The second semester of my sophomore year of high school is almost over, and Ya's 18th birthday is approaching, so I racked my brains in order to prepare a gift for her. I didn't know what I could do, and I didn't know if I should go to her birthday party, she said 18 was the most important birthday. I can only spend time at home with my family, and if I show up at her house, our relationship may be known by his family, so I can't be at her house.

I can also understand, not going to think about our future, but I don't want other boys to appear at her birthday party, she didn't tell me to let Ah Jun appear at her birthday party, Ah Jun and Xiao Busy broke up a long time ago, and Ah Jun told me before, saying that he also liked Ya, and then Ya and I were together, he didn't have that thought, what did he want to do? Ah told me that Ah Jun also helped her mother stir-fry, and it didn't taste good in her heart, so that her mother would think that Ah Jun was her boyfriend, and Ah Jun would go to the whole birthday party as a man, think about what her mother would think?

There are 10,000 reasons in my heart to want to kill Ah Jun. Anger does not come out in one place.

It's getting dark, and I have to go buy gifts, and I go to the street to buy birthday presents with a belly full of fire. When I entered the first store, it was all women's clothes, and the proprietress looked at it in her heart, what kind of boy always picks out some girls' clothes. "Hello, what kind of dresses do you need?did you buy it for your sister?" I smiled at the corner of my mouth, "Yes, I bought it for my sister, how big, how tall? Yes, there is ......" I gestured with my hand. "How's this blue dress? Ahhh "I know Ya has fallen and has a big scar on her knee, so she doesn't mind wearing a short skirt. I wouldn't pick that one. "I'll take another look. "After looking at it for a long time, I didn't have a favorite dress, so I left.

I came to another store, and there are a lot of women's clothes in this store, including three-point skirts and cropped skirts. I'm embarrassed to watch it for a long time. It's not strange that a big boy has been going out to the women's clothing store. "What do you buy, boss? I'll take a look, I'll help you get it, okay, it's that pink 7-point skirt! Okay, how tall is the person who wears it? It's more than 1.6 meters, right? This is suitable, if you buy it back and the size is not suitable, you can take it back and change it, okay, that's it. "After packing, I felt a little thin and a little less gift, so I bought two more clothes and skirts. Finally, I went to the shoe store and bought a pair of casual shoes, and the laces were still rainbow-colored, which was very beautiful.

It's getting dark, and I have one last thing to finish, I'm going to wash out the photos of the places we've been together. Make a memorial to Ya, I believe she will like it, it's dark, and many photo studios are closed. I finally found a photo studio, and it was expensive to wash photos. I can't help but wash it. "Boss, how many do you want to wash? I feel that all of them are beautiful, and the only drawback is that there are too few photos of me and Ya. Most of them are pictures of Ya alone. Of course, there are still group photos. "Is this your girlfriend? yes! Your girlfriend is so beautiful. "Listening to the proprietress Quaya is beautiful, I feel so proud, full of pride, how can I have such a beautiful girlfriend, it's time to be content." Let's have fun secretly.

I came back to deliver a gift to Ya, and it was already 20 o'clock in the evening, and I called Ya to come out. Ya didn't look very happy either. Maybe I didn't go to her house, but she didn't invite me to her house. Offering her a gift, she took it and turned to leave. After she left, I texted her, "Birthday present, Ah Jun is still at your house? Damn Ah Jun, don't let me see him, or I'll hack him to death, it's shameless. "Why did you ask him to go to your house? I didn't call him, he said he was coming, I couldn't have said not to let him come!" Actually, I was angry that Ya didn't ask me to go to her house at the last moment, he would really volunteer, "Why didn't you ask me to go to your house? Didn't you say that my parents would know about our relationship? Yes? I said I was afraid, if I didn't go, you wouldn't call me? Why are you so obedient now? You weren't so obedient before. "Yah didn't reply to me. Sister Tao has returned to her hometown, and Xiao Busy hasn't played with Sister Tao and them since she broke up with Ah Jun. Maybe it's embarrassing, after all, it's a small derailment. While playing with her boyfriend who is far away in Guangdong, she hangs Ah Jun. Alas~ women can't guess this thing.

I didn't send another message to Ya, called my brother, and went to eat buffet hot pot with Xinzhong. Loyalty is our classmate. Played better. Xinzhong and Xiao Gu are the best buddies in my high school class. Then something happened, and Xiao Gu ignored me. Xiao Gu's departure naturally faded away from his loyalty.

