Chapter 148: Live in the Moment and Cherish the Present
In the dim and closed compartment, Chen Feng was concentrating on driving the vehicle, the car was very quiet, completely different from when he came, Bai Ling'er was so noisy that even the car music was turned off.
Since leaving the reception, Bai Ling'er has been sullen and silent, she leaned lazily on the co-pilot, staring out the window blankly.
Chen Feng knew that the other party was in a bad mood, but it seemed that he could only accompany him silently at this time, and all other comforts were in vain.
Bai Ling'er also felt that she was making a big fuss, she hated such an atmosphere, and wanted to open her mouth to say something several times, but the words came to her mouth and swallowed again.
The car has been driving smoothly on the Jiangcheng Binhai Avenue, there are not many vehicles on the road, occasionally one or two cars dodge by, and more often the two are accompanied by only the buildings and tree shadows that keep falling backwards.
"I'm sorry. β
After a long time, Bai Ling'er lowered her head and slightly opened her red lips, looked at Chen Feng pitifully and said, "I'm making trouble for you again, and I shouldn't have invited you to come, so that you will lose face in front of everyone." β
Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, and reached out to touch the other party's forehead while driving the car.
"What are you doing?"
Bai Ling'er didn't expect the other party to behave like this, she was startled, her pretty face turned red, she said coquettishly, and knocked Chen Feng's hand away in disgust.
"It's nothing, it's just to feel if you have a fever. β
Chen Feng turned his head and said with a smile.
"Chen Feng, you are serious. β
Bai Ling'er was angry: "In fact, my brother is right, I am harming you, Shen Liangbin's power is too great, but his heart is very small, tonight... If you make such a fuss tonight, he won't let you go. β
"Oh, that's it?"
Chen Feng's face was full of indifference, and he asked Bai Ling'er with a smile.
"You!"
Bai Ling'er was so angry that her cheeks bulged, and she pouted and turned her head to complain: "I really don't know if you have a big heart or no brains?"
"Haha, in fact, you are overthinking. β
Chen Feng shrugged his shoulders and smiled: "First of all, I don't feel embarrassed about the donation, I am poor, but I am self-aware, I know very well what to do and what not to do." As for the eyes of other people, those people are just passers-by in life, and they may wake up after tonight and they don't know each other, so why should I care about the opinions of those passers-by?
"As for the Shen family, I didn't think about the strength of the other party, I only know that every strong person has grown up from the weak to slowly defeat one strong after another, so it's too early to say who wins or who loses. β
After Chen Feng finished speaking, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Bai Ling'er: "On the contrary, I think that Bai Ling'er tonight is not like Bai Ling'er at all." β
"Aang?"
Bai Ling'er frowned, blinked and looked at Chen Feng with big eyes: "What do you mean?"
"It's not interesting. β
Chen Feng said lightly: "The Bai Ling'er I know, she is a girl who dares to love and hate, sometimes she is naΓ―ve like a child who doesn't grow up, and sometimes she is as strong as a strong woman and fearless, but no matter when and where, she gives me the impression that she is confident and brave." β
Bai Ling'er was suddenly paused and speechless when the other party said it.
"Obviously, you're not her at this moment, you know?"
Chen Feng smiled and continued.
"But... But ......"
Bai Linger said a few 'buts' one after another, but she couldn't find a reason to refute it.
"Okay, if you come, you will be safe, there is nothing good, life is like this, and love is like this. β
Chen Feng looked intently ahead, and said while driving: "The choice is actually very simple, the truth to follow is always whether you are happy or not, happy or not, and all other reasons are gone, so there is no need to consider my problem." β
The words were not rough, obviously Bai Ling'er listened, she no longer refuted, but she didn't speak, just silently turned her head to look out the window, or the night scene outside the car window, or the blurred figure of Chen Feng on the glass.
"Chen Feng, thank you. β
A few minutes later, Bai Ling'er looked back at Chen Feng again and said.
Chen Feng didn't respond, just the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he drove the car by himself.
"Hey, in fact, sometimes I envy Shen Muxue. β
The car was quiet for a while, and Bai Ling'er suddenly sighed.
"Why?"
This time it was Chen Feng's turn to be incomprehensible, he glanced at the other party and said, "Xue'er is actually very pitiful, if you know her, you won't have this kind of thought." β
Bai Linger shook her head and said: "I envy her for being an ordinary person, ordinary people can truly choose their own love and choose their own life......"
"Not necessarily. β
Chen Feng shook his head again and said, and then told Bai Ling'er the truth about Shen Muxue's life experience.
"Really, you're not making up a story to fool me, are you?"
Bai Ling'er opened her mouth wide and asked in surprise: "Shen Muxue has no father and no mother? Even the union with you is a blind date by chance, and you have a little story of a childhood encounter before the blind date?"
In fact, Chen Feng only learned about such an experience when he heard Shen Muxue tell it in person recently, he shrugged his shoulders slightly and nodded affirmatively.
"That's... Then she's really pitiful!"
Bai Ling'er bit her lip and lowered her head: "I... I always thought that she could at least be with the person she loved, what a life worth longing for, but... I didn't expect you to go through so many hardships......"
"Actually, it's normal. β
Chen Feng exhaled and said with a smile: "No matter who you are, as long as you live in the world, there must be setbacks or tribulations, and it is up to you to choose to face the difficulties or choose to escape. β
But no matter which choice, maybe everyone has had a moment, always feel that if it can be like this or that, how good it would be, but who would have thought that when they are envious of others, maybe others are also envying themselves, going around and around for a lifetime, to the moment of old age, looking back, maybe you will find that in fact, you are the most enviable person is not necessarily. β
"You are the most enviable person?"
Bai Ling'er silently recited a sentence and asked rhetorically.
"Yes!"
Chen Feng replied affirmatively: "Everyone faces a different environment, life trajectory is also different, pay too much attention to others, it is better to pay attention to yourself, live yourself, what is the happiest, in fact, no one can really define, since this is the case, then live in the present, cherish the present." β
"Live in the moment and cherish the ...... in front of you"
Bai Ling'er repeated a few sentences in a daze, and gradually, her past experience appeared in her mind like a movie.
Born with a golden key, he has always been regarded as the pearl of his palm, isn't this kind of life worthy of the envy of others?
But in fact, because of his rebellion, he constantly hurt himself, his family, and those who really love him, and this way of living made Bai Linger feel guilty and speechless.
But when she thought about it, she felt that she was lucky, it was God who gave her a new patron saint, a patron saint of the soul.
It was his appearance that not only saved his life, but also his soul.
Thinking about it, Bai Ling'er suddenly grinned and looked at Chen Feng with affection, with infinite affection in her eyes.
Chen Feng naturally didn't know what the other party really thought at this time, he only knew that he was talking nonsense, Bai Linger's face changed several times in succession, but no matter how it changed, at least Bai Ling'er's face hung a shallow pear vortex again, such a result was enough for him.