In those years of youth, I didn't feel that I envied anyone, even those poorest days, I didn't envy anyone, but some time ago, when I went to the movies, all of a sudden, a couple appeared in front of my eyes, we were all in the lobby of the cinema waiting for the next movie to enter, they bought a popcorn and two drinks, here while eating, while chatting intimately, reminded me of my past years, in those years, I was as sweet as them, but now life has become very dull, I don't know why, always feel like a day 365 days a year, There is no novelty at all, looking at the people around me, some of them are playing with their mobile phones, some are lying on the massage chairs, very leisurely, let me feel that there are more people in the cinema at this time, look at these people around me, they are all very ordinary people who can no longer be ordinary, they are all living like us, in fact, even the life of that couple, a glass of popcorn, two drinks, is completely the price I can afford, but why do I envy them so much, simply because they are very close?

Later, I thought about it carefully, not only because of their simplest intimate life, but because I found that these people around me, although they are very ordinary, but they are finally normal people, at least more than 99% of people, not like me who have insomnia, not like me who can't sleep at night, they are very ordinary people, but they are normal, have a healthy body, can live such a normal and regular life every day, isn't this the life I envy?

This is the life I want, in fact, it is very simple, that is, I can sleep peacefully every day, live well every day, eat normally, sleep normally, such ordinary and ordinary, I am also willing, and I don't want those indifferent property and so on, those vanity of real materials, but life is often not like this, often can not meet their most urgent wishes, in fact, if time can go back ten years, ten years ago life, although there is no current wealth, although just graduated, go out randomly, go there casually, have their own ardent expectations, at that time, they are still very normal, can live like ordinary people, I can't even support myself, but I was very happy at that time, although it was a silly joy, but at least that kind of day, many people now, they are experiencing and experiencing it personally, but I no longer have that kind of time, in the current days, in those sleepless nights, I still envy my previous healthy days, and I also envy the people around me, these people who are sitting next to me now, they are ordinary people like me, they are also waiting to watch a movie, waiting for the opening of the movie, waiting to accept a storyline and movie atmosphere together, they are so freeIn the days to come, I hope that I can simply live, like those I envy, free and easy, without those excessive worries, I can live happily, and can simply wait for the beginning and end of a movie!