The three of us came to the hot pot restaurant, the old rule of mandarin duck pot. I also ordered some wine. Drink! If you don't get drunk tonight, you won't go home. I wish she had sent me a message asking what I was doing? But there is not a single piece of information about this. Even a sentence without you is still not perfect on my 18th birthday. Not a word. I deliberately put my phone on the table. I'm afraid she'll send a message. No, the phone is like it is broken, and the screen is no longer on.

"Why are you so generous today? The elder brother said on the side. Xinzhong answered, "Don't say it, he's in a bad mood today, ah? If you're in a bad mood, please have a big meal! I hope you're in a good mood? Or is it bad?" I was silent. "Come and drink, I raise my glass like a brother and leaning in with my loyalty, take care of her, and we will drink ours. That's right, don't take emotional matters too seriously. Who's daughter-in-law in the future isn't necessarily? We drank this until the wee hours of the morning. Ya still didn't reply to me. I was really disappointed.

Just as we were about to leave, it was raining heavily outside and the wind was blowing. The rain seemed to tell me that you should be sober and sober, and that your so-called promises might be worthless. It seems to you that you care about her and want everything about her to be yours, and it may be torture to love too deeply. Looking at the heavy rain outside, my heart kept twitching, when did I become like this, I felt like a little woman, a little inferior, I was afraid of loss like never before, and I kept thinking about this topic, why didn't she call me? It rained so hard, didn't she worry about me at all? Or was she so happy at the birthday party that she had forgotten about me altogether. Shouldn't these thoughts be the psychology of a girl? "Why are you in a daze? Miss your girlfriend? Where, don't take advantage of it, I can already see it, she doesn't call, you won't call her! It's mutual, the feeling is amazing, it's not but, you know so much about feelings? You talk to a lot of friends, right? No! Just one. Xinzhong and I were chatting with each other, and my brother said on the side, "Alas~ Feelings are a matter of fate, and it is normal to divide them, how old is it now! Don't give up the whole forest for a tree." "I am the one who is in love the most, but I am enlightened by these two people who are not in love, and it seems that they are better than me.

I picked up the phone and was about to broadcast it, but after thinking about it, I still forgot it, why should I take the initiative first, wasn't it her fault first? At this time, I remembered what "Liu Junya" said, and remembered this non-existent person, if only she really existed, this fan I thought that I might have to find Liu Piaopiao to find the answer. But in the vast sea of people, where can I find it? Everything comes down to the word "fate".

"The car is coming, get in the car, well, see if you have anything you don't bring? Don't go down there, lest you come back and get it, no, it's all taken, let's go! Be happy, maybe tomorrow she will call you and apologize." Apologize? Something. You haven't broken up, and it's very sad to think about it here, and I can't understand you lovers, isn't it fragrant to be single? "It was raining heavily tonight, and the raindrops hit the car window and made my heart flutter. Why can't we move towards a better tomorrow. Gradually, I somewhat believed what the Guardian and Liu Junya said. Sister Tao didn't go either, and my brother didn't know about it at all. So a few of us who had a good time didn't attend Ya's birthday party, and we were more or less uncomfortable, especially me, the person who should have appeared the most didn't show up.

Looking at the street lamp on the way home, I inadvertently remembered the bits and pieces of me and Ya, the first time we met, to the determination of the relationship, to the later achievement of Brother and Sister Tao and Ah Jun together, and then to our friendship of life and death, all kinds of scenes echoed in my mind like a movie. It's been a really hard journey. Those strange things happened to me, and I couldn't recognize the direction of my life. The road kept walking, and the scenery in front of me was like a phantom movie. I don't know when to stop.

"Where are you going to go back to school? Xinzhong is going to my house, why are you going to school? Where is not sleeping, it's getting late, the school door must be closed, and you can't get in, I'm not afraid, I know how to get in, how the school door can be closed for me, and I promised to rehearse street dance with them tomorrow. Sleep with you, I'm afraid I'll oversleep. The master went to Wanjiachong first, and then sent my classmate to a senior high school. Okay, I'll give you the money first, okay." The rain never stops, it gets heavier and heavier. Is this winter? And thundershowers. I find it strange. Logically speaking, there will be no thundershowers in winter, so maybe today is a special day.