The car drove all the way to the beach, and Ying knew her so well that she didn't even need to ask to know where to go.

Li Xiaonuan's whole mind was chaotic, looking at the familiar scenery outside the window, but there was no familiar state of mind, what went wrong!

In front of Ji Xinglan, she doesn't seem to be able to get back to the original light and breezy Li Xiaonuan!

I don't know when she started, she would be angry because of Ji Xinglan's unreasonable trouble, she would be funny because of his alternative relationship with Xiaonuo, she couldn't help but lose her temper with Ji Xinglan, and even wanted to be coquettish with Ji Xinglan.

What's even more terrifying is that when she is upset, she will feel very relieved to see Ji Xinglan.

She has always known all this, but she has controlled it perfectly, and even successfully deceived herself, reminding herself again and again that she was just using, trading, and even venting to Ji Xinglan.

After she woke up from a coma, she found that her previously calm and proud heart was suddenly messed up, she couldn't convince herself anymore, and now it was even more difficult to hide her emotions in front of Ji Xinglan.

The more she thought about it, Li Xiaonuan's face became whiter and paler, if at this moment, she still planned to cover her ears and continue to deceive herself, then she was really the stupidest fool in the world.

It turns out that some emotions, which are easy to hide, will suddenly explode at a certain moment, and become even more menacing.

She seems to have overestimated her endurance and underestimated Ji Xinglan's influence on her.

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Shadow drove the car directly to the Rakshasa Sea.

The Rakshasa Sea is the only river that runs through the entire deep city, the sea is just a name, in fact, it is a freshwater river, her father often took her to the Rakshasa Sea to fish before his death, this is her favorite place, because of the taste of Dad.

Dad said that the water of the Rakshasa Sea is clear and can soothe the soul, and all the troubles of fishing here will be sealed for a short time. When the mind is clear, the problem will be solved.

It's a pity that Li Xiaonuan has no talent for fishing, she has come countless times, she doesn't know if her soul has been washed, but she has never caught a fish.

Sitting on the small wooden bridge where I used to stay with my father, I set up my fishing rod and started fishing.

I have to say that although she has never succeeded in catching a fish, in this place with beautiful mountains and rivers accompanied by her father's taste, it can indeed relax and calm her mind.

She had been here many times in the past five years, but today was the first time that she felt that even if she sat quietly, her heart was still full of anxiety and panic.

"Ei, we might have to speed things up. Li Xiaonuan played the voice in a woman's delicate voice, and the determination in her eyes flashed.

"What do you want to do. Ying stood behind Li Xiaonuan, although she couldn't see her expression, but the sadness around her that couldn't be dissolved made people want to ignore it.

"It's time for me to go back to the old mansion, the ancestral business of the Li family, and it's not his turn to be occupied by an outsider. Li Xiaonuan took a deep breath and finally made a decision.

"Do you want to go back to the old mansion, but now is not the right time!" Shadow was a little surprised, and the disapproval in his eyes flashed.

"You have to take this step, and some things can be settled, right?" Li Xiaonuan frowned, she had long expected that the film would oppose it, but no matter how difficult it was, it would be better than the current situation.

"Can't stand it anymore? There was a hint of imperceptible relief in Ying's low tone, and his eyes stared at Li Xiaonuan with a faint sense of relief.

He was really afraid that Li Xiaonuan would deceive himself like this all his life.

Li Xiaonuan didn't hear that something was wrong, but she was surprised that Ying would use the word forbearance to describe her, could it be - no, it is impossible for anyone to find out her mood swings.

"If you're gone, what will Arnold do. Every once in a while, Ying has to investigate Xiaonuo's latest movements, Xiaonuo is a child he has seen grow to such a big age, and he is Li Xiaonuan's flesh and blood, so he naturally likes it very much.

"I want to take him to the Li family's old mansion as well. Li Xiaonuan's eyes flashed with a hint of determination.

"You're going to reveal his identity?" Shadow was shocked.

The world only knows that Ji Xinglan has a son, but no one knows who the son's biological mother is.

Although Li Xiaonuan has now become the only woman by Ji Xinglan's side, because of her sensitive and special identity, no one has speculated about the relationship between Xiaonuo and Li Xiaonuan.

But once Li Xiaonuan takes Xiaonuo with him, it is equivalent to directly revealing Xiaonuo's identity.

"It's time, because I felt guilty before, and for Xiaonuo's safety, I have been trying my best not to let anyone find out about my relationship with Xiaonuo, especially Limingyang, who is eyeing Xiaonuo, but I didn't expect to push Xiaonuo into the abyss, I think, probably nothing can make him feel more at ease than giving Xiaonuo an identity. ”

Xiaonuo has always been very insecure, and when he sleeps, he will shout at Mommy not to go.

"You're too impulsive, this will put Xiaonuo in danger, you don't know who Limingyang is. ”

Ying Yizheng verbally denied Li Xiaonuan's plan.

Whether it was in the past or now, Dawn Yang is too unfathomable for them, and they are not yet completely sure to compete with Dawn Yang.

Exposing weaknesses too early will only lead to passivity, which will do more harm than good.

"I was always afraid that Xiaonuo's identity would be discovered, I was too cautious, with the city of Limingyang, it was just a matter of time before I discovered Xiaonuo's identity, so it was better for me to strike first. ”

"But—"

"I've decided. Li Xiaonuan interrupted Ying's words, she didn't suddenly make a reckless decision because of Ji Xinglan's relationship.

In fact, during this time, she has been thinking about whether to disclose Xiaonuo's identity first.

She had already determined that since her relationship with Ji Xinglan was misinterpreted by the outside world, Li Mingyang had been investigating her every move.

Recently, the focus of the investigation has been on Xiaonuo, she thinks that this is not a coincidence, maybe Li Mingyang has long suspected something.

Although Xiaonuo is almost a copy of Ji Xinglan, he is also her son in the end, not completely without similarities, Li Mingyang knows her past so well, she almost grew up next to Li Mingyang, and what Li Mingyang lacks now may only be a medical certificate.

Instead of becoming passive, it is better to strike.

Ying frowned, opened his mouth, but didn't know how to stop Li Xiaonuan's somewhat crazy behavior.

"When are you going to go to the old mansion? Ying didn't object, it didn't mean that he agreed, but he knew that no matter what he said, he couldn't change Li Xiaonuan's mind.

"Let's calm Xiaonuo first, I need to take her to Yao Le's trip. No matter how worried and flustered she is, Xiaonuo's emotions are the most important thing at the moment, and everything else can be put aside for the time being.

"And if you want Xiao Nuo to go to the Li family's old house with me, the Ji family is the biggest trouble. ”