I want to say to myself

Two things happened today, one thing is bad, of course the other thing is good, let's talk about the bad one first, today at noon my mother specially asked me to go home for dinner, I didn't want to go back, in fact, where to eat is the same, isn't it okay to eat in the unit? Anyway, I'm used to it, it's just my mother's hard work, go back and go back, anyway, it's my mother's mind, if I don't go back, it's a little unfilial, I have to follow my mother's wishes. After www.biquge.info went home, it was the same as before, everyone in the family was at home, and the family ate together, but there was a very disgusting thing in my rice bowl, at the beginning I thought that today's meal was not bad, and the taste was good in all aspects, but when I was about to finish eating, I found a strange thing like a toilet in my bowl, and I didn't know what to do.

I hesitated at that time, I didn't know whether to finish the rest of the meal or throw it away, really, that mood was very contradictory, I don't know what to do with it, throw it away, a good meal, or waste food, a bit of a taste of evil, but don't throw it away, it's really disgusting, I don't know how to eat it, there is always a very disgusting feeling, just like the TV series I watched before, Gou Jian actually ate the husband's stool, to identify whether it was sick, in fact, I also heard about it, or got the news from other sources, because I haven't seen it specifically, I just know that I am not such a big-minded personAt that time, my mother also persuaded me, saying that I was talking nonsense, where are the worms? It is impossible at all, of course, the conditions of our family are not very good, our own family has been freezing in the refrigerator of the neighbor's house, why are there worms? I didn't know at all, I saw what my mother said, I saw that she was still eating while talking, and I didn't stop eating because of my words, I really didn't know how to convince my mother, I really wanted to say, let's throw it all out, I don't have any appetite at all.

Maybe it's because I'm ignorant, I also remember when I was in high school, the food at the gate of our school was also unhygienic, every time I went there to eat, there were a lot of flies in the meal, one day, I was eating at the restaurant at the school gate, I just ate the first fly, I didn't say anything, because there were many other people eating in that restaurant, we all ate food in the same pot, how could I be embarrassed to disturb other people's appetites? Everyone is a high school student, there are so many homework and homework burdens, or don't disturb their eating, I subconsciously picked out the fly in the bowl with chopsticks, and pretended to be okay to eat, but I still felt uncomfortable, after eating for a while, there was a fly in the meal, I found another one, I had no appetite for dinner at this time, so I decided to throw this dinner away, when I passed by the pot table of the restaurant, because his pot table was placed at the door of the restaurant, I looked inside, there were a lot of flies in it, I didn't know what to say, in short, these are very disgusting thingsLater, when I went back to tell my classmates, my classmates told me that in fact, this kind of thing was very common in high school, and there was no need to make a fuss, and I thought they didn't know about it at that time.

Let's talk about today's incident, I didn't know what to do with such a meal later, so I just left the food there and waited for a while, but I still couldn't swallow it, so I had to leave the food there and not eat it, I later called my mother and told me to throw out my leftovers!

I still don't know what to say, I just think my mother still thinks it's a pity to throw it away like that, or will eat that pot of rice, hey, I really don't know what to say to my mother, I don't know what to say to myself, maybe I'm not mature enough, not strong enough, not enough connotation, this is a lesson my mother taught me today! Really, sometimes you have to endure it when you should endure, don't waste food, it's really a bit of that very bad feeling, I always hope that I eat clean every time, but today at noon, I have a little bad feeling about myself, or in the days to come, learn to eat well!

This is the second time I've found this kind of thing in my family's meals, the first time I was digging wild vegetables up the mountain, and the wild vegetables have been left for a long time, so there is no need to say anything about it, because I know where the reason is, because it has been too long, and how many bugs are there that time? I just poured it out, that time I even wanted to throw away the bowl at one time, but my mother resolutely refused, so I poured out the dishes, washed the bowl, and then when all the bowls were put together, I couldn't tell that the bowl had that thing, this is the two lessons my mother taught me, she was so thrifty, but I have a little reluctant every time, in fact, it should be said that my belly is not big enough, maybe she has experienced more things, not willing to waste food, and I don't have that kind of ideology and realm, or need to say to myself, live a good life, hone yourself!

There is another thing, is a happier thing, because this is a better start for me, I suddenly realized a problem, I am a person who likes to wear sneakers, has always been, because whether it is at work or in daily life, such shoes are still more comfortable, but I realize that I wear a pair of sneakers every time but never exercise, this is really a problem, I don't know how to describe my mood, today I plucked up the courage to say to myself, why don't you exercise when you wear sneakers every time? So from today, I started to exercise my body, although today when I started, today is the first day I started running, I found that my body is really not great, because I looked at the watch and started running, I ran for a minute, I found that I couldn't run, but I didn't come back, I still walked a while when I couldn't run, and when I had the strength to continue running.

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