He hadn't drunk so much wine for a long time, and Song Yu had a splitting headache when he got up the next day. She rubbed her brow vigorously. In the past, it was able to relieve pain, but today it was useless, so she got out of bed and went to the medicine box to find painkillers to eat.

It wasn't until she took the medicine and looked for her phone to check the time that she remembered that today was Sunday and she didn't have to go to work. Obviously she had just gotten up, but she was inexplicably tired and fell back into bed.

I was very tired, but I was already awake, and I couldn't sleep when I went back. She just stared at the ceiling with her eyes open. The whole person was confused, and she didn't even know what she was thinking. After a long time, she closed her eyes tightly.

I don't know how long I was lying in bed, but there was a banging on the door outside. She didn't want to deal with it, but the people outside were very persevering, and the knocking on the door kept coming, and it was a headache.

Song Yu had to get up and open the door sloppily. She didn't know anyone here, she thought that the person knocking on the door outside was Tang Xu, but when she opened the door, she found that it was not Tang Xu, but a strange woman.

Before Song Yu could speak, the strange woman smiled and said politely: "Hello Miss Song, Miss Kong came to Mr. Tang's side to make him something to eat, but just now I found out that there is no salt at home, let me come to you to borrow some salt." ”

Song Yu's mind was still heavy, and after she said that, she found that the door of Tang Xu on the opposite side was open. And Kong Fan, who was in a wheelchair, was in the living room, smiling slightly at her. The smell of food was wafting from the room opposite.

I haven't seen her for a while, she is still the stars holding the moon, and there are three people brought in besides the driver.

Compared to her, Song Yu was obviously sloppy to the extreme. She quickly withdrew her gaze, said a little wait, and quickly went into the kitchen and took the salt out.

Kong Fan's people reached out and took the salt, smiled slightly, and said politely: "Sorry to disturb you, Miss Song, I'll send it to you when I'm done later." ”

Where did she come to borrow salt, it was clear that she was here to declare sovereignty. It's just a bag of salt, which can be bought at any time in the supermarket downstairs, so where is the need to go to such great lengths to come to her to borrow it.

"No, I have a lot of them at home. Song Yu said that, nodded towards the person, and then stretched out his hand to close the door.

She stood still for a moment, and only after a moment did she go to wash.

After Song Yu finished washing, her stomach ached faintly, she didn't go to the kitchen to get something to eat, but walked to the balcony and stood and looked outside.

I don't know what I'm doing on the other side, but from time to time a voice comes through the door. Song Yu stood stunned for a while, and then went out.

She didn't know where she was going, so she stood outside the compound for a while and then walked to the bus stop.

Because it was a weekend, there were several families waiting at the bus stop, probably to take their children out to play. Song Yu suddenly wanted to go to the Song Mansion at this moment.

She got into the car.

Yu Anhe rarely comes to the Song Mansion, and there is often only one person guarding the house here. Only when he comes, will he bring people with him.

The old gardener who guards the house here is still the old gardener, and Song Yu arrived at the door, but he didn't ring the doorbell, just stood outside.

The sky was gray, as if raindrops were going to fall at any moment.

Song Yu didn't stand at the door for long before the gardener came out. He was a little surprised to see her, walked over quickly and opened the door, and asked, "Miss Song, why are you here?"

Song Yu smiled slightly, greeted him, and then said, "Pass by, come and have a look." ”

The gardener nodded, probably thinking that she had come to find Yu Anhe, so he hesitated for a moment and said, "Mr. Yu hasn't heard of coming over recently." ”

Although no one lives here, every time Yu Anhe comes over, someone will come over to decorate it first. It's rare that you don't come in without saying hello.

Song Yu still had a smile on his face and said, "I didn't come to find Mr. Yu. After a slight pause, she continued, "I haven't been here for a long time, I want to come and see." You're busy, leave me alone. ”

Although she had a smile on her face, it was difficult to hide the scarcity between her eyebrows. The gardener smiled and said yes, and went back to the house where he lived.

Song Yu stood in place, and after a long while, he walked step by step to the eaves.

The yard is lush and green, because no one has lived in it for a long time, and it is a little more deserted.

Although the main house was not locked, Song Yu did not enter it. He stood under the eaves for a while, then walked slowly around the back to the backyard.

The backyard was also quiet, and she walked to the stone staircase to the side and sat down.

She was familiar and nostalgic to every corner of the place, her eyes swept inch by inch, her nose couldn't help but sour, she closed her eyes, and rested her head on the stone pillar beside her.

Her mind was dazed, and she couldn't calm down for a long time. Only now did she realize that her life was a complete mess. For all these years, she didn't even know what she had done.

The realization made her tired, and she sat motionless. She hadn't eaten for a long time, and there was a faint pain in her stomach, as if she couldn't feel it, and her eyes just looked at it.

After I don't know how long, there was the sound of footsteps. She came to her senses and stood up.

It was the old gardener who came over, with a smile on his face, and when he saw Song Yu, he said, "It's already noon, Miss Song hasn't eaten yet, right?" I bought salty porridge from the alley, and Miss Song also came over to taste it. ”

The salty porridge at the entrance of the alley has been open for many years, and there are many types. The shop does not have a serious name, and there are only three words on the plaque.

