Chapter 9: Just the right amount of warmth
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"Man, endure some hardship, or suffer for the woman you love, what is this?? Although I was full of exhaustion that day, I woke up from sleep, and it was another day of bright sun and full of vitality, because I still have hope in life, and my hope is you!!When one day I can't even see hope, life has no value, you know!!"
Jiang Yun was stunned.
"Do you know how I felt when I couldn't contact you? I don't know if you ran away with someone else, or if you died in an accident abroad!! During that time, I tried my best to contact you, desperately to make money, I wanted to go abroad to find you, but because they knew that my parents owed me a huge loan to refuse, I was at a loss, and I woke up in a nightmare every day, and you just thought that it was for my good and could completely disappear into my life, take away the sun of my vitality, and fall into endless dark time! Wang Hao lowered his head in a collapse, and could only smoke vigorously, letting him shout with Jiang Yun, but he was still reluctant to shout.
"I'm sorry, but I thought it was too simple, I'm sorry. Jiang Yun cried even more fiercely, and reached out to pull Wang Hao.
"Don't touch me. Wang Hao shook her off vigorously.
Jiang Yun still held on to his hand, Wang Hao finally stopped this rough movement and let Jiang Yun pull him.
Jiang Yun said: "After breaking up with you, I worked while going to school, and even took a scholarship from the school, and saved a sum of money, I want to buy us a house and build a home that belongs to us, it used to be my idea that was too simple, I apologize to you, forgive me, Ah Hao, I want to form a family with you, I don't want to marry anyone in this life except you." ”
"We?" Wang Hao asked rhetorically: "Now it's just me, not us." ”
"Why! You know that I mean well, I also know that you don't have a job now, I don't care, I can wait, wait for the day you succeed, you will succeed, I firmly believe!"
"Enough. It seemed to touch the most humble self-esteem in Wang Hao's heart, and interrupted her with words: "Can I succeed? Why am I successful, I don't have parents like Qin Zhijie, I don't have the college diploma they want, and I don't have a skill, I'm just a stinky worker, why should I succeed!! Do you believe it? I don't believe it." ”
"I believe it. Jiang Yun said with great certainty: "Even if you don't succeed, you are just an ordinary worker, and I will support you!"
"Enough, don't dream about it here. After speaking, Wang Hao walked away, leaving Jiang Yun who would make up and cry, suddenly, she felt lost in this city, and felt strange to the people here, how could she live without Wang Hao.
Hospital, the old man is already asleep.
Erfat and Wang Hao sat on the ground drinking beer.
After killing a beer, Er Fat said: "Sister Yun'er is also good for you, I don't want to see you under so much pressure, women, you also know, they are all simple-minded animals, she really didn't think so much, since the misunderstanding between you has been opened, why can't you still be together?"
"Different identities, different visions, different statuses, do you think we can be together? What is she, a white-collar worker with a monthly salary of 8,000 from 9 to 5, what am I? A migrant worker who has no last meal and can only move bricks at the construction site, what kind of person does she see every day? Successful people, what kind of people do I see every day? Hooligan ruffian, do you think it is appropriate for us to be together?" Wang Hao opened his mouth and said: " Now she is just out of guilt for my feelings, women are emotional, once the sensibility is over, it is rational, haven't you heard of it, poor couples mourn everything, just leave all our good things in the past, now, no. ”
"I think she's really good to you, maybe you think too much, Sister Yun'er probably never thinks like this, don't forget to dig wells, she can have today, it's also because of you, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid she would have dropped out of school that year, how could she go to college, and how could she be an authentic lawyer?"
"That's your fault, people learn by their own efforts, it's not me at all, it's also her work-study abroad that comes out, our identities don't match anymore, she can be ignorant, but I can't be ignorant. Wang Hao shook his head and directly rejected the second fat statement.
"But ......" Er Fat wanted to say something, but seeing that Wang Hao had made up his mind, he could only say helplessly: "I'm really convinced, it's obviously two people who love each other, why can't they be together." ”
The second fat old man is troubled, and this trouble stems from seeing his brother's unhappiness and making trouble.
"Er Fat, you remember, sometimes decide whether two people can be together, in addition to feelings, you also need materials, you have passed the age when you are carefree and only know how to be good to her, what we need now is to be mature and sensible, you can't go shopping with her, you don't even have the money to buy a dress?" After speaking, Wang Hao tore open a can of beer and drank it all.
Early the next morning, Wang Hao went out to devote himself to a new day's work, and Jiang Yun came back to stimulate his already depressed heart, and now he understands that only by working hard can he blossom and bear fruit for his life.
I don't want to do nothing, I don't want to climb to the sky in one step, I just want to live a down-to-earth life.
It's a pity that this city doesn't seem to be able to accommodate Wang Hao, he has no academic qualifications, he is almost in a difficult situation, looking for a job for a day, hitting a wall for a day, and no company is willing to ask him.
"I'm sorry, you don't meet our company's recruitment requirements. ”
"You don't have a degree, go look elsewhere. ”
"We only recruit women here. ”
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At noon, the sun is shining, pedestrians are walking in a hurry, the fast-paced life makes them unable to slow down, once they are slow, mortgages, car loans and various loans, milk powder money, tuition fees, etc. will press them to the point that they can't breathe, these people's faces reveal exhaustion and helplessness, just like Wang Hao at the moment.
Wang Hao sat on the road, not caring about other people's eyes, sitting there nibbling on steamed buns and mustards, next to him was a bottle of mineral water for a dollar.
These people don't seem to have time to pay attention to people like Wang Hao, for this confusing city, people like Wang Hao represent the vast majority of people, and they have long been commonplace.
What comforts Wang Hao is that people who have finished college can't find a job, not to mention that he, a person who hasn't finished high school, can find a job so quickly?
Suddenly, he saw a person sneakily in front of him, and he thought that this person was so familiar? If you look closely, isn't this Li Tiejun?
There is a way in heaven that you don't take, and there is no door in hell for you to break into, and you can't find him, but he actually appeared, and immediately took it out and quietly followed him.