Chapter 79: I Don't Want You Anymore
Yuan Lu's head was swollen, and her wine was strong, and there seemed to be countless Jiang Ren looking at her in front of her, and she was about to collapse when she was disturbed by this kind of look.
Immediately, Jing Fei's voice came to her ears.
soft, as if there was still a little grievance, calling Jiang Ren's name.
At that moment, there seemed to be a pair of hands, suddenly pulled her back to the past, the past is vivid, she is like a fool, being played around, her sincerity, her self-esteem, all her courage, was trampled under her feet, trampled to pieces.
She thought of herself lying in bed, stupidly wanting to leave this world forever!
Why is Jiang Ren not dead, why should she die! Isn't he the most damned person?!
Six years, six years have passed, and only she knows that the wound in her heart has not healed. These people, the people around her who care about her, all hope that she can regain her strength, she doesn't want to see Pei Li cry anymore, so she forces herself to live very hard, cooperate with the doctor, and cooperate with everyone around her.
Sheng Xiao is right, acting skills are very useful for a person for a lifetime. The best thing she played was to make everyone feel that she was okay, that she was fine, and that she could even let go completely.
Sometimes even she believes it herself.
However, the wound had never healed, and occasionally it was bloodshot and smelled of decay, and she was used to the pain, so now it was invincible, and all grief had turned into hatred. She always thought that she had cut the knife herself, and she should cut Jiang Ren's flesh.
Cut them piece by piece and feed them to the dogs.
When she hated him the most, her mentality was distorted, and even the psychiatrist was a little afraid.
Those extremely dark days have passed, and she can live well without Jiang Ren, as if she can let go of everything.
However, it didn't.
Jiang Ren is not dead, why put it down!
Alcohol brings out her manic side.
There was a snap.
It was the sound of the palm of the hand slapping on the skin, and it was very crisp.
In an instant, everything around me seemed to freeze, time stood still, and it seemed to go backwards, back to six years ago.
Go back to the day they first met in the cinema.
Her eyes were full of hatred, hatred, and there was no pain and sadness alone.
Jiang Ren looked into her eyes, and he thought that if she had a knife in her hand at this time, she should not hesitate to stab him in the heart. Her eyes were as pure as they had been then, but then they were pure joy, and now they were pure hatred.
Jiang Ren's heart seemed to have been hit by something, and there seemed to be something stirring and struggling in the depths of his heart, and he felt pain. The pain was unprecedented, as if it was going to crush his heart.
He frowned unconsciously.
At this time, Yuan Lu was like a rabbit with fangs, his eyes were red, and he was ready to go. It was as if it was going to jump on his head and bite off his neck in the next second.
However, Jiang Ren was not afraid, but was a little expectant, expecting her to rush over, and then he would kiss her on the mouth first.
At the moment when she gritted her teeth and was about to rush over, he even wanted to open his arms, but before he could do so, another man suddenly inserted in, he was knocked away at once, and took a few steps back, Jing Fei held his hand in time and whispered, "You don't matter, right?"
Jing Fei's voice pulled his mind back to reality, he turned his head and met Jing Fei's eyes, her eyes were not as clean as Yuan Lu, and there was always something hidden in her eyes that she didn't want people to know.
"It's fine. He replied faintly, turning his head to look at the man who was hugging him.
Yu Nuo quickly rushed between the two and hugged her into his arms.
One hand clasped her neck, the other hand caressed her back, chuckled, and said in a relaxed and gentle tone: "Why do you beat people when you are drunk." ”
The moment Yuan Lu was hugged by him, all the anger was wrapped, Yu Nuo was tall, blocking her sight, and the whole person was tightly held in his arms. There was a smell of disinfectant on his body, Yuan Lu took two deep breaths, as if she was awakened by this breath, she slowly raised her hand, hugged Yu Nuo back, and buried her face in his chest.
It's a mess around.
Yu Nuo is like a baffle, isolating those noises.
Yuan Lu gasped for breath, as if she had experienced a great battle that had consumed all her strength.
She spoke weakly, "If you don't come again, I'll be drunk." No one to watch a movie with you. ”
He patted her on the back and laughed, "I'm not here." ”
The door of Yuan Lu's private room was open, and this scene all fell into the eyes of the people inside.