In the past, Zhang's mother would always buy and eat once in such a long time, but Song Yu hadn't eaten it for a long time.

Song Yu was originally going to refuse, but when the words came to his mouth, he didn't say it in the end, and responded with a smile.

The porridge and side dishes were placed on the stone table in the courtyard, and when you got closer, you could smell the familiar fragrance.

Song Yu ate a big bowl of porridge here and didn't leave in a hurry. In the afternoon, I stayed in the house and helped take care of the flowers and plants.

The gardener is old, and it is a bit laborious to handle the tall branches. Song Yu took the initiative to take over this job and trimmed the branches neatly.

In the afternoon, she was sweating profusely. When it was time to water the flowers and plants, the old gardener suddenly asked, "Miss Song, is her work not going well?"

Although Song Yu's face has always been smiling, his brows have never been relaxed.

Song Yu didn't expect him to ask himself this, and he couldn't help but be stunned. Then he looked away, smiled slightly, and said, "No, it's all good." ”

She said this, and the old gardener did not ask any further questions, but talked about other things.

Song only left Song's house in the evening, and Kong Fan had already left when he returned. The opposite door is closed.

Song Yu only glanced at it before retracting his gaze, took out the key and opened the door.

The room was silent, and the tiredness rose again, and she leaned motionless against the door. After a few minutes, I turned on the light and went inside.

She didn't get anything to eat, but went to get the wine and came out, and sat down on the couch and drank it.

Although she drank on an empty stomach, she never got drunk. At twelve o'clock, I got up, turned on the computer and wrote a letter of resignation, which was sent to the editor-in-chief's mailbox.

After doing all this, she fell asleep on the bed.

Song Yu didn't go to work the next day, turned off his mobile phone and slept at home. When Peng Xi came over, she had just gotten up and was tidying up her things.

Peng Xi came over as she expected, there was no grocery shopping at home, she looked at the time, and said with a smile: "There is nothing to eat at home, let's go outside ......"

Before she finished speaking, Peng Xi came in, threw the bag aside, and said, "I'm too lazy to go anymore, let's order takeout." ”

Song Yu did not object, and responded with a good word. I went to the refrigerator and got a bottle of ice drink for Peng Xi.

There are a few storage boxes on the side, and things are neatly stacked. Peng Xi glanced at it and said, "Sorting things out?"

Song Yu snorted and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

As she spoke, she went to find her phone, ready to order takeout.

Peng Xi opened the drink and drank it, and said, "You can do it, you can eat anything." ”

Song Yu nodded and ordered takeout.

When she put the phone down, she found that Peng Xi was looking at her. Song Yu smiled, and just as he was about to speak, Peng Xi said in a low voice: "Why did you suddenly think of resigning?"

She would ask this question as Song Yu expected. Rao is like this, her body is still stiff, and after a while, she smiled faintly, lowered her head, and said, "It's not much, I suddenly feel a little tired." ”

Peng Xi didn't speak at this time, and after more than ten seconds, he said, "Is it because of this incident?"

Song Yu didn't answer at this time, his eyes were empty and he didn't know what he was thinking. She quickly came back to her senses, did not deny it, smiled faintly, and said: "I used to be ambitious, and I always thought that I could do many things. I think I am the embodiment of justice and can expose the darkness of everything......"

And the reality is cruel, obviously the darkness is in front of her, but she has no power to uncover it, she can only watch helplessly.

As she spoke, she fell silent.

Peng Xi didn't speak, the room was very quiet for a while, and after a while, Peng Xi spoke: "Ah Yu, don't blame you...... Whoever it is, ......"

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Song Yu, she closed her eyes, and said softly: "Senior sister, I'm just tired and want to rest for a while." ”

She quickly opened her eyes, smiled, and pretended to be relaxed: "It's been a long time since I've had a good rest, so it's time to take advantage of this time to take a good rest and go out for a walk." ”

Peng Xi quickly cheered up, patted her shoulder heavily, and said, "It's okay." Remember to take pictures and share them with me whenever you encounter beautiful scenery. ”

Song Yu laughed and nodded in response.

Both of them deliberately avoided it, and neither of them talked about it again. There was a knock on the door later on, presumably from the delivery of food.

Song Yu was about to open the door, but Peng Xi stood up first and said, "I'll go, I'm starving, you go to the kitchen and get dishes and chopsticks." ”

Song Yu responded and went directly to the kitchen.

When she came out with the dishes and chopsticks, Peng Xi had already closed the door and came over with takeout. As she walked, she said, "But I'm starving to death, and I only ate one loaf of bread at noon today." Is there any wine?"

Song Yu said yes, and then went to get the wine again.

Peng Xi was not polite at all, and drank while eating. Although they all made a casual appearance, the atmosphere was still a little sluggish.

They hadn't eaten much, and the two of them had already drunk a lot of wine. Peng Xi looked at Song Yu drunkenly, and suddenly said, "I saw Tang Xu when I took the takeaway just now." ”

Song Yu's body stiffened slightly, nodded and hummed.

