Chapter 1375: Han Zihe's thoughts

At night, Han Zihe was sleeping soundly, and suddenly, a thunderclap woke her up from her dream.

Her first reaction was to look at Qingqing next to her.

Although the little one did not wake up immediately, judging from her writhing movements, her aggrieved little face, and her squagging voice, the little one was about to wake up.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid!" Han Zihe didn't dare to delay, quickly picked her up, and put on her earmuffs.

While shaking Qingqing, Han Zihe touched the back of her neck and comforted her one by one.

can't let her cry, otherwise, with the background sound of thunder and rain outside, coupled with Qingqing's unique big voice, the double symphony is played, not for fun.

It is estimated that she can quarrel with Zhan Zhan Han Pin and Ning Ning Duoduo.

Thinking of Ning Ning and Duoduo, Han Zihe hugged Qingqing, who had calmed down and was sleeping peacefully, and walked out of the door to see how many of their brothers and sisters went.

Ning Ning and Duoduo were quite fine, the young lady and brother hugged each other, snuggled up to each other, and were not frightened by the sound outside.

But that's it, Han Zihe still picked up the earmuffs he had prepared for them, put them on the two children, and covered them with a double quilt, and then turned back to see Zhan Zhan and Han Pin.

These two children have begun to grow up, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are half the eldest children, so when these two children have reached the time when they pay attention to privacy, Han Zihe easily went to see them without consent, before Chu Zheng was at home, and the task of checking whether the children had covered the quilt was all on Chu Zheng's shoulder.

But today, she is an adult in the family, and she is naturally needed to take care of the children.

Gently pushing open the door, Han Zihe saw the two children sleeping on the bed at first glance.

Unlike Ning Ningduo, who sleeps in a regular manner, these two children have already kicked their thin quilts away.

"It seems that when Chu Zheng comes back, I have to ask him to correct your sleeping posture for you!" Although he knew that a child as old as Han Pin Zhanzhan usually had strong firepower, Han Zihe still couldn't help but be picky.

When I came back from the examination, I had already slept until I began to dream early in the morning, and I didn't know what delicious food she saw in her dreams.

put Qingqing on the crib, Han Zihe was no longer sleepy.

Not wanting to sleep, she pushed open the floor-to-ceiling window and walked to the balcony.

This balcony didn't exist at all, and it was Chu Zheng's idea when he saw that she had been greedy for cold since Huai Qingqing and ran to the backyard when she had nothing to do. He said that he knew that even if he didn't want her to get too cold, he couldn't watch her, so he simply changed the window in the master bedroom to a floor-to-ceiling window, and built a balcony connected to the master bedroom outside.

said that it was a balcony, Chu Zheng knew that she liked to be wide, so she designed it to be the size of a flower room.

And here, it was originally an open space in the corner of the courtyard, and it would not seem to disturb the pattern when it was extended.

When the balcony was built, Han Zihe also sighed that it would be good if Chu Zheng didn't close it.

It's a pity that Chu Zheng didn't hear it when he heard it, and insisted on doing it.

She remembered that he said at the time: "Daughter-in-law, how good it is that the balcony is closed, if it rains or snows outside, you can open the window of the master bedroom and you can see it, and you don't have to worry about pushing the door open, letting the wind blow in and freezing the child, and you don't have to worry about coming back from outside with a cold air that you can't hold the baby immediately." ”

When Chu Zheng said this at the time, she didn't think so, but now that she thinks about it, what he said really makes sense! No, Qingqing is in the crib behind her, even if she pushes the floor-to-ceiling window up, it won't affect her attention to Qingqing, it's good.

Han Zihe, who was immersed in his own thoughts, was once again awakened by the rumbling thunder outside.

Pulling back the curtains from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony, she looked out at the sky.

The night was deep, and the sky, which should have been dark, was quickly cut through by lightning.

It was as if the lines were embroidered on the dark satin with gold threads, and against the backdrop of the rolling and extraordinary thunder, there was a thrilling beauty.

Especially when the sky brightens up in an instant, the thunder that follows is even more breathtaking.

The rain outside is particularly huge, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is huge.

The raindrops, like big beads and small beads falling on jade plates, unceremoniously smashed onto the ground of the yard, splashing bigger puddles.