They whispered, speculated on the relationship between these people, and used their imagination.
Zheng Dejun didn't forget to take pictures, but he felt that taking pictures was not good, so he recorded a video and sent it to his wife.
Yuan Lu's slap made everyone startled, she had never had such a fierce side, that look, as if she was going to tear people apart.
They are all guessing who this man is, and Yuan Lu, who can provoke him, is probably his ex-boyfriend.
His eyes fell on Jiang Ren's body, and he kept looking and exploring.
Judging from the appearance, it is very likely that he is an ex-boyfriend, and the looks of the two are very compatible, and standing together can be said to be a golden boy and a girl.
Jiang Ren suddenly raised his hand and slammed the door of the private room next to him.
The little girl who had just come out of the probe was almost caught in her head, but fortunately, the colleague next to her was sharp-eyed and immediately pulled the person back.
He was so strong that he was trying to vent, and the sliding door made a loud noise, and the entire row of doors shook with it.
As soon as this movement came out, the surroundings suddenly became quiet, and the restaurant manager would also come over to inquire about the situation, and he was a little embarrassed when no one spoke.
Yu Nuo turned his head back, his face was cold, he looked at Jiang Ren, and said, "I'm sorry, my girlfriend is drunk, she didn't mean to beat you." ”
Jiang Ren rubbed his aching cheeks, sneered, and looked at Yu Nuo with a strong sense of mockery and disdain in his eyes, and said, "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, I'm happy to be beaten by her." ”
After he finished speaking, he pulled Jing Fei away and said, "Let's go." ”
The two walked past Yu Nuo and Yuan Lu, and Yuan Lu's face was facing the other side, so they couldn't see the expression on her face at this time.
Out of the restaurant, the atmosphere between the two was not very good, Jing Fei followed him and didn't say a word.
When she got to the side of the car, Jiang Ren noticed the eyes she swept over, "What?"
Jing Fei looked at him and didn't speak for a while, his eyes were scrutinizing, as if he was judging something.
Jiang Ren took a cigarette, rubbed his hot cheeks, and said, "I will return this slap to her, and next time I make trouble, I won't be so easy to talk about." ”
Jing Fei stepped forward, didn't wait for him to take the cigarette into his mouth, snatched it first, squatted down on the ground and extinguished it, threw it into the trash can next to him, returned to him, his eyes fell on his cheek, reached out and touched it, and said, "Let's stay away from her in the future, try not to meet her, so as not to stick a knife in her heart again." It was indeed you who did something wrong and hurt her. Now, it seems, her wounds have not healed after all these years. In that case, let's not rub salt in her wounds. ”
"I'm also a woman, and I know her heart very well. ”
Jiang Ren touched her head and said, "Got it." ”
Jing Fei smiled at him, "I won't be working overtime today, let's go back and rest." ”
"It's okay, you're driving anyway. ”
Jing Fei kissed him on the chin, and then got into the car. Jiang Ren glanced twice in the direction of the Japanese restaurant, and then pulled the car door and got into the car.
......
Jiang Ren and Jing Fei didn't pursue it, and after this matter was over, it was like this.
Yu Nuo didn't urge Yuan Lu, just took her to the side and waited for her to be emotionally stable.
After Yuan Lu calmed down, he asked Yu Nuo to wait outside, "I'll come out after taking the things, and tell them by the way." ”
"It's okay, I'll be with you. Didn't you quit your job, it's the last time we'll see each other, it doesn't matter. ”
Then, the two returned to the private room together.
The atmosphere in the private room was not very good, and everyone was quiet, looking ready to leave. They didn't break the serious atmosphere when they went in, Yuan Lu introduced Yu Nuo, and then took his things and prepared to leave.
Yuan Lu glanced at Cheng Jiangli, he didn't look at her, but his face was not very good. It is estimated that the atmosphere of this private room was disturbed by him.
Yuan Lu will have a headache, and he doesn't want to deal with these things, anyway, there is a high probability that he will not meet in the future, and he can think whatever he wants.
Before leaving, she only said goodbye to Cheng Jiangli, and then followed Yu Nuo.
