Chapter 807 I Don't Want to Forget (Asking for a Monthly Pass)

Mingzhu and Linglong know that Dong Ran has been single for so long, and there is only one artist under her name, Jiang Xiaobai, but she is not idle, it can be said that she has put all her energy into Jiang Xiaobai, and she is like a spinning top every day.

Jiang Xiaobai's dramas are getting better and better, and her fame is gradually increasing, which is of course inseparable from Jiang Xiaobai's own ability, but there are many things that Dong Ran does for her in places that others can't see.

Putting aside the situation of resources for the time being, how many artists are fiddled with by the company after they become popular, and the company doesn't care about the feathers of artists in order to make money, and will treat them as money-making machines, forcing them to participate in some activities that they don't want to participate in.

For example, a commercial ribbon-cutting event, a not-so-clean drinking party, or a bad drama stuffed by the company.

It's not that Tang Ming doesn't do these things, on the contrary, as such a big company, Tang Ming has also done many disgraceful things behind his back, but these things have hardly fallen on Jiang Xiaobai, and I have to say that Dong Ran's maneuvering is indispensable.

In his career, Dong Ran used all his strength to keep Jiang Xiaobai "clean" and "free".

Don't want to work in the short term?

It's okay, just wait.

Do you think this drama is bad and don't want to take it very much?

Then we won't take it.

Jiang Xiaobai knows a little about these things, but Mingzhu and Linglong are more aware of it, and because of this, they also admire and feel more sorry for her, and they are inevitably worried about her marriage.

So it was in the case just now that those words were blurted out.

It's just that they didn't expect Dong Ran to react like that, not shy, embarrassed, or disapproving, but a fearful, sad, and worried emotion.

"I don't blame you for this, we don't know much about Sister Ran's private affairs, and you are also unintentional. I'll ask her later. ”

Jiang Xiaobai said.

She vaguely knew that Dong Ran had a "past" emotionally, but she didn't know much about it, Jiang Xiaobai didn't need love, so she didn't feel anything about Dong Ran's singleness, and she had never asked about these things for so long.

But since Dong Ran reacted so much, there should be a knot in her heart, and Jiang Xiaobai felt that as a concern, she should also express comfort appropriately.

Mingzhu and Linglong nodded, their expressions softened slightly, but they were still a little guilty.

"Go back to your room. Jiang Xiaobai looked at the time and said to them.

"Okay, then it's troublesome for Sister Xiaobai. Mingzhu nodded after a moment's hesitation, and opened the door and went out after finishing cleaning up the table.

Dong Ran came out of the bathroom after ten minutes, her expression was very calm, and she looked like nothing had happened, but after opening the door, she was stunned, "Xiaobai?"

Jiang Xiaobai was leaning against the wall, his head bowed with his hands around his chest, almost blocking the intersection.

"Sister Ran, let's talk?"

Jiang Xiaobai took a bottle of beer and handed another bottle to Dong Ran.

Dong Ran was silent for a moment and took the beer.

Linglong bought beer tonight, but Dong Ran didn't let them drink it, because they were worried that they wouldn't be able to drink too much, and it would not be good if it affected Jiang Xiaobai's work the next day.

But now she opened the can and took a big sip with her head up.

"Has Sister Ran ever loved anyone?"

Jiang Xiaobai took a sip, and then asked lightly.

Dong Ran didn't expect her to be so straightforward, so she couldn't help but be silent for a while.

"I didn't love. Jiang Xiaobai didn't seem to wait for her answer, and said to herself, "I'm very indifferent to many things, and the same is true for people, in fact, many times it's a sense of responsibility and morality that restricts me from caring about others and being good to others. ”

"I can see it. Dong Ran nodded, "Actually, there's nothing wrong with this, your heart is at ease, and no one around you is not because no one came, but because you don't want to have it, so you don't have it." ”

"What about you?" Jiang Xiaobai stared at her.

"Me...... It was I who I wanted to have, but he was gone. ”

Dong Ran took another big sip of beer, hooked his lips, and smiled bitterly, "Like the tragic protagonist in those Korean dramas, he had an incurable terminal illness, and he died suddenly when our love was the sweetest, so I was the only one left." ”

Jiang Xiaobai's hand holding the beer glass tightened.

When Dong Ran said this, he felt that a corner of his closed heart had opened, and the pain that had been suppressed rippled, his heart was a little dull, but at the same time it was a little relaxed.

She kept these words in her heart, but she never wanted to talk to anyone, she felt that it was too painful and painful to say.

Probably only when she talks to Jiang Xiaobai, who is "emotionally indifferent", will she feel more comfortable and relaxed.

And no matter how difficult it is to say some words, as long as they start, the next ones will be uncontrollable, so even if Jiang Xiaobai didn't ask, she still continued-

"I'm not used to him after he has been gone for a long time, sometimes when I walk on the side of the road and see a couple walking hand in hand, I can't help but think of him, and when I subconsciously look around, I will find that there is no one. ”

"He left, but even the second before he left, he had me in his heart, which made me feel a little lucky, because other lovers may have emotional problems when they separated, but we are not, our love ended in the most beautiful second, and even said that it did not end, but was replaced by another form of remembrance. ”

"But I also feel pain, I have complained countless times about the injustice of the heavens, why let us who love each other leave like that, why can't we be together forever?"

Dong Ran laughed self-deprecatingly as he spoke, raised his head and drank the remaining beer in one gulp, and then squeezed them together with his palm, making the cans creak with a piercing sound.

After saying this, she stopped talking, and looked out the window at the night scene, where the sky was full of neon, and she was the only one who was dead silent.

"So you work hard, do you just want to keep yourself busy and forget about him?" Jiang Xiaobai also looked out the window and asked.

"I never wanted to forget him. Dong Ran was silent for a moment, then shook his head, "He has no relatives in the world except me, if even I forget him, then what is left of him?"

"No matter what else he has left, but I think, he definitely doesn't want you to suffer like this anymore, otherwise how can he feel at ease if he knows?" Jiang Xiaobai sighed lightly, "Sister Ran, let yourself go, your love is beautiful and worth remembering, but I don't want you to be too tired, and you don't necessarily have to use a sad way to remember, right?"

(End of chapter)