Mu Qing has always known that he is not an excellent person.

Ordinary appearance, ordinary IQ, and even have nothing to be proud of in terms of physique, if you want to use an analogy, then Mu Qing feels that he is probably a speck of dust, ordinary to the bones, can have or not, and because of the poor living conditions since childhood, he also lacks a little self-confidence, to put it bluntly, he is inferior.

A person's confidence is supported by his own strong foundation, and it just so happens that for these things, Mu Qing thinks that he has none of them, so he is naturally humbled to the dust.

When I was in high school, I used to like a girl, a girl who was not very beautiful, but had an exceptionally gentle personality, or in other words, Mu Qing had a crush on her at that time.

The love of the teenager is always a little bit beautiful and bitter.

I don't have the courage to pluck up the courage to confess, so I have been silently liking, I like to watch her sit alone in the library, I like to walk behind her silently, I like to secretly help her do what I can, and then I say with a blank face that I remember wrong.

I thought today was my duty.

In such a sentence, he said with a blank face when he graduated from high school.

He didn't know if the girl remembered his name, or if the girl had a classmate in her mind who didn't remember it very well.

After graduating from high school, the girl went to a university far away, which was close to the sea, and the girl liked the vast sea and the blue sky, all the vast landscapes, and the desert horse racing was also her favorite.

Mu Qing knew about this matter, which he had secretly investigated a long time ago, and he had followed it without hesitation.

Mu Qing remembered that at the college orientation party that year, he mustered up the courage to stand beside her, and then pretended to be calm and said, "What a coincidence, you are also in this school." ”

Mu Qingqing clearly remembered that the girl's smile was brighter than the stars in the sky at that time.

Freshman and sophomores, it's very bland, the same major, the same courses studied, so I always meet, I don't talk too much, just look at each other and smile.

Mu Qing remembers every smile of the girl, and remembers every look back of the girl.

Work hard for the love of her heart, this sentence seems to have a certain truth, for what she thinks in her heart, Mu Qing mustered up the courage to make herself more excellent, hoping that one day she can stand in front of her very openly, no one will say that they are not compatible, and no one will say that a flower is inserted in cow dung.

It's like the poem in "To the Oak Tree": If I love you, I will never be like a climbing flower, showing off myself through your high branches, if I love you, I will never learn from the infatuated birds, repeating monotonous songs for the green shade, and not only like a spring, sending cool comfort all year round; It's not just like a dangerous peak, increasing your height, setting off your majesty, even daylight, and even spring rain.

I love you, so I want to stand with you openly.

At that time, Mu Qing was so eager to guard his humility.

But nine times out of ten, fate will never stop waiting for you for a moment.

Those who have been neglected will always be neglected, just like Gu Jian lost his own girl with his own hands.

When Mu Qing went to confess, there was already a figure next to the girl.

Many of the words that had been prepared in my heart were all blank at this moment, and Mu Qing at that time tried his best to maintain an expressionless appearance, and after nodding at her, he missed it directly.

After all, it's just an unrequited love with all your might.

People with low self-esteem are often more sensitive, so they are more afraid of failure, Mu Qing thinks that he is not a too fragile person, but the huge sense of emptiness that is full of blood suddenly discharges makes him almost broken, and like a most ordinary person, he begins to regret, regretting why he couldn't muster up his courage earlier, thinking that if he had plucked up his courage earlier, the result would have been different.

Destruction is disdainful of Mu Qing, and he is unwilling to let the girl he likes fall into tangled emotions, perhaps it seems that such behavior is a sign of cowardice.

If you like it, go on it and snatch it back for her.

Mu Qing was not without such a thought at that time, but then disappeared again, because he remembered the smile full of the girl standing next to the person at that time, it was a smile he had never seen before.

Just keep it quiet.

Mu Qing sometimes laughs at himself for the greatness of his love, but only he knows all the thoughts in his heart.

"Alas, it's really hypocritical. ”

Stretching his waist, Mu Qing cleaned up the things on the table, and his lazy appearance looked a little decadent.

The sun outside the window is just right, but Mu Qing has no intention of going out, the current situation, he has to wrap himself tightly when he goes out, in the summer, let alone how hot it is, and he doesn't have much idea of going out.

Metropolis, isn't it all the same? In contrast, he prefers the vast grassland desert, the kind of place where he can be free.

Well, there seems to be a scene outside the plug in this "East Palace", I don't know if the real scene will be used during this shooting, if the real scene is used, it will be really a beautiful thing, after all, it is rare to travel with a salary.

"Haven't you gotten a word yet? ”

Mu Qing suddenly laughed out loud alone, and said to himself, I don't know what the hell I'm thinking, this role hasn't been taken down yet, so I think about what the crew will arrange.

It's really a little floating after the initiation.

Without thinking about it anymore, Mu Qing walked neatly to the study.

People always have to live, and life always needs the support of money, anyway, there must always be a job, and he Mu Qing now has such a job in front of him, and it looks quite interesting, so Mu Qing also plans to have a good time.

to perpetuate the life of another person...... It feels pretty good.

Moreover, Mu Qing always felt that the role of Gu Jian could allow him to say goodbye to Mu Qing in another world, or to find an opportunity to cry wantonly and express all the depression in his heart.

It's a good day after the rain, maybe.

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At the same time, what Mu Qing didn't know was that because of his audition spot, the director of the "East Palace" crew and other persons in charge were gathering together to start a series of discussions.

"Mu Qing's external conditions are naturally one top one, and his acting skills are also online, which is his reputation ......"

There is no need to go on, everyone present will know what is going on.

Mu Qing's reputation can be said to be completely stinky because of the beating incident during this time, all the people who originally handed him the script have disappeared, and the advertising endorsements have also been terminated one after another, which can be said to be to the point where people hate dogs.

Li Muge was also silent when he heard this, he was the director of the crew, so he naturally had comprehensive considerations.

The script of "East Palace" took two years to grind out, and naturally it gathered a lot of people's efforts before the start of filming, so as a director, he naturally wants this work to achieve better results, according to common sense, an actor like Mu Qing who is in the center of public opinion can never be used, but the investor always has to give a face.

Although he also knew that 80% of Mu Qing's affairs were greasy, but now this trend was like this, so he also had to consider the impact.

"It's a little difficult to do this, but don't worry too much, what we gave him is just a chance to audition, if he is not as good as others, then it is no wonder that others, the investor side is also easy to say. ”

After thinking for a while, Li Muge looked at the other people and spoke.

"Okay, that's all there is to it for the time being. Screenwriter Qian Yu nodded helplessly.

Most of the casting of the drama "East Palace" is some fresh faces, and there are not too many big-name stars, it can be said that except for Teacher Siqin Gaowa, other actors are not able to let the audience say their names in one word, which does have certain shortcomings in terms of popularity and topics.

Although Qian Yu is a little disgusted with this kind of investor, he actually doesn't have much opinion on Mu Qing, an actor, after all, he is young and famous, and his acting skills have always been good, and the most important thing is that after this beating incident, the salary has also decreased a lot, which is equivalent to the price of a newcomer.

And the beating is not without a turnaround, so if this person is allowed to enter the crew, think about it carefully, it is really not good to say whether this is a blessing or a curse.

If according to the original situation, the crew of "East Palace" wants to invite such a popular student to join the group to play the second male, and the investment required must be very large, but now this situation is not expected by anyone.

But one thing is very certain, that is, if Mu Qing really joins the crew of "East Palace", then this news will definitely increase a wave of attention when it is announced, there is no doubt about it.

Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, and no one can predict whether this thing is good or bad.