She really drank too much today, and she couldn't walk in a straight line, but she was very stubborn and didn't let Yu Nuo help her.
After Yuan Lu and Yu Nuo went out, Zhou Yingcai closed the door of the private room.
"What do you see? ”
Zhou Ying said: "Just take a look." ”
"What's the gossip to hear?"
He waved his hand, "Go aside." ”
Yu Nuo first helped Yuan Lu to get into the car, and then returned to the Japanese restaurant and bought a bottle of water, fortunately he stopped by on the way to buy antidote medicine, which would really come in handy.
Back in the car, Yuan Lu probably fell into a bad mood, as soon as he got in the car, she quickly wiped her tears, but unfortunately she didn't stop it at once, the tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, and her eyes were wet.
The two looked at each other, and Yuan Lu didn't hide it, saying, "I'm crying." ”
She said this, it was strange and cute, Yu Nuo was amused by her, "I saw it, why did you say it yourself." ”
"Lest you be overwhelmed. ”
He laughed more and more heartily, "When you say that, I don't know what to do." ”
Yuan Lu sniffed, and when he raised his eyes, tears fell again. This way of shedding tears, Yu Nuo has only seen it on TV.
I didn't feel it when I watched TV, but when I put it in front of my eyes, the moment the tears fell, it was as if a diamond had fallen, which was distressing and heartwarming.
He reached out and held her face, wiped away her tears with his thumb, and said, "Don't cry, I feel distressed when I look at it." ”
Yuan Lu smiled, the smile didn't reach his heart, "The mouth is so sweet." ”
"How sweet? Did you taste it?"
His hand didn't retract, and he turned sideways, facing her.
Yuan Lu didn't respond, he raised his eyes to look at him, with a faint smile on his face, but his eyes were a little cold. She didn't speak, just stared at him.
Then slowly approached, and the gaze fell on his lips, "How sweet." ”
His finger pressed against her lips, "I won't let you get away with it." ”
Then he withdrew his hand, unscrewed the water bottle and handed it to her, "Buy antidote, take it first, it will be more comfortable." ”
Yuan Lu snorted, took the mineral water and medicine, and swallowed it as instructed.
Yu Nuo started the car, and the two went to the cinema as planned.
Couple seat, the last row, people who take antidote medicine are more comfortable, not as dizzy as at the beginning.
Science fiction film, it's still quite interesting to watch the plot introduction, but Yuan Lu doesn't have much thought, she leans on Yu Nuo's shoulder, drowsy.
The phone vibrated in her bag many times, but she didn't have the strength or interest to care, her eyelids sank, and she fell asleep like this.
Her whole person is half-asleep and half-awake, and she knows in her mind that she is watching a movie, but she is asleep and can't move.
Therefore, she could also feel the soft hot feeling coming from her lips, it was Yu Nuo kissing her.
Of course, it is also possible that she is imagining herself.
Two hours of film, she slept for about an hour.
When the lights came on, she also woke up, and she was completely awake, but she had a headache and the sequelae of drinking too much.
She had no strength at all, and sat in her chair without moving.
She touched her lips and turned her head to look at Yu Nuo, who sat with her very calmly and calmly, and said, "You missed the best part." You can sleep even if it's so noisy. ”
Yuan Lu squinted, "Did you kiss me secretly?"
"You're pretending to be asleep and deceiving me?"
Yuan Lu leaned over, tilted his head to look at him, and asked, "Is it more interesting to steal relatives?"
"You'll find out next time. ”
"Okay, I remember. ”
The two sat for a while, and when the people in the theater were almost gone, the two got up and went out.
She held his arm with both hands, the posture of the little woman was fully displayed, and the whole person walked close to him, "Go eat KFC, I'm hungry." ”
There is a KFC store in the movie city, and there are a lot of people in it, Yuan Lu went to find a location, Yu Nuo went to order, and the two acted separately.
At this time, Yuan Lu took out his mobile phone and looked at the mobile phone information.
Most of them were sent by Cheng Jiangli, as well as blessings sent by several colleagues in the company, and there was a message from Jing Fei in the middle, the first word was sorry, she didn't click on it.
