Chapter 760: Love Is No Longer There

Li Shenxing's grandmother finally left, leaving in her sleep, the expression on her face was very peaceful, without the slightest pain. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

She was relieved to leave, but the living were sad because of her departure.

It's just that in just one day, Li Shenxing is like a different person, his originally handsome face has lost a lot of weight, his spirit is also a lot haggard, and his bright eyes have lost their former brilliance, which is like two people from a day ago.

It can be seen from this that the relationship between Li Shenxing and his grandmother is very deep.

In fact, if it weren't for my grandmother's funeral, you could see Li Shenxing, who was just full of stubble and greasy and messy hair, and he was the saddest person about his grandmother's death.

Although Kim Myung-ho is his grandmother's direct grandson, but on the psychological side of the elderly, he is more partial to Li Shenxing, who was brought up by himself, and he will think of Li Shenxing for the first time when there is anything delicious, when Li Shenxing was studying in college in Seoul, every time he was off on Saturday and Sunday, he would ask his aunt to buy a bunch of delicious things, and he would wait for Li Shenxing to come before taking them out.

In fact, for grandma, Li Shenxing is not like this~!

Knowing that my grandmother likes to eat some pastries, as long as she eats pastries that taste good when she travels abroad, she will find a way to mail some to the elderly, not only pastries, but also when she sees some accessories that the elderly like or looks at the clothes that the elderly wear, Li Shenxing will buy them and take them back.

When he was a child, Li Shenxing felt that his grandmother was more important to him than his parents, and he slept in his grandmother's arms every night, feeling that there was no place that made him feel safer and warmer than his grandmother's arms.

But...... But now his grandmother, who loves him the most, is gone and will not come back.

Li Shenxing felt that a big piece of his heart was suddenly missing, it hurt so much, he was almost out of breath......

On this day, don't look at Li Shenxing, there is not much difference between him and usual, in fact, he can't hear what you say to him, he has been immersed in his own world, and he thinks about the time he lived with his grandmother.

If it weren't for Xiaoli seeing that Li Shenxing was not quite right, and bringing the little pea to accompany him, I am afraid that Li Shenxing would have depression because of this, even if it is not depression, but he looks like he is so soulless, it is not good if he falls and is injured, and having a little pea can also distract him.

My grandmother was a devout Christian, so her funeral was also held according to the Western funeral.

Today, the relatives and friends who rushed to the cemetery after hearing the news all put on black clothes and came to see off the old man's family.

Not only relatives and friends, but even Li Shenxing and friends close to Xiaoli in the entertainment industry heard the news, and they all put down their work and rushed to mourn.

The funeral scene was quiet and heavy, and even if there was a conversation, he lowered his voice, for fear of disturbing the peace of the deceased.

The guests who came to see them off came to the family in an orderly manner to offer condolences, but Li Shenxing did not react to this, he just looked at the coffin next to the tomb in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Cheer up, grandma will be sad to see you like this. Hearing this, Li Shenxing woke up from his contemplation and saw that it was his closest brother ---- Liu Zaishi who was talking to him.

Li Shenxing pursed his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound for a while because he hadn't spoken for a long time.

"Shen Xing, I know you are sad, but you still have parents, filial piety and children, so you must cheer up for them. ”

"In Brother Shi......" There was endless sadness in his hoarse voice.

Liu Zaishi didn't say anything more this time, but hugged Li Shenxing, who was a head taller than him, and then patted him lightly on the back, comforting his younger brother wordlessly.

Liu Zaishi's concern made Li Shenxing's heart warm, he raised his arm and patted Liu Zaishi's back, responding to his concern.

Seeing that Li Shenxing had recovered a little, Liu Zaishi left to find a place to sit down and wait for the funeral to begin.

As soon as Liu Zaishi left, Li Shenxing's other very close brother also came over, that is, Kim Jong Kook, who has a delicate heart and a stout appearance that does not match.

Kim Jong Kook, who is usually very talkative, stood in front of Li Shenxing, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he had to learn from Liu Jae-seok to open his arms and comfort his younger brother who was worried in a man's way.

"I'm fine, Brother Zhong Guo, don't worry!" Although his voice was still a little hoarse due to lack of water, the look on his face was indeed not so careful.

"Take care of yourself, you're not alone right now. Kim Jong Kook hugged Li Shenxing hard and said in his ear at the same time.

"I see. ”

Xiaoli, who was always paying attention to the situation here, saw that after being comforted by Liu Jae-seok and Kim Jong-kook, Li Shenxing was no longer as sad as before, and suddenly felt a lot more relieved, Li Shenxing's situation before really worried her to death, and many people in South Korea committed suicide every year, so she was also afraid that Li Shenxing would not be able to think about it for a while, after all, if you are not afraid of 10,000, you are afraid of what happens, some things are difficult to say.

If Li Shenxing knew Xiaoli's thoughts, he would definitely say that she thought too much, he was not as fragile as she thought, he was just immersed in the memories of living with his grandmother when he was a child, and he couldn't extricate himself for a while.

Even if he saw his grandmother lying in the coffin, even if he knew that she was no longer breathing, even so, Li Shenxing still couldn't accept such a cruel fact, he still couldn't believe that his grandmother and her old man had left him forever.

When the time for the burial came, and the guests who had come to mourn had almost arrived, the priest came to the front of the museum, opened the Bible, and began to read the eulogy for the deceased.

Li Shenxing didn't have the heart to listen to what the pastor was saying, he only knew that his grandmother was really going to leave him, and the emotions that had been suppressed at this moment could no longer be controlled, and tears flowed out of Li Shenxing's eyes like an unstoppable flood.

The silent tears told the endless sadness in Li Shenxing's heart, and he learned with a heartache that there was one less person in the world who unconditionally cared for him.

After a short time, the pastor finished reading the eulogy, and relatives and friends began to say goodbye to the deceased one by one, and white chrysanthemums were placed next to the deceased, representing the infinite reluctance of the relatives.

Until this moment, no matter how unwilling Li Shenxing was to believe it, he also understood that in this world, there was no other person who loved him as much as his grandmother, and there was no more......

As if infected by the sad atmosphere of the scene, Little Pea and Little Bun hid in the arms of Li Shenxing and Xiaoli and cried.

When they are young, they don't know why they cry, they don't know why everyone is so sad, they cry just with their instincts, and they don't know why a person's departure means to others.

At this time, Li Shenxing's mind suddenly remembered a song, a song written by Avril Lavigne for her deceased grandfather, although the style of the song is not very in line with such an atmosphere, but the meaning expressed by the lyrics is a portrayal of Li Shenxing at this time.

I-miss-you miss you

I-miss-you–so-bad, I really miss you

I-don't–forget-you

Oh~it's-so-sad grief spreads endlessly

I–hope-you-can-hear-me

I-remember-it-clearly was still so clear yesterday

The-day-you-slipped-away

Was-the-day-I-found

It-won't-be-the-same days are never the same

Oh~I've–had-my-wake-upI'm so sober

Won't-you-wake-up I wish you were as sober as I was

I-keep-asking-why, I kept asking why

I-can't-take-it I can't afford it

It-wasn't-fake

It-happened-you-passed-by

Now-you're-gone

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