Chapter 39 Definitions have been blurred
Mu Qingyuan thought that through the role of Gu Jian, he could say goodbye to the longing emotion hidden in his heart, but now he found a very real problem.
I have worked so hard, I have been so happy, how can I forget it casually, and how can I abandon it so easily?
If Gu Jian can abandon the deep-rooted love in his heart and no longer appear, maybe Xiao Feng, who married into the East Palace, can live under a lie forever, don't care about anything, don't ask anything, and live ignorant like that is not a good ending.
However, loving this thing is selfish.
Even if I can no longer express the love in my heart, I have to stay by your side, even if I just look at you, that's good, I don't want to ask all the opinions of the outside world, I don't want to care about the right and wrong that I can't understand, I just want to be by your side at any time when you need it, and do something I can do in the end......
Don't let go of each other, don't let go of yourself, with a hysteria.
Gu Jian's love sometimes seems really selfish, but it reflects all the realities nakedly.
Some people say that there is a gift to gain, but who can be so open-minded to give.
Just like Mu Qing in reality, she has never forgotten the girl when she was young and ignorant, even if she can't get it, she will become a shackle, locking a person in a corner where he can't see his fingers.
And now, the girl who belongs to him Mu Qing will never be seen again.
The distance between the two people is no longer 845 kilometers between the two cities.
Everything he was once familiar with was like the eight hundred and forty-five kilometers that had been opened, all far away, and although the things in front of him still looked familiar, they were like flowers in the mirror, the moon in the water, as if as soon as he stretched out his hand, everything would disappear.
Obviously, comforting himself over and over again, there is nothing worth caring about, anyway, it is a bad life, and some of it doesn't seem to be so important, but the little hypocrisy in his heart still makes him tremble, afraid of staying here forever, and afraid of leaving in an instant.
Mu Qing always felt that Gu Jian's personality was very similar to his own.
This man has never been a brave person, he is always hesitating, struggling, but he can't make a decision, with some pathetic indecision, if he can, this kind of person probably never wants to face a choice, he would rather stay in his own room forever, in the dark, never have to face those who can never understand right and wrong.
"Mu Qing, water. ”
Li Duxue, whose voice was very calm, spoke, but what was handed to Mu Qing was a cup of steaming milk tea.
Mu Qing raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes bent, and the corners of his lips hooked.
"Sister Dusk, your definition of water is really unique. ”
"......" Li Duxue didn't answer, just quietly looked at Mu Qing's still somewhat pale face.
"What's wrong?" Mu Qing smiled and subconsciously touched his face, "Is there something on my face that hasn't been wiped off? ”
Mu Qing's emotions seemed to suddenly become nervous, and it didn't seem to be fake.
Li Duxue suddenly raised the corners of her mouth slightly, revealing a very gentle smile.
"There's no need to hide it, there's no one else here. Li Duxue smiled and rubbed Mu Qing's hair, the doting look was intoxicating.
"Sister Dusk......" Mu Qing looked at Li Duxue, this woman who was actually only thirty years old, full of emotion, Li Duxue really wanted to treat him like his own brother, and he was meticulous everywhere, just like the breakfast at nine o'clock when they met for the first time, obviously the other party didn't need to do it at all......
"Well, if you want to cry, cry quickly, you know, your sister Dusk and I have this gentle expression, it's very hard. "It's still that warm smile, it's still that soft voice...... But no matter how you look at it, the style of painting is different.
Mu Qing suddenly couldn't cry or laugh.
"Sister, you can't be so sincere, I'm still moving here?"
Mu Qing's heart was really broken in an instant, obviously there was still white moonlight at this moment......
Li Duxue saw that Mu Qing's smile was a little more real, so she let go and smiled, and then directly put the milk tea in her hand into Mu Qing's arms.
"Drink a cup of milk tea, take it slowly, this time you are allowed to let go of the drink, I please. ”
The atmospheric appearance seemed to be stuffed into Mu Qing's arms instead of milk tea, but expensive wine.
Mu Qing smiled.
"Sister Dusk, you really just deliberately took a cup of milk tea to soothe my wounded heart, right?"
"What else do you think?" asked Li Duxue with an eyebrow.
