"Maybe I never thought of it, because that photo was actually told to me by Qianqian, I wrapped it up on the school's forum network, and he once told me that no matter what, I didn't have any relationship with this Han Liu, and she also said that you have a very inexplicable relationship with Ye Jingbei, to put it bluntly, it means that you are a junior, and said that you ruined a relationship between them. ”

"But I'm really confused, and I didn't know what to do at the time, I just really wanted to snatch this Han Liu back from you, when I knew the truth, how happy I was, I think I finally have enough evidence to push you to a cliff, you have always been better than me for so many years, I have always watched you from behind your back. ”

"I'm really confused for a while, I actually used my laptop to send it out, and at this time I fell into my IP address, but some people dig a hill where iron physiology is a rich man, but I know that this thing can finally set off some big waves from this, I'm very happy, I sit back and enjoy it. ”

"Later, I also made a phone call, this Han Liu left with you without hesitation, do you know? At that time, I was crazy to look for it, I couldn't find anyone, you have been missing under my nose for a whole week, Qianqian came to the north to tell me, he said that if a person suffers, then it is actually quite good to let a person intuitively, so it will be used for this wedding to be more thorough. ”

"Qianqian has been encouraging me, telling me that if I want to take back Han Liu, then I will let a relationship and live without any reason, then I want to tell you the cruelest truth. ”

"I'm sorry, I was completely impulsive in terms of emotions at that time, I didn't know what to do, I had to find someone, maybe what happened later, you probably know. ”

Her tears slowly slid down, with a deep sense of remorse.

"I'm sorry Leng Shuiyue, it's all my fault, it's all my return on a British one, in fact, I already knew, my brother he loves you very, very much, from high school until university, and has never forgotten you until now, that night because he was drunk, he was calling your name, alas, he was completely the most adventurous, I had no way at the time, and it just so happened that no one went in the school, so I took him to my outside apartment. I remember that night he kept holding me and crying loudly, shouting the child's name, and I was really broken, I was really sad, and I would know how I felt at the time and I can only tell you that nothing happened to the two of us that night, I just lay down and slept together, and I just slept together, and never touched it, because I knew from then that time that I would always be in that environment, and there was no way to beat you. ”

"Then I started drinking, I started to give up on myself, I started wearing really nice clothes every night, I liked to go clubbing in bars, I said I started socializing with a lot of strangers, I could want to prove myself in this way, I wanted to degrade myself, I wanted to make myself lawless. ”

"But I never thought I was pregnant, I didn't even know who the father of the child was, but I was really pregnant, I was really tired of this kind of life, I was tired of myself, why did I have such an existence, what a good girl I used to be, I was the best student in the eyes of the teacher, I cleaned up and I won the first place in the whole city, I should have my painting and talent, I can even apply to study abroad. ”

She let out a long sigh, and she began to cry bitterly, and she covered her eyes with her hands and kept crying, as if she was very sorry for such a situation, and I could see it, and I was sad.

She continued.

"Later, at this time, I realized how unwilling I was, this is the punishment of fate for me, and later I found out that when Han Liu went out with you, I was willing to go out in order to get that, I said to Han Liu that I was pregnant, and as soon as I saw the two of you with pale faces, I knew that I must have done something wrong, I shouldn't tell this lie, but this is really my retribution, I'm really sorry, you are also sorry for my brother, I really shouldn't do these things, I'm so uncomfortable, I should be thundered！”

I looked at her deep pain, I never thought of such an excellent girl, I have regarded her as an object of my transcendence since I was a child, I have never been able to surpass me her, really a girl like this is so good, she actually missed her best youth for a love.

I even remember how gentle she was when she was in high school, how empathetic, how lively and cheerful, how sunny, how generous, and all her friends were very good friends, very integrated into a positive team.

At that time, I was an ugly duckling, a girl with a withdrawn and eccentric personality like me, and I could always feel the enthusiasm and friendship she brought to me.

But why? Why did fate become like this, why didn't it form, in just three years, why did there be such a change and such a change, I feel that there is something that I can't accept at all.

Three years can really change this one, this fate, half of the sea, half of the ocean.

