Chu Yun was stunned.

He was really nervous. Also fidgeting.

But he really didn't think about using smoking to resolve the embarrassment at this moment.

After all, the woman sitting across from him was the mother who gave him life.

It was a mother he had to respect and revere.

In the face of tonight's meeting, Chu Yun was mentally prepared in all directions.

He was afraid of being nervous and uneasy, which made this dinner seem very raw.

But in the end.

It was the mother who opened her mouth to resolve the embarrassment.

And Chu Yun didn't get the slightest relaxation.

On the contrary, he was more nervous.

Because his mother handed him a pack of cigarettes and asked him if he smoked.

Chu Yun took the cigarette with anxiety, but did not smoke it.

Instead, he raised his glass and tried to act more like an adult. And not children.

"I toast you. Chu Yun said.

The woman was very happy.

It's a bit of a quick talk.

She picked up her wine glass and touched it with Chu Yun.

Then, the two of them drank it all.

Put down your glass. Chu Yun was at an impasse again.

The woman is very relaxed and calm.

"Smoke it. Your dad is an old smoking gun. The woman said.

Chu Yun was stunned. I still didn't dare to smoke in front of my mother.

This is a bit taboo for him as a son.

"How have you been doing all these years?" Chu Yun asked a logical and common sense question.

He's not funny. I don't have the heart to be weird.

The woman sitting in front of him was not only his mother. is also a queen that countless people fear and will never forget for many years.

She is like a big mountain, always pressing on people's hearts.

Similarly, it also has an irreplaceable position in Chu Yun's heart.

"Good. The woman didn't move her chopsticks. The sitting posture is very casual. "It's definitely better than you. ”

It was a bit weird to talk about that day.

Being a mother is better than a son, is this something to be proud of?

Chu Yun's thinking is still very traditional.

Even stereotyped.

When you are a mother, shouldn't you think about your children in everything?

The child is not doing well, how can the mother be at ease?

Chu Yun suddenly realized.

This old mother sitting in front of me. It's completely different from the kindness and cuteness I expected.

In terms of thinking, she is even more avant-garde and unrestrained than Chu Yun.

Hesitated. Chu Yun said very seriously: "What have you been doing all these years?"

"Life. The woman said.

Life?

What is life?

Chu Yun pursed his lips and asked, "Just for life?"

"Or else?" the woman asked rhetorically. "You don't live to live?"

Chu Yun was speechless.

He was a little enraged by the woman in front of him.

He found himself greeting the meal with affection.

But this woman did not maintain the same enthusiasm and fullness as herself.

She's casual. Even perfunctory.

It's like, if you don't take the initiative to mention it, if it is not true, you haven't seen each other for 30 years. You have to find a time to sit down and see each other. She didn't even want to come over for tonight's meal.

"For so many years. Didn't you think about me?" Chu Yun began to serve the main course.

If you can't impress this woman. Evoke her maternal brilliance.

At the very least, it would have to embarrass her and make her feel unworthy of being a mother.

Since you won't have a good chat.

Then I won't wait!

Deep down, Chu Yun was a little unbalanced.

He felt that women were invincible from beginning to end.

And themselves, very humble. is also very aggrieved.

"Thought. The woman nodded. He took a sip from his glass. "I think about it a few times a year. ”

Just heard "thought about it", Chu Yun was still a little proud.

You can turn your head.

The woman said that she only wanted to think about it a few times a year.

Chu Yun was furious.

I'm your son!

You are a mother, how many times a year do you want to have a son?

You're too cold-blooded, too ruthless, too unreasonable, right?

"Even if it's just a few times. Why don't you show up? Why don't you meet me?" Chu Yun asked.

Even if you only see it once a year.

At the very least, let yourself know that after Grandpa passed away. I'm not an orphan. In this world, there are still relatives!

Chu Yun lived for almost thirty years. Today is the first day I have seen her. See your own mother.

That's too much span.

It's so big that Chu Yun can't accept it!

"I thought about it. I'll see you. Look at you. The woman said. "You just don't know. ”

Chu Yun was stunned.

Why?

Why don't you show up?

Why only satisfy your own thoughts. But don't think about my feelings?

The more Chu Yun talked, the more angry he became. The more you talk, the more aggrieved you become.

He grew to hate the woman a little.

"Why don't you show up?" asked Chu Yun.

"Why did you show up?" the woman asked rhetorically. "Are you short of food, or are you unable to live anymore? You have your life, and I have mine. I gave birth to you. It's not for you to make trouble for me and drag down my freedom and happiness. ”

Chu Yun's face was full of confusion.

It was as if he had heard an unbelievable message.

The expression is very strange.

But at the same time, he didn't know how to refute it.

He even felt that what the woman said made sense.

As a mother, she gave birth to herself. It's already a great kindness.

And over the years, Chu Yun has not been cared for by his family. Nor is there no one who provides the necessities of his life.

In fact, he was born in the top wealthy family in China.

There is a brother who is angry. There is an aunt who is psychopathic but puts him first. There is also an unfathomable second uncle who doesn't know whether he is friend or foe, but has never done him bad.

And that grandfather who loved him deeply.

Does he lack a mother?

At least intellectually, he is not lacking.

Yes, of course better.

But if the woman doesn't like it, she is not willing to play the role of a mother.

Then Chu Yun was powerless to refute.

Everyone has the right to pursue life.

This woman, too.

"You are completely different from my imaginary mother. Chu Yun finally couldn't help but light a cigarette. Take a deep breath. "There's not even a place like it. ”

"Playing sensational?" the woman glanced at Chu Yun. "Ready to follow me?"

Chu Yungang's emotions were extinguished by a basin of cold water.

He exhaled a puff of smoke. Rubbing his eyebrows, he said, "I really hate you." ”

"There are a lot of people who hate me. You're not in the ranks. The woman said disdainfully.

Chu Yun opened his mouth. Stared hard at the woman's face.

"Isn't it incredible. Why am I so beautiful. Will give birth to such a mediocre son as you?" the woman said lightly. "So, your Chu family's genes are really strong. You have also perfectly inherited your Lao Tzu's genes. ”

"Listen to what you mean. Are you dissatisfied with my appearance?" Chu Yun raised his eyes and glanced at the woman.

"Have you ever seen a tall person who cares about the short people around you?" the woman asked rhetorically. "I'm so beautiful. Do you care if you're ugly? Honestly, you're not as good as you. ”