Chapter 32 Director Shen, I may, my orientation is abnormal!

"I don't want it, I don't want ......"

"Don't do this, please, I'm so tired, I'm really, I'm really tired!"

"I'm not the best, I've never been, I'm just an ordinary person, I don't want to do anything, I don't want to evaluate the title......"

"Don't put pressure on me, please, don't put pressure on me!"

“......”

Liu Yu heard a burst of pleading.

She was in a trance and remembered......

It seems that one night, she went crazy and strangled her husband to death.

She didn't know where the power came from, in short, she felt that her strength was great......

Her husband is twenty years older than her......

She was a university professor, and then, she was just an ordinary psychiatrist.

Their union would have been perfect, everyone was blessing her, and she felt that she had found a harbor to rely on and give her a sense of security, but ......

This marriage doesn't seem to be equal!

Her husband is becoming more and more famous in the circle, but she has always been a psychiatrist in a mental hospital......

She was very at ease, she wanted to be a salted fish, and she felt that she would be good at working hard for her family's life.

No one dictates what women should do, right?

But......

After the birth of the child, she gradually felt an indescribable sense of distance, or estrangement, she understood that her husband loved her very much, but from time to time she mentioned something like everyone should improve.

Although her husband didn't say anything, she realized that she had dragged him back.

One is an honorary professor in China, while the other is an ordinary psychiatrist......

The husband can obviously bring her closer through the relationship, but the husband asks her to try it herself......

"Come on, let's take a test!" "Come on, give it a try, you can do it!" "Don't worry, no problem, just try it" "I hope you can break through yourself, how do you know you can't do it if you don't work hard?" "Don't lie down all day, today you have to review what you did today......"

It was as if she saw a cage.

And this cage restrained her, making her feel extremely desperate and even depressed......

However, he couldn't get angry.

Her husband has always been very kind to her, always smiling, always encouraging her, and even always looking forward to her.

Even if she was lazy and wanted to lie on the sofa and watch Korean dramas, her husband smiled and said, "Don't watch these things, look back on today's work, how are your professional skills?" "Do you have a case list? I think you should write down some experience and write an academic book" "You won't waste your life like this" "Come on! I think you can, your future will be great!"

“......”

“......”

The TV is turned off!

Halfway through going out to a movie with my girlfriend, my husband's phone came again......

"You have to work hard, you have to work hard!"

"You have to set an example for your children, if your children learn from you, won't your children be ruined?"

"We don't have to worry about eating and drinking now, but we have to think about our children, right? We can't have such bad habits in our homes......

"I know it's comfortable to be lazy, but what can you do in your life?

“......”

Year after year, day after day.

Her emotions accumulated deeper and deeper, and then, the next day, when she went to the hospital, she had to see some patients with "strange shapes" in her thinking, and she had to listen to them complain a lot, and then when she went home, she heard the sound of the child crying, and finally finished her work, and wanted to lie down for a while, and her husband's nagging came again!

She felt like she was out of breath, she felt like she was going to have a mental breakdown.

Afterward......

In the first transfer exam, she failed!

I was transferred to a hospital where my husband was not satisfied.

She wished that her husband would scold her or even beat her, but when she got home, her husband smiled at her.

"Come on!"

"It's okay, just go ahead, just work hard......"

"Okay, I'll take care of your ...... next."

“......”

She wanted to refute, wanted to say that I really just left it like this, but after seeing her husband's encouraging eyes, she couldn't say anything!

She was in extreme pain, even extremely depressed.

She talked to her parents, who never sided with her, but complained that she didn't work hard enough and dragged her husband back.

She wanted to ask her best friend for help, but her best friend's husband seemed to be cheating, she was very emotionally wrong, and when she received her call, she talked about it all day long......

She suddenly couldn't ask for help, in a strange hospital, all her colleagues seemed to be all kinds of competitors, she had thought about finding a psychiatrist, but she was a psychiatrist herself, if the search for a psychiatrist was known by her husband, her husband would definitely be disappointed......

She felt that she was sensible......

However, the accumulation of more and more things overwhelmed her.

Then, they moved, to a slightly more remote neighborhood, and the husband had to do academics, so he couldn't make a noise......

New community, new working environment, everything is new.

However, she is more and more broken!

On a certain night......

The child played with the ball while she finally fell asleep, then fell and cried......

The husband walked in with a headache, but he smiled and asked her to help, at least not to let the child disturb him......

The voice is soft and gentle......

But like a knife, at this moment, all the anger exploded hysterically.

She felt like a demon roaring......

"I'm so tired! I'm really tired......"

"I can, please, let me go, what can I do, I really don't want to work hard......"

"Don't force your thoughts on me......"

"I really, really just want to be an ordinary person, I really didn't want to be like you, I'm sorry...... I can't be your soulmate, let me go......"

She suddenly pleaded.

The husband froze.

However, after seeing her plea, her husband hesitated for a while, and then looked at her.

"If you don't work hard when you're young, you'll regret it when you're old, now, while you're young, fight for ......"

“......”

"Ahh

She felt herself suddenly rush out uncontrollably, and then uncontrollably strangled her husband's neck with both hands!

She roared!

She screamed!

She was hysterical, like a madman......

But no one next door heard......

Because, there are no people in this community!

And then......

The child is crying......

She was crazy, her eyes were full of tears, and she wanted to tear it all apart......

Why, why impose all that you want on me? Why can't I choose my freedom......

Why!

All the pent-up emotions exploded.

When the emotions are completely over......

The child's crying stopped.

The husband stared at the ground and fell to the ground motionless!

Then, she was in a trance and wanted to call the police, but ...... Suddenly realized that if you call the police, then ......