"No, Sister Dusk, haven't you noticed that I'm in a very low mood right now?" Mu Qing felt that he had to struggle, otherwise the painting style of the two of them getting along would be completely off track.
"So?"
"So, according to the normal development of the plot, shouldn't we have a deep sister-brother relationship at this time? You asked me very gently what was on my mind, and then I cried and threw myself into your arms and told me about my troubles......
"Wasn't I gentle just now?" Li Duxue interrupted directly and looked at Mu Qing who was gushing in front of her.
"Hmm......" Mu Qing looked at Li Duxue who blinked in front of him, and was suddenly speechless.
The definition of the word "gentle" is now blurred here in Mu Qing.
"Okay, okay, I can't talk about you, can't I drink milk tea?" Mu Qing was looked at by Li Duxue's scalp numbness for a while, and waved his hand for a while, "The ancients didn't deceive me, but women and villains are difficult to raise." ”
"Huh?" Li Duxue gently put her hand on Mu Qing's shoulder, "Only women and villains are difficult to raise?"
"Hehe, Sister Dusk, let's do this...... You see I haven't changed my clothes yet, so I'm going to change them quickly, it looks bloody, and it's scary, isn't it?"
Mu Qing carefully pinched Li Duxue's fingers, and then quickly got up and ran to the side.
"Sister Dusk, you go back to sleep first, you have to rush back to the company for a meeting tomorrow, don't be late." ”
Because she knew that Mu Qing's role in the crew of "East Palace" was completely over today, Li Duxue came here on purpose.
Early tomorrow morning, Li Duxue still has to catch a plane and go back to the company to hold a conference, Mu Qing didn't pay much attention, but I heard that it seems to be very important.
Li Duxue looked at Mu Qing who was jumping and running into the distance, and the smile on her face slowly dissipated.
"Mu Qing, you stinky boy is still the same as before, you hide everything in your heart, and you always like to change the topic as if nothing happened. Li Duxue looked at Mu Qing, whose figure had disappeared, and muttered, "You don't tell anyone anything, others don't have a clue if they want to help you......
Li Duxue has known Mu Qing for four years, and she has also taken this once taciturn teenager with her for four years, four years is enough time for one person to fully understand the other.
Li Duxue thinks that she knows this young man with an uncertain personality very well, but sometimes she finds that she has never known this person.
Maybe it's because of his childhood experience, or maybe because of his identity as an orphan, so Mu Qing always subconsciously shrinks himself into a shell, afraid of being hurt in any way, and even afraid of receiving any information from the outside world.
Li Duxue once thought that with Mu Qing's character, it was not suitable for living in the entertainment industry that looked particularly chaotic, but Mu Qing was a little more tenacious than she imagined, maybe scared, maybe not used to it, but she had never seen him give up easily, and she knew that Mu Qing really loved the profession of an actor, and she always worked hard.
There are no shortcuts to all success.
Li Duxue has seen Mu Qing no longer pondering the role all the time, and she has also seen Mu Qing's efforts to break twenty-four hours a day into forty-eight hours.
He has not gone through professional and systematic study, nor has he been guided by famous teachers, so he can only work harder for what he insists on in his heart.
It is precisely because of this quality in Mu Qing that Li Duxue has never forced him to change the direction of development, or let him participate in a series of programs that only make money and are useless.
And it turned out that she made the right choice.
Mu Qing did get what he wanted through his own efforts, and what he lacked now was just an opportunity to soar into the sky, and Li Duxue believed that this day would come soon.
There are always times when people are not transparent, so Li Duxue did not ask Mu Qing why he was in a low mood, nor did he give blind advice, Yu Yu's solitude was the norm.
If you figure it out, you can figure it out, and if you can't figure it out, you can't figure it out, and these are not things that outsiders can influence.
In the future, it is always a person who goes on a trip by himself.
Getting up and patting her clothes, Twilight turned and walked in the other direction.
Almost all the senior executives of the company will attend this meeting, and the content of the discussion involves the future development direction of the company, so she has to pay attention to it.
Although she is just an agent for the time being, and she can't say anything, she still has to prepare, after all, the resources in the company are not unlimited, and she must always be ready to fight for the best opportunities for her artists.