I was very weak, I was very tired, and I had no way to comfort her, because when the music came here just now, he was already urging that the reason why Qianqian had to be transferred to the hospital was that this place was only a tertiary hospital, and it was necessary to go to a tertiary hospital for further diagnosis, and now this medical system has certain authority.

Well, this doctor is all dressed in a full suit of defensive suits, wearing a protective glasses, wearing a mask, and his whole body is completely covered, like a cyborg who has broken in.

The doctor said very seriously: "I'm sorry, we don't want to have any unfriendly treatment of this student, but the treatment plan that our hospital can provide you with is limited, I hope you can transfer to a place where you can treat a type of disease in a specialty, and besides, we are now more classmates and teachers in his father, and I also hope that everyone can study more calmly in this aspect, and I hope to give more people a peace of mind environment." ”

She cried bitterly, I really think her fate is really too much, so, I want to rush over, hug her tightly, I want to rush up and pat her shoulder, girl, there are not too many opportunities in this world, what can be more important than life, don't give up your inspiration easily.

Han Liu yelled angrily at the doctor.

"You are still a doctor, you can say this, there is no humanity, there is no moral discourse, you should know more about a common sense of medicine than I do, how can you say such a kind of immoral and irresponsible discourse? Do you know that you are despising human rights! Don't accuse people when necessary, because you are not worthy of being a doctor at all, you are morally degenerate, you are biased!"

"I'm very sorry, but I have issued you an official notice, which means that you are invited to go directly to our outpatient department for a transfer procedure, which is in line with a formal way of our hospital. ”

The doctor threw it away, and we were sprayed with disinfectant here, and this Qianqian was completely like an abandoned child, crying in my arms.

There is no way, sometimes there are problems in this world that can not be solved with one language, and sometimes we have to face this is a cruel truth.

Han Liu and I immediately went to help Qianqian go through the discharge procedures, and we were busy until the second half of the night, so we handled this matter safely, and the big hospital is also very tight, basically there is no spare place, and in the end, it was this Han Liu who suddenly remembered, it seemed that his grandmother was still looking for some familiar relatives when she was hospitalized.

In the end, it was the relatives who relied on the so-called procedures to handle some things for us, and made a few phone calls to arrange for us to be in the ambulance to pick up people, otherwise I really don't know when it will be tossed.

Of course, after an emergency treatment, Qianqian should not be in any danger to her life for the time being, and now she needs this conditioning and a slow recovery period.

Finally, after completing this procedure, the doctor said that if the problem is not big, you can observe for a few days and then go home for independent recuperation, which should not be too much of a problem, but you need to go to the hospital regularly for a routine test.

It was when I saw her sad and mournful eyes that I knew that all this could never return to the warm, friendly and gentle Qianqian that I had before.

She begged me like a child, pitiful.

"I'm sorry Leng Shuiyue, really, I really don't want to deliberately break up this person, you really don't want to blame Han Liu anymore, Han Liu really loves you, it was because I deceived you that you should have been together like this, you love each other so much, you are the real couple, I beg you don't blame this brother again, okay? ”

In fact, no matter whether this thing happened or not, whether there was a truth to tell me about this matter, I never blamed my brother, really, even when you said that you broke up, when you were very angry, I even knew when you were angry and laughing, I shouldn't blame this Han Liu.

But at the moment when we were drifting away from each other, we sometimes wanted to get closer to each other, we stretched out each other's hands, and wanted to hook each other's hands tightly, but the torrent of fate pushed us to the other side again and again.

We stand at the end of each other's other shores, forever we can only meet each other from afar, and there is no way to be reunited, this is our fate, this is our waves, and this is our answer.

By the time we got back from the hospital, it was getting late, the breeze was blowing and it was cool, Han Yoo sent me back to school, and we were standing on the sidewalk, and he looked up at me.

"If you think I'm confused, shall we have some barbecue and a drink next to it?"

I nodded.

So we randomly found a place at the gate of the school where we used to come to eat, this is a spicy fan in Sichuan, at this time, basically in the second half of the night to eat, maybe those hazy here to drink and indulge themselves, if there are still our school classmates, drinking wine and eating taste.

Soon he brought us a pot of beef spicy soup pot.

The female boss still told us very straightforwardly: "Let's give you two catties of beef first, you won't be able to eat it if you have more, and it will be almost the same if you drink some wine!"

