Chapter 89: What qualifications do I have to dare to show my face to Mr. Tang?
Tang Xu didn't say anything, sighed on the other end of the phone, and hung up the phone.
This meal can't be eaten, so Song Yu put it in the refrigerator and put away what should be collected in the house before going out.
Because Tang Xu said that Tang Yao and Wen Yi would pass, she did not take the bus again, but took a taxi directly. Most of them hadn't eaten dinner at this time, and it was obviously inconvenient for Tang Xu to go out to eat now, so he could only do it at home.
She hasn't been there for a while, and she probably can't eat the food in the refrigerator. Tang Xu definitely couldn't think of buying vegetables, and it was obviously impossible to cook.
When Song Yu bought a large bag of things in the supermarket and returned to the new house, it was already past seven o'clock, thinking that Tang Yao and the others had already come, but they didn't see anyone. Only Tang Xu, who was wearing a plaster, sat on the sofa and watched TV boredly.
She didn't say hello to him, didn't say a word, and went straight to the kitchen with the dishes. After putting everything in the refrigerator and washing the rice, she went out, looked at Tang Xu on the sofa, and asked, "When will the eldest brother and sister-in-law come over?"
If she arrives early, she'll be ready to start cooking. If it's late, make the dish first and cook it later.
Tang Xu didn't know if it was because he didn't Tinga or what, so he didn't speak. When Song Yu was about to ask for the second time, he looked up at her and said slowly: "If the eldest brother and sister-in-law don't come, you don't plan to come back?"
He was really right, if it weren't for Tang Yao and Wen Yi coming, Song Yu really didn't plan to come back. She pursed her lips and didn't speak. For a while, I didn't know if Tang Yao and Wen Yi would come.
But she didn't ask Tang Xu and went back to the kitchen.
When she didn't see Tang Yao and Wen Yi coming over at eight o'clock, she knew that the two of them would not come. Saying that they would come over was probably a cover for Tang Xu.
Song Yu didn't ask Tang Xu, and after putting the food on the table, he sat down and ate it.
Tang Xu didn't know if he had eaten or how, he hadn't eaten, he hadn't spoken, he didn't know what he was thinking.
Although the old house is not as comfortable as here, it is not as good as staying here. Later, after Song Yu packed up his good food, he pushed the list he had sorted out in the past few days in front of Tang Xu, was silent for a while, and said: "This is the money I owe you in the past few days, I wrote an IOU, you give me a card number, and I will transfer part of my salary to the card every month in the future." ”
After a slight pause, she continued: "There is also the fee from Song Ting's side, and I will transfer it to my aunt every month in the future." You don't have to pay anymore. And my mom's side...... The money spent on building those things can only be paid back to you slowly later. ”
In fact, she is stretched thin every month just for the cost of Song Ting's kindergarten and her aunt's salary, but the accounts that should be calculated must be calculated clearly.
She had actually thought about these things for a long time, and she had been keeping accounts. It's just not the right time to say it.
The accounts on the bill were detailed and dense, Tang Xu glanced at it, the corners of his lips hooked, and he looked up at Song Yu without speaking. After a while, his fingers tapped on the small table, and he asked slowly, "What does Mrs. Tang want to do?"
He was obviously knowingly asking.
Song Yu knew that he owed him a lot during this time, so he was silent for a while and said, "Don't do anything, just settle the accounts that should be settled." ”
She didn't want to continue on the subject, and was about to leave. It's just that before he turned around, the corners of Tang Xu's lips on the sofa hooked, and he said slowly: "Mrs. Tang's account doesn't seem to have been calculated clearly." ”
As he spoke, he picked up the bill and looked at it.
Song Yu thought that he had already listed himself in a very detailed manner, but now he heard that he looked at him and asked, "Where is it not clear?"
She thought about it carefully, but she didn't think that there was anything missing.
The corners of Tang Xu's lips hooked again, put the bill back on the small table, and said slowly: "I am also the fifth diamond king of Qinghe City, is Mrs. Tang planning to sleep in vain now?"
Obviously, Song was very serious, but his serious taste changed. Her face flushed, and she pursed her lips and didn't speak.
Song Yu found that in front of him, no matter how reasonable he was, it seemed to be unreasonable. Such a situation may have been buried from the beginning, she failed to be strong from the beginning, and she was tightly held in her hands from the beginning. Today is not the same as before, she no longer has any bargaining chips against her. The only thing that can be done is to submit and obey.
Weakness and sorrow rose in her heart, and she did not speak again, but turned back to her room.
Since the divorce is not up to him, then wait for him to propose it. As for what she owes him, she will do her best to repay him in the shortest possible time.
When the time comes, it will be cleared.