It's all over!

A lot of accusations seemed to ring in her ears......

She's panting!

She thought of a way, and then, in a trance......

By the next day, she seemed to have lost her memories and everything was normal.

When people's depression reaches a certain level, they will turn on some self-protection mechanisms, and this self-protection mechanism will make you forget a lot of things after the collapse......

Then, she only remembered herself as a psychiatrist.

Then, she didn't remember at all that under the bed there were two lime-sprinkling people lying down......

Even, there is no idea where the lime comes from......

When she went to the hospital, she met Ms. Qian.

Dr. Lau...... Do you believe in reincarnation?"

"Hello, I'm an atheist. ”

“......”

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"So, you didn't recognize Ms. Qian at all, is it your best friend? You don't know that Ms. Qian killed her husband?"

"I ...... I don't know ......."

"So, when Ms. Qian went back, you didn't know that her husband's head was hidden in the septic tank?

"I ......" she shuddered, then looked up "I seem...... I helped her come up with ideas and teach her what to do with corpses......"

“......”

She lowered her head......

remembered that my best friend had been abused by her husband, and then my best friend had no way to ask for help, and it was useless to call the police, so she insisted on divorce, but she couldn't leave for a while, she wanted to ask for help, but ......

There is no way to turn for help.

Ms. Qian's parents are persuading her to either endure it and get over.

No one understands her.

When she killed her husband, she seemed to receive a call from her best friend, and she should have persuaded her, but then she ......

She suddenly gasped and said, "Then kill him, anyway, there are no children!"

And then......

Many, many things happened that night.

She remembered it all.

After that night, Ms. Qian collapsed to the point of schizophrenia and could not remember her.

And she......

I don't remember my girlfriend anymore, and even my mind is starting to go crazy......

So......

Liu Yu suddenly smiled bitterly, and then stood up.

Originally......

I've done so many things, I'm ......

She bowed her head.

....................................

When it was all over, the taxi driver on the other side shivered.

He was taken to the hospital for a psychiatric test.

"Ghost ...... I saw it, ghost!"

"What kind of ghost?"

"I ...... A man with a scar on his face, followed by a woman, he, covered in blood, was all ......"

"Ahh

A young man with glasses watched this scene stunned, and then went into a trance......

He seemed to have something in mind.

Like, everything has an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

Like, forgot something......

However, this familiarity is gone in a flash......

Then he shook his head.

"Doctor Shen, is this patient schizophrenic?"

"Well, it's schizophrenia! ”

"It's not that he wants to escape the punishment of the law? after all, he has killed a lot of women before, and he knows that he can't live, so he may ......."

"It's schizophrenia!"

"Oh. A nurse-like figure walked in, glanced at the bespectacled young man, and nodded in confirmation.

"Is there anything else?"

"By the way, that Li Jiajun...... The schizophrenia is even worse, saying that he is a doctor, and then, saying that he is not of this world...... Say that there are many unknown worlds in our world......" The nurse hesitated for a long time and then said again.

"Huh?" At this time, the young man felt a sense of déjà vu again, and he was in a trance, "Well, use medicine, use key medicine, and give him more tranquilizers when necessary!"

"Okay!"

When the nurse left, the young man bowed his head silently.

"I seem to be a little tired lately...... Always do some messy, but can't remember the dream ......"

"Looks like I'm going to have to leave work early......"

“......”

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"Click!"

"Perfect!"

"Shen Lang, I didn't expect you to really make a movie with some unprofessional actors!"

"Haha...... Uncle Zhang, that's why I said that as long as the method is used well, there will be no actors who can't do it, only directors who can't do it!"

"Why do I think you're scolding me? My "Our Youth" was brought down by your "Our Youth"!"

"Uncle Zhang, how is it possible?"

“......”

Three months later, in January.

When the last scene was filmed, the whole crew breathed a long sigh of relief.

When I first started filming, everyone thought that this movie Shen Lang was not good, after all, there were so many non-professional actors, but ......

Unexpectedly, Shen Lang really used his own method to shoot well, although I don't know how many times I did it in the middle, but I really finished filming.

But......

Director Shen ...... You say, is the world we live in really like that?"

"Which one?"

"Could it be that there really are overlapping worlds?"

Zhang Lu exhaled deeply.

Three months ago, she was an atheist and everything felt normal.

However, since she really integrated into this movie, she found that the role of Dr. Liu Yu and Liu in it was simply tailor-made for her, and she was worried that she would not be able to play it well, but after Shen Lang deliberately set up some scene props, and even Shen Lang personally went into battle to follow her to shoot......

She found that she really melted in!

Of course, there is another reason for blending, and that is......

This script seems to be fictional, but it is so real that it makes people wonder if the current world is real.

At this moment, she felt that something was wrong with her!

"Yes, Director Shen...... Director Shen, you say, do you really have that kind of power?" Cai Jiaming also exhaled deeply and walked over, he played Dr. Li in it, the same person, but he played it in two ways, which was indeed a challenge, but after filming, he also began to doubt......

After all, he also had inexplicable trance times, feeling that something seemed to have happened, but he couldn't remember it.

If you use some kind of power to cleanse, it seems to be ......

Shen Lang shook his head after looking at the two who were a little wrong.

"I found a psychiatrist, and I was afraid of encountering such a situation......"

“......”

At this time, Shen Lang's phone rang!

Director Shen ...... I...... I've really played the role of a comrade!"

Director Shen ...... I...... I feel like I might be in the wrong direction, some, into the play......"

“......”

...... on the other end of the phone

Zhou Fu's voice suddenly sounded.

Shen Lang was stunned.