This pot of beef is really big, and it is completely a spicy hot pot that I like to eat very much, sure enough, the two of us can't finish this big pot at all, and this hotel basically sells this beer, then I can only be some liquor, liquor, and can only be two pots.

I said, "Let's have a beer." ”

I still feel troubled drinking beer, and it's the first time I've ever drunk that much alcohol.

When I saw Han Liu drinking, he poured it down one by one, and I felt that he seemed to be very familiar with the matter of drinking, not any of them at all, frowning as if he was drinking cold and white.

I said to him, "Don't drink anymore, you can drink slowly, you can easily get drunk if you pour it cup by glass, you must dry the beer, the degree of his drunkenness is also very uncomfortable, he will be very dizzy, and it is easy to hurt your stomach." ”

He smiled at me.

"Let's take a break when you're drunk, sometimes drinking can make you forget a lot of things, when you have a stomach ache and what are the consequences, if you can forget, maybe your current troubles will be better. ”

I didn't know what to say to him, so I could only pour a bottle of beer in a glass and I drank it with him, and I felt the hot sensation in my tongue all the way to my stomach, and it was really spicy!

The two of us didn't say much, and we didn't dare to promise that eating these spicy beef was really boring, it was really a very authentic Sichuan taste, especially this pepper made your tongue a hornet's nest, very authentic.

This dish is really super spicy, I can't get out of my spicy eyes, I don't know what to do, I quickly lowered my head, I wiped my tears with a tissue, more like I was sad and sad, very painful.

I drank and looked up again, just set me up and continue to be shortlisted, and so on and so forth, that I really felt as if I was really sad in his eyes.

He looked at him with a very uncomfortable look, and muttered to himself: "Don't cry Leng Shuiyue, okay?, don't cry, I don't want you to cry." ”

I randomly pinched a piece of big lotus root and put it in the bowl, and I showed him a wry smile: "Who would cry like this, I just ate these vegetables just now and they were too spicy, so the tea choked out tears, for example, this vegetable has been soaked in chili peppers for a long time, and the spicy taste is even more sufficient." ”

Han Liu said: "Then you don't eat these things anymore, don't eat these vegetables anymore, hurry up and eat some of these useless things, and let's drink some ice water, okay? ”

I remember, because throughout my middle school years, I really belonged to the type of thin and tall, and sometimes my classmates sometimes felt as if I was a very simple person, so my nickname was Lotus Root.

Because at that time, I also understood that this nickname was just a topic that my classmates joked about, because it happened that lotus root was also a product of my hometown, so naturally I felt that everyone was very satisfied with this title.

Actually, I call them Romeo and Julia just like everyone calls Han Liu and Qianqian.

I was eating and thinking about these things, and when I finally thought about myself again, I really felt that I was really going to feel sad and sad, and I was sad for the youth and happiness we had before, because we had finally grown up and faced this adult world.

Yes, Qianqian was at her most beautiful and crazy time, but she was only less than 22 years old, and her good youth withered immediately.

I don't really know if it's because of that, or because I'm so sad and sad about this history, I can't go back to the past, everyone can't go back to the past.

Han Liu didn't dissuade me, I said what I wanted, don't eat or drink or anything like that, let me fly a kite, let me keep crying, he just watched me silently and accompanied me, I think it's okay

He was also silent, and after eating, he kept pouring himself glass after glass of wine.

I wiped my tears with a tissue, raised the wine indiscriminately, and drank it in one gulp.

In the past, I felt that drinking these things was really not a good guy, sometimes the more I drank, the more impulsive I was, the tea was more flowing, and I was more worried about drinking with a glass, but today I learned that it is really a good partner, he will ask you to give up a lot of the kind, and it will make you precipitate in various things.

Soon, we were able to drink all three beers of each, and he asked the hostess to bring three more beers.

I don't know exactly how much I drank at the end, I just know that I was drunk at the time, I don't know the east, west, north, south, middle.

But I know that I am already drunk, and I even know that I am in a very bad state, but of course I know that when Han Liu checked out with the boss, I also heard that it was first said that it cost 197 yuan to make a plate of beef soup pot.

Later, the boss only charged 190 yuan, saying that it could be discounted.