Sometimes there are many things that I know will have to face sooner or later, but I don't want to think about them. But I don't know that it is useless to be an ostrich, and what should be faced will have to be faced sooner or later.
Even if you don't want to face it, there are people who will force you to face it.
Because of the broken leg, Tang Xu did not go to the company again during this time, and all the official affairs were sent to his home to be handled. Song Yu didn't go back to live in the old house, but only occasionally took the time to go back to clean up the house and water the flowers and plants on the balcony.
She hadn't been in this room for long, but it was probably the only place she had refuge, and she found that when she got there, her heart would be at peace. It's as if all the distractions are gone.
I don't know if it's because the discussion with the editor-in-chief Xie has been completed or what, Song Yu hasn't seen Kong Fan since that time in the hospital, and she hasn't come back to the company.
The gossip about her in the society gradually faded away.
Although Song Yu commutes to and from work normally every day, he looks no different from usual. But Peng Xi still saw that something was wrong with her, and the two had dinner together at noon that day, so she asked cautiously, "Ah Yu, have you had anything to do lately?"
Song Yu was thinking about something, but she didn't expect her to suddenly ask such a question, so she couldn't help but be stunned, and then squeezed out a smile and said, "No, it's all good." ”
Peng Xi's face was a little puzzled, sighed, and said, "Then why do I feel that you seem to be listless lately?"
Song Yu looked at the bright sun outside, and said perfunctorily: "It may be that the weather is hot." ”
This year's Qinghe City seems to be extremely hot, and she has been running outside all day long, even if she wipes the sunscreen, she has already darkened a lot. When I go back to the club from outside, I often sweat profusely.
Speaking of the topic of hot weather, Peng Xi also sighed and complained: "Obviously it wasn't so hot last year, but I don't know what's going on this day this year." I don't know when the temperature will go down. I'm so poor that I say there is a high temperature subsidy in the society, and there is no shadow of it until now. You have to pay for water when you run outside. ”
Hearing her say that she was so poor, Song Yu looked at her in surprise and said, "Isn't your monthly salary enough to spend?"
Although she has to pay the rent, she is not so poor that she is tinkling.
Peng Xi sighed again, looked at her with a sad face, and said, "Ah Yu, you really don't eat fireworks in the world." Your senior sister and I are so old, I have to spend money to take care of my face. I also have to deal with all kinds of human contacts. For example, I received two wedding invitations this month. It won't be long before someone will invite children to a full moon party, and I'm completely unable to make ends meet right now. Not to mention the red envelopes given to the elders and juniors when I went home for the Chinese New Year, I don't think I can live anymore. ”
Listening to her chattering about this, Song Yu couldn't help but sigh. It's really not enough to spend the salary in your hands. She poked the rice grains on the plate with chopsticks and said, "I'm going to find another part-time job to do it together." ”
Peng Xi became interested, looked at her, and said, "What kind of part-time job are you going to do?"
Although Song Yu had this idea in his heart for a long time, he had no direction yet. Shaking his head, he said, "I don't know yet, let's take a look first." ”
Time is limited, even if you want to find a part-time job, it's not so easy to find. I can only find time to be more free.
Peng Xi sighed, nodded, and said, "Then take a look first." I also went to my classmates to see if there were any part-time jobs to do. Alas, I came out of school with great ambitions, and not long after I came out, I felt that all those things had been worn out by life. Eventually, we became one of many people who were just running for life. ”
This topic is undoubtedly discouraging. Song Yu wanted to squeeze out a smile but couldn't, and both of them fell silent for a while.
Perhaps because of this topic, Song Yu couldn't keep up his spirits all afternoon. Fortunately, nothing happened in the afternoon and I didn't go out.
It was punctual to get off work in the afternoon, and she didn't want to go back to the new house, so she somehow got on the bus to Song's house.
Since the last time she knew that the Song Mansion was going to be auctioned, she hadn't been there once. After getting off the bus later, she stopped at the bus stop for a while, and in the end she still walked slowly towards Song's house.
The Song Mansion has indeed been auctioned, and the plaque of the Song Mansion at the door has been taken off. The new owner doesn't seem to dislike all the bad luck of the original, except for the plaque, there are no major changes, and everything still looks the same as the original.
Before the new owner moved into the house, there was only an old man in the house pruning the branches and leaves of flowers and plants in the yard, and the door was ajar, seeing Song Yu standing in front of the door, he walked over and asked, "Little girl, are you in trouble?"
Song Yugang was walking in his mind, but now he came back to his senses, squeezed out a smile, shook his head, and said, "No." When I passed by, I saw a lot of flowers and plants here, so I stopped by to take a look. Sorry to bother you. ”
She was polite, and the old man waved his hand and said, "Excuse me, don't bother." I'm taking care of the yard for the owner of this house, and I don't know much about these flowers and plants, but the flowers are blooming very well this season, so if you like it, come in and see. The owner hasn't moved in yet, it's fine. ”
Song Yu hesitated a little and thanked the old man. Entered the courtyard.
