Fangfang became emotionally unstable because of my attack, and it was difficult for her to be protected by the police, so she still lived in her own home with Xiaolu.

The police were guarding the mother and daughter from the outside.

And I was sitting on the bed in the hotel.

Holding a transparent glass bottle in his hand.

My fingers were still shaking.

How is this possible, I'm panicking.

The scar on the wrist has been wrapped in bandages.

Ordinary people will panic, be blinded by emotions and imagination, become ignorant and confused.

I won't.

All strange forces are just phenomena that have not yet been explained by science, and in ancient times, people used to think that lightning and fire were magic.

All oddities can be explained by logic, and logic is my specialty.

I was drugged, and it must be so, that I had these visions, that I could see him........

Why bloodletting is useless.

After all, it was to drug the agents of the Martial Arts Administration, and it must be some kind of psychotoxin.

But by what means I was given the medicine.

This is impossible, I ate and drank with Murong Xiaoxiao after coming here, if I was drugged, Murong Xiaoxiao would also react, but in fact she didn't.

Just as she was thinking of her, Murong Xiaoxiao pushed the door and came in.

"I didn't know you still drink?"

"I don't ......."

The words are not finished yet.

I saw the cup in my hand, and the two pot heads were written on the wall of the cup.

What's going on?

Fang was immersed in his thoughts, and his body instinctively ingested alcohol to stabilize his emotions.

Am I panicking like this?

"Are you okay?"

"Get out. ”

"What?" Murong Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled.

"To get out, I need to go into deep meditation. ”

"Wait, what?"

The doctor interrupted Lu Min.

"Deep meditation, haven't you heard of it?"

"I've heard just ......... That doesn't exist, doesn't it? Materialize your thoughts and memories into a concrete inner world, a world made up of memories and thoughts, a high-level lucid dream, that's impossible, the human brain ........"

"That's something you can't do. Lu Min glanced at him: "This case looks complicated, but I have a basic idea, but my brain is not cleared now, and obviously the drugs I ingested have destroyed my logical ability."

Although Murong Xiaoxiao was puzzled, she still left the room, and I was the only one left in the huge hotel room.

The surroundings slowly darkened.

There was moisture and a faint smell of salt in the air.

The sound of the waves is getting clearer and clearer.

I was standing on the beach with the waves crashing against the reef by the sea.

Deep meditation I've done it.

"I didn't expect it to be at the beach. Ling Blade said.

"Blah blah. The doctor interrupted Lu Min again: "Ling Blade?"

"My thoughts are fast, much faster than the flow of time, so in my deep meditation world, time is much slower than the normal world, and entering deep meditation, it may only be a few minutes to the outside world, but to me it feels like an hour has passed, and I don't want to be alone for so long. ”

"So you've imagined a partner for yourself, but why Lingblade?"

"When you were a child, the teacher didn't tell you that explaining the topic to the poor student will help you strengthen your understanding of the topic, this is what I do, I need a person with a not so high IQ, and his presence can help me clear my mind. ”

"So in your mind you reproduce a sharp blade, from thought to character. ”

"It's almost 80 percent similar.

Then I went on.

"This is the world of my thoughts, and all the images are memories or the embodiment of thoughts. ”

I explained it this way.

But my world of thought has been destroyed, the waves blow from east to west, and the wind does go from west to east. The world of thought has become chaotic and does not follow the laws of nature, and it is my logic that has gone wrong.

"Is it because he was drugged?" asked Ling Blade

"No, I'm sure of it, no drug can have such an effect. ”

I crouched down.

I dipped my finger in a little seawater and put it on the tip of my tongue, but I couldn't taste the saltiness.

My logic is crashing, which is not common.

"Follow me. ”

I said to Blade.

I led the blade into the city by the sea.

It was an abandoned city.

The tall buildings on both sides are towering but a little dilapidated, and the stones are slowly floating as the wind blows.

We walk in an empty city.

My mind needs to be stabilized or the world will fall apart.

"Don't mess around, follow me. ”

I said to Blade, there was a small house with a pink roof in the middle of the city.

It looks a little out of place with the gray high-rise buildings around it.

"It's ......."

This is my childhood house.

The only place in childhood where you feel comfortable and safe.

Pushing open the door, the room was filled with a warm pale yellow light.

The smell of old furniture.

Ling Blade looked at the dusty tabletop.

The photo shows two children with their shoulders hooked and smiling innocently.

"This little girl is you, eh, who is this little fat man?"

"My brother. ”

I answered him.

Yes, I have an older brother and you have my file, don't you?

Lu Hang is my elder brother, if you are like ordinary people, he is still smart, but unlike me, he has a strange interest in you, he has a strange interest in ordinary people, he has learned at a very young age how to understand and integrate and manipulate other people, other people with ordinary intelligence and uninteresting people.

I came to my room.

It's not exactly the same as my room when I was a kid, and I didn't have that many Ellie Rabbit dolls in my room when I was a kid.

Since it's a place where I'm comfortable, I can modify it to my liking.

"Come play, Lu Min. ”

What the?

Ling Blade actually made a little boy's voice.

It's him.

How is it possible, how is it possible.

My logic began to crumble, and I could feel it, the characters began to seep into each other, and the memories began to blur and even intertwine.

I need to go into a deeper world.

The wallpaper in the room began to peel off, along with the skin of the blade, revealing bright red flesh that soon turned into blood.

"Let's play, Lu Min!"

"Let's play, Lu Min!"

"Let's play, Lu Min!"

The boy's voice came from all four walls.

Shut up!

Shut up!

I screamed hysterically.

Why did he appear?

Why did he appear?

I've finally found my wardrobe.

The coziest corner in the coziest room, in the coziest room.

Once again, I locked myself in my closet.

Silently.

Silent recitation from side to side.

I'm not a monster, I'm not a monster.

My body shrank rapidly, and I felt like I was back in time.

Back to when I was five years old.

The voice of silent prayer became quieter and quieter.

Enter a deeper world.