Chapter 183, no one for a long time, the curse of loneliness

Yoona has a lonely spell on her body, and a secret memory is hidden in her heart.

In a trance, Yuna recalled the memories that had been sealed in the dust for countless years and did not want to be remembered again. If you follow this memory against the current, who can say that you made the original decision......

Yun'er doesn't want to mention that past anymore. Since then, Yoona no longer trusts anyone and is afraid of all possibilities. The idol is her best disguise, as if it is a shadow, Yuna is desperately trying to create a perfect self, as if it is just to paralyze herself and let herself get a little relief.

Yun'er only knew that it seemed that since then, like retribution, there was an extra spell on herself, and everyone close to her would eventually leave her.

One by one, all of them left, and they couldn't stay. Last time it was Seunggi, this time, is it the turn of Wang Taika?

Hehe, I really thought that Wang Tai Kahui was an exception.

Although in the end. It was Yuna's own decision, but it was essentially ...... It was Yun'er's increasingly sensitive mind that cut off communication with others, including with Wang Taika. Just like Yuna has always been silent about the cause of her injury, it is her own business, and she will never tell anyone.

It's true that Yun'er loves Wang Taika, but these secrets have nothing to do with love, but come from Yun'a's shadow.

Perfection is also a disease. Wang Taika said that the flaws in perfection are good. At this time, Yun'er has already unconsciously had hidden psychological dangers.

This is normal, in this stressful and distorted world, it is not normal to be psychologically ill, and you are embarrassed to go out and talk to others without bipolar disorder or something!

In short, the cold field is out.

Yun'er was a little depressed, because Yun'er understood what Wang Taika meant. Reality is sometimes so hard to accept, but this is the reality.

People have much stronger memories of pain than they do of happiness. When Yuna and Wang Taika are together, it is very simple to be happy. But Yun'er knew that she didn't have the ability to make Wang Taika cry for herself, because Wang Taika ...... If you don't love yourself, it's as simple as that.

Wang Taika doesn't love herself.

I've known it for a long time, haven't I already gotten used to it? But why is it still so uncomfortable?

This time, maybe it's the retribution that the spell gave her!" Yuna thought to herself, and then smiled.

"It's okay, I've ...... I'm used to it. That's normal!"

"So let's all go, even if you don't leave, I'll drive you away. So, Seventeen Oba, leave me before I get you involved. I'll help you get out of me!"

Yuna didn't speak, but leaned against the wall and blew the wind, silently enjoying the last moments when she could be so close to Wang Taika.

Wang Taika didn't speak, Yun'er was sensitive and abnormal recently, why didn't he feel it?

Yun'a has been thinking about it recently, is it an emotional problem? Could it be that he and Seungji are still breaking the thread? Could it be that the scars of Yun'er that I saw before are also caused by this reason? I thought a lot about each of them, but Wang Taika didn't dare to think about it in that way, because in his opinion, that possibility was too mysterious.

Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if that is possible, but what can it be? Wang Taika had already said that he was already involuntarily self-conscious.

Unveiled, it was a tragic ending with no winners, and everyone was scarred. Ignoring is a smart person who is pretending to be stupid, at least it can ensure that everyone is generous when they leave.

So Yuna and Wang Taika chose the same ending, a decent ending. I have to say that it is also a tacit understanding between the two people.

Life has never given us any gifts, because it is already the greatest luck to be able to live with food and drink, and it is all hypocrisy.

So Yuna didn't feel much regret when she thought of this. In fact, thinking so much is nothing more than trying to find a reason for yourself, to find a reason that you will not regret even if you tear your heart out on a certain night in the future. Now...... Probably found.

When two people are together, it always takes one of them, or both of them have courage. Obviously, the current Yun'er does not have the courage, because of the spell of the heart, she does not dare to gamble, and she does not dare to hand over this future to Wang Taika. And the king is ...... Wang Taika even more openly and secretly, rejecting everything except that one.

Wang Taika's way of refusing is very clever, always changing the topic first, and if it can't be diverted, he uses some short stories or something as a metaphor. The two of them are like playing dumb riddles, fighting again and again. In the end, because of this way, enough tacit understanding and space are retained, and you can talk and laugh as if nothing happened. From this point of view, Wang Taika is really a very considerate person.

Yun'er clearly felt that no matter what she did, Wang Taika would not be angry, she would smile or look at herself helplessly, which was also a kind of tolerance. But once he tested the boundary of love, although Wang Taika remained silent, every sentence, every word, every word, and even every cell in his body was written over and over again, without the slightest hesitation.

This reason is enough.

Yun'er lowered her head and looked at Wang Taika who was pillowed on her lap, she was already in a daze at this time, and pointed at Wang Taika's nose with her finger,

Wang Taika closed her eyes, felt an itch on her nose, and suddenly raised her head and opened her mouth, almost biting Yun'er's fingers.

Yuna was taken aback, and then her fingers continued, going up the bridge of Wang Taika's nose, slowly crossing her eyebrow bones, sideburns, and ears...... Although Stinky Seventeen has always been so ugly, why hasn't he seen enough?

Wang Taika yawned, and Yun'er's little hands moved very lightly, so it was all massaged. I closed my eyes and fell asleep for a while.

Yun'er looked at Wang Taika sleeping comfortably, angry and funny, pinched a strand of hair in her hand, and gently played with Wang Taika's nose.

"En......" Wang Taika wrinkled his nose, snorted, and continued to sleep.

Yun'a, is that the one who can give up, so she continued to gently sweep Wang Taika's ears with her hair.

"Ahhh......hhhh

Yun'er was not to be outdone: "Hey, bastard stinky seventeen, do you know how heavy your head is!"

"I don't know, I just think your hair is so fragrant and your hands are so cold, but it's quite soft, hehehe. Wang Taika smiled.

Yun'er gently patted Wang Taika's cheek with her hand: "Shut up, you talk a lot!"

Wang Taika was about to say something, but Yun'er found a new continent and said, "Wait a minute, you have a white hair on your head!"

"Unplug it for me. Wang Taika said.

Yun'er lowered her head, found the white hair in Wang Taika's hair, pinched it lightly with her hand, and then quickly lifted it, and the white hair was pulled out.

"Look at it!" Yun'er took the white hair and showed it to Wang Taika: "I am young, and I have white hair." ”

Wang Taika said helplessly: "It's just one!"

"One is also white hair!" Yun'er stroked Wang Taika's forehead with her hand: "Look, there are wrinkles." In the future, you are not allowed to frown and think about happy things. ”

"Is there anything that makes you happy just thinking about it?" asked Wangtaika.

Yuna patted the little ribs: "Me!"