Although it has been taken care of, the yard is still cold and desolate. However, this year's rain and sunshine are enough, and the flowers and trees seem to be unaware that the owner is no longer there, and they are growing wildly.
Song Yu's heart was full of mixed feelings, the old man had already picked up the scissors again, and said to Song Yu: "These flowers won't bloom for long, if you like it, pick some back." If it's too dense later, you'll have to cut it off. ”
These flowers were carefully taken care of by Song Zhiyuan in the past, and he would show off every time they bloomed. I didn't expect it to be cut out now.
Song Yu wanted to squeeze out a smile, but he couldn't. He didn't touch the flowers that bloomed brightly, and said that he had learned some gardening, so he picked up the small scissors on the side and helped the old man prune the branches.
She didn't cut it like an old man, cutting off all the branches and leaving the flowers. It is refreshing and pleasing to the eye.
The old man looked at it and laughed, and said, "I really can't see that you still have this hand, little girl, it's much better than my cut." ”
The time to prune the flowers and plants passed quickly, and the sun set in a flash.
Song Yu smiled and said, "My father likes flowers and plants, and he taught me a little before. ”
The old man looked at her appreciatively and said, "There are not many young people who are willing to learn these things now. After a slight pause, he continued: "I live here when the master doesn't come, I see that you like flowers and plants, if you are willing, you can come and see it often in the future." When the owner moves in, he won't be able to come in. ”
Song Yu's gaze stayed on the mottled gate that had not yet had time to be repaired, and there was a little loneliness in his dark eyes, and after a while, he squeezed out a smile and said, "I'm a little busy at work, I'm afraid I won't be able to come over in the future." ”
It's just a matter of adding to the sadness.
Even if she comes back to see it, this is no longer her fake, it is someone else's home.
The old man was a little disappointed, and then said with a smile: "It's okay, young people are busy now. Let's stop by in the future. ”
Song Yu said yes at this time, looked around the courtyard again, said goodbye to the old man and left.
The sun had set, and the remnants of the afterglow stretched her shadow long.
Although there was a sunset on the horizon, it was raining when she arrived at the bus stop. Pedestrians on the road walked in a hurry, and as soon as the car came, they crowded into the car.
There were too many people to squeeze in, and Song Yu didn't squeeze either, so he stood and waited, waiting for the second bus to come.
After waiting for the bus, she was already a little late when she returned. It was already past eight o'clock when I got home. She didn't bring an umbrella, and after getting out of the car, she ran back with her bag, and the clothes on her body were almost wet, and the whole person was like a chicken in soup.
When she came back late, her aunt cooked, and Tang Xu was already sitting at the dining table eating dinner at this time.
Seeing her come in from outside, soaking wet, he raised an eyebrow.
Song Yu went back to the room without saying a word.
Wet and cold, Song Yu took a hot bath and changed his clothes before going out.
Auntie hadn't left yet, probably Tang Xu had ordered it, and Song Yu went out and put a bowl of steaming soup on the table.
The aunt had already taken off her apron and was about to leave, and when she saw Song Yu coming out, she said, "Madam, you have to drink some ginger soup in the rain, don't catch a cold." I'll go first. ”
She was smiling, and after speaking, she simply drank Song Yu and said a few words of greeting before leaving.
Song Yu sat down at the dining table, she didn't want to catch a cold, although she didn't like ginger soup, she still drank all the bowls of ginger soup with her breath.
She hadn't talked much with Tang Xu in the past few days, and when she picked up the chopsticks and was ready to eat, Tang Xu, who was sitting opposite her, suddenly asked, "Where did you go?"
Song Yu didn't go to see him, slowly ate his meal, and replied in a low voice, "I didn't go anywhere." ”
Tang Xu had already eaten almost, but he didn't leave the table. He raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't know how to take a taxi back from such heavy rain?"
If you take a taxi and come back, the car will drive directly into the parking lot and it won't rain.
Song Yu didn't say a word at this time.
The restaurant fell silent all of a sudden, and Tang Xu didn't say anything more, but took out a cigarette and smoked it. The restaurant was filled with smoke for a while.
Song Yu quickly finished eating, got up and went to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
Tang Xu didn't know what he was thinking, so he didn't go to the sofa, but kept smoking in the restaurant.
Song Yu didn't speak, and waited until the kitchen was cleaned up, and then said, "Is there anything to do?" ”
Tang Xu's legs are inconvenient, and many trivial things are done by her and her aunt. Including things like putting in the bathwater.
