Chapter 663: Can't Go Back
Regarding his words, Zhang Ya naturally heard what they meant, there was a trace of obsession in her eyes, and she choked up and said: "Second fat, I didn't understand anything at that time, I was young, let's start again, shall we?"
Er Fat was smiling: "No, some things have passed, just in the past." As he himself said, he can't tell whether he loves Zhang Ya or regrets it now?
Sometimes, when you are reunited, you think you are love, but it is not, just because of those regrets.
Mistook regret for unfinished love.
There are too few people who can start over in life, especially love, most couples get back together after breaking up, and 80% of them still repeat the same mistakes.
"No, Erfat, there is no past, I still love you, I also feel it, you love me too. Zhang Ya said excitedly, her body was naked and half-naked, and a large scenery caught the eyes of the second fat, but he didn't seem to be much excited.
Erpang smoked a cigarette and looked at her calmly: "Zhang Ya, let me ask you a question." ”
"What?"
"If I were still the second fat before, would you still say such things?"
"This ......" This question made Zhang Ya slightly stunned: "I will, because what I like is you, not your money and career." ”
Hearing this, Er Fat laughed, with some self-deprecation: "Zhang Ya don't lie to yourself, if you don't have money and no career, then what do I have to Er Fat? You tell me? I have no looks and no ability, how can anyone like me like me?" Saying that, he smiled self-deprecatingly: "So Zhang Ya, we are all over, there is no shortage of women around me now, and in the same way, I just like them." ”
Erfat lowered his head and smoked a cigarette: "I'm not love, I can feel it, I just like it, I like their beautiful appearance and young body." He really felt that he didn't love anymore, and he didn't have this strong love for Zhang Ya anymore, he just liked their women, and liked their beautiful appearance and body.
I have to say that the second fat still sees it very clearly in terms of feelings, and it is also very clear.
Zhang Ya looked at Er Fat in amazement, she was a little incredulous, such words came out of Er Fat's mouth, because in her opinion, Er Fat may still be the same simple Er Fat as before.
But now she was wrong, these words were the previous Er Fat who would not have said it anyway, the most important thing is that if it was Er Fat at that time, he would not refuse her at all.
She once made a lot of unreasonable demands, but Er Fat always met all of them.
At this moment, she completely felt the distance between her and the second fat.
It seems that Er Fat really doesn't have any love for her. It's just that she can't believe it, and she doesn't want to believe it, because how can someone who once loved her so much say that she doesn't love if she doesn't love.
"No, Er Fat, I don't believe it, I believe you still like me, you definitely still like me. She hugged Erfat's neck tightly.
Er Fat frowned slightly, put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and said calmly: "I don't deny it, there is still that throbbing for you more or less, but it's not love, I have a clear separation, everything is over, and we can't go back." Zhang Ya, like I said, if I were still the second fat before, would you still like me?"
The corners of his mouth flashed with a hint of self-deprecation: "Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself?"
This made Zhang Ya dazed, she looked at the second fat and then looked away, she didn't know what she should say.
If it's really the second fat before, will you like it?
She doesn't know?
Erpang smiled, and smiled a little lightly: "So, we can't go back, if it was me before, you wouldn't like it." There was a hint of sadness in his eyes: "I don't have anything to like you, do I?"
Looking at Zhang Ya's dazed appearance, Er Fat pushed her away and lit a cigarette for himself again: "Zhang Ya, we are all in the past, some things are impossible to come back to, are you so self-conscious?" He took a cigarette in his mouth and began to get dressed, and quickly put on his clothes.
Zhang Ya hugged him, "No, Er Fat, I really like you, I found that what I like is you, I was wrong, you are giving me a chance, let's start again, okay, I was wrong, I like you, I really just like you, and it has nothing to do with anything else." ”
"You like me now that I'm successful in my career. The second fat look was calm and a little scary.
This kind of him is very strange to Zhang Ya.
I only heard Er Fat say a little mockingly: "I read a sentence on the Internet, women always talk about money with the poor and feelings with the rich." Hehe, although I don't have much money now, I'm not the same person I used to be. After speaking, his voice was a little suppressed pain.
"What do you women want to be self-motivated? Remember what you used to say to me? You said you would never like me, you just took advantage of me, I remember it very well. ”
"You want to be self-motivated and hardworking, and you have money. Er Fat smiled: "Don't say what I said is unrealistic, this is reality, you women are realistic, and I am also realistic, because I am rich, what kind of women don't have it? Isn't it? In this case, why do I only guard you? Hehe, Zhang Ya, just like I just asked you, if I am still the same as before, will you still like it? You have no way to answer, so let me answer you, you won't, absolutely not." ”
"I know myself very well, because who would like someone like me?" he laughed self-deprecatingly, and the smile was a little sad: "When you abandoned me at that time, I decided that I must be a rich man for the rest of my life, no matter what I do?" he clenched his fists, and his voice was filled with suppressed pain.
Yes, for this goal, he has been working hard for this, he betrayed Yang Tiansheng and turned his back on his relationship with Wang Hao for so many years.
He wants to be rich, because everything in this world is fake, only money is real.
has no money, even his parents can't see you clearly, he can't forget, his father beat him, compared him with Wang Hao, and said why he didn't die, why did he give birth to such a waste as you.
These words hurt him even when he thought about them now.
Well, though, now he's rich.
He wants to prove it, like them, that he is not a waste, and he is not much worse than Wang Hao.
However, for some reason, he still felt unhappy at all.
I have a company and money, but why am I not happy?