This kind of rain can already be described as "pouring rain".

This kind of rain makes the wind that accompanies it much colder than usual.

When the spring rain was as expensive as oil, Chu Zheng was still with her, and the child in her belly, after the rain, he went on a mission; now, it is already summer rain, but Chu Zheng has not returned.

With his head against the window, feeling the cool feeling from the glass, and paying attention to the raindrops hitting the window and picking up the rainflowers, Han Zihe suddenly felt irrepressible thoughts.

Yes, she misses Chu Zheng anymore.

I don't know if the older I get, the more clingy I become, Han Zihe remembers that when he was just with Chu Zheng, he often walked away for several months, and every time when he came back, she suddenly realized that she missed him.

When she hugged each other, the indescribable longing welled up in her heart, which made her extra enthusiastic when she got along with him.

At that time, or rather, before Chu Zheng was transferred, she had never tasted this kind of - he was outside, and she missed him.

It's hard to describe, and she doesn't know how to describe it.

She just wanted to see him right away and talk to him.

It was also at this moment that she suddenly found that she realized that the feeling of missing her husband was so difficult.

"Chu Zheng. Han Zihe silently muttered the name over and over again.

The pouring rain outside couldn't help but smash on the ground, and it also smashed into her heart, shattering the shell of the outer layer of her heart bit by bit, and then let her read what she was thinking in her heart, and taste the thoughts of Chu Zheng little by little.

I don't know if it was revealed by the previous investigation team, maybe Zheng Yuan admitted that he lost contact with Chu Zheng, in short, under Han Zihe's stable surface, his heart was already surging and roaring.

This time, Chu Zheng told her before leaving, although this was the last time he went out on a mission in his military career, but this task was not necessarily something that could be completed in a short period of time, and he asked her to prepare him for a long time outside.

At that time, Han Zihe, who heard this, although he was reluctant, did not have a clear understanding of the task time he said.

After all, the person who performs the task and the person who waits for it do not really feel the same way about the length of time.

......

Perhaps, she had been standing on the balcony for a long time and couldn't help but feel a chill, or maybe she was a little tired after standing for a long time.

"Listening to the thunder in the window, I was shocked by the memories. Han Zihe muttered to himself while marking Chu Zheng's name on the window with his finger.

At this moment, she really wanted to clasp her hands with him.

......

The next day, early in the morning.

The air still smelled of last night's rain, fresh but scented of grass and earth.

Han Zihe didn't fall asleep until late yesterday, but she had already gotten up early in the morning and went to the yard for a walk.

At this time, the children were still asleep, unaware that she had entered their room, removed the earmuffs for them, and covered them with thin quilts.

As for Qingqing, when she got up, the child had already opened her eyes, grabbed her little feet, and coaxed herself to play.

She originally wanted to take her out and go to the yard to breathe in the fresh air, but she didn't think about it, she had just washed up, and when she looked at her again, the children were sleeping with a huff!

Anyway, he had already fed her before, and changed and washed her, so that she was fragrant, Han Zihe estimated that this baby would sleep well, and it would take two hours to wake up!

Han Zihe trotted dozens of laps in the yard, and it was estimated that it was about two or three thousand meters, and then he changed to walking.

To say that morning exercise is really good, the depression that was born because of Chu Zheng last night was all gone with the turbidity exhaled by running.

Running down for a few kilometers, she was so refreshed, and she was very comfortable!

......

"Sister-in-law. After breakfast, He Jing knocked on the door and entered.

Han Zihe invited her to sit at the back of the courtyard.

He Jing stopped her and said to her, "I'm here to tell you something, I just knew...... Xiaobai's family, Political Commissar Shen may be characterized as a martyr!"

"Martyr?" Han Zihe frowned, "Didn't you just say that you were missing?

"I'm angry when I say this! That woman first looked like she couldn't help crying yesterday, and then turned around and sent Xiaobai and his younger brother Xiao Shuizhu to our sponsorship garden here!"

"What does she mean by this? I remember that it is illegal for a guardian to abandon a child, right?" Han Zihe didn't expect Xiaobai's mother to be so cold.