There was no expression on her face, and she drank again.

The look on Peng Xi's face was complicated, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything. He also took up his cup and drank the wine.

The two of them drank a little too much tonight, and when they felt that they couldn't drink anymore, Peng Xi put down his wine glass, looked at Song Yu, and asked, "Ah Yu, what are you going to do in the future?"

Song Yu didn't know what he was thinking and didn't speak. After a while, he shook his head and said, "I don't know." She looked up at the snow-white ceiling, paused, smiled wryly, and continued, "Now I realize that my life is a mess. ”

At this moment, she remembered the people in the opposite house, and her heart ached faintly. She seems to have gone with the flow, and she has never even sorted it out.

She didn't know what Tang Xu wanted to do, but how could it be such a coincidence, she rented a house, and he happened to live opposite her. Song Yu's heart was tired at this moment, she didn't want to think about anything anymore, so she just stared at the ceiling with her eyes wide open.

Peng Xi didn't speak, just patted her on the shoulder.

Peng Xi didn't go back that night, the two of them were thinking about their own things, no one spoke, and no one proposed to go to sleep. Just sit on the floor in the living room.

Peng Xi didn't know when she fell asleep and let out a slight snoring sound. Song Yu originally wanted to wake her up, but after hesitating for a while, he finally didn't call her, and went to get a thin blanket to cover her.

The room was very quiet, for fear of making a noise to Peng Xi, she didn't stay in the living room, went to the balcony, sat on the cold ground and drank slowly. It wasn't until dawn that he stumbled back to his room and fell asleep.

When Peng Xi left the next day, Song Yu didn't know, and it was already past ten o'clock when he got up. It was raining outside, and it was raging.

Her head was tense and aching, and she went to wash her face with cold water. Then I drank a glass of warm milk before my stomach hurt. After standing in the living room for a while, he went out the door.

She didn't call, and went directly to Yu's house.

probably didn't expect her to go directly, but the people in the house were surprised to see her, and immediately took her inside.

The rain was a little heavy, and Song Yu's umbrella was dripping with water. When she got under the eaves, someone naturally picked her up and asked her to go inside.

Probably because the weather was cold, Yu Anhe's sick prisoner, and the courtyard was filled with the smell of Chinese medicine. Her luck was good, Yu Anhe was there and didn't go out.

After sitting in the living room for a short time, Yu Anhe, who was in a wheelchair, came out.

Song Yu stood up at this point and called Mr. Yu.

Yu Anhe motioned for her to sit down, and after letting people serve tea, she was silent for a while and asked, "Resigned?"

Song Yu was not surprised, he knew, nodded and said yes. She came over for something, paused slightly, and said, "Mr. Yu, I want to temporarily put my parents' relics on the Song Mansion." ”

Her voice was soft. One after another troublesome people, she is not very comfortable.

She has always been independent, and she easily refuses to cause trouble to anyone. Suddenly hearing that she planned to put her parents' relics in the Song Mansion, Yu Anhe couldn't help but be slightly stunned.

But it was only for a moment, he nodded and said, "Let Ah Fei go over the party." ”

Song Yu didn't excuse himself and said thank you.

Yu Anhe was silent for a while, looked at her for a while, and asked, "Do you have any plans?"

Song Yu picked up the teacup and drank the tea, and said, "Not yet." After a slight pause, she continued: "I want to rest for a while and go see Song Ting." ”

Although Song Ting was taken care of by her, she spent only a handful of time with him. I'm afraid we haven't been together for more than twenty days in the past few years.

Yu Anhe nodded, was silent for a while, and said, "If there is anything I need to arrange." ”

Song Yu responded with a hello, and then said thank you Mr. Yu.

Yu Anhe's movements were very fast, and he arranged for someone to move things for Song Yu later. She was going to go back with her, but she secretly asked Anhe to let her be here. It's just a trivial matter, just let them pass.

Song Yu's things were all sorted out, and he didn't insist on it, so he stayed in Yu's house.

She stayed at home at night, Yu Anhe was at home all day today, and there was probably something to do in the evening, so she went out at eight o'clock.

The sound of rain has been sparse, Song Yu couldn't sleep, so he found a book to read. She didn't look into anything, but after a while, she put the book aside and stood by the window to watch the rain.

probably saw that her light was still on, and at ten o'clock, Qin's mother sent her a supper. and told her that Ah Fei had come back and that everything had been moved to the Song Mansion. Let her not worry, everything has been put away properly.

Except for the relics of his parents, Song Yu did not have any valuables. smiled slightly and thanked Qin's mother.

The supper was a wine-brewed ball, Song Yu ate it slowly, didn't stay up late, and lay down on the bed after going to wash.

She got up early the next day, planning to leave early. But as soon as she went downstairs, Qin's mother greeted with a smile: "Miss Song is early." Breakfast was ready and ready to eat immediately. After a slight pause, without waiting for Song Yu to speak, she continued: "Mr. Yu said that you are going to go out early this morning, and you have already asked the driver to prepare the car, and you can leave after breakfast." ”

Song Yu didn't tell anyone about leaving early, so he couldn't help but be stunned, and then smiled slightly and said hello.