I'm going to die, I'm not dead yet, but what's the difference between being dead? Sooner or later, like those ants, there will be a day when they will never wake up again, maybe ten or twenty years ....... ”

Ordinary people conform to the path of life and death, but he was once a noble cultivator, how can he conform to it? A person of a humble status is more able to face suffering, but it is impossible for even a lowly person to bear this kind of suffering.

He fell directly from the highest place in the world to the lowest place in the world, and some people can get up again if they fall, pat the dust on their bodies, and there is the possibility of starting again.

He was not the same, he had already fallen to pieces, as if that was not enough, but he had to leave a little mind for him, so that he could slowly appreciate this extreme suffering.

So he began to hate himself, hating himself for being reckless and reckless, and he was extremely noble but went to be angry with an ordinary cultivator who could no longer be ordinary.

"I'm such a stupid pig, why was I so confused at the time, why was I so confused, there are countless cultivators in this world, but there are also a few people who are worthy of arguing with me Zhuge An, but they are definitely not that cheap animal. ”

"I hate a person, I could have had countless hours and countless means to deal with him slowly, but why should I be so impulsive, I ....... ”

The hatred and sorrow in his heart exhausted him, and his body had been given the best care and meticulous care, and it was only natural for even an ordinary person who was seriously injured to receive this kind of medical care, and after several months of recuperation, he could get out of bed and move freely.

Due to the self-torture and destruction of his mind, his physical condition has deteriorated, and he also feels this terrible situation, but he just can't control all kinds of extreme emotions in his heart.

Even now, he didn't want to die immediately, his family was powerful, and he could still cling to it and enjoy himself until death came.

"At least find Xiao Nan and catch that brute, I want to see him tortured to death with my own eyes, no matter what, let him die in front of me, otherwise I won't be able to die!"

But he felt that he was getting weaker and weaker, and this was a new fear, and he wanted to sleep, even after sleeping, and the nightmares were one after another, and the nightmares were much milder than the fear when he woke up.

His parents would come every day for more than a month when he first came home and sat at his bed for a long time.

But now, a few months later, his mother still comes every once in a while, and his father no longer comes to visit, and even if there is care from his father, it is only through his mother or people in the house.

The doctor in the sect would come every morning and evening to diagnose and feed the medicine, and the person who delivered the spiritual energy into his body was an old man who came once a day.

And waiting by his side day and night to take care of him, is which plump young woman, these months, she is angry, crying all day long, outsiders see it, all think that this Zhuge Gongzi is abolished, only this amorous woman is the most sad.

In the afternoon of this day, the woman had just finished serving Zhuge An's lunch, she picked up a warm~wet towel and leaned over to wipe his mouth.

A rich breath of the opposite sex rushed straight to the end of Zhuge An's nose, and he stared directly at the ravines that loomed in the woman's chest when she was low on her upper body, and his eyes suddenly burst into flames.

"Cough" Zhuge An coughed lightly.

The woman straightened up and smiled sweetly at him, as bright as a rose blooming in May, of course she showed Zhuge An's strange appearance, and asked softly, "Childe, what's wrong?"

Zhuge couldn't move, the corners of his mouth curved, and he said to the woman, "Take off your shirt!" His voice was low, but full of majesty.

The woman was still smiling, putting down the towel in her hand, and her expression of shame and joy made Zhuge An forget all the hardships he had had.

The woman untied her clothes, took off her shoulders one by one, and her movements were gentle and seductive, and after a while, her delicate carcass like mutton fat ~ body was displayed in front of Zhuge An's eyes.

Zhuge An's throat squirmed, his eyes didn't blink, and he muttered for a while: "Take me."

Hand up!" was the same commanding tone.

The woman was still smiling, stretched out her slender jade-like arm, grabbed one of Zhuge An's hands, raised it, and then let it go, Zhuge An's hand fell weakly and smashed on her chest.

"What are you doing? Find a ...... to die. Zhuge An's desire ~ fire suddenly turned into anger.

"Childe, do you think I'm beautiful?" As if she hadn't heard him, the woman shook her **'s upper body, winked at him and smiled.

"What are you going to do? You want to rebel against ....... Zhuge An was a little frightened, he knew that his life was extremely fragile, "Come on!

"Childe, at this time, there is no one upstairs, your voice is so small, and the people below can't hear it. ”

"You...... You...... Go and call someone for me!"

"I'm beautiful, isn't it! So close, don't you want to touch it? In the past, Childe was cute and pinched hard, and always pinched me with a piece of blue and purple, and it took a long time to recover, and Childe has been paralyzed on the bed for several months, unable to move, and it has been half a year, alas, ....... ”

"Say no more, you ...... Go and call someone, come on!" Zhuge An's voice was very small, but he was simply shouting hoarsely.

"Childe, come and pinch again, this is your last chance. The woman leaned closer to him with her perfect upper body, "Come and pinch it!" Childe, hehe, childe, you are so pitiful, but I am so happy, the more pitiful you are, the happier I am." ”

The woman continued to move closer to him, "But I've been happy enough, you've been making me happy for the past six months......." ”

"Please, don't kill me...... Don't kill me....... Zhuge An was like a puppy wagging his tail and begging for mercy, his body trembling uncontrollably.

The woman let her body leave a little bit, and smiled coldly at him, "How could I kill you? I don't want to kill you, of course not." ”

Zhuge An didn't relax when he heard this, he always felt that something was wrong.

The woman stretched out her arm again and picked up the hand that had fallen on her chest earlier, shook it lightly, and said, "I won't kill you, but you yourself will kill yourself!"

"Ah......" Zhuge An felt his head split, and was about to plead, but the woman had already picked up his hand and covered his mouth and nose.

"Alas, Childe, look at you, you are so yourself!"

Zhuge An's eyes widened, only to see the woman shaking her head and frowning, with an expression full of pity, when the woman's face began to change, her lips were open, and she was full of smiles, his vision was blurred and he couldn't see anything clearly.