Originally, the Shen family planned to take the child away, but she disagreed. He Jing shook her head, "To say that this woman is really contradictory, on the one hand, she doesn't want her child to go to her uncle and aunt's house to be tortured, but on the other hand, she does not hesitate to leave the child behind and find her own new life." ”

"How to divide the family property?" Han Zihe was not as emotional as He Jing, and only asked the key points.

He Jing sighed: "The little white mother ran to the leader, crying and making trouble, the leader took pity on her for the grievances she had suffered because of the slander of Political Commissar Shen, and because of the Shen family's uncle and aunt who sent Xiao Shuizhu back to clear the relationship...... In short, after the leaders took turns to persuade to no avail, they remembered the credit of Political Commissar Shen and agreed to her request.

It is said that she divided all her property equally among her two children, but because the children were too young, she signed an agreement with the child, and the property was temporarily handed over to the account of the sponsorship park, which was supervised by the army leader, the supervision department of the sponsorship park, and the children, and handed over to them when the children grew up.

During this period, the children's expenses in the sponsored kindergarten were paid by the army and the pension of Political Commissar Shen. ”

"How is Xiaobai?" Sister-in-law Wei ......" Han Zihe still remembers that Sister-in-law Wei said that she would adopt Xiaobai.

"The level of Chief of Staff Wei has been raised by one level, so Sister-in-law Wei really moved the idea of adopting Xiaobai, but Xiaobai is not only herself, but also has a younger brother! If Sister-in-law Wei adopts Xiaoshuizhu together, the family burden will be a bit heavy.

Moreover, this also involves the property of Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu, Chief of Staff Wei was afraid that people would gossip, so he said, let Wei's sister-in-law take care of Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu more often, as for the adoption, don't mention it. ”

When He Jing said this, the expression on his face was indescribably embarrassed.

However, judging from Wei Gongxin's situation, his approach can also be understood, and it can't be said that he is just a person who walks away from tea and is cold, but the actual situation is there, if he wants to go further, there can be no place for people to gossip.

"Usually help more foils, no way, it's difficult for everyone!" Han Zihe sighed.

Don't look at the good treatment in the army, it doesn't cost much to eat, drink and live, and the cost of living is very low, but to say that the people here are rich, it is impossible.

However, if there is only one entry item, such as military salaries, benefits, and subsidies, and two children in the family, it is inevitable that life needs to be more frugal.

Wei Gongxin's salary and welfare subsidy is high, but Wei Sister-in-law works in a military kindergarten in order to take care of Yuanyuan and Chubby, and the military kindergarten has a public welfare nature, that is to say, Wei's sister-in-law's salary is only symbolic, if it is not for Wei Gongxin's salary and welfare subsidies are good, only Wei's sister-in-law's own salary, it is not easy for her to support herself!

With such living conditions, you may be able to bear it if you raise a little more white, but if you raise a small drop of water, you will inevitably be stretched!

In such a situation, they are in a dilemma whether they use the subsidies given to Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu by the army, or whether they use the pension left by Political Commissar Shen.

No, the actual situation does not allow it, no matter how good they want to be good to Xiaobai, it is impossible for them to let their children's living standards decline for Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu.

But if it is used, then, the two of them can't tell it even if they open a few more mouths, and when Xiaobai and Xiao Shuizhuer grow up, they hear a few words, and then think that they adopt them for their injured property, they really can't speak clearly, and when the benefactor becomes her enemy, everyone is afraid that everyone will be hurt.

Since he knew that this possibility was not easy to eliminate, Wei Gongxin simply refused to do this kind of work from the beginning, and it may not be a good thing.

Anyway, the conditions and environment of the army's sponsorship garden are very good, Xiao Shuizhu and Xiaobai live there, and the living conditions are probably better than those of ordinary families; if Sister-in-law Wei really can't bear it in her heart, if there is something delicious and fun, give them a copy, or take them to take care of them for a day or two from time to time, it is a good way to do your best.

Han Zihe said this to He Jingyi, and He Jing was much relieved about Wei's sister-in-law's approach.

She sighed and said, "So, if these two live together, they have to work together...... Take this matter of adopting Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu, speaking of which, it's all about money! If the living conditions allow, not to mention that Chief of Staff Wei will definitely agree to adopt Xiaobai and Xiaoshuizhu, it's me, and I'm willing!"