Chapter 115: I'd Rather Die
Nan Yitang felt weak when she woke up in the morning, she seemed to have a low-grade fever, yesterday Qin Beimu tossed her like she wanted her life, although she didn't make it to the end, but it was very tormented and painful, Nan Yitang got up, every movement felt pain, and her body was full of bruises left by Qin Beimu.
Nan Yitang trembled and went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when she came out, she felt even colder, she had no energy, and she could only look at the air in a daze after sitting for a while, not knowing what she should do at all.
Qin Beimu didn't come back last night, maybe let's go, although Nan Yitang didn't have much appetite, but the increasing dizziness reminded her that she still needed to eat something to replenish her strength.
Nan Yitang struggled to get up, opened the door and went out, and when he was still upstairs, he saw a person sitting in the living room downstairs, with one hand on his lap, hunched over and smoking.
Hearing the voice, Qin Beimu also raised his head to look at her, probably because he hadn't slept all night, Qin Beimu's eyes were a little red, and his deep gaze fell on Nan Yitang's body, and the two of them looked at each other like this and didn't speak.
Nan Yitang tightened her grip on the handle of the stairs, and after a moment of silence, she turned and walked back.
Looking at Nan Yitang's back, Qin Beimu suddenly felt angry, it turned out that this was what she looked like she had lost her disguise, and without Qu Yiying, Nan Yitang was so indifferent to him that he didn't even want to look at it more.
Qin Beimu pinched the cigarette in his hand, and regardless of the pain of his palms being burned, he ran up directly, caught up with Nan Yitang in a few steps, and grabbed her wrist.
Nan Yitang was taken aback by him, and looked up at him in amazement, mixed with the fear brought by his rough actions last night, such a look completely stung Qin Beimu.
Every time Nan Yitang said that he loved him, although he knew that it was fake, he still convinced himself to believe it, however, there was clearly no love for him in these eyes.
Qin Beimu pinched her chin, looked at Nan Yitang's delicate and bright face, and slowly rubbed his hand on her fair skin.
Nan Yitang trembled because of her touch, she was really afraid of being treated roughly by Qin Beimu again, she was tense all over, she didn't make a sound, and endured it silently.
Qin Beimu couldn't see her like this, the more she wanted to refuse, the more Qin Beimu refused to give in, and kissed her directly, while pulling her clothes hard.
Nan Yitang was scared, and even more humiliated, this is on the stairs, as long as the nanny driver at home comes out, he will see what they are doing at any time, is Qin Beimu crazy?
"Let go of me, don't, don't do this to me, hmm. Nan Yitang's waist was grabbed so hard by Qin Beimu, and the bruised place yesterday hurt.
"Don't, don't be here, shall we go back to our room?" Nan Yitang choked and begged him, tears of humiliation in his eyes.
"Why can't you be here?" Qin Beimu pressed her on the stairs, "What are you afraid of? Didn't you say you love me? Aren't you willing to do anything for me? Why do you resist when I touch you now? You hate me to such an extent, why do you lie to me!"
Qin Beimu yelled at her, his voice almost hoarse.
Nan Yitang looked at him and didn't speak, and the tears in his eyes were almost rolling down.
"You feel wronged, what about me? You lie to me, why don't you just lie to me for the rest of your life? Why don't you give birth to a child, why don't you refuse to marry me, why do you break this dream?"
"I said it, but you don't believe me, I didn't break this dream, and the culprit is not me. Nan Yitang's heart was also tingling, she thought that the most painful time for her was when she had just followed Qin Beimu, but now she found out that it was not.
Nan Yitang's tears couldn't stop falling, for herself, and for the innocent and tragic child.
"Don't cry. Qin Beimu wiped her tears, but he was not coaxing her, there was no tenderness in his eyes, only cruel calmness, "I won't believe your tears anymore, Nan Yitang, a woman who can bear to kill even her own children, will she really shed tears?"
"I don't have a heart, of course I don't. Nan Yitang choked up and sneered, "What about you, do you have sincerity? Who is more noble than whom! How many people's blood are stained with your own palms, how many disguised masks have you worn, can you count them clearly? Qin Beimu, the child is gone, you are also a murderer, it was you who created the sin, because it is your child, so he has no chance to open his eyes and take a look at it when he comes to this world!"
"Nan Yitang, I don't allow you to curse my child!" Qin Beimu choked Nan Yitang's neck, and his angry hands were trembling.
"Are you going to kill me? Then you kill me, I don't want to live anyway. With you, I have long felt that life is better than death, and it is better to follow any man in this world than you! You killed me!" Nan Yitang really felt disillusioned at that moment, and in a trance, she suddenly felt that she was revenge, what you are dead or alive, she didn't want to care, she really felt tired.
Qin Beimu's deliberate froze, his eyes dim and painful, "It turns out that this is what you really think in your heart." yes, yes. Since you think so, I will fulfill you. ”
"You ......" Nan Yitang's heart sank, and she wanted to say something, but she had just opened her mouth for a few days and was pulled downstairs by Qin Beimu, her body was too weak, and she was injured, she couldn't keep up with Qin Beimu's footsteps at all, she was pulled by him like this, she stumbled and fell, her knee hit the stairs, and she almost rolled down the stairs.
Qin Beimu grabbed her in time, and was pulled by Nan Yitang, and both of them fell down.
Almost an instinctive reaction of the body, Nan Yitang curled up into a ball, but he didn't feel the pain, Qin Beimu hugged her tightly like this, holding her waist with one hand and protecting her head with the other.
When Nan Yitang saw Qin Beimu's eyes, he suddenly felt very puzzled, why did Qin Beimu do this? While shouting and shouting at her to kill, he didn't believe her, put a bunch of charges on her, and didn't give her any chance to explain, but now he is protecting her like this with his body, what is it?
What is the need for Qin Beimu to stage this bitter trick in front of her? The child is gone, she is an ant in Qin Beimu's hand that he can pinch to death at any time, what else is there on her body that is worth his painstaking acting?