"Go make a cup of coffee. Tang continued to command.
Song Yu nodded and went to the kitchen.
In the past, Tang Xu didn't care about these things when she did them, but today I don't know how, he actually stood at the door of the kitchen when she was making coffee.
Song Yu didn't speak, just kept standing. I didn't pour the coffee into the cup until it was ready, and then I took it out.
Tang Xu was still standing at the door of the kitchen, and only after she put the coffee on the side of the small table did he speak, "Come and help me." ”
He leaned against the doorframe, as if he couldn't walk.
He has always been able to endure and easily not call people. I don't know if it's a sudden discomfort or something.
Song Yu naturally didn't want to go over, so he answered and walked over.
When she arrived at the door, she was about to reach out to help Tang Xu, when her hand suddenly wrapped around her waist. Leaning over slightly, his lips pressed towards Song Yu.
There was a faint smell of tobacco on his body, and Song Yu almost subconsciously avoided it. Breaking away from her holding hand, he retreated to a safe distance and whispered, "I'm going to sleep." ”
Just like Tang Xu just now, she didn't know that asking her to help him was just an excuse.
Tang Xu didn't speak, just looked at her with a smile. Song Yu didn't look at him, turned around and went back to the room.
Tang Xu stood in place, took out a cigarette again and smoked it, and when Song Yu walked to the door of the room, his voice sounded again, still smiling but not smiling, and said, "How long are you going to put this face on display?"
Although there was a smile on his face, there was a coldness in his tone. Apparently he was already impatient.
Song Yu's footsteps stopped, looked back at him calmly, his face showed a bit of sarcasm, and said: "Mr. Tang thinks too much, what qualifications do I have to dare to show Mr. Tang?"
Tang Xu's narrow eyes glanced at her and said, "It seems that I misunderstood Mrs. Tang?"
His tone was light, and he paused slightly, and then said: "Everyone has their own place, I hope Mrs. Tang can remember her position clearly." ”
He said this meaningfully, and after finishing speaking, he didn't look at Song Yu again, and went back to the room directly.
The light in the living room was on, and Song Yu stood still and didn't move. He looked up at the snow-white ceiling, and only blinked softly after a long time.
She thought it was over, but it didn't. Tang Xu entered the guest room in the middle of the night.
He would only come for one thing, and she would lie like a log and not move, letting him toss and turn.
Tang Xu seemed to do it on purpose, the more she kept silent, the more he wanted to hurt her. Song Yu was completely like wood, which affected his interest, and before he was done, he got up and went back to the room.
Song Yu lay down and didn't move, and it took a while before he got up and went to the bathroom, and rushed under the hot water for a long time.
Song Yu didn't sleep all night, her eyes were astringent and painful, and she didn't close them until it was almost dawn.
Tang Xu didn't know if he left at night or in the morning, and when Song Yu got up, he was already missing from the room. She didn't pay attention to it at first, but when her aunt came over with breakfast and knocked on the door of Tang Xu's bedroom, no one answered, and asked Song Yu to know that he was gone.
She didn't hear any movement last night, let alone know where Tang Xu went and when he would come back. So I asked my aunt not to make lunch anymore, and asked her to go back first and come back when she called.
Auntie's job here is to serve Tang Xu, and now that Tang Xu is not there, she has nothing to do. responded with a good word, asked Song Yu to call her if he had something to do and left.
Tang Xu should have other places to live, and he didn't come back after leaving. I don't know where I'm staying. Song Yu didn't call to ask, and was still on his way to and from work.
Without Tang Xu here, she had a lot of time to go home, and found a part-time job on the Internet, painting people as required.
At first, the price was very low, but it was better than nothing, and the time was free, so she took it.
On Friday afternoon, Song Yu was about to go home from work, but was stopped by Peng Xi.
She was originally wearing professional attire, but now she changed into a long powder blue dress, and her hair was down.
Song Yu was surprised to see her like this, and before she could speak, Peng Xi said nervously: "Ah Yu, don't leave yet, I have something to tell you." ”
She looked around, lowered her voice and said, "My mother asked someone to introduce me to a partner, let me go on a blind date tonight, can you go with me?"
The other party didn't know what it was, she was a little nervous, and even changed her clothes in advance.
When he rarely saw her like this, Song was a little surprised. But I quickly answered yes.
Peng Xi breathed a sigh of relief, packed up his things, and said in a low voice: "My mother praised people as if there was nothing in the sky and on earth, and I don't know what it is. My heart is pounding so much, if the person is really good at that time, you will find an excuse to withdraw first, if it is a strange thing, you will quickly find an excuse to call me away. I don't want to be poisoned by strange things. ”