I feel that this person has too many dramas, and it is also a White Lotus drama, she doesn't want to watch it, and she doesn't want to cooperate.
Directly block and delete people.
The content posted by Cheng Jiangli is very boring, basically asking her what she is doing and where she is, and asking again and again is not annoying.
She almost wanted to delete her friend, but when she was sure whether she was sure about it, she still chose to cancel.
It's useless to delete it, and you'll have to come to the door when the time comes.
Just as he was about to put down his phone, Jiang Ren's message jumped out.
His head is like the back of a child looking up at the stars.
[Woke up?]
Yuan Lu: [Garbage. 】
[Huh.] 】
Just these two words, Yuan Lu could almost think of his expression of not smiling at this time.
When she was about to block the person, Jiang Ren's message came again, [Drink less. 】
Cheap and hypocritical care, she thought about it for a while, and it was still two words, [garbage. 】
Jiang Ren waited for a while before coming back, [Garbage is also the garbage you like. 】
Yuan Lu almost smashed the phone out, she took a breath and ignored him.
Jiang Ren waited for a moment, put down the phone, and could still send him a message back at this point in time, indicating that nothing he thought had happened. His heart was a little happier, but the pain that broke his heart and intestines still did not ease, or even disappeared.
It was like being sick.
He thought about it for a while and sent a message to Xia Xuan, asking her to make an appointment with an authoritative cardiologist tomorrow, and he needed to do an examination. Putting down his phone, he rubbed his chest. It's not that this pain has never been felt before, but it has never been so intense and lasted so long.
......
Yuan Lu put down her phone, she held her cheeks with both hands, and looked at the night scene outside the window.
It's already past eleven o'clock, and it looks lively outside, with young people coming and going, one after another.
She looked at it for a moment, then turned her head to look at the ordering table. Yu Nuo stood there, just in time for her turn, and she squinted her eyes and stared at him for a long time.
I touched my lips, and the soft and cool touch was still very good.
Yu Nuo's kissing skills are still okay.
Soon, he came over with his meal.
Handing her the chicken nuggets she wanted, he swapped the snow top coffee for milk.
Yuan Lu was dissatisfied, pouting, expressing displeasure.
He twisted her mouth and said with a smile: "Drink coffee at night, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to sleep at night?"
"Don't be afraid, I can take sleeping pills. ”
"It's not good to eat. ”
"How do you know I'm always eating?"
She took a bite of the Yunzhi chicken nuggets, and it tasted good hot.
"If you think of it at the first time, it means that you usually eat less. ”
Yuan Lu drank today, and he didn't want to hide anything, "Actually, I'm fine now, I don't use it much after returning to China, when I first went abroad, I had a lot of insomnia, I couldn't sleep at all, I had to be drunk to fall asleep, but I was always hurt like that, and I had no choice but to ask for medicine." ”
"Like you who study medicine, do you all involve a little bit of psychology?"
"How?"
"I wonder if you saw anything when you first saw me. ”
Yu Nuo: "What don't you want me to see?"
Yuan Lu frowned, "Don't go around the bend with me, don't want to talk around the corner, we are boyfriend and girlfriend, can't you go straight if you have something to say?"
"You used to drink a lot like this?"
"How?"
"Truth or Dare keeps jumping out. ”
Yuan Lu: "Then shouldn't you be happy? Don't you want to know what is on my mind?"
"I want to know, but I also hope that you say it when you are sober, I don't like to take advantage of people's danger. ”
"Is there anyone who doesn't like to take advantage of others? Yu Nuo, don't pretend, you steal kisses me while I'm asleep, isn't it taking advantage of others? No man is a true gentleman, and he only has that kind of thing in his mind. You too. ”
Her tone was indignant and personal prejudice.
Yu Nuo was not annoyed, "Indeed, I will just think about it." ”
Yuan Lu snorted and kicked over, but was locked by Yu Nuo, she wanted to pull it back, but she couldn't pull it back.
"You, what are you doing with me!"
"Lest thou be dishonest. ”
She snorted, didn't want to eat any more after eating two bites of meat, and gave it to Yu Nuo, "You eat!"
"Don't. He refused.
"Eat or not!"
"If you can't eat it, you can put it away. ”
"No, it's a waste. ”
Yuan Lu stretched out his arm and put Yunzhi chicken nuggets in his mouth, as if he had to eat it.
Yuan Lu said: "I see that other people's boyfriends will eat the rest of their girlfriends, why can't you? Why can't I fall in love and not meet a normal man? Don't spoil me at all, don't love me, what do I want you to do!"
As if angry, she withdrew her hand and slammed the chicken nuggets on the table, "You go! I don't want you anymore." ”
She will look like a little girl who has not grown up, all the joys, sorrows and sorrows are expressed on her face, there is nothing to hide, and her eyes are full of sincerity.
Yu Nuo himself has a slight cleanliness habit, and he has never eaten or eaten leftovers from others, which is absolutely and absolutely impossible to happen. The girlfriend I talked to never had such a request, and he would never take the initiative to do such a thing.
He opened his mouth slightly, and Yuan Lu raised his hand to stop, "Hurry up, don't want you to stay here." ”
"You're happy after eating it?"
Yuan Lu didn't speak.
Yu Nuo was silent for a while, spread his hand, "Give it to me." ”
"It's late. She is extremely willful today, "You only do it when I say it, there is no sincerity at all, this is not the love in the heart, this is just a routine that you want to sleep with me." ”
Yu Nuo was made to cry and laugh by her, but she also saw that she didn't have to let him cooperate, Xu was pretending for too long, and she needed to vent to a certain extent.
On the way back, Yuan Lu fell asleep.
Yu Nuo took her back to his apartment.
This man slept quite deeply, and he hugged him all the way, and he didn't wake up at all. When I put it on the bed, I opened my eyes for a moment.
With clear eyes, Yu Nuo thought she had woken up.
However, in the next second, she closed her eyes again, rolled over, found a comfortable position to lie down, and muttered, "None of men are good, and they don't think about anything else but sleep." ”
Yu Nuo suspected that she hadn't fallen asleep at all, so he wanted to get up and go out, however, his actions were contrary to his thoughts, he leaned down, put his hands on her sides, rested his chin on her shoulder, reached out to ruffle her hair, revealing a side face, "What did you say?"
Yuan Lu didn't move, only slapped his mouth twice,
Yu Nuo looked at her like this for a long time, and he couldn't bear it.
......
When Zheng Feng's news came, Sheng Xiao happened to return home.
At the door, I met Zou Yan, who was also coming home from work, she worked overtime today and didn't come back until the early hours of the morning.
The two looked at each other, and Zou Yan politely called, "Cousin." ”
Sheng Xiao also did his best to be polite, nodded, and asked politely, "Overtime." ”
"yes. ”
"Hard. ”
Zou Yan smiled, it seemed that every time they met, they said a few words.
Sheng Xiao didn't go upstairs immediately, he turned around and went to the kitchen to drink water, Zou Yan glanced at him, and just as he swept the photo he clicked on, he only blamed Yuan Lu for being too easy to recognize, and saw her at a glance.
In the photo, she is standing there straight, looking very serious.
"Is this Yuan Lu?" she followed.
Sheng Xiao frowned imperceptibly and did not answer her words. buyaoni
Zou Yan: "How could someone send you a picture of her?"
The two entered the kitchen, Sheng Xiao poured boiled water and took a sip, dissipated the wine, and said lightly: "You asked a little too much." ”
"Could it be that you are looking for someone to monitor her?"
Sheng Xiao glanced at her, took two sips, put the water cup on the glass table, turned around and left.
Zou Yan didn't go out, his action of putting the water cup was a bit heavy, which was a hint.
Sheng Xiao returned to the room, only then took out his mobile phone again and clicked on the video.
The video is clearer than the photo, and basically the whole process was taken.
However, Yuan Lu didn't shoot the slap, so he started shooting after the slap, which is not particularly clear, but it can be seen that Yuan Lu is angry in the video.
I don't know why I'm angry.
He saw Yu Nuo rushing out and hugging her and turned it off, and replied to Zheng Feng, [It's all boring, your brother-in-law has nothing to do, just find him something. 】
He didn't make a statement, not even punctuation.
Zheng Feng felt that he seemed to be a little angry.